Chapter 132

My world is dark. I don't know how I can live without Xiaoya. The last five years in Myanmar are all because of Xiaoya. Now, I gradually run counter to her. Even if I win this battle, there is a deep estrangement between us. I don't want her and me to be wronged and make her unhappy.

I just hope she can be happy, although I love humble, it doesn't matter.

What hardships have I never tasted in the past five years? Those peers around me still live carefree on campus, fall in love and have friends. Although I have some troubles and worries, I am not separated from life and death, but I am different. In the past five years, I have been used to the cold and warm of the world. No matter how much grievance, I can only swallow my voice, because every time, I will think that I want to go back!

I want to go back to Dongyang City and find Xiaoya! Then we are together!

But now, I have nothing.

My world has collapsed!

My faith is broken.

My tears were rolling. I took a deep breath, smiled and said to Xiaoya, the prince and others: "it's okay. When I finish dealing with my friend's trouble, I will still return to Dongyang City. Trust me, okay?"

They didn't open their mouth and looked at me silently, because they all understood the real reason why I left.

I am like a coward, running away and fearing the facts!

Looking at Xiaoya's tearful face, my heart is like a knife, silly girl!

How I want to accompany you through the rest of my life, but I bear too many grudges, I can't selfish possess you!

Gu Lichuan is better for you than me.

Xiaoya's eyes became more and more ruddy. She bit her lips and said to me, "then you say, when will you come back!"

I forced out a pale smile: "soon!"

I always feel like a loser. I can't even grasp my own love. What qualifications do I have to face her?

I don't know when I will face Xiaoya again when I leave this time.

Maybe a few days, maybe a few years, or a lifetime.

I need to lead he Haoran to another place so that Xiaoya doesn't have to be involved in this disaster.

Maybe he Haoran will kill me in the near future.

Maybe I will win, but I may not come back. I will find a small city and hide my name.

Perhaps, with the passage of time, Xiaoya's injury to me will slowly heal. I may find a wife and live a simple life.

Xiaoya burst into tears. She never thought that because of her hesitation, she brewed my leaving again. She hated her original indecision. If she had a firm attitude, I'm afraid there would be no such scene today? In Xiaoya's understanding, a family doesn't have to be rich and powerful. As long as they can be together and happy, they will be satisfied. However, all these fantasies are broken. She wants to stand up and loudly tell Gu Lichuan that the competition is invalid. However, she doesn't have the courage. She doesn't want to hurt the hearts of two people at the same time. She knows that Gu Lichuan is also sincere, If he repents, Gu Lichuan will definitely feel heartache.

I clenched my fist and tried my best to suppress the sad emotion in my body. I was really afraid that I would stay when I saw Xiaoya's sad appearance again. Therefore, I took a deep breath and said to Xiaoya, "well, Xiaoya, I'm a little worried, so... You must take good care of yourself."

At that moment, it seemed as if my whole body was powerless. Every step was extremely difficult. My heart seemed to be cut like a thousand knives. The pain almost suffocated me.

My legs began to tremble uncontrollably. I was like a coward who ran away in a panic and wanted to seize the time to leave the place where I lost face.

"Brother!"

"Lao Qiu!"

"Brother Qiu!"

They shouted my name behind me, but I clenched my teeth and stubbornly didn't look back until I completely left the boxing hall.

For a long time after I left, the boxing hall was still quiet, and everyone's heart was sad. Xiaoya squatted on the ground and looked at the torrential rain outside the boxing field with her eyes distracted. The whole person was a little flustered. My running away from home five years ago was undoubtedly painful. Now, when I leave again, it will make things worse, and she was at a loss, Because all this happened so suddenly that no one expected it. Even the crown prince and them naively thought that I would win this battle and I had no possibility of losing at all.

But now, I not only lost very embarrassed, but also left them.

This farewell, I don't know when to see you again!

If we meet in the Jianghu in the future, we will drink and talk happily!

When I left, everyone seemed to lack something. When I was there, everyone had a strong sense of security, because I created too many impossibilities. Moreover, I had no airs and treated everyone with great respect. Even Zhang Rui's men were called brothers. In my eyes, there was no high or low, Everyone is human. I can't have a contempt for others because I'm powerful.

A long time later, there was a rush of footsteps in the silent boxing hall. Xiaoya suddenly got up from the ground. She ran to the boxing field in panic and tried to look around. How hopeful she was. It was just my joke. However, it was raining cats and dogs outside, and my figure had long disappeared. Xiaoya suddenly came back to her mind. It turned out that I wasn't kidding, I really left

"Brother!" Xiaoya roared hysterically.

At the corner of the deep lane, I heard Xiaoya's cry and was as desperate as death. The cold rain, like a sharp blade, kept washing my cheeks. I wiped the water from the corners of my eyes, and I didn't know whether it was my tears or rain.

Finally, I clenched my teeth and left the deep lane. I don't know where to go

At the gate of the boxing hall, the prince and others also came over and looked at the rainstorm outside. Everyone's heart was very heavy. No one could experience how my heart collapsed and my faith in life collapsed.

Xiaoya squatted on the ground sobbing. She didn't know what to do next. She really didn't want me to leave.

With red eyes, the prince couldn't imagine how cold I was in the rainstorm at the moment. He looked at Xiaoya in disappointment, She said in a deep voice: "Xiaoya, I know you are young and not sensible and don't know how to deal with emotional problems. However, don't you know Lao Qiu's mind all the time? He is really not as strong as you think. He is a childish child in front of you. You are all he has. I really don't know how heartache he is when you throw him away."

The prince's mind can't help but emerge the lonely figure of me walking in the rainstorm. How down-to-earth it is.

After the prince finished, he sighed deeply and turned his head. He really complained about Xiaoya.

Because he knows better than anyone present what honor I gave up to return to Dongyang City.

Xiaoya finally dried up her tears. She looked out stunned, a little dejected, and kept murmuring, "brother, will you come back? I know I'm wrong..."

At this time, Gu Lichuan came to Xiaoya and sat down. He saw Xiaoya's sadness, so he spoiled her hair and said gently, "Xiaoya, I can still take care of you."

The prince on one side was furious at the speech, Roared at Gu Lichuan: "Do you think you're good enough? Do you really think you're good enough? Hehe, you and Chen Qiu are not at the same level. You can't reach his height in your life. You think you're good with your family care? Shit! You and your family care are bullshit in Lao Qiu's eyes! I've had enough. You never know what Lao Qiu gave up for Chen ya Well, he clearly had a 10000 times better choice than now, but he didn't. He chose to come back because of his guilt for Chen ya. He was willing to die for Xiaoya, but what about you? Let me ask you, what courage do you have to compete with Chen Qiu? Can you achieve his state? "

The crown prince is extremely unhappy about Gu Lichuan's appearance. If he hadn't disturbed the situation, my confession yesterday would have been successful. Since then, he must be very happy. Therefore, no matter what my attitude towards Gu Lichuan is, he won't agree with him. He simply hates Gu Lichuan. If Xiaoya wasn't here, the crown prince would have rolled up his sleeves and fought with Gu Lichuan!

Gu Lichuan frowned and looked at the prince like a bitch. He was very upset. Therefore, he said angrily, "how do you know I can't do it?"

The prince smiled coldly: "My crown prince usually doesn't swear easily, but I can't stand it today. I want to say you're a big fool. Five years ago, Lao Qiu was sorry for Xiaoya, but as far as I know, what about you? Did you leave suddenly and didn't even say hello, causing indelible damage to Xiaoya? So, when you come back, you want to have Xiaoya immediately, but do you think Yes, you appear so suddenly, will Xiaoya accept you? Is it in your eyes that you must get what you believe? Lao Qiu was afraid that Xiaoya would not adapt and asked her to come slowly, but who knows, you fool suddenly intervened and confidently held a martial arts competition. Do you think it's an ancient martial arts competition to recruit relatives? Don't be arrogant, stupid dog! "

Gu Lichuan wanted to refute, but he didn't know how to refute.

Seeing this, the prince smiled coldly again: "what's the matter, young master Gu? Don't you speak? Are you speechless?"

Gu Lichuan said fiercely, "why didn't Chen Qiu win and prove himself?"

The crown prince looked at Gu Lichuan's guilty demeanor and said angrily: "I lost your mother. You really treat yourself as a character. Why don't you count in your heart? The rest of the people don't understand. Do you think I'm a fool? I don't know how you mean to say it. If Lao Qiu hadn't deliberately concealed it, I really want to tell everyone."

Hearing this, Chen ya, who squatted on the ground and was absent-minded, suddenly stood up and asked the prince, "brother Prince, what do you mean by this? Is my brother deliberately losing?"

Gu Lichuan looked flustered and hurriedly grabbed Xiaoya's arm: "Xiaoya, don't listen to his nonsense. It's like a barbarian. Let's go! I know you're sad and I'll take you home."

Xiaoya stared at the prince, and the prince didn't intend to explain at all. He knew that there must be a reason why I deliberately lost. Since I didn't want to say it, he naturally couldn't talk much. Originally, what he said just now was enough. He just let everyone know that I didn't want to win Gu Lichuan, but I didn't want to win.

But the specific reason is unknown

Seeing that the prince was unwilling to tell herself, Xiaoya lowered her head in shame. After all, it's no use knowing now. I've left.

So she said to Gu Lichuan, "OK, go home!"

Gu Lichuan looked at the crown prince provocatively. Immediately, he took an umbrella from one side and held it for Xiaoya. His body was exposed outside and soon left.

After they left, Zhang Rui came to the prince and asked, "brother Prince, what did you mean by that just now?"

The prince naturally had nothing to hide from Zhang Rui and others, so he said coldly, "don't you see that Lao Qiu lost on purpose?"

If Zhang Yunzi doesn't know his kung fu, he doesn't know the whole Kung Fu.

At this time, Cai Yong stood up with a cigar in his mouth and said, "I see that brother Qiu could have won at the end, but he suddenly withdrew his strength, but why did he do so?"

The prince smiled bitterly and said, "I don't know. Lao Qiu must have something to hide!"

Zhang Rui swallowed his saliva involuntarily and said, "brother Prince, can you contact brother Qiu? Let's ask."

The prince tentatively took out his mobile phone from his pocket and dialed my satellite mobile phone. However, it soon prompted that it was turned off.

The prince sighed helplessly, "it's no use. Since Lao Qiu insisted on leaving, even if we searched the whole Dongyang City, we couldn't find him. Don't you forget that he was drunk in the bar street at that time, but we didn't hear from him all night."

Several people fell into silence again