Xu Congying didn't speak for a long time, but Lin Xiaoxiao knew that he was still hesitating.
She did not continue to urge him, but looked at him like that. Finally, after three or four minutes, Xu Congying was defeated. She turned her head and looked at Lin Xiaoxiao helplessly.
"It seems that you really want to dig out all my old friends, girl. Do you want to dig out my past so much because, in such a situation of sharing weal and woe, you have already developed such feelings of admiration for me?"
Lin Xiaoxiao chuckled and couldn't help rolling his eyes. "Xu Congying, can you stop being so narcissistic? I have children and a husband, and my husband is the best man in the world in my heart. How can I like others? "
Xu Congying raised her eyebrows. "I'm really curious about what you said. What kind of person is your husband? When I come back to Kyoto, can you introduce your husband to me? I want to see what kind of man he is and make you crazy. Even after staying outside for such a long time, I still think he is the best man in the world, even if he is with me every day! "
Lin Xiaoxiao laughed. When she mentioned Zhan glacier, her eyes were always very gentle. "Well, when I come back to Kyoto, I will introduce you two. I will tell him how lucky it is to make you a friend on the way."
Sometimes the word "friend" is really mysterious. Only two words can summarize a lot of things. Xu Congying thinks that such a word is really beautiful and sad.
Lin Xiaoxiao's friend told him to stop. He couldn't move forward any more. Before the budding of his feelings, he was crushed by the word "friend". Xu Congying had no other way. Who told him to be a little late?
"Well, since you have said that we are friends, it seems a bit ungrateful for me to keep you from telling you these things. However, I really don't want to talk about those things in the past. I can only say that I was expelled. Both they expelled me and I expelled them. I think you should guess that what I did was related to politics At that time, I was young and full of vigor, because I was very talented and had good relations. When I was young, I reached a height that others might never reach in their lifetime. Just because of this, I was more arrogant than many young people. Sitting in that position, I didn't know how to be restrained and offended many people.
But those people don't say it on the surface. You know that those who engage in politics are very tactful. Even if they hate you now and their teeth itch, they still do a good job on the surface. The word "hiding a knife in a smile" can be used to describe these people
After listening to his words, Lin Xiaoxiao put his hand on the balcony with his head in his palm, and his face was serious, which made people have the desire to continue talking.
"What happened then?" Seeing Xu Congying stop, Lin Xiaoxiao cooperatively asks.
"Later It was those people who finally found the opportunity to kick me from the high heaven into the deep hell. In fact, it was also the opportunity that I personally gave them, because I found that the outside world was not the same as what I imagined. What I had been looking forward to and what I had insisted on was just bullshit! "
Lin Xiaoxiao looks at Xu Congying's side face. Even though things have been going on for so many years, the expression on Xu Congying's face still carries a deep emotion when she talks about these words.
In fact, it's not difficult for Lin Xiaoxiao to guess that she is not a child any more. Lin Xiaoxiao actually knows some things about the officialdom. Especially after hearing about Zhan bingle's father, Lin Xiaoxiao feels that many things are different from what he imagined.
After the good appearance of national harmony, there are actually many gray areas that can't be seen. It's no wonder that anyone can only say that this society is like this.
Leaders are always good at whitewashing peace. Otherwise, how could the country be so harmonious?
Although Xu Congying didn't say what happened in the past, Lin Xiaoxiao could almost guess.
"So you left home because you were disappointed with those people and the officialdom you had been longing for?"
Xu Congying shook her head. "You are wrong. I told you just now that they kicked me out of that position. They expelled me from China in person. But I don't regret it. I think I have understood a lot of truth in these years outside. There are no problems in the officialdom. What's wrong is the world and which country is different ? In fact, everyone is the same. If not, how can this country develop well? I was still too young and full of vigor at that time. I couldn't look at everything well. I couldn't hold a little sand in my eyes. I deserved to be punished like this! "
Xu Congying couldn't help but hold a cigarette in her mouth. But when she turned to see Lin Xiaoxiao, she stopped lighting.
Lin Xiaoxiao waved his hand at him. "I just told you that I didn't care at all. My husband used to smoke. Although I didn't like it, it's not unbearable. Since I'm talking about these things, I can still accept a few cigarettes."Xu Congying said with a smile, "then I will not be polite to you. To tell you the truth, it's really annoying!"
He lit a cigarette and took a deep breath. When the smoke got into his mouth, Lin Xiaoxiao could feel the sadness on his face. When he finished smoking, Lin Xiaoxiao asked, "do you regret it now?"
"Regret what? I regret what I did. I regret that I couldn't hold a little sand in my eyes? "
Xu Congying narrowed her eyes and asked, "what do you think of me?"
Lin Xiaoxiao turned her head and leaned her back against the railing beside her. "I think you have never regretted saying that you are young and vigorous. If you really feel that you did something wrong in those years, you can't stay in China for ten years. I don't think you've figured out what happened in those years and denied what you did at that time Judgment and worldview, but because you have overlooked a lot of things... "
"Woman, are you a little too confident? Do you think you can guess what I think? Do you think you know me well? "
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