316. Self protection
"enough, mengshasha, if you want to say this, I should dismiss you more. I pay you to read, not to let you crawl under my feet, nor to let you live in such a humble way. I hope you can be a person who can change your destiny and live in a dignified and upright way. You are so, I despise you, do you know
Meng Shasha was stunned by Qin Haonan's scolding. She thought that this could move him. She was moved by herself. He was not moved, but also lost his temper. Where did he go wrong?
"Mengshasha, I will give you a final piece of advice. Don't look down on yourself. If you don't respect yourself, others will not respect you."
Qin Haonan finished and hung up the phone decisively.
Since then, and this person has no intersection, Qin Haonan thought.
Mengshasha held the phone for a long time, and the feelings of shame, loss, sadness and sadness came to his mind.
Since seeing Qin Haonan, he said that he would subsidize her to continue to go to school, he rooted in her heart. As time went on, he took root, sprouted and scattered leaves in her heart. In fact, she did not have the talent to go to school. When she was a child, she often fell behind Meng Qingqing in exams. However, she knew the importance of reading good books in school. She should be like Meng Qingqing's uncle and aunt After reading good books, she went out of shangchong village and went to live in the city. So she studied hard and was more diligent than other people. Later, she met him and her goal was more specific. She wanted to live in the city where he lived.
Meng Shasha was admitted to the University of Nanshi and lived in the same city with him. She felt that she was a step closer to him, but she still could not see him. The city is so big that although they live in a city, they may not see each other all year round. Finally, when it comes to the winter vacation, Meng Shasha doesn't want to go back, let alone miss that home. She thinks it over and goes to Qin Hao Men's company to work, so there is a chance to meet Qin Haonan, to Haotian group company, Meng Shasha only know how famous Haotian group company is in Nanshi, Qin Haonan is also famous in Nanshi, she was very excited when she knew all this, because such a famous man, he had such a fate with her, and he was so close to him Yes, there was a chance to pretend to be his girlfriend. He was pretending, but for her, it was a real feeling. She put herself into such a role. Those days were the happiest days of her life.
Meng Shasha is looking forward to the future and feels that her future is bright. Because of her indissoluble bond with Qin Hao, she plans to stay in Haotian group company after graduation, so that she has the opportunity to contact Qin Haotian, at least, to see him every day.
But now, all these dreams are gone. Under Meng Qingqing's instruction, she will never enter Haotian group company again, which means that she may never see Qin Haonan again. She has admired him for so many years. He has been firmly in her heart. Now, how can she not feel pain if she wants to uproot him from his heart?
Meng Shasha was walking in the school in a daze. At this time, her mobile phone rang. It was from the village office. She must have come from home. She didn't answer the phone. She knew what would happen if her family called her. She couldn't just send her money back. Qin Haonan gave her a subsidy every year, which not only enabled her to continue to go to school, but also saved some money to subsidize her family 。
But now, Qin Haonan stopped subsidizing her. The money she had accumulated secretly before, plus the money she had worked during the winter vacation, could maintain the tuition and living expenses of her sophomore and junior year. She has to find a way to help her. She is now a clay Bodhisattva, and she can't protect herself. How can she care about her family?
The phone kept ringing, and Meng Shasha was upset. She calmed down and connected the phone.
Sure enough, Dad's voice came from the phone, "Zhaodi, did you earn a lot of money by working?"
His daughter a person outside the Spring Festival, he does not ask her how she is, a mouth is money, she was not angry way: "did not make money, today I was dismissed by the boss."
"Why was he dismissed? Are you cheating? I told you to be willing to bear hardships to help the boss. You are lazy... "
Meng Shasha said impatiently, "what do you want from me? Say it
"Zhaodi, you have to buy two piglets to raise at the beginning of the Spring Festival. You will have to buy two piglets to raise in the Spring Festival, and your brother will go to school and need money, as well as the money to buy farm manure at home..."
Mengshasha is very upset. Other people's parents provide superior living conditions for their children, while their own parents can not give her any help, but also ask her endlessly. She is just a student in school, but they ask her for money, which is natural.
"Dad, just now my patron told me that he would not support me any more. So, Dad, do you know what's going on? That is to say, I have no money in the future. Not only can I not mail money to you, but also I can't afford my own school money and my living expenses. Do you know? "
"Why did he suddenly stop funding you? What's going on? If you go to ask him, even if it is less, you have to finish university. Our family is so hard-working that it is not easy to offer a college student. In the future, the family is counting on you! You can't stop going to college. "Meng Shasha felt very sad that it was not easy for his family to offer up a college student? What did they offer for her? Her father was worried that she would not finish her studies, and that there would be no support for her family in the future. He asked himself to continue to ask for help instead of helping to think of other ways.
Although she knew that her family couldn't help her, she didn't even have a word of comfort.
Dad also nagged a lot, he complained that the family is now in need of money, but she had such a thing, can no longer provide financial help for the family. Isn't that man rich? Why can't we keep funding her? She must be too stupid to come. Isn't she in the same city with him now? Why not take the initiative to go to his home to help do things, coax him
He imagined the city as a village. As long as it was a village person, he could go to any family's home to visit the door and help.
Mengshasha could not explain all this to her father, who had never been to the provincial capital, and could not explain clearly. Now she understood what knowledge is, what she had not seen, and what others could explain or describe, she did not know.
Mengshasha distracted dad a few words, then hung up the phone, although hung up the phone, but the father's words still echo in her mind, she can not calm for a long time.
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