When Jiang Jingming recalled the past, he was in a trance.
When she first broke up, he didn't believe it. His young pride and self-esteem made him unable to do anything to keep him. He didn't believe that she was really going to break up with him. He thought it was just where he didn't do what she wanted, so she wanted to make a small temper.
But he forgot that the woman had always been a poisonous rose.
Until the time passed, she talked and laughed with other men, and passed him by without noticing, he finally realized that she really did not belong to him.
He realized later that he had come back to God, desperate to find her to understand, but only to make her more bored.
"Jiang Jingming, don't play if you can't afford it. Can you be a man? Don't pester me again. "
"Can't you understand? You're stupid. I'm just using you as a cash machine... "
"Now that I've had enough, I don't like you."
"It's impossible. Do you know that you look so despised?"
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She's as cold inside as she looks.
The most hurtful words, words and sentences can emerge from her soft lip, like a dagger, mercilessly inserted in his heart.
All of a sudden he began to feel sad and he began to be silent.
He did not bother her any more, but sent away the men who swarmed around her.
He is still like before, waiting for her downstairs to go to school with her every day, waiting for her to go home in front of the classroom door.
In PE class, he will always be in her sight.
But this woman is really as desperate as the hearsay.
Maybe what he did was within the range of her acceptance, but she didn't drive him away again, just like him, he was willing to go through fire and water for her.
Then he began to think that the rumor was right. She didn't know where to learn her skills when she was young, or what kind of drugs she gave to others. It was clear that most of the time, she had a cold face and was impatient with her eyes, but she was able to drive men crazy.
At that time, he thought.
She must be Daji's reincarnation, a good hand at playing with men.
Seeing her getting closer to other men, he couldn't stand it.
With a drunk, he found her again to make up.
Huo Jingchen said he cried, but he didn't remember. He only remembered the boredom and impatience in her eyes when she looked at him, which made him feel like a garbage for the first time.
Even he wanted to spit on himself.
He put dignity and pride on the ground and let her step on it, but he could not change her back once.
At that time, he suddenly understood that not to love was not to love.
If you die in front of her, she won't be too sad.
Later he thought that since she didn't love him, he would keep her until the day she fell in love with him.
He thought, if she loves money, he will give her money.
If she loves power, he gives it to her.
He is always willing to give her anything she wants.
Until that day, he heard that she was uncomfortable and rushed to the clinic to find her, but he saw a scene that he would never forget in his life.
On that day, it was sunny and sunny.
But for the first time, he felt the cold, which spread from the sole of his feet to his four limbs, making it difficult for him to calm down and find reasons to persist.