422. Calm
Ling Yunlu was crying bitterly. Just now, she was really desperate and wanted to jump downstairs. She felt that she was very sad. She looked down on her mother before and chose suicide to escape reality. But now, she understands her mother. If there is no hope in life, what is the meaning of living? She has tried hard, want to live well through her own efforts, at least better than her mother, mother for her father, lost her job, also lost her self, and finally lost her happiness, she clearly has been trying hard not to go the same way as her mother, but why did she finally lose her job and her husband's love, although mom Mother gave up her job on her own initiative, but she gave up passively. However, they both came to the same goal by the same way. They had no job, no financial resources, no love. Finally, they chose to commit suicide in despair. Is all this arranged by fate? No matter how hard she tried, she couldn't escape the same fate as her mother?
Ling Yunlu thought more and more sad, tears fell down.
In the end, Ling Yunlu still feels unwilling. She is still so young. Why should she give up her life easily?
Ling Yunlu calmed down, quietly waiting for the birth of the child, the family also temporarily restored calm.
Before long, Ling Yunlu gave birth to a girl, the child's facial features are correct, looks like Ling Yunlu, so although it is a girl, her mother-in-law and Ma Heng still like it very much. Her mother-in-law also said that she can have two children now. In two years, another boy will be born, and the family will be complete.
Ling Yunlu holds her daughter's small soft body, and her heart is full of softness. Since her mother died, she has gradually lost the temperature given by her relatives. In recent years, she feels more lonely like an orphan. Now, she has her own child. This child is the only one of her closest relatives in the world.
For the sake of her daughter, Ling Yunlu has restrained her sharp points. Because she has to take care of her children, she has not gone out to find a job at home. She and her mother-in-law can basically live in peace and peace. The cruel life taught her tolerance.
In winter, Ling Yunlu's child is already half-year-old. That morning, it was sunny and sunny. Ling Yunlu decided to take her child to the park. She pushed the baby carriage and walked in the warm sunshine. She didn't come out for a long time. Her eyes were stabbed by the sun.
In the park, under such warm sunshine, Ling Yunlu meets Wei Chenxi and Meng Qingqing. Wei Chenxi's abdomen is slightly raised. She may be pregnant with a second child. Meng Qingqing also pushes a baby carriage, which is her daughter.
Over the years, Ling Yunlu has been hating Meng Qingqing. People are a very strange animal. The more you hate a person, the more you care about all his living conditions. Ling Yunlu doesn't know the living conditions of other students in recent years, but she knows all the living conditions of Meng Qingqing, and she knows them clearly.
The Haotian group company operated by Meng Qingqing's husband is the most famous and largest enterprise in the province. Meng Qingqing's own interior decoration studio is also well managed. Meng Qingqing gave birth to a son, who is now in kindergarten, and later gave birth to a daughter, about the same age as Ling Yunlu's daughter.
Ling Yunlu is very strange. She has hated Meng Qingqing for most of her life. Now she thinks about it carefully. In fact, there is no real hatred between them. She just can't see her every time. She gets angry when she sees her. Why? It's just because she's putting herself out of the limelight. She has always been unconvinced and unwilling to be compared with this ugly girl from the countryside. However, she never won. At the beginning, the ugly girl has become more and more beautiful. Now, Meng Qingqing has delicate skin, bright and ruddy skin. She is not like a mother of two children. Her skin is always the most beautiful clothes for women. What's more, Meng Qingqing has good skin and clothes She was well dressed. A dark green coat with fine texture and generous style made her skin more delicate. Ling Yunlu looks at herself. A red down jacket has been washed very old. She is wearing a gray woolen hat. Her skin has not been cared for for for a long time. She knows how bad it is. Now she is in front of Meng Qingqing, she just doesn't say anything, which is dwarfed.
Life is a cruel carving knife. She carves Meng Qingqing, who was once very ugly, more and more beautiful, and Ling Yunlu, who was once very beautiful, is more and more ugly. Ling Yunlu realizes that she can't compare with Meng Qingqing in her life. Before, every time she met, Ling Yunlu would sneer at Meng Qingqing. Now it's Meng Qingqing's turn to ridicule her! Because she's a failure. Deserve to be laughed at.
But Meng Qingqing didn't say anything. Wei Chenxi stopped to say hello to Ling Yunlu. Meng Qingqing went on walking and stopped to wait for Wei Chenxi.
For Wei Chenxi, this sister-in-law, Ling Yunlu never called out, and never gave her a good face, but Wei Chenxi never bothered with her. No matter what her attitude, Wei Chenxi every time she saw her was very polite to say hello to her. Before, Ling Yunlu felt that Wei Chenxi was just trying to pose in front of her father and brother, and wanted to leave them well Impression, but now, there is no family, there are no other acquaintances, Wei Chenxi is Meng Qingqing's good friend, she does not need to put on the front of Meng Qingqing's face, but Wei Chenxi still greets her as always.Ling Yunlu after experiencing a lot of human feelings, looking at the streets are strange and cold faces, at this moment Wei Chenxi whether sincere or false, let Ling Yunlu some moved, now she, no one knows that she has no one to pay attention to her, walking in the crowd, even no one will look at her more, she is ready to accept Meng Qingqing's number Fall and blow! But Meng Qingqing walked away, Wei Chenxi was enthusiastic about her situation during this period of time.
Yeah! When she gave birth to her daughter, she didn't even have a friend except Wei Chenxi and her father who visited her once.
"Xiaolu, I haven't seen you for half a year. Are you all ok? I look at the children. "
Wei Chenxi looked at the child carefully, "Xiaolu, the child looks like you, very beautiful, and will be a little beauty in the future! If only I could have such a beautiful daughter. "
Wei Chenxi smile, said very sincerely, the expression on his face is also real joy. She really likes and appreciates the child.
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