But it took too long for her to remember.

There have been countless days and nights of biting teeth, but after so many years, it is sad to think of those days together, she still felt that it was the happiest time in her life.

"You still love him." Zhao Siqing spoke softly.

Love can't deceive people. No matter how deep you hide, there will always be traces to follow.

Yang Jingqiu kept silent for a long time and said softly: "when I knew that he died, I always thought that it was retribution or deserved..."

Can really stand in front of his tombstone, but she can no longer control the tears crying can not themselves.

She scolded him for being an asshole and being mean!

Scold him for not keeping his word, scold him for betraying their feelings.

But after all, he won't give her any response.

"I would rather he live to show me how happy he is every day. I would rather watch his wife and daughter live in harmony, love and happiness. It's better than becoming a cold tombstone in the end." Yang Jingqiu spoke softly.

"Although he betrayed our feelings, he is still a good man."

Yang Jingqiu spoke softly, and the warm light covered her face to make her look more soft.

She never actually said it.

Even at the end of the day, he was still in her mind as she had seen him.

Bravery, beauty, fearlessness and sunshine are the best men in the world.

Just, he doesn't love her anymore.

Yang Jingqiu slowly lowered his eyes, and a string of tears fell from the corners of his eyes.

"What about Yancheng? Who is Yancheng's father? " Asked Zhao Siqing in a low voice.

"It's him and the woman's child." Yang Jingqiu said softly.

Zhao Siqing was stunned for a few seconds. His eyes were misty and he didn't speak to Yang Jingqiu.

After he died that year, he saw two elders in front of the graveyard passing the buck. The women were afraid that they would not marry with their children, so they refused to ask for him. However, his elders didn't recognize Zhao Yancheng's identity because he didn't get the card from the woman until he died.

Zhao Yancheng, a young man, has learned a lot and left quietly after watching adults arguing.

Then she found him in the street and brought him back.

"And his mother never looked for him again?" Asked Zhao Siqing in a low voice.

"No, I never saw that woman again."

Zhao Siqing is silent, but now he knows the identity of Zhao Yancheng.

She had always thought that he was the child of Yang Jingqiu and other men, but she did not expect that he was not her child.

Zhao Siqing felt pain for Yang Jingqiu. She gently hugged Yang Jingqiu and said, "you are my mother and Yancheng's mother. You will never change."

Yang Jingqiu looked at her and gently lowered her eyes and stroked her hair.

"When I turn around and help you to look for a good man, I will choose a good man for you." Zhao Siqing said earnestly.

"Find a man to be angry?" Yang Jingqiu chuckled.

Zhao Siqing's eyes were drooping, and his eyelashes were still stained with tears. He said softly, "I'm not afraid. Anyway, Huo Jingchen is very powerful. If he bullies you, he will let Huo Jingchen beat him."

Yang Jingqiu sneered and said, "I see how he will do if he doesn't love you one day."

Zhao Siqing slightly tooted his lips and said softly, "I'll find someone to marry like you, but I'll find someone who is good to me and likes me a lot."

Zhao Siqing's voice just fell, Huo Jingchen's low voice sounded in the porch: "you dare!"

Zhao Siqing was stupefied for a few seconds and looked at him with swollen eyes. "How can you eavesdrop?"

Huo Jingchen said with a sneer, "Oh, if I don't look at you, do you still want to go to heaven?"