\"I'm sorry.\" He Yang apologized again, rubbing his palm on the young man's head, slowly comforting him.
The little hedgehog's mood eased a little, and quietly leaned against He Yang's chest, not as defensive as before.
He Yang lowered his head and approached, and saw the little hedgehog crying so much that his eyes were swollen.
\"I'm not good to you.\" He Yang raised his hand slightly, and put his fingertips on the corner of the young man's eyes, and touched it carefully.
Those five years were all his fault.
By the time he found out, it was already too late.
He Yang continued to hug for a while before letting go.
Xu Chengyan also lay back on the bed and got into the quilt, quietly.
Maybe it was because he had just cried a lot and vented his energy, and Xu Chengyan suddenly felt sleepy and lethargic.
He Yang also got up and turned off the TV.
The headlights in the room were also turned off, leaving only a small warm yellow lamp on the bedside table.
He Yang came to the bed and patted the young man through the quilt, \"Sleep for a while.\"
Xu Chengyan responded in confusion and closed his eyes.
The ward was very quiet except for the faint breathing of two people.
But even with his eyes closed, Xu Chengyan could still feel the line of sight beside the bed.
He Yang's presence was too strong, he couldn't ignore it, he couldn't sleep at all.
Xu Chengyan lowered his head slightly, most of his face was hidden under the quilt, \"Don't stare at me.\"
\"Okay.\" He Yang looked away and got up.
Immediately afterwards, He Yang took off his jacket and slightly lifted the quilt.
Xu Chengyan also heard the rustling by the bed, and found that He Yang came to the bed.
He Yang lay on the side, reached out and hugged the little hedgehog in his arms.
\"He Yang.\" Xu Chengyan pushed the man's shoulder and couldn't help saying: \"Why are you still here?\"
\"Accompany you.\" He Yang put on the youth's waist, got closer, and kissed the youth's face.
Xu Chengyan closed his eyes, his face was itchy, his eyelashes trembled slightly.
Small kisses kept falling on the face and the corners of the mouth.
The distance between the two was very close, and the heat exhaled by the man fell on his face. Xu Chengyan lowered his head slightly, feeling a little uncomfortable for a while, and habitually hunched over, trying to curl up into a ball.
However, He Yang still hugged the little hedgehog tightly, not giving the little hedgehog a chance to hide.
He Yang continued to kiss the young man's face, unknowingly touching the young man's hand and clasping his fingers tightly.
For a while, the breathing in the room became a little faster.
Xu Chengyan's face was a little red, and his chest heaved slightly.
He Yang also lowered his head and buried himself in the young man's neck, breathing heavily.
\"Yanyan.\" He Yang rubbed against the young man's neck and whispered: \"Can you kiss?\"
Xu Chengyan didn't hear it for a while, \"Huh?\"
\"Can you kiss?\" He Yang repeated it again, and put his finger on the young man's lips and rubbed lightly.
From the fingertips, it is soft to the touch.
Xu Chengyan still opened his eyes, looking at the man in front of him, as if he was thinking about something.
He Yang looked at those peach blossom eyes, and his voice was hoarse: \"Is that okay?\"
Xu Chengyan still didn't answer.
And He Yang also got closer, as if planning to kiss him.
However, Xu Chengyan stretched out his hand to the man's chest, blocking He Yang's movements.
Xu Chengyan remembered what happened before, and resisted for a while, \"I didn't kiss you last time.\"
He Yang thought he was talking about refusing to kiss in those five years, and quickly said: \"I was bad before.\"
\"The day the fence was repaired.\"
He Yang was stunned for a moment, and then he remembered that he avoided kissing the night he built the fence and stairs.
He Yang explained: \"It may be a little out of control.\"
Will not be able to control want to be more intimate, easy to scare the little hedgehog.
\"I can't help it now...\" He Yang's voice was hoarse, as if he was holding back something.
He Yang gently rubbed against the young man's face and asked again: \"Can you kiss?\"
Xu Chengyan did not speak.
And He Yang also tentatively approached slowly, his palm resting on the young man's waist, tightening more and more.
The body in his arms is still a little stiff, and he seems to be very nervous.
After all, the two of them hadn't kissed for a long time.
And kissing is not the same as kissing, kissing is more private than kissing.
He Yang didn't rush to kiss, but stuck to the young man's ear, coaxing in a low voice: \"Relax.\"
He Yang patiently comforted him until he noticed that the little hedgehog in his arms finally softened.
The little hedgehog removed the thorns on his body and became soft.
The atmosphere is getting more and more ambiguous, and the breath is entangled.
All the preparations are in place, only the last step is left.
He Yang held the young man's face and slowly approached, getting closer and closer to his lips.
However, just when He Yang was about to kiss him, there was a sudden movement from the door of the ward.
\"Qin Zhou, you—\"
The manager pushed open the door, but at a glance, he saw the two people hugging each other on the hospital bed, and he fell silent.
Xu Chengyan on the bed also subconsciously pushed the man away from him, sitting on the bed panting slightly.
The kiss was interrupted, He Yang frowned and looked at the manager at the door.
The manager was also a little embarrassed, and waved his hand quickly, \"It's all right.\"
The agent closed the door, turned around and walked to the corridor, sitting on the lounge chair and waiting silently.
A few minutes later, the door to the ward opened.
As soon as the agent looked up, he saw He Yang came out.
He Yang's collar was a little messy, and the expression on his face was not very good.
\"I'm going to see Qin Zhou...\" The agent made an excuse and entered the ward first.
In the ward, the headlights had been turned on, and Xu Chengyan was sitting quietly beside the bed.
The agent walked over and saw that Xu Chengyan's eyes were swollen at a glance, he frowned and asked, "What's wrong with your eyes? Are you crying?"
Thinking that it was He Yang in the ward just now, the agent suddenly had a bad feeling and said quickly: \"Is it Mr. He—\"
\"It's okay.\" Xu Chengyan smiled, \"I just watched TV and cried.\"
\"real?\"
\"Yeah.\" Xu Chengyan nodded.
The agent was dubious and carefully observed the expression on Xu Chengyan's face, but he didn't see anything unusual.
\"I'm here to tell you about the next itinerary.\" The agent took out the record book and said: \"It turned out to be the No. 1 entry into the group, but you are in the hospital now, I will help you push it back.\"
After Xu Chengyan heard it, he still said: \"No, just follow the original itinerary.\"
The agent was worried about Xu Chengyan's state, and said, "You should rest well in the hospital, and work will be postponed."
\"It's really okay.\" Xu Chengyan shook his head, \"There are still a few days, and it's too late.\"
Brokers still disagree.
\"It's been so long since I've asked for leave, so it's not good to delay the crew.\" Xu Chengyan said, \"Brother Fan, I went back to read the script in the past few days, and I will join the crew directly next week.\"
The agent sighed, seeing Xu Chengyan so insistent, he had no choice but to nod: \"Okay, just keep it as it was.\"
Xu Chengyan rested in the room for the night.
When he woke up in the morning, Xu Chengyan saw that He Yang was also in the ward.
He Yang was sitting quietly on the sofa not far away, reading a book.
He Yang noticed the movement by the bed, looked up, put the book aside, got up and walked towards the bed.
Xu Chengyan also sat up, looked towards the window, and saw sunlight streaming in through the gap in the curtains.
The sun is out outside.
He Yang came over and sat beside the bed and asked: \"Would you like something to eat?\"
Xu Chengyan shook his head. He wasn't very hungry, so he said: \"Let's talk about it later.\"
He Yang nodded and said nothing.
The atmosphere in the ward also instantly became a little embarrassing, and neither of them spoke.
Especially what happened last night, the kiss that hasn't been completed yet——
Both of them avoided this incident very tacitly, pretending that nothing happened.
After a while, He Yang opened his mouth to break the silence: \"I checked some information recently.\"
\"Huh?\" Xu Chengyan looked over.
He Yang took a personal notebook from the bedside table next to him and handed it over: \"If you are in a good mood, or if you are in a bad mood, you can write it on it.\"
Xu Chengyan took it and opened the first page.
The book is new, there is nothing on it, it is blank.
And He Yang handed over a pen and said: \"If there is anything, you can write it down.\"
Xu Chengyan looked over, his face still a little blank, as if he didn't understand.
So He Yang took out his mobile phone and showed Xu Chengyan the mood template records written by others.
[It was raining when I went out, I forgot to bring an umbrella, my mood is 15]
[Buy milk tea to reward yourself, mood +20]
Xu Chengyan leaned over to take a look, and only then did he understand what He Yang meant, which was to write a diary.
\"Writing this is useless...\" Xu Chengyan couldn't help laughing.
\"Useful.\" He Yang rubbed the young man's head and said: \"If you have something in the future, don't hold it in your heart.\"
\"What you like and what you don't like are written in the book.\"
Xu Chengyan still felt that it was a big deal, and said: \"It's really unnecessary, it's too troublesome to write a diary.\"
He Yang didn't speak, just looked at the young man in front of him.
Xu Chengyan sighed softly, still holding the pen and writing a diary in the notebook.
[The sun is out, mood +1]
After Xu Chengyan finished writing, he handed over the book, \"Is this all right?\"
He Yang responded, leaned over again, and said in a low voice: \"We haven't finished what happened last night.\"
After Xu Chengyan heard this, he fell silent and unconsciously held the notebook in his hand.
And He Yang got up a little, put one hand on the youth's side, leaned over and whispered: \"When the mood is 100%, can we continue?\"
\"Huh?\" Xu Chengyan raised her head and looked over.
\"Continue what happened last night.\"
\"I haven't made up my mind yet...\" Xu Chengyan was a little confused for a while.
At that time last night, he was a little out of control.
He also remembered that He Yang had said before that kissing was a very private matter, and it was only possible to kiss someone you liked.
Xu Chengyan lowered his head and thought for a long time.
In the end, Xu Chengyan raised his head and said, \"A thousand points.\"
If there is a thousand points, they start over.