Chapter 73

…… Secret, unspeakable, lust for shame.

Yang Silan tightly closed his eyes, as if there was a light fragrance on that person, that oppressive, breathless eyes, all of which made him addicted. He gasped, trying to ignore the eyes in his head. He put his hands on the keys, but they didn't listen to him.

It was the first time that Yang siran had such a strong desire for a person, and her once vague and hazy sexual orientation suddenly became clear at the moment. The impulse comes from an unexpected accident. It is wonderful for Yang Silan, and it is a predestined encounter -

in winter afternoon, it should be comfortable. Should bring a bit of lazy afternoon sunshine, slanting scattered down. But no, it just snowed outside, and I couldn't see any sun. Looking out of the window, I felt cold or cold.

There are two nights of self-study on Sunday night. Yang Silan left the door very early. Anyway, he is alone. It makes no difference to him at home or in the classroom. He covered his school uniform with a down jacket, which looked bloated. His chin and mouth were buried in the collar of his down jacket, showing only half of his face. He has earphones in his ear. There are English songs in it. He should practice listening.

Out of the unit door, there were several marble steps covered with a thin layer of snow. Step on it like a mirror. Yang Silan lost his balance at the first step and fell forward. He didn't look up just now. At the moment when he lost his balance, he knew there was a man ahead.

It's going to be a shame, Yang Silan closed his eyes and thought. At that moment, the brain felt that he would fall, but the action of the hand was prior to that of the body, making a conditioned reflex and extending his hand to the visitor.

In the eye is a kind of windbreaker with the texture of tobacco gray and woolen texture. With the breath, he smells a mixture of light fragrance and tobacco. Yang Silan bumps his forehead on the other side's shoulder and holds his arm tightly.

A very awkward gesture.

After standing still, he raised his head a little awkwardly and saw the man's face. At that moment, Yang Silan obviously felt that his heartbeat missed a beat.

A very cold face, slightly wrinkled eyebrows, eyes are not peaceful and friendly, is alienated and indifferent look. Yang Si ran pressed his arm, and the man raised his hand slightly, helping him.

Yang siran, stiff and careful, bowed deeply to the other party and whispered, "I'm sorry Thank you, uncle

Even the voice of his mouth was trembling, so nervous, his heart also had never had a throb. His heart was beating violently, and his chest was hidden in his clothes. He was only seventeen years old. At that moment, some emotions suddenly started to fade.

The man on the opposite side of the line of sight only stay on his face for a second, or not for a second, he just left a faint "um", and then stepped up the steps, leaving no more eyes.

A small accident that can't even be regarded as an episode is just a stumbling in its original peaceful track. It can not leave any trace in the eyes of an adult male, but the huge waves set off in the young high school boy's heart are turbulent.

Even after several hours, even the evening self-study has been finished, but that crazy agitated heart still has no meaning to calm down.

Yang Silan sat in front of the piano and shook her head, trying to get rid of the moment when she kept playing back and forth in her mind. The face and the eyes were engraved in his mind in just a dozen seconds. Next. The body comes tight bilge painful feeling, continue to torture his nerve. Later, Yang Si ran sighed, relieved his strength, no longer sat upright, broke his flat shoulder.

It seems that he has finally admitted defeat, and his hands are slowly pulled away from the keys, and he stealthily slowly moves his hand down to the place where his evil desire lies He had an impulse to an adult man that he shouldn't have. I really want to smell the light fragrance again. It may be addictive.

The young heart is out of control at first sight, and has not changed for many years.

The smell of tobacco and light fragrance mixed with his nose has been touching his nerves. His wet palms, slightly wrinkled eyebrows and rapid breathing were finally interrupted by the sound of opening the door -

Yang Silan woke up from his dream with a slight tremor on his eyelids, and he had this dream again. This memory fragment has entered his dream countless times. Cold, confused, really like a dream.

He opened his eyes slowly, and what entered his eyes was an open and dazzling window. He suddenly woke up, sat up at the same time looked back, the dream of the man is taking off his shirt, lower body of suit pants are still wearing. Yang siran has no time to appreciate his tight muscles, broad shoulders and back, and his thin waistline. He held a shirt of the other party in his hand. Because of the beautiful dream, his palms were sweating, and his subconscious kneading and clenching made his shirt almost useless.

He will never wear it again.

Yang Silan is still holding the cloth in his hand. He is always like this. He always greedily takes a shirt of this person, in order to smell the taste of this person and make it dream. Then he takes him to look at him and himself at that time again. This is a change of state, a shame.

The man saw that he was awake and looked back at him. His face was still cold. The shirt he took off was thrown casually. He touched Yang Silan's face and fell on his leg. The man's mouth rolled out so a trace of sarcastic smile, turned into the bathroom.Yang Silan immediately got out of bed, barefoot on the floor, followed in.

When I came out again, my pajamas were all wet.

He went to another room to change his pajamas. When he came back, Geng Jinwei was sitting by the bed and answering the news. Yang Silan walked over and sat on the carpet beside his leg. There is no word in quiet, even breathing is light.

Geng Jinwei put down his mobile phone and looked at the top of his hair. The hair was a little wet just now, but it wasn't wet through. I just looked at it. Yang Silan felt his sight and looked up at him. Geng Jinwei opened his mouth and threw out a sentence: "are you good?"

Yang Si ran said with a smile: "good."

Geng Jinwei picked her eyebrows lightly, and Yang Silan took the initiative to follow: "I am the most obedient."

As if to cooperate with his words, Yang Silan put his face on the bed, next to Geng Jinwei's leg, and gently kiss his lips on his leg.

The surface obedience is extremely clever, but in the bone has been holding back the strength. Geng Jinwei sneered and stopped talking to him. He had just landed on a business trip for a week. He came back to sleep for two hours, and there was still a bureau in the evening.

He did not open his mouth. Yang Silan did not speak much. He went around the other side of the bed and huddled next to Geng Jinwei. There was a dry warmth in the quilt, which was very comfortable. He had just gone to sleep. He couldn't sleep anyway. Geng Jinwei slept for two hours and Yang Silan watched for two hours. In the middle, when Geng Jinwei turned over, Yang sran leaned over. Geng Jinwei lifted his arm and held him.

Yang siran was satisfied with his smile. The feeling of being wrapped in Geng Jinwei's breath made him indulge in it. He was satisfied from every bone in his body.

There was no need to alarm. Geng Jinwei woke up on his own two hours before he arrived. Wake up to see close to their own Yang sran, arm took up the body, the edge of the bed threw a sentence: "to my body paste what."

Yang Silan gently smile back a sentence: "it's not my post."

Geng Jinwei didn't expose his pediatrician lies. It's not worth mentioning. When Geng Jinwei finishes dressing, Yang Silan takes the initiative to wait on him. He raised his hand and held the tie for Geng Jin. Geng chin Wei raised his chin slightly, didn't drop his eyes, but opened his mouth and asked, "is that enough?"

Yang Silan looked at him and answered, "enough stay."

Geng Jinwei told him, "when you're done, go to the company to find Qi Zhao and apologize to him."

Yang Silan nodded and replied, "I can apologize, but I don't want a manager."

Geng Jinwei looked down at him, then said, "it's still not enough."

Yang Silan did not speak. After finishing his tie, he stroked Geng Jinwei's collar, looked into his eyes, and said in a low voice, "I really don't want it. I can't take it. I want to work well, to rise, to do well. "

"At work, I can accept all arrangements and listen to the company. But I really don't need an agent. I don't want to grow up in anyone's hands Except for you. " Yang Si ran pursed her lips and lowered her voice. She almost whispered, "Uncle..."

A "Uncle" called beautiful and sticky, except for the bed, he rarely called. This is a humble request, an indescribable obsession.

Geng Jinwei turned his eyes around his face and left without leaving a word.

Yang siran stood in the same place and waited for Geng Jinwei's feeling of existence to disappear completely before he went upstairs to play the piano. I spent an afternoon with the one I was thinking of. Even the music that I played was melodious and long. The music always had a breath and it was passing.

Yang Silan of course can not have a broker, he can be very obedient, he only has stubborn persistence in this matter.

In the final analysis, like Yang siran, a little star with no status and status, does not have any resources. The relationship between such a newcomer and his agent is absolute domination and obedience. It is impossible for Yang Silan, the other people who can control him so completely, can not accept it. He only obeyed Geng Jinwei in his heart, which can never be changed.

His emotion may be deformed, but Yang is satisfied with it. Just like his adoration and admiration for so many years before is also abnormal. Others may not understand it, but Yang Silan enjoys himself in it. As long as the emotional matters do not involve the legal or moral level, whether the pain is bitter or not is worth nothing, it is at the root of other people's own affairs, and no one has the right to talk about it.

Yang Silan's insistence has never wavered, even if he is in the state of being shelved and refrigerated because he has changed one agent after another, which may have been the same since then, and he has also recognized it. Originally, he didn't have to be a star, and he didn't have to film. What I do is just want to be close to the person I am now. If I get close, I can be very close occasionally. It's great. It's enough not to be a star in the future.

It's just a pity that he can't be assigned any more work. He can't take him to see the director or anyone. He can gently push his shoulder forward and say "this is my new signing child" with others.

This is a bit of a pity, but we can't compromise because of this.

Yang Silan can not always live in Geng Jinwei's residence. He is careful when he comes. He knows the password here. He always comes in with a schoolbag and a cap on his back. There is a set of pajamas and clothes in the backpack. When he goes, he will not leave his mark.He always understood that a lover must have a lover's peace.

At first, he came with the consent of Geng Jinwei. Later, when Geng Jinwei didn't reply to him, Yang Silan would come too. When he came, he didn't dare to take off his clothes and waited in the living room, but Geng Jinwei didn't really drive him away. Later, more times, Yang Silan wanted to come directly, before he sent a message: "I went to your home, if you can't, you can reply to me."

Yang Silan did not wait for a reply, went also not to be expelled, used to be very afraid, later found to be his lover is very relaxed.

When he became his lover on the first day, Yang Silan was still a little frightened when he got what he wanted. When facing this person, he was afraid at the bottom of his heart. But as time goes on, it will be found that it is not so difficult, and this person is not as fierce as he imagined. Not gentle, not close, but not difficult to get along with. He didn't pay attention to the small things and didn't mention them. Yang Silan is generally good-natured, and occasionally tries to step forward. Geng Jinwei doesn't say anything about him.

Moreover, he can really feel a little special treatment as his lover at the right time. Whenever it comes to this time, Yang Silan is happy. He doesn't think it's not worth being happy because he bought it himself. Anyway, no matter how he came from, he is really a little special, isn't he? He is a person who is easy to satisfy, which makes him very easy to be happy.

For example, he changed agents one after another, Geng Jinwei didn't really do anything to him. New people who don't know how to live and die dare to do so in the company without any foundation. Others may suffer from it. Yang Silan is not afraid, afraid of Geng Jinwei a cruel clean-up, and then even lovers do not let him do. Yang Silan worked hard for several times and almost choked himself in the bathtub.

But Geng Jinwei didn't mention a word. He didn't say that he didn't know how to praise him, nor did he coldly say that he didn't know how to live or die. Even the company also gave him a broker, which made Yang Silan feel that he was given preferential treatment. But he also offended the last agent, Geng Jinwei said before, this is his last agent. After that, Yang siran has been at home, no work arrangements. This he recognized, he is not because of the preferential treatment, but really can not accept. What's more, Geng Jinwei is also an agent himself. Yang siran signed in by himself. At the beginning, he arranged the work when the agent was vacant. In a way, it means that he transferred Yang Silan to another person.

Yang Silan's abnormal emotion does not recognize the subordination and domination relationship between other agents, which will make him very painful.

Geng Jinwei asked him to understand. When he had enough, he went to the company to find Qi Zhao. Yang Silan had never been there. He is ready to stop filming as an actor. When he is free, he writes songs to exchange money, which is also very good. It was not the same before.

Geng Jinwei came back from drinking too much at night. Yang Silan went to meet him at the door. Geng Jinwei did drink too much. He swept his eyes around his face. Yang Silan came to kiss him. Geng Jinwei did not refuse. Yang Silan bit a sobering candy between his teeth and passed to Geng Jinwei's mouth by kissing.

Geng Jinwei frowned and asked, "what?"

Yang Silan said in a soft voice: "sober up sugar, you have it."

Geng Jinwei still wrung his eyebrows and didn't spit it out in the end, but he didn't put it in his mouth and swallowed it directly. Yang Si ran pursed her lips and served each other's bath honestly, without any more indulgence.

When taking a bath, Geng Jinwei unconsciously put his hand on Yang sran's head for a moment. After drinking the wine, his voice was a little heavy and hoarse. It didn't sound so serious: "I don't want to shoot any more, do you?"

"No," Yang said, lying down on his chest, and said, "I want to shoot."

"Who are you fighting with when you want to shoot?" Geng Jinwei spoke with his eyes closed. His voice was always a little cold.

Yang Silan has been used to the indifference in his voice. He replied honestly, and did not rub his chest, nor act coquettishly: "I have no contest, I can be very obedient."

When Geng Jinwei spoke, his chest vibrated slightly, which made Yang sran's ears numb. He heard Geng Jinwei say on his head, "you want me to take you. What is your identity?"

Yang Silan immediately replied, "I have no identity."

After a few years, Jin Shaowei said, "I only care who I take with me. You're going to be on the same level with him, is it

Yang Si ran looks a Lin, he immediately gets up, sincere way: "I did not think so, I also dare not."

"You dare not." Geng Jinwei still closed his eyes, light, "you dare not think, others dare. I'll take you personally

"I'm no one," Yang said I was wrong. "

Geng Jinwei did drink too much this day. He would tell Yang Silan about this. His words are not pleasant to listen to, but also quite stabbing, but Yang Silan not only does not feel uncomfortable, on the contrary, he also feels very warm in his heart. In his own opinion, Geng Jinwei, who told him about this, was even gentle.

Yang siran is also obedient and safe. After Geng Jinwei said this, Yang Silan didn't think about going back to film. He didn't want to do it. After that, Geng Jinwei asked him if he wanted to make a film, and he directly replied, "no, I don't want to."

Geng Jinwei glanced at him for a few times, and didn't tell him more.Make music, write songs, such a good life. He is not short of money. The songs he wrote are worth a few dollars if they are sold one day. His microblog has hardly been updated for several months, and he has almost planned to quit. However, he received a message from Geng Jinwei one day.

Come to the company in the afternoon.

Yang Silan was unexpected and went early. I met his later assistant in the company. I also learned that the company was going to ask him to make a film and inform him to audition next week. Yang Silan looked at Geng Jinwei, then nodded respectfully: "OK, Geng general manager."

That night in Geng Jinwei's house, Yang Silan whispered: "I'll be..."

Geng Jinwei said, "let him follow you in the future. You can regard that as your assistant."

"Will it bring you trouble?" Yang Silan asked

Geng Jinwei sneered and looked down at him: "I'm worried about a lot of things. If you have time to thank Yuan Ye, your brother Yuanye has spoken for you. You know who you are in good relationship with."

Yang siran nodded.

He worked hard that night, acting as if he was using his body to repay the gift given by the owner. In fact, only he knew that the heart in his chest stirred violently for half a night. No one knows his secret worries. He has lost his soul since he was young. Every bit of feedback from the other party can make him feel lucky. Even if it's just a little charity for a obedient lover, it's enough for him to indulge in it.

Geng Jinwei twists his ears with his fingertips. This small movement makes Yang sran shiver.

Those in the years soaked in love, those midnight dreams when the desire and desire, let Yang Silan willingly step into the soil to look up to each other.

In addition to the initial broker's matter, Yang Silan has not had any conflict with the company again. His assistant is also used as a broker. He does all the external contact. They have a good relationship. He did not arrange too much for Yang Silan, Yang Silan himself has no airs, easy to play with.

Yang Silan is very competitive, and he is really good. He came out of fangshao No. 1 company, and no one dares to step on it at will. The first few plays are all cooperation with big directors. Although they are all small roles, the starting point is very high. He is very fast, more than two years almost into the first-line students, resources also have to pick. Their own good conditions, people and modest efforts, coupled with the company has the means and ability, it is inevitable that the fire.

Schedule is more and more full, sometimes he can't come back to the company several times in half a year.

Yang Silan is sitting in the dressing room, and the stylist is making his hair. In the mirror, there is a perfect face.

The assistant sat next to him, looked up at him and asked, "what's the matter? Didn't sleep well? "

"Well, I'm a little tired recently," Yang said

The assistant said with a smile, "busy is a good thing."

Yang Silan from the mirror to his faint smile: "I know."

He held his cell phone in his hand, checking from time to time for news. Looking to go out, the mobile phone has not a movement, Yang siran unlock the lock, and open the chat interface, sent a message in the past: miss you.

The chat interface is always sent by him unilaterally. It was last month that the other party replied to him. Since last year, the other party will occasionally reply to his messages, most of which are "Hmmm". But there has been no reply since last month.

Recently, the company is holding up a young man. Yang Silan has seen him in a show. The boy in his early twenties saw Yang Silan nodding and laughing and calling him "Silan brother". The company praised him so much that they were good resources.

The company is saying that Geng always gives him special treatment, which is not simple.

After the French grand show ended, Yang Silan and his assistant were sitting on the plane back home. Now it is really no stranger. The assistant saw that he did not look very good, so he leaned aside, lowered his voice and said to him, "don't think so much. There is no long-term one in this circle. You have been with him for four years, quite a long time."

Yang Si ran pursed her lips and did not answer.

"You're not the same year now. You can't stand without anyone. There must be troubles, but you won't be crushed to death by anyone." The assistant and Yang Silan have been tied together for more than two years. Apart from the work level, they really have a good relationship. They can say something in private with him, "a child can't be offended. Let him go, take his own and take what he needs. Take a step back and say It is not necessarily bad to remove this relationship. "

Yang Silan's follow-up with Geng Jinwei is bound to hide from his assistant, which is not a secret for a long time. Yang Si ran still does not speak, side head looks at small window. Outside the clouds are very thick, continuous dense, very beautiful, is to make people feel stuffy, breathless.

Yang ran fell to the ground directly back to the company, did not return to the residence first. He knocked on the door of Geng Jinwei's office and heard him answer in it.

Yang siran opened the door, walked in and gently brought the door with his backhand. He looked at Geng Jinwei and exclaimed, "general manager Geng."

"Back?" Geng Jinwei asked lightly.

Yang Silan hasn't come back for nearly four months, and has not seen Geng Jinwei for such a long time. He quietly walked towards him, eyes always looking at each other, is really miss. Identity is more valuable than before, but some feelings will not change.But his steps stopped a few steps away from his desk.

-- Geng Jinwei sat on the ground beside his leg. Yang Silan was caught off guard and looked up at him. The boy raised his head to look at him, even raised his eyebrows and said hello to him.

Yang siran stood in place and pursed his lower lip, then nodded and asked him a good.

After leaving the office, Yang Silan leaned against the wall beside the door and was silent for a long time. Then he took a long breath.

Inside, Geng Jinwei and the boy said, "go out, too."

The boy was not so willing to say anything, but Geng Jinwei's face made him shut up. Who dares to make a mistake here.

No one stipulates that the gold owner can only have one lover, that is not called a lover, that must be a lover. Yang Silan had this preparation at the beginning, but he was lucky. In recent years, Geng Jinwei had no other people around him. Comfort will always forget those things that should have happened, leading to when it really came, the heart will feel impacted, not easy to accept. It's all a habit of quiet life. Yang Silan to the mirror in their own, self mockery of a smile.

He wore a set of black silk pajamas, which made his skin more white. When he sat on the bed with one leg bent, he showed a piece of white ankle. The visual effect was very strong, and he looked a little weird.

At the moment of emotion, he bit Geng Jinwei's Adam's apple. After biting, he felt a little regret and gave it a gentle kiss.

Geng Jinwei asked him to bite his eyebrows and put his hand on his chin. Yang Silan was forced to raise his head. Geng Jinwei didn't distinguish his face. He lowered his eyes and asked him, "are you angry in your heart?"

Yang Silan and he looked at each other, did not hide or dodge, he was still not willing to say panic, honest way: "gas is not But it's a little sad. "

Geng Jinwei looked into his eyes and relaxed his hand: "what's so sad about?"

Yang Silan voice with a little dumb, honest answer: "sad, you are not my one."

This is a bit out of order. Yang Silan should have said it for the first time. After a long time, everyone is a little bit floating, even he is no exception.

Yang Silan put his arm around Geng Jinwei's neck, buried his face between his neck, and called, "Uncle..."

Geng Jinwei rubbed his hand around his neck.

Indifferent people do these gentle actions can always drown people, Yang Silan closed his eyes and asked: "he also called you that?"

Geng Jinwei looked at him again, and then he scratched his head with his big hand, which was not light. Yang Silan made him open his eyes. Geng Jinwei looked at his red eyes and didn't return to him. He suddenly said, "there are so many young boys and girls. Don't you try?"

Yang Silan was a little nervous at once, blinking his eyes and asking, "did you hear anything? I didn't. I didn't clean up

It's really clean. For so many years, he even touched himself less often.

Geng Jinwei didn't know. He was always obedient in his arms, but he was stubborn in his heart. His obstinacy was clearly written in his eyes, and the light in his eyes had not been extinguished for so many years.

That night, Yang Silan almost fainted and lost strength all over. His hands were wet. He wanted to grab Geng Jinwei's hand, but he didn't feel it. Geng Jinwei suddenly said to him, "come here."

Yang Silan blinked his eyes gently, and his eyelashes trembled. He did not dare to speak out loud and asked in a low voice: -- What? "

Geng Jinwei took off a falling eyelash from his face and said in a deep voice, "that's it. Don't come again."

Yang sran's age at the height of the sun is a good time. For some people, it's a good thing to get together with the old gold master. Most of the gold owners are generous, a considerable break-up fee, in the future there are resources in hand, and generally will not forget the former obedient lover. Even Yang Silan's assistant whispered to him, "this is a good thing. Geng will not treat you badly. In the future, as long as we don't stand up to Su Chen, and don't show any hostility to him, we don't have to look for discomforts by ourselves. It's so easy. You are no longer a small figure in our company. It's better to make money by shooting realistically. "

People who know this all feel that Yang Silan has made a lot of money. The gold Lord has been holding him up for the past few years. Now that people are hot, they don't have to carry such a basin of black water on their backs. They are clean.

But Yang siran did not want to follow him at first. He didn't think about it.

Therefore, some things are just like drinking water, and you can understand the temperature and temperature.

It has been nearly 13 years since Yang Silan first saw Geng Jinwei at the age of 17.

When he followed Geng Jinwei, he trampled himself in the soil to like this person. This is what he wanted to do. He wanted to like him with this gesture. Others might think it was cheap. But cheap is not cheap, he is born with this kind of person, his emotion from the beginning is this form, he does not feel that this is lower than other people's feelings, are his own choice, heart has no high or low.

But it doesn't mean that Yang Silan really has no bones and is really shameless.

Do you like it? It must have been like it, and it didn't diminish at all. But Yang Silan has never been to Geng Jinwei's house again, and has never pasted his legs in his office. When meeting, he nodded respectfully and called "Geng general manager". At most, he looked back at him quietly after he left.Like more do not entangle, can accompany him for a few years has been the fate of kindness, not every heart can have a result, compared to many single love, he has been too lucky.

"Brother Shao Yi, brother Yuan Ye," Yang Silan's seat was in the row behind them. He saw the couple immediately and said, "you two are so handsome today."

"We're not handsome anymore?" Yuan Ye picked eyebrows with a smile, "is it that you Yuan Ye elder brother is not handsome, or are you Shao Yi elder brother's facial appearance unable to move?"

"No, no," Yang said quickly. "It's mainly because you don't usually wear suits."

Fang Shaoyi also said hello to him and said in a low voice, "director Zhou is over there. Go to say hello after the break up. The last time you pushed his play temporarily, it's easy for you to pass. Don't offend people. Speak up. "

Yang Silan now has a lot of contact with them, which is quite familiar. Fang Shaoyi sometimes talks to him like this. Yang Silan always listens very carefully. He can remember what he says and can do it.

There is no shortage of actors and little stars in the film festival. Yang Silan also saw Su Chen. It is said that Geng always favors him. He is extremely spoiled. He is like a goblin. The little boy laughs brightly and pleasantly.

He stopped Yang Silan and talked to him. He still called him "sran brother".

Yang siran has always been friendly. Others look at them as brothers and sisters, and then they can take some photos to stir up a CP. Yang siran doesn't want to stir fry with him. In recent years, he has made a lot of CP, and is often tied up to fry, but he doesn't want to. So when Su Chen leaned over to get closer, Yang Si ran quietly retreated and didn't give him a chance.

A gold Lord's former and later lover, the group is really embarrassed to CP.

Su Chen didn't care about his non cooperation, and said with a smile, "add a wechat, srango?"

Yang Silan took out his mobile phone and scanned the code. Su Chen lowered his head and whispered: "sugar is delicious. Can brother sran divide me?"

As a friend, Yang Si ran picked up his mobile phone and said with a faint smile, "take it by your ability."

The sugar is really delicious. Yang Silan carefully contains it for four years. Now Su Chen asked him to give up, not to mention Yang sran's reluctance to share him. What's his score? He didn't have it himself.

Yuanye knows about him, Yang Silan told him long ago. When Su Chen saw Fang Shaoyi and Yuan Ye, they were equally enthusiastic, and looked like a fan younger brother. Later, Yuanye also joked with Yang Silan and said, "this is not Geng Ge Xinhuan?"

He did not know that Yang siran was no longer following Geng Jinwei. Yang Silan laughed and said to him, "right, my sweetheart has lost me."

Field raises eyebrows and looks at him.

Yang Si ran sighed, his eyes hung a little melancholy, and chuckled: "young and lively, who can not like it."

He finished with the wilderness, but "hissed" a smile, pressed on his head, and threw a sentence: "I don't think so. You can't understand your sweetheart. You've been dating for so many years. Think about it. "

Yang Silan looked up at him, and Yuan Ye only said, "realize it."

What else can be understood? People are gone. He has realized this relationship for more than ten years. What else can he not figure out. Think through to really so free and easy, can not entangle, can not mention a word from young to later so deep love. Act himself as a greedy lover who takes meat and body for resources. If he doesn't want more, he has already figured it out.

Yang siran rarely takes the initiative to contact him, only in the festival will send a simple blessing SMS.

On Geng Jinwei's birthday, Yang Silan sent him a message: happy birthday and hope for peace.

Geng Jinwei replied: Thank you.

Yang Silan looked at the two words, fingers on the screen to scratch, and then affect the heart, no longer willing, also did not know how to reply to what.

It is true that the former gold owner is generous, and his writing is not worth mentioning. Yang Silan's position in the company has not changed a bit. He has a lot of good resources. The company has brought money to film for him, and super luxury endorsement has also been obtained. Every time Yang Silan got any precious resources, he would send a message to Geng Jinwei: Thank you, hope for peace.

Mid Autumn Festival reunion, hope for peace.

Merry Christmas and peace.

Happy new year, farewell to the old and welcome to the new year.

In the new year's note, Geng Jinwei replied to him: Happy New Year.

Maybe the fireworks are so beautiful outside that Yang Silan in the room is very lonely. He looked at the four words on the screen, unexpectedly did not control himself, as if afraid of his repentance dare not send, quickly edit out a few words, and then click send: I miss you so much.

This is bound to be no reply, Yang Silan is not a dogged person, the other side will not be muddled, after breaking it, it will be clean, there is no time when the lotus root is broken.

Yang Silan has never been short of people to pursue him. The same status of the circle of male and female stars, or young together, or those rich and powerful gold owners. Yang Silan as long as loose his mouth can find a good home for himself, young and handsome is not without.

But Yang Silan can not relax this mouth, the heart is in a person, many years ago in that person, no more.He is from Fang Shaoyi company and Geng Jinwei. Most of the time, he doesn't have to be too embarrassed to let himself be in danger. He doesn't want others to embarrass him too much. However, there are always times when the capitalists who have been drinking for three times go to the brain, and Yang Silan can't make himself go back properly.

he got the trick on the table and was brushed open the door of the hotel at night. Yang Silan was boiling hot in his sleep, and his breath was filled with hot air. Hazy, someone opened his coat, Yang Silan eyes can not see clearly, just reach out and touch the arm of that person can frighten himself out of a cold sweat.

As soon as we hand in hand, we know it's not him. We can't do it without him. His reflexes were the same, and he turned away. His hands were soft and his feet were soft.

Yang siran is delirious, touched the mobile phone and even dialled the number engraved in his mind. The voice in the receiver was hoarse and low, but it was not indifferent. There was temperature in the ear. He asked, "what's the matter?"

"I..." After I opened my mouth, I found that my voice was too dumb to speak clearly. Under the control of drugs, my brain nerves had been disordered. With a breath of despair, I collapsed on the ground and said, "I'm in trouble I hit people. "

"Who?" The other party's voice has always been so powerful, Yang Silan did not know when to shed tears from the corner of his eyes, he raised his feeble hand to wipe it down, heard the other party in the phone asked him, "address and room number, send me."

Yang Silan almost murmured in his hoarse voice I can only be yours. "

Soon someone came, until they carried people away, Yang Silan did not know who he had just hit, and did not want to know.

When he opened his eyes again, he saw the shadow carved on his heart for many years. His eyebrows and eyes were still so deep and his lines were still so hard. He was too fierce to be gentle.

Yang Silan rational return, sincere apology: "I have caused trouble, Geng always sorry."

Geng Jinwei stood by the window, looked at him and asked him, "your first day in this circle? The dog ate the guard? "

Yang Si ran didn't answer back, nodded his head and said, "I'm not careful."

"Are you not careful?" Geng Jinwei stepped over, a few steps closer to his eyes. He reached for Yang Silan's hair and made him raise his face. The ferocity in his voice made people tremble: "are you not careful? Are you sorry for me? Who are you sorry for? "

Geng Jinwei opened his quilt, put his hand on his stomach and pressed it hard: "dare you swallow anything in your mouth? You can't drink anything you've added? "

The sudden touch made Yang Silan unprepared, and his heart was shaking.

"If the assistant isn't around, he dares to take the dinner. It's so damn strong." Geng Jinwei's hand moved down a few inches along Yang Silan's stomach, and the blue veins on his forehead stretched out. "If you add more, you'll be useless. Do you know what it means? Stupid? Let's play with it, you'll have to be carried out horizontally today! "

Jin Geng ran grabs Yang's head and says, "how about Yang? I asked you about your brain

He was really angry. He often got angry with others, but it was the first time with Yang Silan. Yang Silan has nothing to make him angry for such a long time, which is very reassuring. This time, it's really amazing. It's impossible to think about it.

Yang Silan kept apologizing and said in a hoarse voice, "I was wrong."

"You are wrong," Geng Jinwei let go of him, Yang Silan was shrunk down by him, arm leaning on the bed to sit upright, "you almost scared me to death, stupid."

Yang Silan forgot to talk and looked up at him. His face was still bruised last night, and his face was pale. He was not angry at all. How pitiful and pitiful he was, he was scared to death.

Geng Jinwei stretched out his hand and put his arm around him. He knocked Yang Silan's face on himself. The hand on his head was still not gentle.

The breath of his body suddenly pours into the nasal cavity, Yang sran's brain is suddenly a blank, nothing can be thought of. His open lips were trembling, unable to speak a word for a long time. His lips did not have any blood color, so the angry gold Lord bowed his head, and Sheng Sheng bit his lips out of blood.

Geng Jinwei kept him for four years. At first, no one knew about it except his assistant and his close driver and assistant. Yuanye knew that was Yang Silan's own words, and there was nothing else. Later, after a long time, some people gradually guessed that, but Geng Jinwei's cold face, no one really dared to spread anything. Up to now, Yang Silan is always clean and clean, with no black material and no good pickling.

This is the lover who is really close to me. As for all the world's models, it can't be true.

Geng Jinwei later pinched Yang Silan's chin and asked him, "do you have a point in your mind for all the thoughts I've spent on you?"

"Yes," Yang said, nodding and nodding, "you are good to me."

"Do you have one?" Geng Jinwei sneered, "do you think about me all day? There's no man in the world but me? No one can fuck you? "

Yang Si ran still nods, a pair of clever obedient appearance: "some, the male has, but not mine.""I don't think you have a brain." Geng Jinwei said.

Yang Silan came close to bite his ear. His voice was low and low, but he was full of love. He didn't say a word, or he just called out: "Uncle..."

The emotional personal gain, sweet and bitter, are their own choice. It's faith. It's what you want.

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