I miss my childhood very much. I'm really carefree. The greatest fun every day is the time with Chen ya. Even if we just sit and watch TV without any communication, I'll feel very comfortable. Later, because of Yang Jun, I always had a kind of guilt for Chen ya. I ran away from home in despair and went to Myanmar. At that time, I swore, If I can leave Myanmar alive, I will protect Chen ya all my life.
I really survived. In that dark and harsh environment, Qi Weihua once conducted a survey. There were only about two or three undercover agents who could survive safely. The rest died and injured. I can be lucky. That's my luck and disguise, and I don't give up on Chen ya.
I won't forget how many late nights I shed tears and want to give up. I don't want to intrigue, let alone experience those intrigues. I just want to live well, that's all. But reality forces me to make continuous progress, because once I fall, I will lose everything.
I don't have much, even empty behind me, but my reluctance to give up Chen Ya forced me
Later, after learning that he Haoran was released from prison, I left Dongyang City. Chen Ya began to make me feel cold, but I didn't give up. I still believe that I was a graceful young man in those years, and Chen Ya was still a beautiful young girl in my youth. However, Chen ya made me despair again and again, leaving my original complete heart broken and full of holes until later, Gu Lichuan was killed by me, and Chen ya never contacted me again.
I am also ready to pack up my mood to welcome a new ye Qingcheng and give up the past Chen ya.
I once thought that I would face today's situation. Chen Ya would stand in front of me and ye Qingcheng would. They forced me to make a choice.
Ye Qingcheng and I haven't known each other for a long time, but she only helped me so much with the so-called "love at first sight".
In fact, I think it's funny. In this era, love at first sight is a commendatory word, which makes people sneer at it, but ye Qingcheng firmly believes in his faith.
I am a very old-fashioned person. I have been like this since I was a child. Even if I have experienced many women in Myanmar, I always believe that she is willing to give me her precious first time. It takes a lot of courage, and I should be responsible for her.
While I was thinking deeply, Chen Ya gently shook my arm. I looked at her. There were pitiful tears on her pretty face. With red eyes, she said to me, "brother, is it really so difficult to choose? Don't you love me? Is this woman really so good?"
I bit my lips, and ye Qingcheng calmly said to me, "Wang Chen, I won't hate you if you make any choice. It's only my wishful thinking to help you at the beginning. I don't want to become a burden on your heart because of that. Therefore, you can think from your heart instead of thinking too old-fashioned. You should understand what I mean."
Ye Qingcheng is always so tolerant and generous. She told me many times that she didn't want the time when she saved me with her body to be regarded as psychological pressure or burden, but made a decision with the most real idea in my heart, because she knew that even if we got married in a muddle headed way, we wouldn't be happy.
Choosing one person means you have to give up another person. I'm not greedy. I never thought of having three wives and four concubines. I just want to love someone well and accompany each other all my life, that's all
I fell into deep thinking
I don't know how long, I took a deep breath, got rid of Chen Ya's hand and said seriously: "Xiaoya, I'm sorry..."
Chen Ya was stunned and couldn't set the channel: "brother... You..."
I said, "let's be brothers and sisters. We can't be lovers anymore."
Chen Ya grabbed my arm and said anxiously, "brother, have you forgotten the life we used to like? Have you forgotten that oil tea shop and your favorite snacks? How happy we are, do you have to be with her? You still can't let go of my mistake, right?"
I smiled and said, "no, Xiaoya, I said, you are my sister, I can't hate you, just..."
I hesitated and didn't know whether to say it or not.
Chen Ya said, "just what?"
I said, "it's just that I can't love you as much as before."
Now, Chen Ya is not all of my world. Nangongshan is right. People should live selfishly and should not be too extreme. It is a very stupid thing to regard a person as their belief in living. Even if they love deeply and tear their hearts and lungs, they can't live because of her.
Seriously, I'm very cold about what Chen ya did before, but she's willing to bow her head and apologize to me, so I'll clear up the hatchet, but now I really can't treat her as a person I love.
Chen Ya looked at me in a daze and didn't speak any more. I turned my eyes to Ye Qingcheng and said with a smile, "Qingcheng."
Ye Qingcheng smiled and her figure gradually disappeared, and so did Chen ya.
Until they completely disappeared in front of me, I suddenly realized that it was only a test.
In fact, this is an easy test to see through. For example, Chen Ya and ye Qingcheng can't appear here at all. However, this is the reason why I am too involved. I regard them as too real, so I ignore the false
I laughed at myself. Indeed, this picture only appeared in the test, because Chen Yagen would not have come to apologize to me
I tidied up my mood, took a deep breath, turned my head and looked at a pool of blood on the ground, He said seriously: "brother Jun, I'm sorry, it's all my fault. I shouldn't have brought you here. I swear, when I recover my martial arts, I'll find out all the mice in this cave and kill them all. If I can't do it, I'm not worthy of being a man! Wang Chen keeps his word!"
With that, I continued to walk towards the depths of the cave without looking back.
About 20 minutes away, I came to the exit. This place is very calm. The warm sun shines on my face. I first entered the light and narrowed my eyes subconsciously. After easing up, I opened my eyes and looked around. I was shocked!
Here is a precipice, but it has the charm of a paradise. On the precipice, there is a simple two-story attic. The attic looks like it has not been cleaned for many years. It is very shabby and full of dust, which is incompatible with the fragrance of birds and flowers around.
Flowers bloom in spring and everything recovers. The breath of spring is everywhere here. It's beautiful. I'm really stunned for a while.
Living here, I'm afraid, is what many people pursue. There is no worldly troubles, only one house and one's ease.
Of course, I know that the biggest enemy of living here is loneliness
I walked towards the attic step by step. It should be deserted for a long time.
The environment here is very beautiful and looks like a paradise, but I'm not here to enjoy the scenery. I'm here to find a way to restore my martial arts. But the surroundings are empty. What should I do to restore my martial arts?
Maybe the secret is hidden in this attic.
Soon, I came to the front of the attic. I touched the dust on the door, a thick layer. I hesitated and asked tentatively, "is there anyone?"
I hardly reported any hope, but who knows, a voice came from the door: "come in, Wang Chen."
My heart trembled with fear. It's too scary. Is someone really there? More importantly, he also knows my name.
Does he know I'm coming here? So come here and wait?
I hesitated and looked at the strange attic. To be honest, it was really strange. If I were normal, I would avoid it. But in order to restore my martial arts, I decided to go in!
When I opened the door, to my surprise, the inside was neatly arranged.
"Second floor." The voice of the vicissitudes came again. I went down the stairs to the second floor. An old figure turned back to me with white hair. Moreover, the hands were very thin, with many spots and traces of years on them. I frowned. At this time, the figure slowly turned around, and a scene that shocked me appeared.
"It's you!" I was surprised.
The old man said, "I haven't forgotten your mysterious smile!"
"You... Why are you here? And how could it be you..." The reason why I was so surprised was that this old man was the beggar who gave me a pendant in Myanmar.
After many years, I almost forgot his appearance. I only remembered him with a weak memory, because he impressed me.
The old man stared at me deeply. After a long time, he said, "it's a surprise, isn't it? We haven't seen each other for years. Sit down."
I sat opposite him, frowned and said, "I remember you're not that old? Why haven't you seen you for a few years? It's like decades."
I vaguely remember that although he looked a little embarrassed, at least he had some spirit, and his hair was black and beautiful, but it was only a few years? He is just like an old man in his twilight. He is skinny and has no strength. This earth shaking change makes me a little confused.
When the old man saw me like this, he said, "this is the curse of my family. When I am over 30, I will age seriously. No one has ever lived over 50."
I frowned as like as two peas. I was somewhat impressed by what Wu Jun told me after he came out of the palace. How can he tell the same old man?
Seeing my puzzled appearance, the old man said faintly, "a man named Wu Jun told you, right?"
I was surprised and said, "how do you know?"
The old man said calmly, "he is my son. I asked him to beg you."
Hearing this, I couldn't help thinking of the picture of Wu Jun being besieged by rats, and said to the old man with guilt: "I'm sorry, it's my fault that I didn't protect Wu Jun well. He was given by rats..."
The old man shook his head: "you don't have to worry. He'll be fine. With my Wu family's blood, he'll be fine."
Hearing this, I said strangely, "then why didn't I see others? After the rats dispersed, there was only a pool of blood on the ground."
He replied, "it was the rats who recognized the Wu family's blood and sent him to a safe place."
I suddenly realized that it was so. No wonder there were no bones left.
Hearing this, I'm relieved. As long as Wu Jun is okay, that's all.
"What do I call you?" I said respectfully.
The old man said faintly, "Wu Yang!"
"Master Wu Yang." My guest said, "is it true that Wu Jun said my martial arts can be restored here?"
Wu Yang said, "children and old people are not deceived."
I immediately smiled and said, "what should I do?"
Wu Yang said in a deep voice, "I can help you recover your martial arts, but this is conditional."
When I heard this, I didn't hesitate. I thought it was reasonable, because I didn't know Wu Yang well at first, but he gave me a pendant that year. Moreover, his son saved my life, and I helped to repay my kindness. Therefore, I said decisively, "OK, I will repay."
Wu Yang smiled and said, "Wang Chen, you promised so decisively, don't you listen to the conditions first?"
I said seriously, "it was Wu Jun who saved my life. You gave me my life. Therefore, no matter how difficult things are, I will do them."
Wu Yang said: "if I chose it and didn't live up to my expectations, if you can persist in these three tests, you have surpassed many people."
I wondered, "did you set this test?"
Wu Yang nodded: "yes, these three tests are inner color, desire, fear and reality. In fact, it sounds very simple, right? But in fact, for many years, many people have come here by mistake almost every year, but no one can pass in the face of these three levels."
I don't deny it, because these three levels are really difficult. Although it sounds easy, in fact, many people die in the first level. Even if some people are not very interested in women, breaking into the second level and facing their inner fear, it is extremely terrible. Many people are scared to death. At the third level, there are basically few people left, If you make a wrong choice, you will face death.
Even if we are lucky enough to create all the three levels, there is a group of rats
I take a deep breath. I really admire myself for sticking to it. I'm proud of myself.
I said to Wu Yang, "come on, what are the conditions?"
Wu Yang raised his eyebrows and said to me, "do you know Jin Lingyun?"
I smiled and touched my head: "this is my ignorance. I really don't know."
Wu Yang smiled faintly and didn't care. He continued to say to me, "have you always heard of the ghost organization?"
Hearing the words "ghost", my face changed on the spot
Because this ghost organization is well-known in the underground organization. Regardless of some sects and sects, ghost is the first in the organization!