See Zhao Yancheng kneeling on the ground, Zhao Siqing also accompanied him to kneel down together.
She looked at Yang Jingqiu and said softly, "Mom, Yancheng and I will be filial to you in the future."
Yang Jingqiu looks at a pair of children kneeling on the ground in a trance, leaning gently on the head of the bed without speaking, his eyes gradually have no focus.
Zhao Yancheng turned to look at Zhao Siqing, worried about her health and whispered, "Qing Qing, you get up first."
Zhao Siqing shook his head and didn't move. Zhao Yancheng raised his eyebrows and stood up first. Then he looked at Zhao Siqing and tried to pull her up.
Before he could reach Zhao Siqing, Huo Jingchen picked him up and whispered, "listen, if you are ill, who will take care of your mother?"
Hearing this, Zhao Siqing was silent and did not speak again.
Zhao Yancheng took a look at Huo Jingchen and said in a deep voice, "I'll go to the kitchen and prepare some dinner again."
Then Zhao Yancheng turns and leaves his bedroom.
Zhao Siqing went to the bed and sat beside Yang Jingqiu, looking at her and whispering, "Mom, do you really want me?"
Her voice is very light, and there's no reason for it.
Yang Jingqiu looks at Zhao Siqing in front of her. Her eyes are red on her pale face.
She remembers that when she was a child, she always liked to look at her like this. She wanted to cry, but she had to endure until the last pair of eyes were red, but she was stubborn and refused to let the tears fall.
Yang Jingqiu looked at her and said in a soft voice, "when you were just carried back from the heat preservation room, you were still a small pink ball. Because you are the unexpected child of Zhao Xing'an and me, I have never liked you. "
Zhao Siqing didn't speak, just listened to her quietly.
Yang Jingqiu's tears are also covered with a layer of water mist, which is like thinking of something with a light smile: "but when you see me, you will grin at me, a pair of eyes are black and bright like grapes, lovely can't."
Her uncontrolled heart softened, even if she was tired of children's troubles, even if she was unwilling to admit it, but she knew that her heart was still happy.
"Then you grow up day by day. You look like a doll. I look at other people's children and always think they are not as beautiful as you, but you are afraid of me. The more you defecate, the less you like to be close to me. " Yang Jingqiu spoke softly.
It's not that she didn't want to be nice to her, but at that time she was young and didn't know how to treat her.
Often after saying the wrong thing, I can't fall behind my face to apologize, and I think I'll speak well next time.
But for so many years, she has become this virtue, which can be changed. Even later, seeing her close to Zhao Xing'an's hypocrite, she felt more sarcastic and jealous, and spoke more bitterly.
Until later, she divorced Zhao Xing'an.
She was afraid that she didn't know how to take care of her and that she would become as annoying as herself, so she wanted Zhao Xingan to take her away.
After all, he was her biological father, and he would care for a little blood.
But she didn't expect Zhao Xingan to get lost and say nothing to take her away.
So she stayed with her.
But she was never as close to herself as she was to Zhao Xing'an, but more quiet and clever.
In the blink of an eye, so many years later, she has grown to the age of marriage and marriage.
Zhao Siqing listened to her words with a lump in her throat. When she was a child, she didn't understand it. She just thought that Yang Jingqiu was too fierce, and her words were cold and hard to hear, so she always felt that she was not good tempered and didn't like herself. How dare she get close to her.