Dr. Lin's tone is very firm. He thinks that he is actually making a statement. Tianming really can't agree with this point, because he knows that everything has a bottom line, but no one knows where the limit is, but Tianming knows where his bottom line is.
"Dad, can you stop putting all your heart on Lin Xiaoxiao's body? No, can't you stop thinking about the Zhan family. For the sake of the Zhan family, can't you see what the whole Lin family has become? Do you want to destroy all the little things left in our Lin family, and then you will be reconciled? " I don't know why my father is so stubborn, he is so stubborn, but on the contrary, he can't say anything about him.
The smoke in the room hasn't dispersed all the time. Dr. Lin looked at him through the smoke, and the whole person felt a kind of inexplicable heartache. He said faintly, "how can I not want to abandon all this? But it's the dawn of the day. People should be able to live up to their conscience. At that time, Zhan's family could have been safely evacuated, but for the sake of us, who had nothing to do with it, they stayed All night, that night, they lost hundreds of brothers... "
He didn't know how he felt when he stopped talking at dawn. But from Dr. Lin's bleak tone, he could tell how solemn and stirring the incident was at that time. He still remembers his father until now.
"At that time, I was still very young, but I will always remember how the zhans used their bodies to protect us and bring us out safely one by one. However, they lost hundreds of brothers. Mr. Zhan did not say a word. He buried the dead brother on the spot with his teeth, and then left with the disabled brother, holding the leg seriously injured by gunshot …”
That scene was deeply imprinted in Dr. Lin's mind. He knew that he would never forget it in his whole life, but he did not want to forget it, because it was such a person as Zhan Lao that he could live until now. But until now, when he really faced these things, he felt heartache and hesitated.
"Dad didn't hesitate, he didn't regret it, and even Dad wanted to escape. But when I think back to that scene, I was embarrassed. Those soldiers didn't know us, but they would rather sacrifice their lives for us, and Zhan Lao's leg. If he didn't block the bullet for me, he would firmly hold me In my arms, dad and I, probably no longer exist, where do you come to the present Lin family
Tianming doesn't speak any more. He hasn't experienced the sad past, and has no right to speak. What's more, father Lin's uttering these words in such a painful situation obviously wants to calm down those flustered thoughts in his heart. If Tianming stands up at this time, it will only attract some unnecessary fire.
Or, it will only make dad's mood worse. He can't help anything else.
But he was in pain because he couldn't help anything. Young, it wasn't his fault. He just thought "Those things have passed. If I remember correctly, it was a sudden war that had nothing to do with you. Moreover, over the years, you have been donating money to Kyoto, even to the foundations of Zhan's family. Isn't that enough to express your gratitude?"
Tianming said these things, he suddenly remembered: "five years ago, Dad, you deliberately Kyoto for Zhan Lao's leg, and even concealed your identity and performed the operation for him. Are you not repaying for this? Your body can't adapt to the cold winter in Kyoto, coupled with allergic inflammation, you almost died there, do you forget? "
"How can we compare these things with the lives of hundreds of soldiers? Those people could have ignored us and they could have gone, but they have lost hundreds of lives just for our children. Do you think that if I don't feel grateful to the Zhan family in my whole life, am I still a person?"
Tianming didn't make sense of his father's stubborn ideas. He was angry and said, "they are human lives, but are our nine lives not human lives? Xiao AI, Xiao AI grew up with me. You treat her as your own daughter, but now? What city is she in... "
"Xiao AI, I will bury her deeply," said Dr. Lin with tears in his eyes when talking about the child. "I always want a girl, but your mother's body can't bear the pain of giving birth to a child. Therefore, we only want you. In the same year, your Aunt Liu gave birth to a girl. Our family is very happy Your mother is also very happy. You have a playmate, and we can fulfill our wishes... "
"But she died, and before her life began, she fell down and even died in front of her mother. Do you know how much mental shock this has caused to her mother? She may live in panic all her life. Didn't you see her eyes before? She doesn't even know you. Her eyes are full of blood, her pupils are dilated, and there is no light. Dad, you are a doctor. You should know that, mom, she was scared to be silly, she was silly... "
I couldn't help crying at dawn.
The softest part of his heart was touched, especially his mother. When he saw his mother's manner, he had already guessed part of it. Up to now, he couldn't believe that his mother would be scared to be silly. But now, her mother hasn't woken up. Her pupil was dim at that time, and even there was no focusing point. This is very worrying.But just now, when he went to see it, all his worries became real. His mother didn't respond. Although she was sleeping, she didn't have any trace of dreams. One, one living person, did not even dream.
Is she still a person?
Dr. Lin is also in pain, but for these things, he has only one answer: "if we can't make things better, it's the best choice to maintain the status quo before we can make things better Don't push me any more. "
"I didn't force your father, I didn't force you all the time. Even the whole thing, I hated myself. It was I who agreed to Xiaoman and brought Lin Xiaoxiao and Honglin into our home. It was also me who stood on the same line with Xiaoman and asked you to perform Xiaoxiao's operation. Up to now, it seems that it is because of me that I have come to this step."
If it is said that fate is something that heaven never believes, then today, no, now, he finally believes that these things are not the arrangement of fate?
Lin Zhan has found a place for his descendants to live a peaceful home for decades.
Tianming sometimes hates him, but he also knows that heaven never makes sense.
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