Chapter 101: Confession

Chapter 101: Confession

Confession

She was performing Portias monologue from Shakespeares <The Merchant of Venice>.

The contract mentions not a single drop of blood. It only specifies a pound of flesh, so take exactly one pound of flesh, as per the contract.

Although her voice was clear, and she no longer seemed to shrink under the gaze of the audience

However, should you spill even a drop of blood in the process, all your estates and possessions will be forfeited to the state by the laws of Venice. Proceed, but remember that not a drop of blood may be shed.

Her immersion in the role was lacking, diminishing the value of her performance as acting.

You must cut precisely one pound of flesh. No more, no less. If the scales tip even by the weight of a single hair, you will face execution.

Yoomyeong watched Seol Soo Yeons performance intently. The captivating engagement that once drew him in as a fan of her acting was nowhere to be felt.

Why was that?

On the day of the Rococo shoot, she embodied the role of a girl who lived alone in an empty castle with his help. Back then, there was definitely a trace of the acting prowess expected of Seol Soo Yeon, Koreas A-list actress.

Miho, who was also watching her, asked.

{Didnt you say that she went to see your rehearsal for Jekyll and Hyde at Oedipus?}

Yeah. She left in the middle of the practice and I didnt hear from her after that.

{Youre really indifferent, kyung. Shes quite attractive, you know.}

Uh I was too caught up in preparing for the show at the time And I wasnt interested in her that way.

As they chatted and watched her act, her performance came to an end.

That was Portias monologue from The Merchant of Venice. Thank you.

Clap clap clap

A few people clapped half-heartedly.

She looks pretty, doesnt she?

Im curious about the person behind the mask. You can tell that shes definitely beautiful just by looking at her eyes.

Should we ask for her number?

Noticing that the boys were more interested in other matters than the performance, Yoomyeong approached her as she was packing up. The boys then reluctantly left after sensing the confident approach of a distinctive man, thinking he was with her.

Youre Soo Yeon, right?

Huh?

How are you?

Yes? How did you? Ive enjoyed your movies and dramas.

Its nice to see you after a long time. Do you have time for a drink?

They headed to the second floor of a McDonalds in Daehak-ro.

Yoomyeong brought her a cold cola as she sat on a corner table.

Do you still get drunk on cola? Haha.

Um Im a little okay with it now.

She awkwardly smiled, taking a sip of the cola, and then stared at Yoomyeong in disbelief.

Her eyes were filled with admiration.

Is it okay for you to be out alone like this? Youre a star.

Im not that famous yet. But, why are you here? Didnt you have an agency?

Ah I left after my contract ended, so Im independent now.

How come?

It was probably because of the cola, or maybe due to the good memories she had with Yoomyeong, that he gradually opened up about her situation.

*

Why are you so stiff? Youll ruin todays shoot if you keep acting like that.

What are we supposed to do if they send us someone who hasnt even been trained properly?! We cant work with Ga-on Entertainment in the future!

Hey! Cant you act properly? Where did they even find someone so bad with the basics?

Soo Yeons agency wasnt exactly unscrupulous, but it was a small entertainment company with a poorly organized system. She received basic acting training for about a month before being sent to various auditions and roles. At first, she got some acting roles. However

She didnt realize that she had stage fright.

Since her childhood, she spent a lot of time alone in her room, her only companions being the TV and books. She would watch movies broadcast on weekends with rapt attention, imitate the actors on TV, or play alone by imagining herself as a character from one of her books.

In her imagination, she could go anywhere and be anything.

But once she became an actress, she faced an unexpected problem.

Unlike when she was alone, she couldnt act in front of others.

Terrified by the gaze of others which seemed to be measuring her worth, she couldnt immerse herself naturally in her roles.

Videos wont work. Lets move to photography. Whats the use of a pretty face if youre like a robot that cant even do the bare minimum of acting?

Yoomyeong smiled as he showed her the tickets.

[[<Comet> Theater Troupes Autumn Regular Performance [The Merchant of Venice] 18:00]]

The tickets were gifted by Lee Seon-ha, who played Portia in this performance.

Seeing them, Soo Yeon nodded eagerly, albeit shyly.

*

Hello~

Yoomyeong! Over here.

After the performance, familiar faces gathered. Lee Seon-ha, Yoon Hansung, Ban Hye-Seon, Shin Suho, and Woo Jun-ho were there, along with the members of Oedipus, who were always a welcome sight.

Their curiosity was piqued when Yoomyeong arrived with an unfamiliar person.

Wow~ Whats this? Is this Yoomyeongs girlfriend?

What? Youve been keeping a relationship secret even from your hyung? No way

Wait, isnt this the person who visited our rehearsal before?

Suhos memory is no joke.

I always remember beautiful people! Please, have a seat here.

I brought her because she wanted to see Seon-ha after todays performance.

Soo Yeon sat down awkwardly. While Yoomyeong explained how they ended up watching the show together, her gaze was fixed on one person.

Huh? Do you have something to say to me?

As Seon-ha smiled and asked, Soo Yeon hesitated before finally speaking up.

Your portrayal of Portia was so impressive. I really, really enjoyed watching it.

Wow, thank you. Are you an actor, too?

Ah yes Im still an aspiring actress.

Yoomyeong silently chuckled as she referred to herself as an aspiring actress.

Despite spending years with an agency, she still considered herself an aspiring actor because she hadnt properly acted yet, reflecting her humble attitude.

Wow. With that face, youll shoot straight to stardom when you debut. Should I get your autograph now before you debut?

I should be the one getting it. How could you portray Portia so realistically? I was awestruck throughout the performance.

Ah Ive always liked acting, but I owe a lot to this friend here.

Seon-ha put an arm around Yoomyeong, who was sitting beside her, and laughed.

This young one here is annoyingly good at acting. After filming a movie with him, I felt like something changed in me too. Experiencing how my colleagues perceive my reactions made my actions more natural, I guess.

Yoomyeong didnt deny it and just smiled, prompting Seon-ha to playfully hit him on the arm.

Stop smiling, its infuriating. How much more of a monster will you become when you grow up?

But I wasnt smiling.

Yes, you were.

Soo Yeon watched with envy as the members of Oedipus bickered.

Friends, colleagues, and people who were walking the same path.

She had never had such companions.

Soo Yeon envied the person who naturally fit in among them.

To someone who was performing so impressively at such a young age and receiving recognition for it, her own concerns mustve seemed so distant to him.

She sat with them for about an hour, silently absorbing the air of friendship that felt so wholesome even when she just listened to them.

The conversation, light and filled with laughter, would suddenly deepen when shifting to acting. Their wide-ranging knowledge and firm worldviews clashed and merged, ultimately reaching harmony.

Im really envious.

If she had even one friend to share her acting dilemmas with, then maybe she wouldnt feel so lost. Unable to drink alcohol, she downed her cola, feeling slightly upset.

I should get going now.

But why? Stay a bit longer. Did we talk too much about ourselves?

No, it was really fun! But I have to go now. Thank you for today.

It was enjoyable, but it wasnt her place.

Feeling like staying any longer would be burdensome, she got up to leave. Yoomyeong followed her out to the bars entrance.

And then,

Would you like to practice with me for a while when you have the time?

Yoomyeongs suggestion was so unexpected that it felt like the cola in her body fizzed up.

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