Chapter 36

The blood in Song Yi's head was hot, sleepy, and her face was burning. Her trembling hand patted Gu Xingchuan's arm around her neck. Gu Xingchuan murmured, half asleep and half awake. She murmured: "if I don't give up, I will hold you to sleep."

The house leaks when it rains at night. Song Yi is so embarrassed that she doesn't dare to look at Zhao Hongyan's expression. Zhao Hongyan hesitates for a few seconds, looks ugly, and turns around and walks out.

"Let go." Song Yi tried to break Gu Xingchuan's arm. She was so angry and anxious that she jumped into the Yellow River and couldn't clean it.

Gu Xingchuan half narrowed his eyes, looked at the wide open door, immediately knew something, took back his arm, rubbed his eyes, "you don't move, I'll explain to my aunt."

Song Yi quickly jumped out of bed, tidied up her messy clothes, took a deep breath, and tried to calm down. "I'll go by myself. It's OK for us to make it clear to her."

Gu Xingchuan sat up, holding the bridge of his nose with his hands raised. His eyes were gradually clear, "does Auntie believe that it's OK for us?"

Song Yi has no idea. Anyone who comes to see the situation just now knows that they have an affair, not to mention Gu Xingchuan's courteous running to his house. Zhao Hongyan knows what relationship they have after a little thought.

Gu Xingchuan stepped out of bed, neatly put on his T-shirt, and naturally got a kiss on Song Yi's face, "I'll explain, you stay here."

Song Yi loosened up a little, and from small to big, he didn't add any trouble to Zhao Hongyan. For the first time, Zhao Hongyan was blocked by this kind of thing. He didn't know what to face. Gu Xingchuan could face Zhao Hongyan, but he was still worried.

Song Yi thought for a while and sighed, "you don't understand my mother's temper. I'll go and talk to her."

Gu Xingchuan frowned and opened his mouth to say something. Song Yi shook his head at him, looking tired and helpless. Gu Xingchuan lost his temper like a car for a moment, and his tongue was numb against his lower teeth. He couldn't say a word.

This kind of feeling is really uncomfortable, in the face of the people I like, I can't help at all.

Song Yi rubbed her cheek and went out. Zhao Hongyan sat on the sofa in the living room with her back to Song Yi. She was distracted and looked out the window at the white sky.

Song Yi gently sat beside her, raised her hand and gently patted Zhao Hongyan's tight back. Zhao Hongyan's body relaxed like a catapult. She lowered her head and made a slight air pumping sound, "how can you..."

"Mom, I..." Song Yi wants to explain her relationship with Gu Xingchuan.

Zhao Hongyan shook his head, a face of disappointment, "I raise you so big, how can you do such a thing?"

Song Yi was silent for a few seconds. Zhao Hongyan thought he was alpha. There was no need to hide the fact that he was an alpha. Anyway, Zhao Hongyan would know that he was an Omega sooner or later. It's better to take this opportunity to talk about it.

Song Yi clenched her lips and threw out a heavy bomb. "Mom, I'm actually a recessive Omega."

Zhao Hongyan looked as if he had been struck by lightning. His face turned white and his stiff body trembled. He was almost paralyzed on the sofa.

Song Yi couldn't bear it, but he could only say it clearly. He took a deep breath, and his voice was calm. "Three months ago, I haven't told you. But you can rest assured that life is the same as before. I will take care of you and Xiaojie."

Zhao Hongyan wanted to cry or not, and took a few breaths. "Why didn't you tell me earlier?"

Song Yi lowered her head, a little embarrassed. It was useless to tell Zhao Hongyan that kind of thing, which could only make Zhao Hongyan depressed.

Zhao Hongyan sobbed and sobbed, "you've been like this since you were a child. You have things in your heart. You don't tell anyone. Everything is hidden by yourself. I really don't know how you look like this. You are all a family. Why don't you tell me something when you meet something?"

Song Yi patted her on the back and looked at Zhao Hongyan's reaction. She breathed a sigh of relief, took out some paper towels and handed them over, and whispered, "I don't want you to worry."

Zhao Hongyan cried in a low voice, kneaded it with a tissue and wiped her tears, "you didn't take me as a mother. Whose child is like you?"

Song Yi is comforting in a low voice. He feels uncomfortable. He doesn't feel that he has done anything wrong. Is it wrong for a man to carry something on his own?

Song Yi is not good at sharing his pain with others. When the pain is shared, it can't disappear. She can only solve it by herself. Telling others can only increase the psychological burden of others and waste each other's time.

The door of the bedroom opened, Gu Xingchuan came out of the room in a neat and tidy way, and his sight quietly swept over his mother and son.

Zhao Hongyan looked back at Gu Xingchuan in a daze. He sniffed and stood up. Don't look over and said, "I can't afford to live in this place. I'll pack up my things and go back to my home."

Song Yi then stood up and sighed, "you take good care of yourself. Don't go to your heart. I'll see you in a few days."

Zhao Hongyan goes straight into the bedroom. Song Yi helps her to pack up her salute. Zhao Hongyan's eyes are red, and she goes out of the door carrying the trunk head.

Song Yi leaned on the sofa, took off her glasses, raised her hand and massaged her temple. She felt exhausted, not physically, but in her heart, as if she had exhausted her strength and could not lift any spirit.Gu Xingchuan couldn't see him like this. He sat next to him like a needle in his heart, stretched out his hand and held him tightly. His head was buried in his neck socket, his palm was close to his shoulder blade, and he put his arms around him. He whispered, "are you stupid?"

Song Yi gently pushed his head, Gu Xingchuan did not move. Song Yi was no longer doing useless work. He wrapped his fingertips around Gu Xingchuan's curly hair and said with a light smile, "I'm not as stupid as you are."

"You think you're smart." Gu Xingchuan clings to him, you can feel Song Yi's warm texture, shallow bath shampoo smell around, ironing every nerve, he tried to breathe, his voice issued a slight grunt, "you are the most stupid fool in the world, you are so good to your mother, she does not care about you."

Long eyes can see that Gu Xingchuan came to Song Yi's home twice. Zhao Hongyan was really bad with Song Yi.

Song Yi curled her mouth, rubbed her aching ears, and said to Gu Xingchuan. He felt much better and said calmly, "my mother is not easy. My father left early, and I and Song Jie are pulled by one person. These years have been very rough. I should be nice to her."

"Nonsense." Gu Xingchuan raised his head and pinched Song Yi's jaw. He looked into Song Yi's eyes deeply. His tone was serious. "Your tuition and living expenses are not earned by yourself. It's not easy for you."

Song Yi was stunned for a moment, patted Gu Xingchuan on the back of his hand and chuckled, "isn't it right for me to earn tuition and living expenses in my family? What's easy or not? "

Gu Xingchuan's heart is more and more unpleasant. Song Yi takes those things as a matter of no importance. The more uncomfortable he is, he purses his lips. "You can't compare yourself to anyone else. If it wasn't for my familiarity with you, I also think it's very easy to walk to today step by step."

Song Yibai glanced at him and said with a light smile, "master Gu, your life is so good. Do you think it's difficult for me? You haven't seen ordinary people. Thousands of people in the world are much more difficult than me. There are some people who can't eat enough. Compared with these people, what's so difficult for me? It's just hard work and tiredness, but I have everything I should have. I want to complain about my poor life, and I will not give others a way to live? "

He knows Gu Xingchuan's good intentions, but he and Gu Xingchuan are two world people.

When he went to school for tuition, he peeled his hair in the street in summer. When Gu Xingchuan was sunbathing on his own island in Sri Lanka, Gu Xingchuan spent his days and nights in cramming school to send out places. Gu Xingchuan had already received the invitation letters from Ivy League and Stanford.

After work, in order to get film and television resources, he accompanied investors to drink when stomach bleeding, Gu Xingchuan coldly refused to toast the investor, the other side was also cheap smile.

There is no word for empathy between them.

Song Yi thanks Gu Xingchuan for his comfort, but Gu Xingchuan will never understand something about him.

Gu Xingchuan looked at the indifferent expression on Song Yi's face. His heart was bitter and astringent. He reached out and touched the tip of Song Yi's cool ear. He said with equal force: "I don't care what others do. I just don't let you suffer. You follow me. You are my person. I will take good care of you and don't let anyone bully you."

These words are still very kind. They are irrigated in Song Yi's heart, and the anxiety is much better. No one has said these things to him before. Many people rely on him, but for the first time, someone wants to be relied on by him.

Song Yi bowed her head and laughed, glaring at Gu Xingchuan, "the person who bullies me most is you, and no one else bullies me."

"I can only bully you." Gu Xingchuan gently bit his cheek, sharp white teeth gently grinding soft meat, painful Song Yi bared his teeth, hissing, Gu Xingchuan loosened his mouth and snorted, "others bully you, I'll kill him."

Song Yi opened his mouth to hate him. A bout of nausea came from his stomach. He quickly covered his mouth with his hand, left Gu Xingchuan behind, and rushed to the bathroom, holding the toilet. He didn't eat in the morning and didn't vomit anything, but he was in a cold sweat.

Gu Xingchuan followed him up and knocked through a frosted glass door. Worried, he asked, "Song Yi, are you ok?"

Song Yi was so weak that she sat on the floor and shook her head. The acid regurgitation in her stomach was like a river and a sea of water. She was so miserable that she said, "cough I'm fine. "

Gu Xingchuan was silent for a few seconds. Listening to his dry voice, Gu opened the door of the bathroom, leaned down, put his hand under his knee, and held him up, "this is not the first time for you. You have to see a doctor."

Song Yi struggled hard, unable to shake the steel like clamp. It was strange for Gu Xingchuan to hold him like this. Gu pinched his neck slightly. Song Yi did not dare to move. He exclaimed in his throat, biting his teeth and said, "I can go by myself. You can put me down. I will make an appointment for a medical examination now."

The author has something to say: the first 20 give you red packets!

Orz must share something with his family and friends. Don't be like song. Only crying children have sugar.

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