Chapter 342： Love is not everything in life

Chapter 342 Love is not everything in life

"But if I go to study abroad, we will be separated. The counselor said that this separation can be as short as three years or as long as five years."

Song Yi held Xu Fanghua's hand tightly, "Fanghua, I managed to survive those three years before, but at that time we were still in China. Now, if I go to study abroad, how do you want me to spend that time alone abroad? Three to five years?”

The pain of being separated from his lover, like being gnawed by insects day and night, the bone-gnawing pain, Song Yi was not willing to endure it anymore.

“I know, Ayi, and I don’t want to be separated from you.”

"Ayi, I know you love me very much, even more than yourself, but Ayi, love is not life, or the whole of life."

“When love becomes life or the whole life, it is undoubtedly a dangerous thing.”

“People can become paranoid easily.”

"Ayi, I love you. As your wife, I hope that your life is not just about me. I hope that your life is enriched. In addition to having me as your wife, you also have family members and people who you love and are chasing. cause."

“Ayi, I don’t want to see you give up so much for me.”

“That would make me feel bad.”

“You only have me in your heart, so of course I’m happy.”

"But I hope your life can be more exciting and meaningful. I also like you who can shine in the medical field, shine in the career you love, and save lives and heal the wounded."

“Ayi, do you understand what I mean?”

Xu Fanghua has only one meaning, that is, never regard love or family affection, or a certain thing or a certain person as the whole of life.

That would undoubtedly be terrible.

In case this person is not here, or something happens, or other changes occur.

Then the belief of the person who regards her as his life will collapse, and even life will completely lose its meaning, and he may not even have the courage to live.

Xu Fanghua knew that perhaps it was the three years of separation and lack of contact that made Song Yi feel insecure and value her above all else.

At the beginning, Song Yi had her in his eyes and in his heart, so she was naturally happy.

But slowly, she felt that human life should not be like this.

Xu Fanghua loves Song Yi, so she doesn’t want to see Song Yi like this.

She hopes that Song Yi's life will be rich and exciting. When he gets old, he will look back on his life and see that he not only has her as his life-long lover, but also has achieved success in the career he loves.

Xu Fanghua was of course reluctant to separate from Song Yi.

Three or five years, in a foreign country.

It was undoubtedly painful.

In fact, she also wanted to selfishly follow Song Yi's ideas and keep him.

Can you stay behind?

She knew that Song Yi's future achievement might be to become a doctor in a city hospital.

She is not saying that this is not good.

But she felt Song Yi shouldn't be like this.

He is not an ordinary person, and he should achieve higher achievements in the future.

So, even if she was reluctant to let go, this time, she had to choose to let go temporarily.

Song Yi thought carefully about Xu Fanghua's words, and as he thought about it, his eyes turned red and tears fell down.

Song Yi doesn’t like to cry.

In front of Xu Fanghua, I rarely cried.

But this time…

He couldn't hold it back.

After thinking about it carefully, he realized that Fanghua was doing it for his own good and was completely thinking about him.

He was moved by Qiangwei's plan.

At the same time, I also feel that I am indeed inferior to Xu Fanghua in terms of ideological level. He only focused on the love and love in front of him, but Xu Fanghua saw a higher, deeper and further future.

Xu Fanghua stepped forward and hugged Song Yi directly.

Song Yi, who was sitting, wrapped his hands around Xu Fanghua's waist and buried his face in her arms.

Xu Fanghua's hand gently patted his back to comfort him.

Neither of them spoke.

The only sound in the room was Song Yi's quiet crying.

After a while, Song Yi finally calmed down.

“Okay, Fanghua, I promise you, I will study abroad.”

“Well, okay.” Xu Fanghua touched Song Yi’s head, where the latter couldn’t see, his eyes were already red.

How could Xu Fanghua be completely willing to make this decision?

She is also reluctant to love others.

"Ayi, I really like what Ning Ning said before, that is - separation is for a better reunion."

“And even if we are abroad, even if we can’t make phone calls, we can still write letters.”

“Ayi, as long as our love is still there, time and space are not a problem.”

Song Yi raised his head, his expression a little aggrieved, "Aren't you afraid that I will fall in love with some foreign girls abroad? People say that domestic girls are very beautiful with blond hair and blue eyes, so you are not afraid..."

Xu Fanghua covered her face and laughed, "Of course I'm not afraid."

“I’m so good, how can my Ayi think so highly of others?”

“My Ayi is an overseas student who went abroad at public expense. He must have studied hard when he went abroad. When the time comes, he will return home with valuable knowledge and wealth to benefit the country and the people.”

Song Yi: That’s true.

Going abroad, without Fanghua by his side, he is alone, and the only thing he can do is to study, study, and study again.

Try to finish learning the knowledge as quickly as possible, or learn more, and try to return to China as soon as possible.

Actually, what he just said was just a joke.

He will definitely be able to stick to his true intentions.

But he was afraid that some young boys would behave in front of Fanghua.

At the beginning, when Fanghua first came to Beijing University, many male classmates confessed their love to her.

Even if Fanghua said she was married, they would not give up.

In the end, when he personally stood beside Fanghua, those people restrained themselves.

But he knew that some people just restrained their behavior and were still thinking about taking action when they got the chance.

So, he grabbed the corner of Xu Fanghua's clothes and said, "Fanghua, I'm going abroad. You can't accept those young people, otherwise I will be sad."

Xu Fanghua didn't expect Song Yi to be worried about this, and was a little bit dumbfounded.

“Song Yi, what are you thinking? I am a married woman and I will not do anything that violates morality.”

“So, don’t think too much. Now that it’s settled, make good preparations for studying abroad.”

Song Yi: "...Okay."

Song Yi felt that he had to go back and ask the counselor if there was a more convenient way to contact him after he left the country.

Also, after leaving the country, how soon can I go back to the country for vacation?

Absolutely not, I can't come back even once in three or five years.

…

Song Yi thought a lot. His counselor would definitely not have thought that this Song Yi, before he went abroad to study, was already thinking about returning to China during the holidays. Was this because he was reluctant to leave his wife, or was he worried about his wife being raped by someone else? The young man hooked him away.

I'm sick. There is only one update for the time being this morning, and there is another update waiting for tomorrow morning. Keep asking for tickets, I feel like there are fewer tickets recently~ Cuties, throw the tickets in your hands to me as soon as possible.