Chapter 1404： I can’t find it happy on my own

Chapter 1404: I can’t find happiness on my own

For example, Suman, and another example is Wang Pan.

These two people were unhappy with their lives, so they resented Jiang Li.

Thinking that their misfortunes were all caused by Jiang Li.

However, for Suman, no matter how much she resented Jiang Li, she had little chance to come into contact with the object of her resentment. Since Wang Pan lived in the Faculty and Staff House of Shuimu University, he naturally thought of ways to have a chance encounter with Jiang Li to vent his anger. Dissatisfaction in heart.

However, it was still during the summer vacation and Jiang Li did not appear on the campus of Jellyfish University. It would not be easy for her to meet him. In addition, with a pregnant belly, it was a bit difficult to walk, which made it difficult to find an outlet for her dissatisfaction. , which choked Wang Pan so much.

On this day, Ji Dongming's daughter wanted to eat dumplings at noon, but Wang Pan made noodles instead. Seeing her daughter's tears and her aggrieved look, Ji Dongming couldn't help but say a few words to Wang Pan. This allowed Wang Pan to seize the opportunity. To vent her emotions, she not only dumped the cooked noodles into the trash can, but also had a heated argument with Ji Dongming.

But both of them were very polite and did not raise their voices, but their faces were so cold that they could freeze.

The reason why Wang Pan dared to confront Ji Dongming like this was because she was pregnant now, because she could see that Ji Dongming was no longer a thing, but after she became pregnant, he tried his best to restrain himself and never touched her again.

Since the other party is afraid, what does she have to fear?

With this mentality, Wang Pan held out her big belly at this moment, with sarcastic eyes, looking at Ji Dongming's cold eyes that wanted to eat her, and the clenched fist at her side, her chin slightly raised: "I'm very angry, I want to fight. Am I right? Come on, if you dare, you'd better kill two people. In that case, I praise you for doing a good job!"

Ji Dongming forcibly adjusted his emotions. After a while, his expression softened slightly: "Rong Rong just wants to eat dumplings. It's not convenient for you to go to the vegetable market to buy fresh pork. You can make beans and egg fillings at home. You can do whatever you want for a child." Can’t meet all the requirements?”

“I have satisfied my daughter, then who will satisfy my requirements?”

Wang Pan sneered: "I have a big belly, but I still have to serve you two with good food and drink every day. Do I really owe you? Ji Dongming, I might as well remind you again, you'd better figure it out, Ji Rongrong, she She is your daughter, not mine. I have no obligation to hang around her, let alone meet all her requests!”

After a slight pause, Wang Pan added: "There was no vinegar at home two days ago. I asked your good daughter to take a bottle of vinegar to the canteen downstairs to buy a pound. As a result, your daughter refused to go no matter what I said, and I was I'm cooking, but I can't do anything.

I can only close the stove door first, take off the wok and put it on the ground, and go buy vinegar by myself with a big belly. And last afternoon, I suddenly wanted to eat some sour oranges and asked you to buy some for me. You stayed in the study and pretended not to hear anything.

Ji Dongming, giving is mutual. If you father and daughter want me to give without asking for anything in return, I hope you wake up as soon as possible! "

After the sound fell, Wang Pan returned to the bedroom to pack a few clothes, picked up his bag, and turned back to the living room.

“Where are you going?”

Ji Dongming saw that Wang Pan seemed to be running away from home, so he couldn't help but ask a few questions.

“As you can see, I’m going back to my parents’ place to live for a while!”

With a cold tone, Wang Pan walked towards the door as he spoke.

“Why are you so angry?”

Ji Dongming took two quick steps and stopped in front of Wang Pan. His eyes were complicated: "It was my fault just now. I shouldn't blame you just because Rongrong couldn't eat the dumplings. I apologize to you here."

“No need to!”

Wang Pan said coldly: "In order to prevent your daughter from suffering more injustice, I think it would be better if I leave for a while."

“Rongrong is just a child, so you can’t help but care about her?”

Ji Dongming lowered his stance to persuade.

Wang Pan's anger surged: "Yes, your daughter is only a seven or eight-year-old child, but this is not the reason for her to find fault with me if she wants to. Ji Dongming, let me tell you, don't say that your daughter is wronged, I I feel aggrieved too!

From childhood to adulthood, to the time I got married, who among the people around me didn’t support me? As a result, after marrying you, I not only became a mother-in-law, but also became a punching bag for your father and daughter. If I had known that living with you would lead to so many grievances, I would never have chosen to marry you! "

“Do you regret being with me?”

Ji Dongming's eyes were filled with gloom.

“Yes, I regret it very much, and I have regretted it a long time ago. It’s only my fault that I was blind and fell into this trap like you!”

Wang Pan's words were completely disrespectful to Ji Dongming. Hearing this, Ji Dongming's face became extremely ugly: "If your ex-husband really supported you, why would you divorce?"

“Is it because I don’t know what to do?”

Recalling the days she spent with Jiang Guoan, Wang Pan's expression showed no concealment of regret. She ignored Ji Dongming's face and cold eyes and said, "I am in a state of blessing and I don't know how to be blessed. I have nothing to do to make trouble, so I raised it myself." End the relationship. I’ll tell you something you don’t want to hear. Compared with my ex-husband, you really have no comparison.

By the way, my ex-husband, you and I are all alumni of the university. Although we are not in the same department, you should have heard of my ex-husband’s name. After all, he is a top student in their department. To take a step back, even if you haven’t heard of my ex-husband Jiang Guoan, I think you must have heard of his sister Jiang Li..."

Before Wang Pan could continue, Ji Dongming asked: "Professor Jiang? She completed two majors in one and a half years, and obtained the degree certificate with full marks in both majors. The Jiang Li you are referring to is her ?”

“So you really know, yes, that’s the one.”

Wang Pan's tone was neither salty nor cool: "Okay, you and your good daughter get along well at home, and I won't stand in your way." After leaving these words, Wang Pan withdrew his gaze from Ji Dongming, He walked around the other party, opened the door and walked out.

“It’s dangerous for you to go out with a big belly!”

Standing at the door, Ji Dongming looked at Wang Pan's back and said something. After hearing this, Wang Pan did not stop or look back: "You don't need to worry, I'll just take a taxi!"

Ji Dongming stood there without moving. His facial expression changed again and again, and finally he turned and returned to the living room.

"dad…"

Ji Rongrong was sitting on the sofa. Seeing that Ji Dongming didn't look at her and didn't speak for a long time, she couldn't help but shouted timidly.

…”

Looking up at Ji Rongrong, Ji Dongming pursed his lips tightly. After a while, he said, "Why don't you listen to your Aunt Wang? Why are you looking for trouble? Do you think I shouldn't remarry or marry your Aunt Wang?"

“I...I didn’t!”

Ji Rongrong shook her head.

“Do you think I’m sorry for your mother if I remarry?”

Ji Dongming's expression was dark and unclear.

Ji Rongrong remained silent.

“It seems you really think so.”

Ji Dongming suppressed the discomfort in his heart and said with a serious face: "Have you forgotten that your mother remarried not long after my divorce? Have you forgotten that your mother now has her own new family?"

Hearing this, Ji Rongrong's eyes were filled with tears.

"Since I know it and haven't forgotten it, why can't I accept you Aunt Wang?" Ji Dongming said: "I have to work and you have to go to school. If I don't remarry, who will cook for us? Who will wash your clothes? ?”

“I can learn to wash clothes and cook!”

Ji Rongrong blurted out.

“Dad is very happy that you can and are willing to learn, but this does not conflict with my marrying your Aunt Wang.”

Ji Rongrong burst into tears upon hearing Ji Dongming's words. She said, "When you have a stepmother, you have a stepfather. I...I'm afraid that after my father has other children, he will no longer like me."

“Have I? Your Aunt Wang has been at our house for so long, have I grown to dislike you?”

Ji Dongming asked.

"Although you don't have one now, you and Aunt Wang will soon have your own children!" Ji Rongrong cried and said: "The brothers and sisters who live at the grandparents' house... they turned out to be my father's children, but my father doesn't like them now. , I don’t want to be like them!”

"You are different from them!" The anger in Ji Dongming's heart was about to surge up, but he quickly suppressed it. He said: "Remember, you are different from them. In Dad's place, there are only you and your Aunt Wang. The baby in my belly is what I want.”

Ji Rongrong: "But I don't like Aunt Wang."

Ji Dongming: "Why?"

Ji Rongrong: "I want to be with my parents, and I want my mother to return to our home."

"This is impossible!" Ji Dongming said in a deep voice: "Your mother and I have divorced and it is impossible to be together again. Besides, your mother has a new family and may have other children, and I also married your Aunt Wang. , I’m about to give you a younger brother and sister… There has been no relationship with your mother for a long time.”

“But Aunt Wang is not good at all. She is unhappy every day, and I feel scared when I see her.”

“If you are obedient, your Aunt Wang will naturally be happy.”

“I am obedient.”

"Who is finding fault, saying that the food is disgusting to dogs? And who is not helping to buy vinegar? And today, there is no meat in the house and your Aunt Wang did not make the pork and green onion dumplings you want to eat, so you complained to me, saying that you Wang Auntie deliberately didn't make dumplings for you to eat...Rongrong, you are almost eight years old, not a three or four-year-old child. Your Auntie Wang is pregnant with her younger brother and sister. It is inconvenient for her to do some things. You are a member of our family. Should I help?"

“I don’t want to listen!”

Ji Rongrong cried and said: "I don't want to hear what you said. I hate that woman and don't like her in my house!" Ji Rongrong stood up and ran to her bedroom. Soon, the bedroom door made a "bang" sound and she slammed it shut. !

…

Wang family.

“You are…”

Seeing Wang Pan walk into the house carrying a small travel bag, the Queen Mother became confused.

“I’m going home to stay for a while.”

Wang Pan casually threw his travel bag and the bag on his shoulder on the sofa and asked, "Aren't you welcome?"

"You are a married person and have your own home. It's not appropriate to come back and live here every now and then." Thinking of the living conditions at home, the Queen Mother simply didn't want to hide it, and said bluntly: "Although our house has a small living area, It’s relatively small, but it has a large population. Your house was vacated half a month ago for…”

Before the Queen Mother finished speaking, she was impatiently interrupted by Wang Pan: "You don't need to say anything, my room is mine, and no one can invade it." Isn't it just to free up her room for the second son of the eldest son's family? It was a wedding room, but did she get her consent?

“Panpan!”

The Queen Mother looked troubled: "You understand my parents."

"I understand you, who understands me? My eldest brother's work unit clearly allocated a house to the couple, but what did he do? In order to get greater benefits for himself, he just gave up the allocated house to others. How old is it now? Even though he is old and still lives in this home with his children and grandchildren, since his family is not afraid of being called shameless, I have nothing to fear either. "

Queen Mother: "How can you say that to your eldest brother? Your eldest brother is not..."

Wang Pan: "Isn't that what?" With a sneer, Wang Pan said: "How old is he, and he has the nerve to continue living with you and my dad? And my second brother's family, why don't they move away?"       We’ll move right away!”

The second brother Wang and his wife happened to walk in. When they heard what Wang Pan said, the second sister-in-law Wang just looked ugly but didn't say anything. The second brother Wang said: "Mom, I bought a small courtyard at the beginning of the year and it was just renovated recently. Tomorrow we The family will move away.”

His unit actually had separate rooms, but the available area was too small, and it was simply unrealistic for them to live in two rooms as a family, so they used their savings to buy a courtyard house.

This way, when his son gets married, he won’t have to worry about having no place to live.

“Did you hear that? The problem has been solved. My second brother and his family are moving out, so there will still be room available!”

Wang Pan said this to the Queen Mother.

“Okay, just say a few words less.”

The Queen Mother saw that her second daughter-in-law had a bad look on her face and couldn't help but stare at Wang Pan's daughter.

Brother Wang: “Mom, let’s go back to the room to pack our things.”

The Queen Mother: “Go.”

After the second brother Wang and his wife left the living room, the Queen Mother stood up and said, "Follow me to the room to sit for a while."

Wang Pan did not respond, but when the Queen Mother walked to the bedroom, she stood up and followed her.

"Panpan, you are not young anymore. You can't mess up our family just because you are unhappy." The Queen Mother frowned and said, "You don't know how good your eldest and second brothers are to you. , You can’t be a person without conscience.”

“Why do I have no conscience? Isn’t this my home? Isn’t the room I lived in my room? Why do they have to vacate my room if they want to use it?”

Wang Pan felt aggrieved and angry: "I am already in my forties and almost fifty years old, and I still don't have a house of my own. How can my eldest brother feel shameless when he goes out and talks to people? Besides, how can I live a good life?" It’s unpleasant, do you know the reason?”

"What's the reason? Isn't it because you can't control your temper and often have trouble with a seven or eight-year-old child?"

The Queen Mother said angrily: "Divorce is your decision. Remarrying and choosing to marry Dongming is also your own decision. You can't vent your dissatisfaction with life on your family now. After all, since your divorce from Guoan Then you won’t listen to us at all.”

"I understand, you just want to say that I brought it on myself, right?!" Wang Pan's grievance intensified. If she hadn't been afraid of what that lunatic Ji Dongming would do to her family, she would have been so frightened that she would have lived with him until the end. today?

But who understands her grievances?

Yes, it was out of her head to propose a divorce from Jiang Guoan, but she knew better than anyone else that if she continued to live with Jiang Guoan, it would be difficult for her to stop thinking about Jiang Li, and it would not be difficult for her to feel jealous.

 Nowadays, even if she and the other party are not easy to meet, what is undeniable is that once she suddenly thinks of her former sister-in-law, it is still difficult to calm down. For example, she saw an interview about the other party on TV today.

To tell the truth, she was beside herself with jealousy.

Three stepchildren were all raised, and each of them was the top scorer in the college entrance examination. Now, the three biological children, obviously only eleven or twelve years old, took the college entrance examination and all obtained perfect scores.

She knew very well that this was not due to jealousy, but she couldn't help but be jealous of the other person. Otherwise, she wouldn't have vented her emotions on the other person and returned to her parents' home in anger just because Ji Dongming said something to her.

As for what Wang Pan is thinking now, Jiang Li doesn’t know, but even if he knew it, Jiang Li wouldn’t take it to heart and would only sigh: Thinking too much!

Isn’t it good to live, be yourself, and do your own things?

Why should we think about others?

If you don’t think about it, you won’t have random thoughts in your heart, you won’t lock yourself in a strange circle, and you won’t even force yourself out of mental illness.

Time flies like water. In a blink of an eye, the three dumplings received the admission notices from their favorite universities. Then Jiang Li held a banquet for the three to celebrate their first place. There were many guests who came to congratulate them and brought their children to celebrate.

As a father, there is no doubt that Luo Yanqing was present in person, accompanied Jiang Li, and met the guests at the door of the hotel with three dumplings.

At the end of the day, Jiang Li felt that her face was numb from laughter. To be honest, she didn’t really like to laugh, but on a day like today, she couldn’t help but laugh.

The reason?

When guests come to congratulate them and they are smiling, she can't be sullen or perfunctory, right?

The answer is of course no!

Therefore, from welcoming the guests to the end of the banquet and seeing off all the guests, Jiang Li basically kept smiling.

“Are you tired?”

After returning home in the middle of the afternoon, Luo Yanqing accompanied Jiang Li back to the room to rest, fearing that Jiang Li would be exhausted.

“My body is fine, but my facial muscles feel a little stiff throughout the day.”

Hearing what Jiang Li said, Luo Yanqing was startled at first, but then he understood. He said, "This is because you have been laughing for a long time. I will rub it for you." Without waiting for Jiang Li to respond, he moved gently and started to give it to you. Jiang Li's facial muscles were massaged.

Jiang Li: "Our children have been cultivated and handed over to the country. Can you tell me how you feel now?"

Luo Yanqing: "Luo Mingwei doesn't count."

Jiang Li: "How do you say this?"

Luo Yanqing: "She is an actor."

"What's wrong with being an actor? The state assigns Weiwei to become an actor in a certain film studio. Isn't she working for the state?"

“That’s right.”

Actually, I understand what you mean. Compared with Ruirui and Hanhan, the career directions chosen by the three Tuanzi are more liberal. Weiwei's career is more liberal. She can choose not to accept the assignment and join a private film and television culture company. However, I have no objection to Weiwei's decision after graduation. Everything depends on her own wishes. "

"I'll listen to you."

Luo Yan understood the meaning behind his words and respected Ming Wei's own choice.

“Mr. Luo, are you asking a woman to follow her husband?

Jiang Li asked with a smile.

Luo Yanqing said "hmm" in a low voice and said, "Why did Guoguo think of going to do forensic medicine in the future?"

“The little girl said that forensic medicine is challenging and she likes this profession.”

After listening to what Jiang Li said, Luo Yanqing thought for a moment and opened her lips: "This job is very tiring for girls, and it is not well liked by others. I'm afraid it will be more difficult for her to find a partner in the future."

“You think far ahead.”

Jiang Li chuckled: "But I don't think we need to worry about finding a partner at all."

"you sure?"

Luo Yanqing paused while massaging Jiang Li, and Jiang Li directly held his slender, jade-like hand: "Okay, no need to continue massaging." Then, she added: "That kid Xiaoyu is a You’ve been eyeing our Guoguo since you were little, don’t you know about this?”

“That happened when I was a child. Seven or eight years have passed since then. Moreover, Guoguo was only three or four years old at the time, and the boy from the Xi family was only five or six years old..."

"What's this?! Xiaoyu is just like the three of our dumplings. He has always had an idea since he was a child. He decides on something and won't look back easily. He also participated in this year's college entrance examination, and although his overall score was not full marks , but only lost two points. He is a very good kid. If we really get together with this kid in the future, I have no problem with it.”

“Let’s talk about this later.”

If he remembered correctly, Luo Mingwei was currently talking about friends with the child named Jing Yu from the Xi family. If his youngest daughter also entered the Xi family in the future, he would feel uncomfortable thinking about it.

The daughter belongs to his family. He has worked hard to raise her for many years, but was taken away by a boy from the Xi family... No, he must find a time to talk to his wife.

Luo Yanqing's eyes flashed slightly, but Jiang Li didn't see it.

Jiang Li: "Yes, it's too early to say anything now. After all, our Guoguo family is still young!"

“Mom, I promised sister Xuanxuan that I would go to the Forbidden City with her tomorrow, is that okay?”

Suddenly, Guoguo's voice came from outside the door.

“Just you two?”

Jiang Li opened the door, her eyes soft, and she said, "If it's just the two of you, I won't worry."

Guoguo: "Sister and brother Jingyu will accompany me and sister Xuanxuan."

“Your fourth brother and fifth brother won’t go?”

Jiang Li asked.

Guoguo: “I didn’t ask them.”

"Okay, with your sister and brother Jingyu here, mom has nothing to worry about." Jiang Li said, but she paused and warned: "But you and Xuanxuan should pay more attention to safety, and you must not abandon them. Drive your sister and brother Jingyu!"

"knew."

 Guo Guo responded with a smile and went to the living room to call the general's family.

Just because Lu Xuanxuan was left with her family to play in Beicheng for a few days after attending the No. 1 Scholar Banquet for three dumplings.

“Hello Aunt Luo, I’m Guoguo, is sister Xuanxuan here?”

Dial the general's phone and hear Luo Sichun's voice on the other end. Guoguo politely says hello and asks about Lu Xuanxuan's whereabouts.

"In the room upstairs, please wait for a moment. Auntie will call your sister Xuanxuan to answer the phone."

Luo Sichun said, casually putting the microphone next to the landline, and then walked towards the stairs.

By coincidence, she met her daughter Xingxing coming downstairs, and she couldn't help but paused: "Are you going out?"

“I’m a little thirsty, go to the kitchen and get a glass of water.”

Xixing shook his head and raised the water glass in his hand to show Luo Sichun.

“Be careful, don’t burn your hands.”

Then catch the insects. . .

(End of this chapter)