Holding the [Angry] Fallen Angel Jade Card, Huang Chang's perception of the extreme killing intent and death intent of anger became more acute, and at this moment he could clearly feel that powerful force is coming from the Red Queen's body. Emerged and integrated into the jade tablet.
And under the influence of this powerful force and aura, Huang Chang even seemed to have an angry figure shrouded in darkness and blood in front of him!
In addition, there was an inexplicable feeling in his heart, as if [anger] was using this power at this moment, using his cold and decisive eyes, as if there would never be any hesitant eyes watching him!
"anger……"
Feeling that dark gaze, Huang Shang inexplicably had a thought in his heart: "Are you... are you real again?"
In a trance, Huang Chang once again lost his mind for a moment, and the picture in front of him also changed once again. The fuzzy black figure in anger turned into Dr. Zhou in a white coat, and the Red Queen and others around him also became Dr. Zhou. His parents, younger brother, and some nurses and security guards surrounded him!
Nurses and security?
Realizing that there were suddenly many people in the room, Huang Chang was stunned for a moment, and began to observe from left to right.
But what he saw afterwards made his heart tremble suddenly.
I saw his mother standing not far away, her face was swollen high, a slap mark appeared, and there was even some blood on her nose, as if she had been slapped by someone!
"Mom, what's wrong with you?!"
Seeing his mother injured, Huang Chang suddenly felt uncomfortable and couldn't help asking.
"I'm fine, I accidentally touched it just now..."
Hearing Huang Chang's words, his mother smiled and comforted him.
Huang Chang, who was observant, quickly noticed something was wrong, such as why his palms were hurting, why the nurses and security guards around him looked alert, as if they might pounce on him at any time, and even a few young nurses The eyes looking at him are full of contempt, as if he just did something outrageous...
Huang Chang may not be able to tell which memory is real, but his basic ability to judge and analyze has not been affected, so he immediately realized that the culprit who caused his mother's injury was not others, but himself!
The next moment, Huang Chang felt a sharp pain in his heart, and boundless guilt kept gushing out, his voice became a little dry, as if something was blocked in his throat, and he asked hoarsely: "Mom... did I do it? "
"No, it was just an accident, it was my mother's carelessness..."
Seeing Huang Chang's uncomfortable appearance, his mother immediately comforted him, for fear of irritating him again.
"No, don't lie to him, tell him the truth!"
But at this moment, Doctor Zhou looked at Huang Chang with a serious expression, and said, "That's right, your mother's injury was caused by your own hands. Just now your mother was talking about the past by your side, but you With a painful look on his face, he fell into hallucinations again, he wanted to wake you up, but you suddenly slapped him like you went crazy!"
"Look at how swollen your mother's face is. You used to study medicine, so you should know how painful this kind of trauma is!"
"But your mother is still smiling and comforting you, why?"
Speaking of this, Dr. Zhou took a deep breath, and said in a deep voice: "Because compared to the damage you have caused them from being in a coma for the past few years and falling into paranoia, this little physical damage is not worth anything at all. Mention! You thought it would be painful if you slapped your mother, but have you ever thought that you are addicted to illusions and don’t know reality, so the pain you bring to them is not ten times the pain caused by this slap , a hundred times, a thousand times?"
"Mr. Huang, Huang Chang, when will you accept the reality and wake up?"
In the end, Dr. Zhou spoke to Huang Chang almost angrily.
"I……"
Hearing what Dr. Zhou said, and looking at his mother with slap marks on his face, and his father and younger brother who were also concerned, Huang Chang fell into deeper pain for a moment.
It's really hard for him to tell which world is real...
Or to be precise, it is really difficult for him to choose which world to believe is real!
In this world, he has parents who love him, younger brother who cares about him, and a stable and peaceful life. He doesn't have to worry about zombies, monsters, the Seven Deadly Sins, Alice, or Pangu. As long as he accepts everything before him, Then slowly "heal" yourself, and soon you will be able to live the quiet life you dream of.
But in that dangerous and precarious doomsday, there was also a woman who loved him deeply and was deeply loved by him, a brother who was willing to exchange his life with him, and shared life and death with him, as well as an enemy and friend, and a tacit understanding. ...
Thinking back to fighting side by side again and again in the last days, sharing life and death, and those vows made together, how could he bear the heart to believe that everything was nothingness, an illusion produced by his illness?
He really didn't know how to choose, and he didn't know how to believe it!
For a moment, Huang Chang fell into deep entanglement and hesitation, even his eyes turned slightly red unconsciously, and his whole body trembled!
He has never been so helpless!
And in this trembling and trembling, the picture in front of Huang Chang's eyes began to distort again, as if to return to the end of the world.
But at this moment, Dr. Zhou's last words came to his ears: "Mr. Huang, if it is really difficult for you to let go of everything in your hallucinations, and you can't tell what is real and what is illusory, then you should calm down and think about it." Think about it, what happened in reality, or what happened in your hallucinations, which one is more likely and more reasonable?"
As the words sounded in his ears, the scene in front of Huang Chang's eyes changed again, and he returned to the dungeon again, and he held the jade tablet of the Seven Deadly Sins [Wrath] tightly in his hand, and at the same time he only felt a little clear water slipping down his cheeks. Wiping it, I found that I was crying unknowingly.
Recalling everything he had just experienced in the illusion, especially the slap print on his mother's face, Huang Chang's guilt and pain did not diminish at all, but intensified instead.
Just looking at the worried looks of the people around him, he didn't say much, but put the jade pendant in his arms, and said to the others: "Go ahead, I'll rest for a while..."
"Oh, okay, Brother Huang, you rest first, let's continue."
Hearing Huang Chang's words, everyone immediately reacted and nodded repeatedly. Although they pretended to be relaxed and indifferent on the surface, everyone's eyes and hearts were filled with strong worry and uneasiness.
Having been with Huang Chang for so long, it was the first time they saw Huang Chang in such a state of despair, even crying!
I am afraid that no matter how strong the enemy is, how difficult it is, or even the desperate situation where there is almost no way out, they have never seen weakness and hesitation in Huang Chang, but this time...
For a while, Huang Chang, who is the backbone, had such an accident, which also made everyone more uneasy.
ps: The third update is here, continue to code words, okay!