Chapter 99: Star City (9)
Lan Xiaohuis heart is stable despite being inflamed by opposing emotions. At the same time, she is glad and also furious. In my capacity as a former strategic weapon, I am unable to determine my owners next actions because of these paradoxical emotions. From my viewpoint, I never perceived her kind to have such depth; to me, they always seemed like indecisive, immature intelligences with too much ambition.
Perhaps, because of this, my opinion on these lesser intelligences is changing. As my sentient core is eager to inform me, I enjoy Lan Xiaohuis struggle both as a participant in her path but also as an observer.
I told you not to come here anymore, Lan Xiaohui says without turning around to face Yun Fei.
The other girl stands close by, her fidgeting already a sign of how nervous she is. Unlike Lan Xiaohui, Yun Fei is easy to read and understand. Her motivations and ambitions are simple.
I just want to make things right between us, Sister Lan, Yun Fei says. If you dont want to see me anymore, I will leave you alone.
Lan Xiaohui smiles and the indecisiveness in her heart slowly begins to evaporate. Not that the other girl can see her smile.
How did you know I work here? Lan Xiaohui asks.
I didnt, Yun Fei replies. I saw you come from this restaurant last night, at closing time, so I went today to ask if they knew you.
Lan Xiaohui nods. Now you know, she says, tone neither warm nor cold.
After a moment, Lan Xiaohui sighs and turns around.
The other girl smiles, deducing that this must be a good sign for the repair of their relationship.
I do remember you, Yun Fei, Lan Xiaohui says. You were always very kind and polite to me. I could never forget you.
Yun Fei sucks her lower lip between her teeth. Does that mean you forgive me, Sister Lan?
Lan Xiaohui shakes her head. There is nothing to forgive, she says.
I dont understand, Yun Fei says.
This time, Lan Xiaohui is much more like the Humanity that I know. She is indecisive and outrageously ambitious. At the same time, she doesnt want to speak about it, but a part of her also wants her friend to understand her.
Ive cut my ties with the sect, Yun Fei, Lan Xiaohui says. Not just the sect, but my past life as well. I was Lan Xiaohui once the person that always wanted to have that hairpin you gifted me. I am surprised you remember that.
Then, if I cut my ties with the Seven Killing Swords, and join the Galaxy Sword Sect too, to prove I can follow where you go, will you take me with you? Yun Fei asks.
Just like that, a mountain of responsibility drops on Lan Xiaohuis shoulders, and the first response in her heart is to deny it. But then the indecision settles in.
All right, Lan Xiaohui says and once more takes Yun Feis hand. If you manage to join the Galaxy Sword Sect, we can be friends. But if you dont, promise you will forget about me.
Yun Fei frowns but then nods. I wont fail, Sister Lan.
Lan Xiaohui smiles. I am not a disciple anymore, and Lan Xiaohui is not my name.
Zhu Xuelian, Yun Fei says and nods. Its a pretty name.
Thank you, Lan Xiaohui says, and then gently and casually strokes Yun Feis cheek with her right hand. I suppose I will see you at the Martial Meeting, then?
Yun Fei nods, beaming happily. I suppose so, she says, her voice shaky. Now that I am determined to do it, I feel really nervous.
Lan Xiaohui chuckles. Even if you fail, you have nothing to worry about. The sect will take you back the Martial Meeting is a good experience for the disciples.
Yun Fei shakes her head. I dont know about that. Ever since you disappeared, things have changed.
An ember of curiosity burns in Lan Xiaohuis heart, but she quickly quells it. She has nothing to do with that sect anymore.
I should go now, Yun Fei says.
Lan Xiaohui nods.
After a moment of hesitation, Yun Fei asks. Did you like my gift?
Lan Xiaohui smiles. I did. If there is anything good that has come out of my past, that is this hairpin and having met you.
Yun Feis eyes widen at those words and she cannot conceal her big smile. She nods. I am happy to know that, she says. Good night, Zhu Xuelian.
Good night, Yun Fei, she says. I will be cheering for you.