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"Well, Li Xin, do you want to go back and have a rest first?"

Xi Yaoxin goes out and says politely to Jin Lixin's expectant eyes.

"No, I don't have to rest. I'm not tired Jin Lixin returned immediately.

Xi Yao heart pursed lips: "Xinya said let you go back."

Jin Lixin's eyes were dark and her voice was low: "what else did she say?"

"She said..." Xi Yaoxin looked into the distance, didn't see Zhao's mother, immediately winked at Jin Lixin, and said in a low voice, "or you can go in and ask her yourself."

Jin Lixin eyes a bright: "thank you."

Then he opened the door and walked in quickly.

Xi Yaoxin stayed outside for a while before leaving.

In the ward, because Zhao Xinya was startled by the sound of opening the door, she subconsciously looked over and looked at Jin Lixin.

She withdrew her eyes in a hurry, and her hands twisted uneasily.

"Xinya..." Jin Lixin wanted to talk to Zhao Xinya too much, but he didn't know where to start. He was not a very good speaker. Besides, he was anxious to sort out his thoughts, he also worried about Zhao's mother's return and driving him away.

"Didn't I let you go?" Zhao Xinya finally raised her head with a cold look in her eyes.

"Xinya, we are married. If we want to go, we will go together. I will never leave you alone." Jin Lixin looks at Zhao Xinya with sincere eyes.

Zhao Xinya said with a straight face: "is that marriage? Who knows, who knows! "

"I'll take it. We'll take it. When you come back with me, I can make up for the wedding, just as you want. " Jin Lixin said quickly.

Zhao Xinya pulled her lips coldly: "no, I don't need it any more. I'm not worthy of Jin Shao. You'd better go to find someone who is as big as you and works like you."

"Worthy, no matter how you are, you are equally worthy of me. I won't find anyone else, I just want you." Jin Lixin talks and walks closer to Zhao Xinya. Finally, she stops beside her.

Zhao Xinya felt a sense of tension and oppression. The feeling of tension and fear of making mistakes in the face of her favorite people came again. She took two deep breaths: "don't be so hypocritical. No matter what you do, I won't give up telling Zhou qiaowen. It's useless for you to atone for her."

"No, you are wrong. What I say is from my heart. I have no idea of atonement. I don't object to you suing her. Besides, I don't want to go back to that house. I don't want to ask about them any more. We'll live our own life in the future, and we won't have anything to do with them any more. No one wants to bully you any more. " Jin Lixin said in a hurry.

Zhao Xinya looks up at Jin Lixin unexpectedly: does he mean to break off contact with Zhou qiaowen?

Feeling that Zhao Xinya is not so exclusive to herself, Jin Lixin tries to pick up her hand and hold it: "Xinya, I didn't know my heart before. Until recently, I found out that I fell in love with you long ago.

At that time, I misunderstood that you were me..... They were looking for someone. At that time, they felt cheated. You must have been very sad, but you don't know that in those days, I was just like being lovelorn. I was depressed and lost trust in people. I didn't communicate with people in a lonely way....

Zhao Xinya thought that she should exclude Jin Lixin and earn money from him After earning money, he was weak and powerless. He held it more tightly, even driven by his emotions. He couldn't help imagining the feeling he said. It seemed that their feelings were the same. They all thought that they were hurt, but they were both hurt.

"Xinya, when I knew that I had misunderstood you and made clear what I felt about you in my heart, I went to see you. Unexpectedly, I was a bit late. I heard that you were transferred because of their complaint."

Jin Lixin didn't want to call Zhou qiaowen's mother, so she used them to call her, "I can't ask you where you are, and I can't get in touch with you. I heard that you were transferred to a small township hospital. I was like a headless fly, looking everywhere.

Every time I go one more place, I feel more desperate. I'm afraid that I haven't found you even after I've found you. What's more, I'm afraid that you deliberately avoid me. As a result, I've been looking for it for a month, but I haven't found it yet. I think it must be that God thinks I've been too much to you before, so he deliberately torments me so that I can't find it. Those days, I often imagine your mood, to oneself more blame a point, more regret a point.

I used to take these as God's punishment, willing to bear. However, after I found it, I was flustered. I was afraid I would never find you again. So, I thought to ask Yao Xin, I know too little about you, I don't know who to ask about you.

Later, Yao Xin asked my elder brother to find someone for me and finally found out your whereabouts. Besides anger, I was more worried about what happened to you. I pray with God all the way. Anyway, I must protect you alive. I don't want anything else, I just want you to live... "

listening to Jin Lixin's words, Zhao Xinya's eyes gradually moistened, and she took out her hand to wipe her tears.Jin Lixin took the opportunity to hold Zhao Xinya: "Xinya, forgive me, will you come back with me?"

Zhao Xinya wants to push Jin Lixin away, but the embrace is so warm. This is what she once wanted. He has never hugged her so much. How can she resist it.

But in her heart, she felt that if she looked back, she would be too spineless. Moreover, it was more difficult than ever to cross many obstacles. Her heart was suffering, and the tears in her eyes were more and more turbulent.

Jin Lixin seldom said so many words at one time, and told Zhao Xinya how she felt. But she didn't say anything from beginning to end, but the more she cried, the more she cried. He was at a loss and didn't know what to do.

The door was suddenly opened. Zhao's mother came in and saw the scene inside. Her eyes filled with anger: "Jin Lixin, who let you in? I left for a while. You want to abduct my daughter again!"

Hearing Zhao's mother's words, Zhao Xinya looks ashamed and pushes Jin Lixin away.

Jin Lixin looked at Zhao Xinya and Zhao's mother, looking sad: "Mom, I'm asking for Xinya's forgiveness. If she will forgive me, will you let her go home with me?"

Zhao's mother's eyes stopped on Zhao Xinya's face for a short time, and saw her attitude change. Her eyes were filled with resentment, but when she looked at Jin Lixin, she became totally cold and heartless: "in the past, I followed her temperament and watched her jump into the pit of fire. In the future, I will not repeat the same mistake! Don't think about it any more. I'd rather leave my daughter alone than go with you again! "