Chapter 29： injured child

Chapter 29 The Injured Child

In modern times, after the mother gave birth to her, she took no care of her. After that, her mother divorced, remarried, and had children. The mother only remembered her subsequent children and only regarded them as their mother. She did not remember that she had an older child. The daughter’s name is Xu Jinning.

And her father gave her no money, material, love and companionship.

Why did he give her the property and company? It was just because she was his only bloodline.

Xu Jinning knew that his father had been working hard to have a second child and a son in those years. In addition to his stepmother, he also had other lovers. Not only normal births, but also test tubes were tried, but none of them failed.

Xu Jinning clearly knew that if her father really had a son, then she, Xu Jinning, would still be the abandoned chess piece.

Xu Jinning is an optimist and has a strong sense of sensitivity.

How could a child whose native family was not well-off and whose childhood was unhappy be inherently optimistic?

She used to be a sensitive, insecure child who longed for companionship.

But her desire was not accepted, and all she got for her efforts was harm. Those she cared about did not care about her, and even abandoned her.

When you have been hurt too much, you become numb.

The tears that have been shed will not be shed again if there are too many.

Thus, Xu Jinning slowly learned not to care, not to care, not to have expectations. As long as he didn't care, he would not force things, and gains and losses would not matter. As long as there were no expectations, there would be no disappointment or hurt.

She warned herself like this and did the same.

Slowly, she became indifferent and no longer cared about many people and relationships.

Slowly, she began to become cheerful every day. No matter what happened or what kind of environment she was in, she could be content with the situation, gain or lose at will, and then do as she pleased and calmly accept the arrangements of fate.

She gradually became sensible and emotionally stable from that sensitive child who was prone to emotional ups and downs.

As humans are not robots, how can they be emotionally stable all the time? It’s just learning to control and learning not to care so much.

Therefore, even when faced with the time-travel situation, she was confused and confused at first, but soon accepted it without complaining or worrying about why.

Just, a tear slipped quietly from the corner of his eye.

Xu Jinning reached out and wiped away his tears.

Thinking about the changes in the Xu family in the past two days, Xu Jinning felt that the Xu family, such as Xu Aiguo, Zhang Ailian, Xu Xiangdong, and Xu Fanghua, were awakening because they did something completely different from the plot.

Just how were they awakened by her?

Xu Jinning still doesn’t know what this opportunity is.

However, now that she knows that this can be changed, maybe she should make some changes.

Let’s try it first.

Comparing her feelings with others, if the Xu family really wakes up and gives her love and companionship, then she will reciprocate.

At this time, Xu Jinning was like a little squirrel looking at the entrance of the cave. He stretched out his little feet and looked around nervously with expectation.

If she really encounters love and care, she will step out of her safe zone and let down her guard.

But if not, then the little feet that have been stretched out will be retracted in an instant, and then the door of the heart, which has been opened a crack, will be closed tightly, and no one will be able to knock on the door from now on.

Perhaps, a child who has been injured and injured to the point of numbness is like this.

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The next day, Xu Aiguo, Zhang Ailian and Xu Fanghua, Xu Xiangdong could clearly feel that Xu Jinning's attitude towards them seemed to have changed.

In fact, they are all people who are very sensitive to people's emotions. Before today, they recalled Xu Jinning's attitude towards them. It seemed that he responded to every word and took action in everything, but his emotions were relatively indifferent. It seemed that he had no regard for them. The existence is dispensable.

This attitude made them a little sad, but they also knew that it was their previous attitude that was so bad that made the little girl disappointed with them.     And now…

They could obviously feel that the little girl was a little more enthusiastic about them. Although it was only a little, it was enough.

It shows that their efforts to make up for it are still useful.

Then work harder in the future.

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Xu Fanghua still needs to go to the commune primary school today.

Because she is a temporary worker, the class time is not fixed. She will go to whichever class is short of a teacher.

 Commune Primary School and the county seat are not in the same direction, but in the opposite direction. This is why Xu Fanghua asked Wei Rou to help send letters.

The journey is indeed quite far.

Fortunately, she only had to go to class in the afternoon today, and it was more than enough to go to the county seat in the morning.

So after breakfast, she got into the back seat of her father Xu Aiguo's car and headed to the county town together.

Arrived in the county town, her father took her to the post office first, and then rode his bicycle to the textile factory.

There are not many people at the post office in the morning. These days, if you want to contact someone, besides making phone calls and telegrams, you can also write letters.

But whether it is a phone call or a telegram, it is too expensive. Ordinary people will not use them at all unless there is something urgent.

The most common thing is to write letters.

Xu Fanghua wanted to call or send a telegram to Song Yi, but unfortunately she didn't know the phone number to contact Song Yi.

The reason why she knew Song Yi's address was that Song Yi was recruited to be a military doctor. Before departure, Song Yi specifically asked for the address to give her.

Since then, she has never received any letters from Song Yi, or in other words, all her letters have been taken away by Wei Rou, so she doesn't even know Song Yi's phone number, so naturally she has no way to contact him.

But Xu Fanghua believed that if Song Yi really wrote to her, he would definitely tell her his phone number.

This is also the reason why Xu Fanghua did not break up with Wei Rou for the time being and planned to find an opportunity to get the letter back from Wei Rou first.

She wants Song Yi’s phone number.

If Wei Rou had broken her face when she tore up the letter, Wei Rou would definitely not admit that she had taken the letters, and would even burn the letters afterwards, and the evidence would not necessarily be destroyed.

So, Xu Fanghua has to wait.

This is not the first time Xu Fanghua has stepped into the post office in the past three years. Although she has not come to send a letter before, in the first few months, she came to ask if there was a letter sent to her by Song Yi.

But every time I got a negative answer.

She was disappointed again and again, and because of Wei Rou's provocation, she never came to the post office again.

Just when Wei Rou was helping her send a letter, she asked Wei Rou to ask if there was a letter from Song Yi, but the answer every time was no.

Over time, Xu Fanghua believed Wei Rou's words and began to wonder in her heart whether Song Yi had forgotten their agreement and really fell in love with the beautiful girl from the art troupe.

While thinking about it, the people in front of him had already left. Xu Fanghua hurriedly stepped forward and said, "Hello, comrade, I will send you a letter."

"good."

(End of this chapter)