CH 24

If you don’t want to care, then just ignore it.

Gu Yingjie read her body language, and he deliberately ignored her. The three friends from the same car walk to the circle of friends, and greet several friends but did not come to Qin Yufei.

Qin Yufei is even angrier, she thinks she was fooled. Xu Yanchang told her that Gu Yingjie had to work overtime, said will not invite her, it was all on purpose, and then find someone to ask her, the result is she fell into the trap.   must be Gu Yingjie who is playing the trick. Lured her over, but give her a show.

Qin Yufei knows what she thinks is a bit hypocritical, but hypocritical then just be hypocritical ah, she is not in a good mood, why should she pretend to be generous and happy. The fact that she is not happy that Gu Yingjie set her up to meet with her, she is also not happy that Gu Yingjie met with her and left her alone, even if Gu Yingjie is attentive to her she probably will not be happy. Anyway, she is not happy, why should she pretend to be happy.

Qin Yufei’s face was stern and unhappy. Then Xu Yanchang arrived, saw Qin Yufei, smiled that big smile, hailed everyone hurriedly grouped, two yachts, divided the boat, everyone swim and fishing first, then eat snacks, then sail to the island for barbecue overnight, and tomorrow sail to play a little farther away, there are some islands are very interesting.

The crowd is quite high, cheering, divided into teams to follow Xu Yanchang and Gu Yingjie on the yacht. Qin Yufei, without saying a word, got on Xu Yanchang’s side of the yacht. Xu Yanchang smiled at her, she also returned a fake smile and then turned her head to go up. Xu Yanchang turned his head to look at Gu Yingjie’s side, he was looking this way, but unfortunately, Qin Yufei did not even look at him. Xu Yanchang pretended not to know the waves between the two, only to wave at Gu Yingjie, indicating that his side is almost ready for the trip.

Without saying a word, the two yachts drove to the place, the men and women changed into swimsuits and rubbed sunscreen to get into the water, and those who did not swim also ate, chatted, danced, played cards and took pictures, and played games on the boat. Qin Yufei’s mood is very bad, no interest in playing anything, Yin Ting has long gone swimming with others, pulling her together when she said she wanted to stay on board to play, and she walked around, there is not even half interest to playing, and the more you move around, the more irritable.

She might as well get on the Gu Yingjie boat just now, so at least she doesn’t have to guess what he’s doing now, whether he’s surrounded by women, whether he’s paying attention to other women. She was even thinking that Gu Yingjie tricked her into playing to try to give her a good show, without her he was still very well off, he had no shortage of women, so she didn’t have to take herself seriously and play any tricks to avoid him. He did not care at all, only she thinking too much.

Qin Yufei felt it was wrong to think this way, and she stopped herself in her head. Don’t be suspicious, don’t speculate on others with malevolence, but she couldn’t help it. She knew she had a bad mind, she knew there was something wrong with her, but she couldn’t help it. She loathed this kind of self, she also loathed the self who said to Gu Yingjie like a fool “do you like me” “I like you a lot” and “we deleted each other’s numbers on the phone”. Sick of herself who is playing hide and seek like an idiot when she heard that Gu Yingjie was coming. 

It is really stupid and disgusting. She is a disgusting woman.

Qin Yufei felt she had to go into the water to calm down, or she would be cranky and want to break things.

Qin Yufei changed into a bikini and got into the water. The weather is quite hot, when she first got into the water, she felt the water temperature difference, she shivered, she immediately felt much more comfortable, adapt to the water temperature for a while, she began to swim up. Some people on the boat on the deck are loud and boisterous, and many people swim and laugh, Qin Yufei is not in the mood, feels annoyed, then keeps swimming to the side, there are some small islands and rocks, it is still quiet.

After swimming for a while, she heard someone yell at her when she lifted her head out of the water: “Qin Yufei!”

Qin Yufei rolled her eyes, very good, young master Gu came to fight? To blame her for her bad attitude avoiding him? She has no place to vent her anger, so it’s good to fight, maybe it’s more effective than deleting phone numbers to break up!

Qin Yufei turned around violently, not yet opening her mouth, but heard Gu Yingjie begin to scold: “Don’t you have a little safety awareness? Didn’t we tell everyone earlier? Do not swim too far, do not act alone, what if there is an accident?”

Qin Yufei was dumbfounded, actually scolded her for this? The Gu Yingjie in front of her is not as well-dressed as he usually is. He was half-naked, his hair was wet and still dripping water, water droplets down his cheeks and nose, outlining the curves of the heroic, Qin Yufei did not dare to look down, so she stared into his eyes.

His eyes are surprisingly bright at this time and are burning with anger. Qin Yufei didn’t know how, she lost her momentum. But she can’t show weakness, never willing to be held down by him, so ” hmph “, raised her chin: ” you’re quite slick when cursing people, you are also alone, why do you have the position to accuse me?”

Gu Yingjie choked, embarrassed to say that he had been looking for her, did not see her in the crowd, so he ran to the boat to find her, but the people on the boat said she went into the water, so he went into the water to find her, it was difficult to find her because she swam far away from the boat. Of course, he had to come alone, how hard is it to find the opportunity to spend time with her alone? But she disregarded safety, wandering around alone, this is infuriating. Anyway, scold her for disregarding safety, and seize the opportunity to spend time alone with her.

Gu Yingjie kicked the water and moved closer to Qin Yufei, who couldn’t hide in the water and was grabbed by his hand. Gu Yingjie pulled her toward the back of the reef while saying, “Come here, I have something to say to you.”

“I don’t want to go.” Qin Yufei struggled, but could not match his strength. She had some regrets, she really shouldn’t swim to this kind of place, she didn’t want to talk to him, she would lose. Her mind was in a mess, she was out of shape, she wasn’t ready, and she would lose.

“You let go of me.” She slapped his hand, “Rascal, I’m going to shout.”

“Fine, you shout, shout quickly, I can help you.” Gu Yingjie played rascal.

Qin Yufei glared at him, indeed, there is no face to shout at, she even subconsciously looked around, afraid that someone pays attention to them. Fortunately, she did swim farther away, and also across the yacht, no one saw them.

Gu Yingjie kicked the water while taking her towards the reef, she did not cooperate, he reached out and wrapped his hand around her waist. She has a slender waist, and a full grip, at this time because of wearing a bikini, the waist naked, his big grip, seems to burn her. Both people stopped moving, and some shared memories came into their heads at the same time. His eyes were hot, and her face was uncontrollably red.

Gu Yingjie stared at her, and then somewhat rudely pulled her over and led her to hide behind the reef. Now it was hidden and quiet, Qin Yufei’s heart was pounding.

Gu Yingjie’s hands on the reef, on either side of her shoulders, her back against the reef, painful, to prevent sinking, she reached out and put her hands on his arms. Gu Yingjie simply bullied his way up and gently pressed her with his legs, with his skin against her skin, face to face, forming an extremely intimate posture.

Qin Yufei almost thought he was going to kiss her, so she shrank back, but he didn’t, he just looked at her and watched her body go soft. She didn’t dare to look at him again, so she lowered her eyes. But the situation didn’t get any better when her eyes went down, because she saw his bare chest and the two red spots on his chest …….

Qin Yufei’s face got even redder. Never knew that men who show like this will make people fantasize. Men’s swimwear should also have a bikini style.

“That day I went to your company, are you hiding?” Gu Yingjie asked. Qin Yufei’s mind imagined Gu Yingjie wearing a bikini, a little funny.

“Why are you avoiding me?” He asked again.

Qin Yufei came back to her senses, who said she was avoiding him? And why! Why does he care about her why? She couldn’t help but raise her eyes to glare at him, “You’re the one who’s bad, how dare you find someone to trick me to come here!”

“When did I ask someone to trick you?”

“It’s obvious! Didn’t you say you wouldn’t be here during the holiday working overtime? Why are you here now?” And the moment he showed up, he brought two women with him! It’s so abominable!

When Gu Yingjie heard that his anger also rose: “Did you come because you thought I wouldn’t come?” He was surprised and ecstatic to see her here, he thought she didn’t mind meeting with him anymore, or should be said she was pretending that she wasn’t afraid to meet with him. What happened? Thought he was working overtime?

This heartless woman!

“What are you so loud for? Do you win by being louder? Is it great to have a loud voice?” In terms of fighting power Qin Yufei really will not lose. “I came because I thought you weren’t here, so what!”

Not much, he was just angry. Then he also guessed who had lied to her, but to avoid her anger toward others, it was better for him not to mention it.

“Anyway, now that we’ve met again, we need to talk about it.”

“It’s all been talked about last time, there’s nothing more to talk about.” Qin Yufei tried to push him away, but he exerted his strength and she couldn’t push. She lost her temper and slapped him, the naked skin was covered with water, and the “pop” sound was particularly loud. Qin Yufei was startled and faintly averted her eyes, sounding very painful. She did not dare to move her hands and feet again and shrank back.

“Happy?” Gu Yingjie asked.

“No.” The heartless woman was fierce.

“Then let you hit it again.”

“Don’t.” Who cares about hitting you. Qin Yufei couldn’t help but glare at him again.

She glared at him but was caught by his eyes. His eyes were the same as they had been in her dream last night. Qin Yufei’s face began to burn again, a voice in her heart shouting, push him away, let him get away, but she could not move, she could not even look away, then she saw him smile, a sigh.

His lips pressed over and kissed her.

Qin Yufei’s brain was dizzy and she heard him say against her lips, “Qin Yufei, I’m going to take my time and wait until we both have a little more confidence.”

And then what? Qin Yufei asked in her mind. But he didn’t continue, but kissed her again, this time quite passionately, his tongue entwined in, she tasted the taste of his lips and teeth, she liked the taste of him, clean and very comfortable.

“But when I see you, I always forget about the whole taking my time thing.” She was taken into his arms and heard him say in her ear. “I like you, Qin Yufei, very, very much. I want to be with you.”

Then the confidence, what if there is no confidence? Qin Yufei asked again in her mind. He will soon get bored with her, she thought. As soon as she began to show her suspicious and nervous, narrow-minded face, she felt she had no control over herself. She has absolutely no confidence in this matter of love.

“Qin Yufei, your best friend has gone, no matter how you carried the feeling for her, whether it was complacency or guilt or something else, it does not matter, she is relieved. And that scum, you said he found true love, living a good life. Why are you the only one of the three who has a bad life? How can you be satisfied?”

Qin Yufei opened her mouth, and her heart felt like it had been punched hard.

Why was she the only one who had a bad life out of the three?

She didn’t know.

Was she having a bad time?

“How can you be satisfied and let them all live happier than you?”

Qin Yufei looked at Gu Yingjie in a daze, she was not satisfied, of course, she was not satisfied, but what if she failed again? Her stomach would hurt, she was afraid of being betrayed again, she was terrified of who she would fall in love with, and if she did, she would suffer. She didn’t want to go through that again.

Things that would make her sad, she didn’t want to do.

Qin Yufei looked at Gu Yingjie, looked at his eyes, she remembered Gu Yingjie’s words, “If you still love me, still look at me with such eyes”, she seemed to see love in Gu Yingjie’s eyes too, should it be? She couldn’t decide. Once upon a time, she thought she saw love in that man’s eyes, but it turned out it wasn’t.

Qin Yufei opened her mouth and wanted to ask, “Gu Yingjie, can you promise that you won’t change your heart?” But the words were stuck in her throat, she couldn’t ask. It’s too silly, as silly as her avoiding him. If she can’t guarantee herself, how can others guarantee?

A man in love with a woman, the two love each other, the so-called feelings, there is no guarantee of things.

“Gu Yingjie.” She called him but did not know what to say.

She can’t win, but she can’t afford to lose either.

Is it possible to be happy in love with him?

The author has something to say.

Small theater.

Author: Ah Jie ah, you do not use the philosophy taught by the gym teacher to coax his wife this time, the one you use is what the chemistry teacher taught, right?

Gu Yingjie: If you lack knowledge then you don’t have to talk.

Author: It is indeed taught by the chemistry teacher ah. A little care plus a little encouragement plus a little excitement plus a little lust ……

Gu Yingjie: ……

Author: Hey, what’s with your face! I can’t help it, my chemistry was taught by a language teacher. That’s how handsome it is!