Chapter 57： If you leave, it will be forever

Chapter 57 If you leave, there will be no deadline

The sunset is drunk with the sunset, and the sunset is accompanied by the afterglow.

Ning Youguang walks beside Shi Mochizuki.

Laughing and blooming in the wind on both sides of their road, the rich fragrance mixed with the girl's soft singing, wafting in the Lujia Alley where they were walking,"

If you leave, it will be indefinite

…

You said you would accompany me to a certain day in a certain month and a certain year

but left me in a certain street one day and night

It's not you but the whole world

…

You take away my thoughts

did not say sorry

The dark night we walked together

turned into snow

…”

The song sung by the girl is Xu Liang's "There will be no future" which was released last year.

Her voice was soft and soft, and she sang beautifully.

Mochizuki slowed down and walked side by side with her. Occasionally, when she stopped to smell the flowers, he would also stop.

The girl's footsteps are brisk, and it is obviously the midsummer season, but her body is filled with gentleness and freshness.

"Little Mochizuki, do you think Liang Shilan is good-looking?"

In the past two weeks, the junior high school of the third middle school was particularly lively.

Because this year's school flower selection contest of No. 3 Middle School is in progress.

In the past, the selection of the school beauties in the third middle school belonged to the seniors and seniors of the senior high school, but this year the student union of the third middle school announced that the school flower of the third middle school this year will be selected from the whole school, which means that in the past, only the onlookers but the junior high school were not eligible to participate. Students can also sign up.

As soon as the students of No. 3 middle school will release this information, the junior high school will be boiling, and everyone is eager to vote for the little goddess of their own age or class.

Liang Shilan is the popular candidate for the school flower that the students of this year's junior high school are optimistic about.

She is a senior from the first class of the third grade. She is beautiful and has good grades.

During the Monday morning meeting of the junior high school, she often stood in front of all the students and gave speeches. Everyone knew her, and she was also the idol of many first- and second-year students.

Ning Youguang also thinks that the little girl Liang Shilan is good looking and is going to vote for her.

Mochizuki paused: "It doesn't look good."

There was a light meal, but I didn’t expect that the big boss didn’t like that sweet little beauty, so he continued to ask: “The school flower contest, who are you going to vote for?”

Shi Mochizuki said without hesitation, "Liang Shilan."

Yuguang was a little dumbfounded: "Didn't you say you don't like her?"

"It's the same for anyone who votes anyway."

"All right."

Depressed, how come this child has no sense of participation and positivity in these school activities?

The next morning break time.

Xiong Mengmeng from the first class hurriedly came to the second class to find Ning Youguang.

"Ning Youguang, who did you vote for your school beauties, hurry up and hurry up." The girl's sweet voice sounded very happy.

"Sister Liang Shilan." Youguang smiled as he looked at the round eyes of the girl in front of him.

"Ahhhh!! Really?"

"right."

"Youguang, you are really my good sister, and I also voted for Sister Shi Lan, do we have the same heart?" Xiong Mengmeng hugged Youguang excitedly.

"Yes, yes, we have a good heart." Youguang was a little breathless when he was hugged by the excited girl, but he still hugged her back gently.

Wait until Xiong Mengmeng is finished getting excited and let go of her.

Yuguang's little snow-white face turned red, she coughed a few times, and a milk-white thermos cup was handed over beside her.

"Thank you." She took the thermos cup from Shi Mochizuki and took a sip of water, and finally caught her breath.

"I'm sorry, dear, I tried too hard." Xiong Mengmeng next to her also reacted, she just used too much force.

"It's okay, I know you're too excited."

"Mmmmmmm." Xiong Mengmeng nodded with a smile.

Suddenly, she opened her eyes wide and scrutinized the girl's smooth and jade-like face in front of her: "Ning Youguang, I suddenly found that you are also very good-looking, your facial features are very delicate, your skin is also good, and you have no flaws at all."

Twelve-year-old Ning Youguang has curly eyelashes, a full and smooth forehead, bright eyes, and a nose that is carefully carved like a **** with a knife. The lip line is clear and beautiful, and she is extremely delicate.

Maybe it's because she hasn't drawn a long strip, and her cheeks have light baby fat, unlike the fifteen or sixteen-year-old female classmates around her, who have matured to the point of being beautiful at a glance.

Usually everyone knows that she is good-looking, but I just think she is very cute and good-looking.

In this school flower selection contest, no classmates would think of setting their sights on her because she is really too young.

Twelve years old, no matter how good-looking it is, in the eyes of boys and girls aged fifteen or sixteen, or even seventeen or eighteen, they are still children with milky taste.

The school flower can't be a child who never stops breastfeeding, right?

Moreover, there are already several famous "beauties" in the school, such as Liang Shilan from the third and first class of junior high school. The reputation has been passed on to the high school and outside the school. Like Ning Youguang, no matter how cute and delicate children are, in In front of the recognized beautiful girl in the flower season, she still has to stand aside.

Xiong Mengmeng exclaimed: "Oh my god, I just found out that you are prettier than Senior Sister Shilan. In this case, will you look better than Goddess Xia when you grow up?"

Liang Shilan's popularity in Jincheng's middle school is mainly because she resembles Xia Youqing, a popular actress in the entertainment industry.

Light was stunned, in some ways, Xiong Mengmeng was the truth.

After all, she has memories from her previous life and knows what she will be like in the future.

Liang Shilan is good-looking, but she is only a little like Xia Youqing, not as good-looking as Xia Youqing, and as a combination of Xia Youqing and Ning Yi, her future appearance is compared to Xia Youqing, only the blue is out of blue. better than blue.

However, these are only known by herself, which is inconvenient for outsiders.

"yes?"

"Yes, yes, you look more like Xia Youqing than Senior Sister Shi Lan, and you will definitely look better in the future. If you don't believe me, ask Mochizuki when you ask." After she finished speaking, she turned to ask the boy sitting beside her: "Yes Right, Shi Mochizuki?"

Shi Mochizuki glanced at her, but said nothing.

Xiong Mengmeng didn't give up, got close to him, and continued to ask: "Shi Mochiyue, tell me quickly, does Youguang look more like Xia Youqing, more like Senior Sister Shi Lan?"

The    boy didn't say anything, and only nodded slightly when he saw the girl next to her nodded with a smile.

Turning his head, he felt a faint sarcasm in his heart towards Xiong Mengmeng, who was bluffing:

"Xiong Mengmeng is so ridiculous, how can Liang Shilan compare to her sister?"

…

After school again, when Shi Mochiyue and Ning Youguang were passing by Luxia Lane, she suddenly heard the sound of a kitten meowing.

"Mochizuki, have you heard the kitten's meow?"

"Yes, yes." Shi Mochizuki stopped, looked for his voice, pointed to a tree and said, "On that tree."

Light looked up, and found a black kitten the size of a slap lying among the smiling branches above his head.

The kitten is meowing.

"It's called something wrong, I'll check it out."

"Sister helped me with my schoolbag, I'm going to see the cat." Mochizuki quickly took off the schoolbag and handed it to Yuguang, then jumped a few times and climbed up the tree.

In the past two years, the youth is like the green bamboo after the rain, prospering and growing, the same every day.

Yuguang is growing fast now, but only less than one meter six.

Mochizuki was about the same height as her last year, but now he is over 1.7 meters tall.

Youguang was worried that he would grow so fast that he would cramp at night and his legs would hurt. Once he specifically asked him, Shi Mochizuki was silent for a long time before telling her: "It hurts, sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night when it hurts at night, and my legs often cramp. ."

Youguang was so angry at the time, he scolded the kid: "You're calling your sister Ning little genius doctor for nothing? Don't tell me sooner."

Mochizuki embarrassedly touched the tip of his nose: "This is not sick."

Youguang: "Can't you tell me if you're not sick? You have to tell me about the pain, and you have to tell me if you feel uncomfortable. If you don't tell me, how will others know whether your body is comfortable or uncomfortable, how to take care of you, and how can I help you? Ah? I'm not a bone in your body, I can feel your body all the time. If I didn't ask this time, do you plan to continue the pain like this, are you stupid?"

The silly boy was scolded with a **** head, and he was not angry at all, but was happy with Mimi in his heart.

After Ning Youguang finished scolding, he went home that night and gave him medicine. The Chinese and Western medicines were mixed together. The Chinese medicine was fried and packaged by the workers at home that night. In the afternoon after school, I took the silly child to the pharmacy to buy it, and after buying it, I told him to eat it according to the instructions.

Stupid child took the medicine, his legs didn't hurt, but they grew faster.

"Sister, it's leg is broken." The boy on the treetop said, taking the kitten into his hand and examining it carefully.

Over the years, Youguang has often gone to Jiwo Mountain Animal Wandering Station to see the cats and dogs she feeds, and Shi Mochiyue has also been there several times, gaining a certain understanding of the body structure and habits of these kittens and puppies. .

"Take it down and have a look." Youguang put the schoolbag at his feet, and went under the tree to reach out to pick up the little black cat.

When she took the little black cat in her arms, she found that the kitten really had a broken leg, and the wound was bleeding finely.

"Let's go to the hospital." She decided immediately.

…

When he got home from the veterinary hospital, Shi Mochizuki found that the workers in the house were doing sanitation, and many banquet decorations inside and outside the villa had not yet had time to dismantle.

He took a general look, then stepped over the scattered petals and went upstairs to look for his father.

When Mochizuki comes home from school, the first thing he does every day is to see what his father is doing.

There is a banquet at home today, and Dad should be in the room, he guessed.

However, when he went upstairs and opened his father's door, he found that the room was quiet and no one was there.

Liu Susu happened to be coming upstairs when he exited his father's room.

"Why did you come back so late today?"

"I went to the veterinary hospital, where's Dad?"

"Isn't it watching TV in the room?" Liu Susu frowned and said, "What are you going to do at the pet hospital?"

She should have just washed her hands and was applying hand cream.

"Dad's not in the room."

The boy is in the period of voice change, his voice is rough and unpleasant, every time he speaks, he feels like gravel rubbing against the gears.

So during the voice change period, his words were even less.

"Where can I go if I'm not in the room?" Liu Susu was stunned.

"When was the last time you saw him?" The boy's eyes were heavy.

"At noon, I brought him some food. He was still watching cartoons in his room at that time."

Shi Mochizuki didn't ask her any more, turned around and went to find her father.

He first looked carefully on the floor of their house, but couldn't find it. When he was finished, he went to the back garden downstairs to look for it.

The sunset was on the west mountain, and the sky was full of sunset. Soon, the back garden of Shijia villa began to darken.

"Dad." The boy opened the bushes in the garden and called out to the fat white young man.

After searching for his son for so long, he couldn't find any fool. Liu Susu was also a little anxious, and also followed Shi Tingsong in the garden to find him.

When the last rays of the setting sun disappear on the horizon.

Shi Mochizuki found the father he was looking for in a small wall between the main house and the back room of the Shi family villa.

The moment he saw others, the boy was cold all over, and then he shouted: "Mom, hurry up, find a lamp."

That sharp roar, like a small beast on the verge of despair, startled Liu Susu who was following behind him.

"What are you doing with the lamp?"

"Come on, bring the lamp." Shi Mochizuki didn't turn his head back and rushed into the wall, which was so narrow that only one person could pass through.

He rushed into the clamp wall so violently, the clamp wall scraped both sides of his arms in an instant.

The summer school uniform of No. 3 Middle School, the top is a white short-sleeved shirt.

Liu Susu saw his son's panic-stricken appearance, and looking for the gap, he also saw the young man lying twisted in the wall.

She immediately turned and ran back to the house to get a flashlight.

When she squeezed into the wall with a flashlight, she was shaking with fear.

It turned out that Shi Tingsong didn't know when he fell from the upstairs and fell into the wall.

He fell heavily, and blood was continuously flowing out from his nose and mouth, and it had already flowed all over the floor.

Liu Susu had never seen someone who fell so badly, never saw so much blood, she trembled and asked her son who was squatting motionless in front of Shi Tingsong.

"How is he?"

The son did not speak, she continued: "Find someone to carry it away."

Shi Mochizuki only had a reaction, turned his head and shouted at her: "What are you lifting, hurry up and help, let's carry it to the hospital, or he will die if he is not sent to the hospital."

The torch in Liu Susu's hand just hit the boy's pale face.

His eyes were scarlet, with tears streaming down his face, describing him as embarrassed.

…

Youguang had just finished dinner at home when he received a call from a crying child who couldn't help himself: "Sister, Dad fell from the upstairs. The fall was very serious and his body was covered in blood. We are going to the hospital now."

She put down the phone and asked the driver to take her to the hospital.

When she arrives at the hospital.

The boy was sitting motionless at the door of the operating room. The blood stained his white school uniform. There was blood everywhere on his face, hands, and feet, and his arms were rubbed in a large area. Bleeding outward.

She walked over to him, and just as she put her hand on his shoulder, the young and thin body that seemed to be only bones shivered.

Only then did I realize that the child was stiff all over.

At this moment, the door of the operating room opened, and a doctor in a white coat came out and took off his mask.

Liu Susu ran forward and asked, "Doctor, how is it?"

The doctor    shook his head with a heavy face.

"My condolences to the family, we tried our best."

The boy's hand, which was originally on his lap, dropped instantly.

There is a stagnation of light breathing.

Liu Susu burst out crying, and asked the doctor at a loss: "Doctor, what should we do now?"

The doctor    is also a little strange, why they have been rescuing in the operating room for so long, the family members of the deceased not only kept up with his wife and children in the ambulance, but a little girl rushed over.

However, this painful moment is not the time for him to gossip.

"Are you going to take him home, or put him in the morgue and wait to take him directly to the funeral home?"

"..." Liu Susu was stunned, she didn't know.

While weeping, she stared blankly at the doctor and at her son who was staring at the operating room, not knowing what to do.

Shi Wangyue turned to look at his sister who was looking at him worriedly, he looked at her eyes filled with pain, thinking about what she had said: "Little Mochizuki, be steady when you are in trouble, when a person encounters a problem, he is wise If there is a big chaos, then, even if he has superb ability, it will be difficult to exert it. On the contrary, if he can: 'Taishan collapses in front of him without changing his face,' he can find a way to solve the current predicament at the most critical juncture. "

"Sister, I don't know what to do." He was full of despair and sadness, almost speaking to Ning Youguang in a breathy voice.

Yuguang put her ear close to his mouth, and then she could hear what he said clearly. Then, she held him in her arms, and while tears were streaming down, she said in a calm voice:

"Call home first and ask the family how to arrange it. If there is no one at home, then we will find someone to arrange it ourselves."

On a midsummer night in July, the boy's body was as cold as a piece of ice.

Youguang twitched in distress, but her mind quickly calmed down.

"Auntie, please call home."

"Okay." As if he had found the backbone, Liu Susu finally picked up the phone and called Shi's house tremblingly.

When Tingsong was put into an ambulance in the afternoon, the workers at home were watching.

The Shi family already knew that Shi Tingsong had fallen from the upstairs and was being rescued in the hospital. Liu Susu called and the answer was very fast.

Liu Susu told the Shi family about the situation in the hospital, and they quickly responded.

Liu Susu hung up the phone and cried and said to his son, "They said your father can't take him home."

You can’t take it to your home, you can only go to a funeral home or crematorium. The latter two places must be arranged in advance.

When Tingsong died suddenly, he must have never ordered a funeral home, let alone a crematorium.

"Doctor, can I find someone in the hospital to do the transcendence?" Youguang asked.

"Can't."

"Okay, we got it." Youguang turned his head and asked Liu Susu: "Auntie, it's very late now, let's go to a nearby hotel and stay for the night."

People are dead, taboo people do not let living people wear clothes that have seen dead people enter the door, just because of the attitude of those people towards Mochizuki's family, Yuguang thinks it is safer for them to go to the hotel tonight.

Liu Susu and Shi Wangyue are like headless flies now, they don't know what to do at all. After all, there is someone around who can make up their minds, and of course they listen to her.

The doctor on the side of    thought it was quite strange to see such a calm arrangement by a little girl.

"Yes, you all have a good rest tonight. After contacting the funeral home tomorrow, come back to the hospital."

"Okay." Liu Susu nodded in despair.

Soon, the people working in the hospital mortuary pushed the car, wrapped Shi Tingsong's body, and pulled it from the operating room to the morgue.

When   Shi Tingsong was pushed into the mortuary, Shi Mochizuki fell to the ground crying, miserable like a small beast wailing.

There was light by his side, and tears kept flowing.

That night, Yoshimitsu accompanied Mochizuki in the hotel to talk all night.

The child didn't speak at first, but just cried. After crying for a long time, he started to say: "Sister, I don't have a father anymore, I don't have a father anymore."

Youguang leaned on his side and said softly, "How can you not have a father? As long as you don't forget him, he will always be alive and will live in your heart. Moreover, after leaving the body of this life, your father will always be there. I will return to the original best form of my soul, and I will soon find a better body for myself to experience a new life."

"I also read a book that says that even if a person is disabled or sick in this life, he will still have a perfect mental body in the bardo stage of rebirth. An ancient scripture tells us that the mental body is about eight to ten years old. the size of.

This means that the uncle can go anywhere without any obstacles, including your side. He feeds on smells and gets nutrients from burning offerings, but he can only enjoy offerings sacrificed in its name.

Therefore, we can worship him at our convenience and make offerings to him tomorrow, so that he can go better and go to a better world. "

"In the forty-nine days of his death, he will exist in the world in the most perfect state of his soul. He is very smart and spiritual. You can tell him anything you want, and he will understand.

Whoever he wants, he will return to the world to see whoever.

Maybe, he is by our side now, you can talk to him, you can think of him, but you don't have to be too sad.

Because he loves you so much, once he feels that you can't bear him, he has no way to go to other worlds, better worlds, and he will always wander in the world.

After 49 days, he will forget who he is and where he is going, and become a person with nowhere to go. "

She said: "Mochizuki, death is not the end, but the beginning. You also hope that Dad can change to a better body and live a better life, right?"

The boy nodded like a dream: "Yeah." But it wasn't as sudden as before.

Because he found out what he should do and what he can do for Dad.

That night.

Shi Mochizuki was also told by his sister that his father is an angel with broken wings. Although he is not smart, he has the purest heart in the world and a unique soul in this world.

His father loves him very much. He has a father who loves him the most in the world. In the future, he will be able to experience life with the best love his father gave him.

He has infinite power inherited from his father, he will be very rich.

At this time, he didn't understand the multiple meanings of this "rich".

Later, someone asked Mr. Mochizuki, what is the best and most precious food he has ever eaten in his life?

The noble son, who was as handsome as a jade tree in front of the wind, raised his eyebrows and smiled: "Sugar, and steamed buns."

Candy from my sister and buns from my father.

The stupid author is ready to meet the knife of Mochizuki's father's fan... I also feel that I am so cruel, such a good person, really, I think he is the cutest person in the whole text, and the most innocent soul that human beings can show.

But after thinking about it, I still gave him such an ending according to the setting of the outline.

Death is not the end, but the beginning.

(end of this chapter)