CH 23.2

He pretended to be indifferent and looked away, silently backing away, “You guys continue, I’ll take one step first.”

“………”

“………”

Jian Songchu’s face was numb, and he never looked back. The word ‘despair’ seemed to be written in the bottom of his eyes, and his hands were also drooping on the man’s shoulders.

He took a deep breath and glanced at someone coldly, “Put me down.”

Someone who had a vicious look on his face just now, but who looked like he was going to eat a man, now looks like a man has clicked on acupuncture points, standing motionless holding Jian Songchu in his arms.

“?” Jian Songchu narrowed his eyes with a bad expression.

Before Jian Songchu could react, the body of someone holding him began to tremble uncontrollably again.

When it was too late, Jian Songchu jumped off Xu Hanyang’s body.

Jian Songchu was a first-time talent, but a certain giant dog knelt on it again.

“………”

“………”

[I’m really tied to Q, I want the president to die laughing]

[Speaking of what happened to the president, I feel that since he entered here, people are very wrong]

[I’m sorry, President, your tall and mighty image has collapsed in my heart, I really believe that you are the little wife, hahaha]

【Why do I feel like the president is afraid of something?】

[I doubt, I also have this feeling. I used to be bitten by a dog, so that every time I saw the dog, I would feel flustered and short of breath, and then tremble all over. The doctor said that I was not sick, but it was psychological panic]

【?? ??? ?So what is the president afraid of?】

Jian Songchu glanced back at the calm pool face, and then turned to someone who was kneeling in front of him, breathing rapidly and his pupils trembling uncontrollably.

Xu Hanyang is afraid of water?

His brows twitched slightly, as if he suddenly realized something, he crouched down again, covered the man’s eyes, and said in a low voice, “Don’t.”

Xu Hanyang’s whole body trembled, and the trembling speed not only did not decrease, on the contrary, it became faster and faster.

He resisted the fear, propped his head on Jian Songchu’s neck, and hugged him again, his face even worse, “Chuchu…”

“Are you afraid of the swimming pool?” Jian Songchu narrowed his eyes and asked about this confusion.

As soon as Jian Songchu finished speaking, Xu Hanyang’s expression changed again, his trembling hands helplessly clenched Jian Songchu’s wrist and answered the question silently.

“…” Jian Songchu was silent for a moment.

After a long time, Jian Songchu’s Adam’s apple rolled slightly. He already had an answer in his heart, but he still asked, “…When did it start?”

Xu Hanyang didn’t dare to make a sound, and the strength in his palms tightened.

But the man’s reaction is undoubtedly not supporting Jian Songchu’s inner thoughts.

He looked at the other party with a solemn expression, and his tone was flat, as if he was simply stating the truth, “…because of me?”

“………”

With the man’s hairy lips, Jian Songchu had an answer.

Before Xu Hanyang went abroad, Jian Songchu and Xu Hanyang learned to swim under the same swimming instructor. Because Jian Songchu unconsciously said that the rescuer next to him was very handsome, as a result, when Jian Songchu was swimming, Xu Hanyang tried to prove himself. It is also possible, without calling for help in time, which almost caused Jian Songchu to drown to death.

And this one also became the trigger for Xu Hanyang’s family to send him abroad.

Jian Songchu was choking on a lot of water and fell into a coma. In addition, Xu Hanyang had learned from the previous experience, and then he reacted madly, so that everyone naturally thought that Jian Songchu was pushed into the water by Xu Hanyang.

By the time Jian Songchu woke up, it was too late for all explanations, and Xu Hanyang had already been sent to the country.

Thinking of this, Jian Songchu’s eyes darkened, and his thread seemed a little down. He patted the man on the back and slowly said, “Can you get up?”

Xu Hanyang nodded sullenly, burying his head deeper.

Jian Songchu was a little helpless, hugging the man’s waist and dragging him from above.

At this moment, Xu Hanyang didn’t forget to close his eyes and stretch out his hands to take off his sleeves and put them on Jian Songchu’s body. His tone was aggrieved and pitiful, “…they’re all here…”

[Help, the CEO’s little wife has been hammered]

[I have never felt that Madam is so rigid, hahahahaha]

[I’m rubbing it, the CEO looked so cute just now]

Jian Songchu was lazy at the beginning of the nonsense. He glanced at the man with a blank face, “Close your eyes.”

Xu Hanyang didn’t know why, but he did it anyway.

Jian Songchu turned his neck, as if he was warming up.

Without giving the man the slightest time to react, he held Xu Hanyang’s thigh, and with an astonishing speed, quickly hugged the man into his arms in a ‘princess hug’ posture.

“………”

“………”

Lu Xiangcheng and Qi Nian, who were still spectating, looked at Jian Songchu, who was hugging the president.

This scene almost detonated the entire live broadcast room.

[Fuck it, the madam is standing up]

[I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’ll stand on the Chu Yang CP for a second! 】

[Su Yan’s husband is not fragrant anymore, I think Chu Yang is not bad for me, hahahahahaha]

Seeing that all the spectators looked like they had seen a ghost, Jian Songchu couldn’t help frowning, hugging the man while walking, “What are your eyes?”

It’s not surprising that Jian Songchu’s first reaction after losing his memory was to ask a man about the sex position, not to mention that Jian Songchu never thought about being with a man. His height and physique are not inferior to those of his peers, and he even took part in the second half marathon and got good results.

“………”

With Jian Songchu’s gesture of holding Xu Hanyang, Lu Xiangcheng suddenly awakened the memory of the person who beat Jian Songchu before in college.

Thinking of this, Lu Xiangcheng took a deep breath and subconsciously touched his fragile neck.

[I suddenly feel that it is not impossible to attack a beauty, ah ah ah ah]

[Brother posted, I will do it automatically!]

Compared to the shock of others, Xu Hanyang, as a human being, had a look of self-satisfaction and self-satisfaction, and the words ‘little wife’ were just pasted on his head.

Seeing that he was about to go back to the bedroom immediately, Jian Songchu left the person without a face, and said nothing, “Let’s go by yourself.”

When Jian Songchu turned around and was about to push him away, Xu Hanyang, who had just gotten off, immediately turned his back on the guest, supported Jian Songchu’s thigh, and carried the person head-on into his arms.

The positions of the two instantly switched.

Jian Songchu was unprepared. He subconsciously put his two hands on the man’s shoulders to prevent him from falling, and even his breathing became cluttered.

He stared condescendingly at some bad guy.

“………”

“………”

Are you a little wrong?

[I found out that the program team will cut the camera at a critical moment now]

[Wuwuwu, why is this, the show crew is still so caring tomorrow]

[Let’s just say, probably for the trial, hahahahahaha]

[It doesn’t matter, I think at such a moment, it depends on the ability of our audience to supplement the brain. As long as I can supplement the brain, there is nothing I can’t do with my CP.]

Before Jian Songchu could blurt out a scolding, Xu Hanyang grabbed Jian Songchu’s lower back with great strength, with a fierce posture that wanted someone to crush him in his arms. His tone was soft and his voice was a little hoarse. “Beginning…”

“…..Thank you…”

“…” Jian Songchu’s right eyelid twitched, and his heart thumped twice as if something was sniping at him.

Xu Hanyang’s movements were very orderly, and he didn’t move around. It seemed that he just figured out this way to confirm Jian Songchu’s body temperature and heartbeat.

Jian Songchu could even clearly feel the vigorous heartbeat frequency under the man’s chest.

Xu Hanyang took a deep breath, and his tone was still a little uneasy, “I’m afraid that you will swim…”

Jian Songchu’s throat moved slightly, and he could hear the chord behind the man’s tone and was full of guilt. He paused, his tone softened, and slowly, “It’s not your fault…you There’s no need to blame yourself for this…”

Xu Hanyang silently buried his head in Jian Songchu’s neck, shook his head silently, a trace of unconcealed pain appeared on his face, “No, it’s my fault…”

Xu Hanyang didn’t know how to explain the impact of this memory on him.

When he was forced to go abroad, Jian Songchu was still in first aid. He was sent to a mental hospital directly when he fell ill, and a group of people pressed him to give him a sedative injection.

For a long time, all he dreamed at night was the scene of Jian Songchu drowning. In his dreams, he went to rescue countless times without first failing.

Time and time again, he had been afraid of sleeping for a long time, because he couldn’t bear the sight of Jian Songchu fainting in front of his eyes again and again, the feeling was like a knife piercing his bone marrow. .

So much so that when he received psychotherapy treatment later, he even thought that it was because he pushed Jian Songchu into the water at the beginning of the water that caused the other person to drown.

Jian Songchu, who lost his memory, looked at the man’s reaction, and had a lot of questions he wanted to ask for a while. His lips moved and he was about to say something, but he quickly responded, glanced at the direction of the camera, and hinted Xu Hanyang slightly with his eyes.

The latter immediately understood, holding Jian Songchu in his arms and walking quickly to the bathroom, placing the person on the rinsing table.

The two looked at each other silently, and neither of them spoke for a while.

Jian Songchu put two hands on Xu Hanyang’s shoulders, stared into Xu Hanyang’s eyes for a long time under the yellow light of the bathroom, with a serious expression, “Tell me…”

“I don’t lose my memory, do you have these thoughts?”

“……” Xu Hanyang’s eyes dodged, but he didn’t speak.

Jian Songchu immediately understood the real answer that the man wanted to express behind his words.

He frowned, and his eyes showed a sharp and fierce look, “So, you didn’t tell me.”

Xu Hanyang remained silent, silently acquiescing.

Jian Songchu took a deep breath, stretched out his hand, and approached Xu Hanyang’s heart, his words were clear and his eyes were firm, “Xu Hanyang!”

“You saved me that day!”

What Jian Songchu said was true.

He remembered very clearly that when he accidentally choked on the water, Xu Hanyang, who was standing on the bank, jumped into the water and ran towards him, but he was too scared and panicked. When approaching the shore, his limbs kept moving, and as a result, Xu Hanyang also dragged him into the water, unable to float at all.

During the whole process, in order to protect him, Xu Hanyang held his waist and pushed him up, but he kept floating in the water. It was precisely because Xu Hanyang did not give up and kept helping Jian Songchu buy time. When the rescuers came to rescue the two.

As soon as Jian Songchu finished speaking, Xu Hanyang couldn’t control his own thoughts again, and hugged the other person’s shoulders, holding them tightly into his arms.

Jian Songchu could clearly feel the sound and frequency of the man’s heartbeat trying to break through his ribs like a derailed train.

After a long time, two lines of warm things flowed into the back of Jian Songchu’s neck, these were Xu Hanyang’s tears.

Jian Songchu’s heart trembled.

Xu Hanyang’s lacrimal glands were like an unstoppable spring, and beads of tears fell on Jian Songchu’s skin. The strength of both hands was so strong that Jian Songchu rubbed himself in his bones, “Chuchu… ”

Jian Songchu was stunned for a moment, then silently hugged the man’s shoulder, “I’m here.”