CH 20

Xu Hanyang didn’t know where to start.

He lowered his head, even a little afraid to look at Jian Songchu’s eyes, “I- I don’t want you to confess to that girl.”

“…” Jian Songchu looked indifferent, “So you are going to starve me to death?”

Xu Hanyang became anxious, “No, that was not my intention.”

Since he was a young child, Xu Hanyang was aware of his illness. He had been receiving individual instruction at home prior to meeting Jian Songchu and had no method of getting in touch with anyone else. After being let go, he would start biting like a crazy dog. His irrational emotions are out of control.

It was not until he met Jian Songchu that Xu Hanyang’s parents were surprised to find that his emotions were strangely controlled.

It’s just that he didn’t know what ‘like’ was when he was young. He only knew that he liked sticking to Jian Songchu’s side and seeing Jian Songchu’s smiling face. As long as Jian Songchu was by his side, he would be happy.

But when he found out that Jian Songchu had someone he liked and was ready to confess, that strong sense of jealousy swallowed him up instantly, letting the beast in his heart be released again, he went berserk. Any bells and whistles can easily make him hysterical.

Even when Jian Songchu praised the lifeguard as being handsome, he was so jealous that he pushed people out of the swimming pool. He wanted to show that he could do it, but he almost drowned Jian Songchu.

Too many similar things happened between the two of them.

After Xu Hanyang was sent abroad, his condition began to deteriorate, and he fell into a state of depression or anxiety without warning. Sometimes his eyes were dull, his speech was slurred, he was nervous and his movements were slow, and sometimes he was extremely excited, running around and shouting, his heartbeat was irregular. Trembling all over.

He needs to take 20 or 30 pills every day, continuous infusion, electroconvulsive therapy from time to time, sedatives, and bruises all over his body.

If it wasn’t for his longing for Jian Songchu and his extreme desire to survive the day-to-day terror of dying, he might have chosen extremes because he couldn’t stand it any longer.

After finally waiting for his condition to improve, he escaped from the mental hospital. He could not stay for a moment. After stealing his driver’s license, he returned to China quickly, wanting to see Jian Songchu again.

On that day, he caught Jian Songchu who was drinking at the bar.

But before Jian Songchu woke up, Xu Hanyang was arrested.

The reason why Xu Hanyang did not return to China for the next five years was the doctor’s words that warned him, “Do you really love him? Is your love destruction? Will you only make him feel your so-called love by hurting him? ”

Xu Hanyang was speechless.

Therefore, he could only keep learning and adjusting, making himself a perfect lover, and using strong willpower to fight against his own nature, and finally he was willing to appear in front of Jian Songchu’s eyes.

And one of the things he regrets the most is that when he didn’t learn to love someone, he constantly proved his love by hurting Jian Songchu.

Xu Hanyang hugged Jian Songchu in front of him tightly, “I’m sorry, it’s all my fault for not being able to control my emotions, it’s my fault that I’m too afraid of losing you, and that makes me do so many things to hurt you.”

Jian Songchu looked at the familiar face of the man in front of him, and slowly overlapped with the young man’s face in his memories.

In fact, even if the other party didn’t say it, Jian Songchu vaguely guessed the reason through observation and getting along during this period of time, as well as some details.

Jian Songchu was silent, “…I see, you get up first.”

Xu Hanyang pressed him against the door, and his entire waist couldn’t hold it.

Xu Hanyang was alarmed because he believed that Jian Songchu was secretly rejecting him. “If you are upset, just slap me,” he frantically replied as he gave him an even closer hug.

“…” Jian Songchu’s face was numb.

When he said he would fight, Jian Songchu had just slapped him in the face and couldn’t help cursing, “If you don’t let go of me, my waist will break you motherfucker.”

“……..”

“……..”

The two stared wide-eyed.

Xu Hanyang let go, and silently straightened Jian Songchu’s waist.

Jian Songchu dropped a hammer on the opponent’s forehead again, “Don’t make up my mind all the time.”

Xu Hanyang lowered his head innocently, and said “Oh” weakly again.

【What what?】

[Did Mr. Xu married his wife by force and robbery?]

【Contemporary Diseased CEO Literature?】

[Fuck, this plot, this development is simply awesome]

With hindsight, Jian Songchu glanced at the other party up and down, then glanced at the direction where the man appeared out of nowhere, frowning slightly, “How did you come in just now?”

“…” Xu Hanyang was silent again.

Jian Songchu took off the man’s hand and pressed closer to the balcony.

Someone who knew that he had done something wrong immediately followed behind Jian Songchu, and his whole person was in a state of vigilance.

Jian Songchu pointed to the balcony, then looked at someone again with sharp eyes, “Did you climb up from here?”

“…” Xu Hanyang’s eyes were a little erratic, and he didn’t dare to make a sound, but his small expression had completely betrayed his innermost thoughts.

Jian Songchu sneered and said abruptly, “Now show me how you got here.”

Xu Hanyang froze and glanced under the balcony.

[It’s too funny, ​​I’m going to die from laughing again]

【Madam: You are not too timid, and you have learned to opportunistically.】

[CEO: Wife, woo woo woo, I know I’m wrong]

[One thing to say, I didn’t even see clearly when the CEO climbed so fast just now]

Jian Songchu snorted coldly, turned around and walked out the door, not wanting to pay attention to him.

Xu Hanyang was silent, walked to the balcony honestly, raised his legs and jumped down.

Hearing the sound, Jian Songchu’s pupils shuddered, and he suddenly turned his head to look behind him. He almost jumped up with red eyes and looked down.

The next second, he met the man’s eyes with precision and accuracy.

“……..”

“……..”

Jian Songchu took a deep breath, and the heart that had just stopped suddenly accelerated, beating up and down.

At this moment, his face was extremely pale, his hands were clenched, and he was still shaking slightly uncontrollably.

Xu Hanyang landed perfectly, stood firm on his feet, raised his head and grinned, revealing a well-behaved smile, as if to say, “I’m serious and obedient.”

Before waiting for Jian Songchu’s reaction, the man recreated the process of turning over the balcony just now on the spot. From the balcony on the second floor, he turned up again very neatly. The whole process of the man’s climb was very smooth, and it looked like the special effects of a martial arts film.

But the whole process made Jian Songchu’s heart hang again. He wanted to scold but was afraid that the other party would be affected, and he kept holding a sigh of relief.

Finally, when the man climbed up, Jian Songchu was not used to it, and his face turned black immediately, and an evil fire burned from his heart, he shoved the other side abruptly, “Call me sick, and jump when you say!”

After speaking, Jian Songchu had a headache again.

Damn, it’s not a matter of a day or two for this guy to get sick.

[Fuck, I was scared to death when the president just jumped off]

[Me too, just now Madam is obviously angry, why did the CEO really jump?]

[Woo woo woo, the president and his wife are too good at each other]

Seeing Jian Songchu resting his forehead, Xu Hanyang’s expression changed suddenly, and he hurriedly stepped forward to help relax Jian Songchu’s aching temple, “Are you having a headache again?”

——–After the car accident, Jian Songchu always had intermittent headaches.

As a result, as soon as the man’s legs moved, the suit pants, which were on the verge of collapse, made a tearing sound.

“……..”

“……..”

Jian Songchu’s eyes slowly moved down, and his expression showed a dull look.

[Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh]

【What are you doing in the program crew! Why do you cut the camera?】

[There is nothing we can’t see! I’m not convinced!]

[Fuck, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah]

Jian Songchu’s heart skipped a beat when he suddenly reacted, and he turned his back in panic.

Xu Hanyang didn’t seem to have the slightest sense of shame, and even tried to pull Jian Songchu’s hand, “I…”

Jian Songchu’s entire face suddenly burst into red, and a layer of goosebumps oozed out from his pale ears, “Shut up!”

As soon as the man’s hand reached out, Jian Songchu slammed the other’s hand.

Seeing this silly dog ​​getting more and more aggressive, Jian Songchu couldn’t bear to cover his face and turned back to push him away, “Did you forget that this is a live broadcast again?”

“……..”

Xu Hanyang’s face froze for a moment, and it took a long time for him to suddenly recover.

Jian Songchu’s palms pressed against his heart, which was beating wildly, his cheeks flushed, and the blue veins on his temples burst out uncontrollably. ”

Jian Songchu naturally knew that there were no pants that could be changed in the bathroom. With a blushing face, he tried to adjust his breathing rhythm.

[Hahahahahaha, Madam is helping the CEO find pants, I’m dying of laughter]

[There are so many things in the president’s suitcase, how can a big man pack so many things?]

[No, my focus is why the clothes in the president’s suitcase are only in three colors, black, white and gray. Is this the boss?]

[The emotions of this couple are always ups and downs, I can never guess what will happen in the next second, HAHAHAHHAHA]

Someone who hid in the bathroom seemed to realize that he didn’t take up his trousers for a long time, so he weakly stuck his head out of the bathroom, hid his body behind the door, and weakly opened his mouth and shouted, “Chu Chu …”

“……..”

When Jian Songchu looked at the man’s stupid appearance, he felt very funny for a while.

He reluctantly stood up and threw his pants, “…you’re really embarrassed, and the whole country knows it.”

【Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha】

[The program team reacted too quickly, if it wasn’t for hearing the voice and seeing the expression of the lady, we actually don’t know what happened, woo woo woo]

[ it’s too sweet]