Chapter 32 She, Xu Jinning, is also a person who can be loved.
Touching the clothes on her body, Xu Jinning lowered her head and said nothing, but her eyes were slightly sour.
"One set is for now, and two sets are for summer. When winter is almost here, and mother has saved enough cotton, she will make you new cotton-padded clothes and a new coat." Zhang Ailian watched her little girl put on her own clothes I am also very happy to make new clothes, and there is a smile on my face.
These days, cotton is scarce and relatively expensive, so it’s not something you can buy if you want.
Some poorer families cannot save much new cotton throughout the year, so they can only take out the old cotton from the old cotton-padded clothes and sew and mend them.
But this old cotton, how can it be kept warm by new cotton?
“Do you like this dress?” Zhang Ailian asked expectantly.
“I like it.” Xu Jinning nodded without hesitation.
She really likes it, even more than wearing those beautiful and luxurious dresses in modern times.
Actually, Xu Jinning has never cared about money, company shares, or inheritance. What she cares about is the love and companionship of her family.
It's just that what she wanted has never been obtained, and what she cares about has been abandoning her.
And now…
Can she finally get the love from her family, the love from her mother?
It turns out that this is the love from mother.
It turns out that this is what it feels like to put on the clothes that her mother carefully made for her.
turn out to be…
She has been waiting.
“I like it, I really like it.” Afraid that Zhang Ailian might not believe it, she repeated.
As soon as he spoke, the tears he had been holding back fell.
Zhang Ailian felt very distressed when she saw it. She hugged her in her arms, patted her back gently and said, "Don't cry, don't cry. Mom knows that, as long as you like it, I will make your clothes every year from now on." "
Mom knows that you must have suffered a lot in these years.
I'm sorry, it's my fault that I lost you and gave my love to someone else.
I'm sorry, mother will make it up to you in the future, I will definitely do it.
Xu Jinning was just crying originally, but she was hugged like this by Zhang Ailian. The situation that she could hold back originally was now completely unbearable.
She leaned directly on her mother's arms and cried loudly, as if she wanted to cry out all the grievances she and her original owner had suffered in their entire lives.
“Mother, mother…” she kept calling mother.
“Hey, mother is here, mother is here.” Zhang Ailian couldn’t help but shed tears as she listened to her little girl’s cries.
Although the little girl didn't say it, she could hear it. From the cries, she could hear the little girl's grievances. How much grievance must she have suffered to make her feel so sad.
Zhang Ailian is distressed, really distressed.
Zhang Ailian wanted to ask her little girl what she had experienced in these years, but in the end she chose not to ask, for fear of opening her daughter's wounds.
But she will know, she will always know.
She will not let go of those who bully her daughter.
The mother and daughter held each other's hands and cried. After crying, it seemed that the original barrier between the two had disappeared.
The two became closer.
Xu Jinning also truly recognized Zhang Ailian as a mother from the bottom of her heart. Because she truly feels maternal love.
So this is what it feels like to be loved by your mother.
This feels really good.
It turns out that she, Xu Jinning, is also a person who can be loved and loved by her mother.
It’s so good, so good.
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In the past few days, Sun Meiwen has been waiting for Xu Xiangdong to find her, but no, Xu Xiangdong has never looked for her again since she was caught confessing to Fu Zhiqing.
Let alone help her with work or bring her food, even if I see her on the road, I will stay away from her.
Xu Xiangdong's changes made Sun Meiwen a little angry.
Although there is no Xu Xiangdong, there are others who can help her work and give her food, but Xu Xiangdong has the greatest strength. Every time Xu Xiangdong helps her with work, she can get more work points, and Xu Xiangdong's mother cooks it The food is the most delicious, even better than that cooked by master chefs in state-owned restaurants.
Of course, there is a more important point, that is, Sun Meiwen enjoys the feeling of being pursued, which makes her feel that she is superior, rather than being abandoned by her family and being left alone in this rural place.
Therefore, the pride in her bones did not allow her to watch Xu Xiangdong no longer pay attention to her and no longer like her.
She may not like Xu Xiangdong, but Xu Xiangdong cannot dislike her, and cannot not...not be used by her.
So, after finishing the work at noon today, when she saw Xu Xiangdong leaving, Sun Meiwen followed him quietly.
When she reached a relatively remote place, she immediately stopped Xu Xiangdong.
Xu Xiangdong’s footsteps were obviously a pause.
In fact, Xu Xiangdong could feel a line of sight behind him that had been falling on him, and someone was following him. He also knew that it was Sun Meiwen, but he didn't intend to pay attention to it.
“Brother Xiangdong, wait.”
"Sun Zhiqing, what can I do for you? I'm rushing back to eat." Xu Xiangdong didn't have much expression on his face.
He looked at Sun Meiwen in front of him, and somehow, he felt as if he was in another world, and there was no longer the pounding and heartbeat feeling before.
He even doubted whether his previous love for Sun Zhiqing was real or just a dream.
Because now facing Sun Zhiqing, he didn't like or be moved at all.
"Brother Xiangdong, why are you so serious when you speak to me now? You were not like this before."
"Brother Xiangdong, are you still angry about what happened before? I can explain it."
"Sun Zhiqing, you don't need to explain. I know that you like Fu Zhiqing. Don't worry, I will never pester you again or cause you trouble." So, can you get out of the way?
“No, Brother Xiangdong, it’s you I like…”
Sun Meiwen started to talk sweet words again, saying that she liked Xu Xiangdong. For those who didn’t know, she thought that the scene when Xu Xiangdong bumped into her and confessed to Fu Zhiqing was fake and forced.
In the past, Xu Xiangdong might have been very happy to hear these words, but now, he felt that the person in front of him was very hypocritical, and he felt a little nauseous listening to these false words.
Seeing that Sun Meiwen was stopping him and not letting him go, and was about to continue talking, Xu Xiangdong interrupted her and said: "Sun Zhiqing, it turns out that you can just tell these lies casually. Take these words , how many people have been deceived.”
"Brother Xiangdong, what do you mean by this? When have I ever deceived others? What I say is true. I..."
"That's enough. Four days ago, at seven o'clock in the evening, in the woods, you and Zhao Hongxing..."
When Xu Xiangdong said these words in a vague way, Sun Meiwen was stunned for a moment, and then her face turned slightly pale.
(End of this chapter)