Chapter 83： the cruelest tenderness

\"Today is the last day.\"

He Yang kneeled in front of the young man on one knee in a surrendered attitude.

Holding roses and ring, marriage proposal.

\"Marry me, will you?\"

Qin Zhou lowered his head and looked at the ring on the man's hand.

The right place, the right music, the right proposal—

Everything is just so right.

But Qin Zhou did not accept the roses, and was silent for a while before slowly saying: \"He Yang.\"

\"Aren't we... just having fun?\" Qin Zhou said softly.

He Yang was stunned.

\"I said before for three months, and I don't need to take care of it tomorrow.\" Qin Zhou stretched out his hand, touched the rose petals, and continued: \"I also want to tell you about this today.\"

\"The agent has already helped me to look after the house, and I will move out tomorrow.\" Qin Zhou smiled, \"In the future, please contact less.\"

Qin Zhou had a gentle smile on his face, and his voice sounded gentle.

But what he said was so cruel.

He Yang lowered his eyes and said in a low voice: \"I thought... we were already reconciled.\"

Qin Zhou was a little surprised and replied: \"It's just a foster relationship.\"

It was agreed that they would be kept for three months, just to play as a bed companion.

How could it be true?

\"I will take care of you again.\"He Yang raised his head, \"I will give you anything you want, and we will continue to be bed companions—\"

\"No need.\"Qin Zhou interrupted,\"I said it before, but I don't think about falling in love now.\"

He Yang: \"I can wait for you.\"

\"Don't wait.\" Qin Zhou stretched out his hand and wanted to help He Yang up.

But He Yang was still stubbornly kneeling on one knee on the ground, maintaining a marriage proposal posture.

\"I'll wait for you.\"He Yang is still very persistent.

Qin Zhou smiled and couldn't help but touched He Yang's head and said, "You don't lack people around you, so there's no need to wait for me."

He Yang didn't say anything, just handed the rose and ring to Qin Zhou.

Qin Zhou looked at the man in front of him and suddenly said: \"I am very happy this month.\"

He is really happy.

After grandma left, He Yang was always by his side, accompany him through the past.

\"I'm really grateful for this time.\" Qin Zhou was serious and continued: \"I've also carefully considered the future.\"

Although his grandmother has left, he can still continue to live with the wishes of the tour guide.

\"I still want to work first, and I won't think about anything else for the time being.\"

\"So let's not waste time, and we won't contact us in the future.\"

He Yang: \"I can wait.\"

\"We are not suitable.\" Qin Zhou sighed, \"I'm not good to you, what do you like about me...\"

Qin Zhou leaned down slightly, and touched the corner of the man's eyes with his fingertips, and said softly: \"I cover your eyes and don't kiss you, my attitude is very bad.\"

At the beginning, he took a little revenge and deliberately covered his eyes on the bed and refused to kiss.

He Yang lowered his eyes and said in a low voice: \"I used to...was not good to you.\"

His previous attitude was even worse.

\"Forget it.\" Qin Zhou smiled and didn't mind the previous things.

There is no need to dwell on the past.

Qin Zhou said: \"I will move out tomorrow, so don't contact me again.\"

\"Don't go.\"He Yang kept his attitude very low,\"I will change it, and I will change what you don't like.\"

Qin Zhou did not speak.

\"Don't go...\"

Qin Zhou looked at the man in front of him, and finally reached out to take the rose and put it on the table.

\"Let's eat first.\" Qin Zhou touched the man's face and said with a smile: \"Today is the last day, be happy.\"

He Yang was silent, but finally got up, put the ring back in his pocket, and returned to his seat.

The two continued to eat, but the atmosphere was very depressed and no one spoke.

When I came out of the restaurant, it was already dark outside.

The commercial street outside is still very lively, and some young couples can be seen walking together.

Qin Zhou held the rose in one hand and reached out with the other hand to take He Yang's hand.

And He Yang also firmly grasped that hand, unwilling to let go.

The two walked hand in hand as if nothing had happened.

After returning to the apartment, Qin Zhou put the roses in the living room, went to the kitchen again, and took out the wonton wrappers from the refrigerator.

The wonton wrappers were bought by his nanny aunt yesterday.

Although he can directly buy ready-made wontons, he still wants to make them himself.

Qin Zhou put on his apron and slowly wrapped the wontons.

He Yang came over and hugged Qin Zhou from behind.

While wrapping the wontons, Qin Zhou said: \"I will make more wontons. If you want to eat them, let my aunt make them.\"

\"No others.\" He Yang lowered his head and leaned on his shoulders, whispering: \"I want you to do it.\"

\"Auntie's taste is similar.\" Qin Zhou smiled.

After the wontons were wrapped, Qin Zhou put the wontons in the refrigerator.

Qiqi came over and kept dangling beside Qin Zhou with a Frisbee toy in his mouth.

Qin Zhou took the Frisbee toy and took Qiqi to the living room to play.

Until night, Qiqi followed Qin Zhou to the master bedroom and wanted to sleep with Qin Zhou.

However, Qiqi was driven out by He Yang.

Qin Zhou sat beside the bed and couldn't help laughing: \"It's the last day, won't you let Qiqi come in?\"

He Yang didn't say a word, and walked to the bed step by step, resting one hand on the young man's side and the other on the back of his head, and kissed him heavily.

Qin Zhou did not refuse, raised his head slightly, and responded to the kiss.

Lips and tongues intertwined, clothes fell on the floor, and warm bodies pressed against each other.

He Yang almost wanted to vent all his grievances. He lost his mind and kept leaving traces on the youth.

A crazy affair.

After it was over, He Yang still hugged the person in his arms tightly and didn't let go, and kissed the young man's face.

\"Don't go...\"

Qin Zhou was still a little lazy, stretched out his hand to wrap his arms around the man's neck, raised his head slightly, and met the man's gaze.

At this time, the man is watching himself seriously.

Qin Zhou didn't respond, he just touched the man's head, closed his eyes and fell asleep.

The next morning, Qin Zhou woke up very early.

Qiqi slipped into the master bedroom again, leaning on the bed with his head out, waiting for Qin Zhou to get up to play with him.

Qin Zhou rubbed Qiqi's head, got up and got out of bed, and went to wash first.

Then, pack your bags.

There were a little more things to take away, so Qin Zhou put all the things in the box and put a note on the outside, ready to let people from the moving company come and get it.

As for some other clothes and daily necessities, put them in the suitcase and take them away.

And when Qin Zhou was packing up, He Yang was beside him.

Qin Zhou packed his suitcase, looked at the man beside him, and said, "The wontons are in the refrigerator, and the flowers on the balcony have also changed the water."

\"If Kiki's toy breaks again, you can look in the cupboard over the guest room. There are new toys in it.\"

\"If you have time, take Kikido for a walk.\"

Qin Zhou thought about it, and told He Yang a lot of things, all of which were matters of daily chores.

But after He Yang heard it, he said: \"I can't remember.\"

There were too many, he couldn't remember.

He Yang took the young man's hand and whispered: \"Stay, don't go.\"

Qin Zhou leaned over and said patiently: \"It's not suitable, it's better to separate.\"

It's fine if it's just for fun.

But if they are serious about falling in love, they are not suitable.

He Yang's feelings were a little heavy, and he couldn't respond to the same feelings.

It's still good to get together and leave, and I won't contact you again in the future.

He Yang lowered his head and said: \"Appropriate.\"

Qin Zhou just smiled and said: \"Forget it.\"

Qin Zhou retracted his hand, pushed the suitcase, and wanted to leave.

He Yang suddenly stepped forward, hugged Qin Zhou from behind, and lowered his head to rest on his shoulders.

\"Don't go.\" He Yang hugged the person in his arms tightly and kept it over and over again: \"Don't go...\"

\"You don't want to fall in love, I'll wait for you.\"

\"If you want to find someone to play with, I can also accompany you.\"

\"It's fine if you don't get married, don't fall in love, don't make it public.\"

After Qin Zhou heard this, he removed his hand from his waist, turned around, and said seriously to He Yang: \"We are really not suitable.\"

Qin Zhou glanced down at the time on the phone again and said: \"I'm leaving, so I won't contact you in the future.\"

He Yang grabbed Qin Zhou's wrist and seemed to want to say something.

Qin Zhou stopped and looked at the man.

It's just that He Yang couldn't say anything, and his eyes were a little red.

Qin Zhou leaned over, helped the man tidy up the messy collar, and said: \"If you meet someone you like next time, just propose to him earlier.\"

If He Yang had proposed to him three years ago, he would have agreed.

Unfortunately, it's too late, the time is not right.

\"I must confess earlier, propose marriage earlier.\" Qin Zhou smiled.

He Yang looked at the young man in front of him and saw that the peach blossom eyes were smiling and very gentle.

But people with peach blossom eyes are also the most cruel when they are affectionate.

\"I can't touch it.\" He Yang held that hand tightly, his voice hoarse.

There will never be a second favorite.

\"There will be.\" Qin Zhou comforted, hugged He Yang, and patted the man on the shoulder, soothing.

Then, Qin Zhou retracted his hand, pushed the suitcase, and walked towards the door.

And He Yang stopped by the sofa and looked at the figure of Qin Zhou leaving without moving.

But Kiki came over.

Qiqi only thought that Qin Zhou was going out for a walk before, so he arched Qin Zhou's legs with his head and shook his tail, wanting to go out with Qin Zhou.

\"Qiqi.\" Qin Zhou leaned over, touched Qiqi's head, and said: \"Go back to play.\"

\"Ow!\" Qiqi raised his head, didn't leave, still stayed by the side, and wanted to go out with Qin Zhou.

Qin Zhou had no choice but to take a Frisbee toy next to him and shake it in front of Qiqi——

This is their preparation before playing the game.

Then, Qin Zhou threw the Frisbee into the distance.

The frisbee landed on the balcony, and Qiqi stared at the frisbee and rushed over.

Qin Zhou also retracted his gaze and turned to leave.

Kiki didn't notice the sound of the door lock, ran to the balcony and picked up the Frisbee.

But when Qiqi came back with the Frisbee in his mouth, the door was empty and there was no figure.

Its owner has left.