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Su Guoqiang took Su mother’s hand and apologized to the parents next to him, “Our children are ignorant, young and grumpy. You see these two children were injured, our child was also beaten by your child. You can go to the hospital to see if there is anything wrong and we will pay for the medical expenses.”
He called Su Xingchen and said,” Xingchen, apologize to your classmate.”
Su Xingchen was a little confused about the situation and looked at them indifferently like an outsider.
Su Guoqiang saw it and suddenly felt depressed.
Their first child was a daughter and they wanted a son. So they had a second child. Unexpectedly, they had another daughter, but they still wanted a son.
The elderly wanted a grandchild, so they gave her to their relatives and gave birth to a son.
At that time, it was when they were the busiest. The three children were born one after the other. Her father was the master of the shop and could not get away. Her mother was too busy with two children, let alone another one, they didn’t have to worry about sending their child to their relative’s houses.
So, Su Xingchen was raised in her rural grandmother’s home for nine years. She was taken back from the village to study when she was nine. She stayed for less than three months, then ran back with her school bag by train, almost driving them crazy.
At that time, they really thought that they lost their daughter. They looked everywhere. After a week, her aunt called to say that she had returned to the village.
They were busy at work and had to take out time to find her. In these few days and nights, they didn’t sleep. After learning that she had returned to the village without saying a word, her mother got grumpy. She hurried back and slammed her face, “Since you want to be in the village, stay here, don’t go back! I can save a little more. Are we so idle, a bunch of people moving around to find you? We’re so busy and you just ran away without saying a word! You didn’t even say bye! You have got wings and want to fly*, right?”
She was just hiding in her aunt’s arms. Her small body held her aunt tightly, not letting her go.
Seeing that she was really reluctant to go back and because her mother was also in a hurry, she did not take her away until she was twelve years old.
They thought that she got older and sensible.
But after reaching there, she began to make trouble. First, she fought with her grandmother, and took her sister’s wardrobe and desk, wanted clothes and toys, wanted to take everything, she even took her brother’s phone. Her grandmother got angry, took a rolling pin and beat her. She scolded her back as not showing respect for the elderly.
Her grandma came back and complained to her mother, who then scolded her.
Since taking her back, the family had been noisy. Every day there was scolding and fighting every now and then.
Studies were even more disastrous.
They had heard her aunt say that she was in the top three in elementary school, after finishing junior high school, she was second. One day, the teacher called and said that she couldn’t keep up. Other day the teacher called and said that she didn’t finish her homework. As soon as she got to class, she dyed her hair like a colorful duster and wore the same clothes as a beggar. She became Shā mǎ tè*, a punk and messed the entrance examination.
Her parents’ heart broke, they didn’t know what was going on.
They finally took responsibility and spent money to send her to this private high school. The school where her sister and brother studied in, thinking that they could take care of each other. But she did not study well and wandered outside with a bastard. The little girl learned to fight and also frightened the school so much that they had to call her parents!
Su Guoqiang had never been so embarrassed in his life!
Su Xingchen finally remembered when it was. She had fought a lot in high school, but in the first year of high school, she fought with others because of jealousy. It was her dad who beat her, which caused her to become more rebellious and extreme. She felt that she was abandoned by the world, the world did not understand her, the world was fighting against her. All day and night, she was thinking about how to retaliate.
Now she knew why was it stupid.
Cultivation ~true ~world ~ Thirty years, she had already passed this phase and recalled this period of youthful days. Although she remembered it, it did not affect her much. She no longer cared about this pair of parents and no longer wanted to get their attention in such a stupid way.
Now, she just wanted to find a quiet place to see if her body had the qualification to cultivate.
According to her previous personality, she would never admit it was her fault. If her dad said something she would argue back ten times, but now she had no mood to waste time here. She simply said to the teacher, “Teacher, I’m sorry, I was wrong. “
Not only was Teacher Chen stunned, but even He Chunlan and Su Guoqiang were stunned.
Teacher Chen asked, “How are you wrong?”
Su Xingchen answered very simply, “I shouldn’t have fought with people, and I shouldn’t have fought with people over a boy. I should study hard and strive for the motherland, science, and society.”
Miao:
*Shā mǎ tè*: An edgy aesthetic that comes from China. Shā mǎ tè involves spiking one’s hair and dying it unnatural colors, dark makeup focusing on the eyes and lips, and shocking/statement-making accessories such as religious symbols, dog collars, or anything representing death and darkness.
lit: derived from the English word smart, as in fashionable.
*A grain of dust: something of no value
*Got wings and want to fly: want freedom
*Colourful duster: