Chapter 67： want to restore memory

Lin Ruoyun bit her lip, her eyes showed a bit of grievance: "Why, I want to know about our past."

Guan Yinghan couldn't see her like this, so he stretched out his arms to hug her, coaxing softly: "If you want to know, I will tell you every day, okay?"

Lin Ruoyun refused to give her a hug, and struggled a little, her tone dull: "How can it be the same? Listening to you is like listening to someone else's family. I want to restore my memory. I...I want to know what you were like before .”

Guan Yinghan looked at her with lowered eyes, there was no arrogance in her eyes, only the fear that Lin Ruoyun had never seen before: "I... can't bear to lose you again, Ruoyun... now it's good, just forget it , stop thinking about it, okay?"

"it is good!"

Lin Ruoyun felt sour and distressed, and she had no way not to agree to the little brat showing such a heart-wrenching expression.

It's just that my heart feels like it's blocked by something, and it's so stuffy.

This stuffy feeling lasted until noon, and when she went shopping with Jiang Hui, she lacked interest.

The afternoon sun poured in from the wooden window of the Italian-style restaurant. Lin Ruoyun rested her chin on her left hand and held a silver spoon in her right fingertips. She twisted the coffee again and again, her eyes were empty, and she stared at the cup woodenly.

Her absent-mindedness caused Jiang Hui to complain a lot: "Hey, Lin Ruoyun, I don't mind going shopping with you. I don't mind being surrounded by a group of people who are an eyesore. You are better, you are like a wandering soul. Please show some sincerity, okay?" ?”

"Ah, sorry, sorry!"

Lin Ruoyun suddenly came back to her senses, turned her head and glanced at the three bodyguards in black suits and earphones behind her, and smiled helplessly: "You think it's too exaggerated, don't you? There were more in the past, and there were seven or eight people who followed me wherever I went. Now it is her biggest concession."

Jiang Hui clicked her tongue enviously: "Your Alpha really loves you and protects you like a treasure. No one dares to hurt you now. If you touch you, you will pay double the price."

Lin Ruoyun was confused: "What?"

Jiang Hui asked back in surprise: "You still don't know? That Lu Ying has already been fired by Runhai. Not only that, she was drunk in a bar and wanted to forcibly tag an Omega who was broke up and bought drunk. Knowing who it was, they took a video of her being beaten and put it on the Internet, and I heard that the police took her away from the company, which is not decent at all."

"Doesn't she like to be exposed? Now her video is forwarded all over the Internet. Wait for her to come out after a few years and see which company dares to take her."

Lin Ruoyun was stunned.

Guan Yinghan, this is...

Taking revenge on her?

Jiang Hui blinked jokingly: "Look, how kind Guan Er is to you!"

Lin Ruoyun felt even more depressed: "She is very kind to me...but master..."

Lin Ruoyun's voice gradually became depressed: "She told me a lot of things from the past, I can't remember everything, why did I forget her, how can I forget her?"

Last night, Guan Yinghan told her a lot about the past, how the two of them went from ignorant throbbing to deep love for each other, whoever confessed first, the first kiss...

Lin Ruoyun listened silently, feeling as if a parallel world was slowly being pulled in front of her eyes.

Standing at the entrance of this world, Lin Ruoyun suddenly discovered that Guan Yinghan's feelings for her were just the tip of the iceberg glimpsed through the gap.

However, just this small corner was already strong enough to make her feel distressed.

But I was useless at all, except for headaches again and again, I couldn't remember anything.

Guan Yinghan had deep affection for her, but she couldn't give her any response.

Lin Ruoyun even loathed herself a little. With such a deep love, how could she easily forget her?

Lin Ruoyun bit her lips hard, resisting the urge to cry: "Master... I remember everyone, but I only forget her. I feel... very sorry for her."

Jiang Hui stood up, walked around to Lin Ruoyun's side, and hugged her vaguely: "It's not your fault, you have suffered a lot in the past five years, you are strong enough to walk to Guan Er's side. Ruoyun, slow down Take it easy, it'll be fine."

Lin Ruoyun's sobbing voice came from Jiang Hui's arms: "I don't want to be slow, I want to think of her quickly, I want to give her a complete Lin Ruoyun."

She looked up at Jiang Hui, her eyes were full of water: "Master, she has been working hard all the time, but I have done too little, I want to try, otherwise... I can't make it through. Master... help me Me, okay?"

Jiang Hui hugged her distressedly: "Okay, tell me, how can I help?"

…

Standing at the gate of Dean He's medical research institute, Jiang Hui suddenly had the idea of ​​retreating.

"Ruoyun, how about I call Guan Er to come over, in case you need anything, she must..."

Lin Ruoyun had already stepped into the iron gate before Jiang Hui's desperate words to me were finished.

She grabbed Lin Ruoyun's arm almost by reflex: "Ruoyun, do you really decide to have fusion surgery?"

"Well, I've decided!"

Lin Ruoyun walked into Dean He's laboratory step by step with firm steps on high heels.

At this moment, Dean He was doing academic research in the office. When he saw Lin Ruoyun, he was stunned for a moment.

The few times we met before, Lin Ruoyun was in a coma, but now she is in a conscious state and asked for a fusion operation for her, which really scared Dean He a lot.

"Miss Lin, Miss Second...do you know you're coming?"

Lin Ruoyun shook her head.

Dean He frowned: "Then I'll notify Miss Er."

"Dean He, I'm an adult, I can take responsibility for my actions, and I can sign the consent form for surgery."

As a doctor, Dean He is of course willing to perform surgery for Ruoyun, but fusion surgery has a greater risk after all. If something goes wrong, she will lose her memory again. Lin Ruoyun not only forgot Guan Yinghan, but even the memory of Toffee. , will disappear completely, and the efforts of the second lady for more than a year will be in vain.

"Miss Lin, go back, I won't operate on you."

"Dean, I know that it is your freedom to operate on patients. But...a person with no memory has a crippled life. I can't recall my childhood self, or me at any age. Do you know, Dean, that every When friends around me mentioned the gathering a long time ago, and described their actions vividly at that time, I was so envious... I envied that everyone had memories, but I... didn't."

"Dean He, I realize that my memory has many doubts. I used to think that these images in my mind were dreams, but she and I..."

Lin Ruoyun always thought that she was a blank sheet of paper, but when she mustered up the courage to ask Guan Yinghan to mark her, her body told her in a shy way that it was definitely not the first time for her and Guan Yinghan.

More and more things that deviate from her memory surfaced, and all of Lin Ruoyun's existing memories were overturned, which made her suspect that someone deliberately changed her memory.

Although Guan Yinghan has been unwilling to tell her, Ruoyun faintly feels that her memory may have been tampered with.

She continued to plead with Dean He: "Dean, Guan Yinghan will have a blurred shadow in my mind. I tried desperately to see her face clearly, but I couldn't, it was all blurry..."

Lin Ruoyun's words made Dean He's heart beat faster with excitement.

He originally deduced that Lin Ruoyun's memory damage was irreversible, and there was almost no possibility of self-healing, but now he heard with his own ears that Lin Ruoyun was gradually merging with that blank self.

He really - underestimated Lin Ruoyun's feelings for Guan Yinghan.

Now it seems that her love for Second Miss is deeper than imagined. It is so deep that she unconsciously draws closer to Second Miss, which is the result of the current result.

"Okay!" Dean He finally nodded: "However, the operation still needs to be checked and planned. Now let's try another intervention treatment, okay?"

Lin Ruoyun nodded heavily: "As long as the memory can be restored as soon as possible, I am willing to cooperate with your treatment."

Dean He brought her into the consultation room. When Lin Ruoyun glanced at a set of brain interfering devices, her pupils shrank in fear, and her face turned pale.

Jiang Hui noticed her strangeness, and stepped forward to support her: "Ruoyun, what's the matter?"

Lin Ruoyun's voice was trembling, and even her teeth were chattering slightly: "Master, I... I seem to have been lying on an instrument like this, tied to it, and I can't break free...It hurts, it seems that all the nerves have been crushed, it hurts too much ...I would rather die than live..."

Jiang Hui slowly comforted her along her back: "Ruoyun...Since it's in such pain, don't do it."

Lin Ruoyun's brain was injured before, and her brain instinctively activated the self-protection function, so she subconsciously evaded and flinched.

In the next second, Guan Yinghan's face flashed in front of her eyes, thinking of the sadness in her eyes when she was talking about the past, she sat on the treatment table without hesitation.

"Dean He, let's start!"

After Dean He did the pre-diagnosis treatment, he connected the disk to her.

Lin Ruoyun slowly closed her eyes and entered a misty world.

Scattered fragments were lifted, and scenes flashed before her eyes like a movie.

Alpha's white school uniform was covered in blood, she held down another Alpha, clenched her fist and waved it on the other's face, fiercely: "Try to touch her again!"

In the corner of the playground, Alpha held a bag for her, his face flushed red, and he held it in for a long time before choking out a sentence: "You... don't be sad, I bought it for you, with a scholarship."

She scored 69 points in the math test. On the way home, Alpha followed her secretly and stuffed the notes into her schoolbag while she was not paying attention. It was full of steps to solve the wrong questions...

But in the mist, even at such a close distance, she couldn't see Alpha's face clearly.

Lin Ruoyun was very anxious. She pushed away the layers of white mist, and stretched out her hand to pull Alpha to her eyes, but after a while, the fragments flew one after another, the mist disappeared, and her eyes turned into a raging fire.

The flames engulfed the low house in front of them, the fire had already burned the beams, and the fire burned along the windows where the firewood was piled up, burned half of the furniture in the house, and then spread towards the kang at an extremely fast speed.

In the flames of the sky, she saw a hunched old man crawling out in pain.

A piece of spark fell from the top of her head and just hit her. The clothes on the old man were quickly ignited, and she rolled in pain. Following the movement, the face that was originally buried suddenly turned up.

That is-

grandmother?

This time there was no fog, Lin Ruoyun saw clearly that it was her grandma.

Her eyes were about to bleed, and she squeezed out a hoarse cry from her lungs, almost exhausting all her strength, scaring everyone in the consulting room out of their wits.

"grandmother…"

She finally called out.

The house in front of me was still burning, and the roof that had been crackling and burning for a long time could no longer bear the weight of the tiles, and collapsed like a burst embankment. In the blink of an eye, Lin Ruoyun was crushed under the rubble.

Lin Ruoyun wanted to crawl out of the ruins to save her grandma, but she kept staring and waving her arms and legs, and the magnetic connection cable attached to her head was pulled away, which drove the medical machine and overturned a pile of bottles and cans on the table.

Seeing that something was wrong, Jiang Hui rushed over to hold her down. At this moment, Lin Ruoyun opened her eyes suddenly, with overwhelming fear erupting in her eyes, and a collapse of almost despair appeared on her face.

She struggled desperately: "It's on fire...it's on fire...I'm going to save people...let go!"

Jiang Hui couldn't hold back her hands, so she could only hold her back by hugging her: "Ruoyun, Ruoyun... calm down, there is no fire..."

Lin Ruoyun screamed, kicking and kicking to break free from Jiang Hui's grip, completely losing her mind: "Let go... let me go, I want to put out the fire..."

Jiang Hui finally realized that Lin Ruoyun's mental state was not right, her eyes were straightened, her eyes were not focused, her hands were flying wildly, and she fell into a state of hysteria.

Although Jiang Hui kept comforting her, she never stopped waving her arms, and kept screaming sharply, repeatedly, and sadly: "Fire...fire..."

Dean He immediately turned off the diagnosis and treatment instrument, went to the operating table to prepare medicine, and prepared to inject Lin Ruoyun with a dose of tranquilizer.

However, just as the needle plunged into Lin Ruoyun's skin, she broke free from Jiang Hui, rushed out of the house like crazy, and climbed onto the window sill at the entrance of the corridor.

Jiang Hui chased after her, and she was scared out of her wits: "Ruoyun, come down quickly..."

Lin Ruoyun shook her head deliriously: "You...don't come here..."

Jiang Hui bowed and approached her cautiously. Lin Ruoyun retreated defensively. Jiang Hui quickly stopped her movements and softly comforted her: "Okay, okay, I won't come over, just stand still, okay?"

As she spoke, she backed up to the stairs, and said to the little nurse who was trembling with fear, "Call Second Miss quickly."