Hearing this, I was stunned and sneered, "sect? What is a sect?"
Chen YABEN wanted to explain to me, but soon she rolled her eyes: "I can't explain clearly with you idiot. I'd better not waste my saliva."
I'm confused. I always think that sects are something that only existed many years ago. In modern society, who still forms gangs? Why don't you catch the policeman?
Chen Ya stared at me seriously and asked, "why do you have so much strength?"
I scratched my head in embarrassment: "well... I don't know. I don't feel that I didn't have much strength just now. Why did I beat him away."
Chen Ya said faintly, "your strength is gradually recovering."
"Is strength restored?" I frowned: "I used to have great strength?"
"Yes." Chen Ya nodded: "let me feel your inner strength."
After saying this, Chen Ya reached out and touched my lower abdomen. Suddenly, my face turned red. My body was inexplicably itchy and felt very comfortable. But looking at Chen ya, she closed her eyes and looked very serious. I was embarrassed to fantasize. I could only take a deep breath and suppress the desire.
A moment later, Chen Ya raised her head and said to me, "it seems that what you have lost is only memory. Your internal strength is gradually recovering, but according to the current situation, I'm afraid it will take a long time for you to recover to the previous level."
I stared at Chen Ya seriously and asked, "is the inner strength you said really important?"
Chen yaoh's voice, eyebrows a pick: "why suddenly say so."
I said with a wry smile: "I know that you, including those people who came here before, are very unusual. You are a sect, and you are a kind of internal strength martial arts. I am not a fool. From their performance, they knew me before. Was I terrible before? Well, I'm just a restaurant waiter. A waiter can touch so much? Huh Oh, I feel the world is ridiculous. Can you tell me what I used to do? "
Hearing the speech, Chen Ya said lightly, "it's no good for you to know it too early. I can only say that you are a great person. You'll know the rest after you recover your memory."
I skimmed my lips: "in fact, what I want most now is not to restore my memory all my life."
Hearing this, Chen Ya said with great interest, "why do you say that? Aren't you very interested in your memory?"
I shook my head: "Of course, I'm interested. I don't think anyone wants to live in obscurity, or even don't know their past. However, it's very cold at high altitude. If you say I'm a great person, I must bear a great responsibility, even unimaginable in my current thought, but I just want to live a safe life, don't care about any major events in the world, just think of me alone Live lightly. "
Chen yashen said in a voice, "you have to recover your memory after all. It's not just me. Your memory is about a lot. The rest of us will try our best to recover your memory. Let's go!"
"Go? Where to?"
"I don't know. Go wherever you can. China is so big that there is always a place where you can stand, but before that, I want to go."
"Is it tourism?"
"Yes! When I was a child, I always told you that I wanted to go all over the world to visit those spectacular scenic spots, or to enjoy those romantic and snowy moons. When I had time, I always wanted to see them."
Chen Ya took me to Dali.
She told me that Dali is romantic and romantic. I don't think so.
But after I really followed Chen ya to Dali, I seemed to be in the midst of wind, flowers and snow. The beauty here is suffocating.
Chen Ya was wearing a beautiful dress and straw hat. We sat on the shore of Erh. The slight wind blew. We couldn't help taking a deep breath. A smile filled the corners of our mouth. The fresh air made us relaxed and happy.
If there is no change of seasons, only spring, I think this is definitely the most suitable place to relax.
I looked at Chen ya. Although she smiled, her eyes were more of a despair of life. Her eyes were filled with tears. I didn't know what she was thinking. I asked her, "did you cry because you completed your dream?"
"Did I cry?" Chen Ya wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes and said to herself, "my eyes are sour. I didn't expect to cry. My dream... In fact, my dream was the same as yours at first. I had three meals a day, loved people around me, and a warm family. It's not like this. I have to be watched by the police everywhere. It's very uncomfortable."
I frowned. "Why did the police catch you?"
Chen Ya said faintly, "I killed people... It should be a lot of people."
Hearing this, I was shocked. I can't imagine that Chen ya, who looked gentle and considerate in front of me, had killed people. Moreover, she killed more than one? This is a female devil!
Chen Ya glanced at me: "are you afraid?"
I didn't know how to answer. After a long time, I said in a deep voice, "I was afraid when I just heard it, but now... I'm not afraid."
Chen Ya said with great interest, "Oh? Why are you suddenly not afraid."
I took a deep breath and said seriously, "although I don't know why you want to kill, I can see that you shouldn't have been like this. Generally speaking, you were forced to be like this, right?"
"Yes!" Chen Ya nodded: "this man was once regarded as the most important person in my life! No one can compete with his position in my heart, but later, we became enemies."
"When you say this, the hatred in your eyes is not deep. Do you still want revenge?" I asked.
"I think..." Chen Ya clenched her fist, Released again: "Before, I was longing for revenge all the time. I wanted to cut off his limbs, empty his eyes and tear his body apart. But later, somehow, I suddenly didn't hate him much. It was a very strange feeling. He was clearly so sorry for me and a big liar, but my hatred for him decreased a lot with the passage of time."
I said, "do you know who the tourists here are?"
I suddenly changed the topic, which surprised Chen ya. She looked around, looked at the people coming and going, and said to me, "who is it?"
I chuckled: "couple, single dog! You're right. Here is the wind, flowers and snow moon! The pace of life is very slow. I even want to sit on the Erhai beach all day without feeling upset, because no one bothers me, and so do others. If you look carefully, there are few groups."
"Well, indeed."
The pace of life in Dali ancient city is very slow. It may be that the people who come here are to relax and abandon the troubles and worries of the outside world.
"Sometimes people's thoughts are very contradictory. I really want to know my previous memories. What kind of person am I? Is I really powerful? Or is I just a ruthless person."
"Why is it ruthless?"
"Hehe, killers are ruthless. Haven't you seen that movie? This killer is a little cold."
"I haven't seen it. I'm not interested in this subject."
"Well, OK! Do you have any other places you want to go besides Dali?"
"Yes, I'll go to all the domestic and foreign ones. Can you accompany me?"
"Can I say no?"
"If you don't recover your memory all your life, do you want to do something? You can't be a mediocre person?"
"I know. Maybe I'll work in a factory."
"Do you work? It's ridiculous to think about it. You used to be..."
"That's just my past. It has nothing to do with me now. My pursuit can be simple, eat and drink three meals a day."
"That's all?"
"Yes, that's all."
"Well, your eyes are so narrow. Shouldn't men wander?"
"Maybe, I'm not a particularly excellent man. Everything I want is very simple and can be done. I don't want to be a hero in the world, nor do I want to make a fortune. I just hope that when I get home, my home is warm, I can eat hot meals, and I can have my beloved woman and my children."
"Oh, am I your beloved woman?"
"I don't know. When I first saw you, I felt that our relationship was unusual."
"That's nature, I said. We are childhood sweethearts."
"OK! Let me be honest. I like it very much."
"You've said this to me many times before. There's no need to say it every day. Besides, you said you wanted to marry me."
"Well, have you? That's all before. I'm talking about me now."
"Now you won't be looked at more when you're on the street. Chen Qiu, look at the lake."
I lowered my head and looked at the reflection of me and her on the lake. I said to her, "what's the matter?"
The ripples in the lake disturbed the reflection. Chen Ya said faintly, "without the past, you are just an ordinary man who can no longer be ordinary. In terms of appearance, you are ordinary, in terms of ability, and you don't have it. People like you are destined to become the people at the bottom of society."
"So you still want me to restore my memory."
"Yes, I hope you can recover your memory more than anyone, but I also know that this is a very small hope."
"In fact, I've been having a dream in recent days. Do you want to hear it?"
"Dream? What kind of dream? Let's listen."
I took a deep breath, looked at the far side and said, "it was night. I saw a lot of corpses. They were lying around me, surrounded by blood. The air was filled with a strong smell of blood. I held a sword in my hand. No one stood except me. Those people seemed to have been killed by me."