Chapter 46

For the first time, Xu Qichen felt helpless.

When I first wrote the article, what kind of idea did I have in mind to write down the ending?

I think my love is too desperate.

If you like a person who can never belong to you, it's better to let him die in his own story. With such a dark idea, let him write down such a wayward ending.

But when this moment really comes, the brain is a blank.

Xu Qichen knelt on the ground, staring at the familiar person in front of him, and turned into another face in the fierce pain.

Bright red eyes, sharp and terrible tusks, red demon marks on the cheek.

Is the world doomed to failure?

Shi Wei's laughter came from the cramped cell.

"I've been waiting so long to see this moment!" His face became ferocious because of the extreme desire, "this is the most powerful force!"

Mu Yao stood up slowly, his scarlet eyes overlooking Xu Qichen, and there was no emotion in his eyes.

As if I never knew him.

This empty and cold eyes, like a knife, straight in Xu Qichen's chest. He didn't understand that when he was kidnapped, he suffered so much hurt that the pain was less than one ten thousandth of that in his eyes.

What's wrong with yourself?

That's ridiculous.

Mu Yao slowly raised his right hand, and his bloody claws were sharper than before.

"Go! He has no mind now

Ning Zheng's cry didn't work.

Xu Qichen's mind was in a mess. All those memories related to Mu Yao came out at this critical moment, and they were about to swallow him up.

Hello, it's all adults. Haven't you lied? 】

[senior, I'm drunk 】Thank you for sharing your luck with me. 】

[I smell you. 】

[I heard you laugh. 】Don't be angry with me, I'm not Has he been punished? 】

[I'm so lucky. 】

[have the best owners in the world. 】

all the words he said to himself with a smile reappear, like a broken film, which starts to go wrong frame by frame.

Xu Qichen asked in his heart.

"0901, if the mission fails, I will die, right?"

There was no response.

Xu Qichen stood up.

"It doesn't matter. It would be nice if my subject of consciousness could die with him."

It's better than living alone.

Watching Xu Qichen step by step toward the thoroughly demonized Mu Yao, Ning Zheng raised his gun: "are you crazy? He doesn't know you at all! "

Xu Qichen took a look at Ning Zheng, "take Xiao Cang with you."

Ning Zheng's fingers pulled the trigger tightly.

"Don't shoot." Xu Qichen's eyes were red and his voice was quiet, but he had an unspeakable desolation.

"Please."

Ning Zheng looks at Xu Qichen, who is also irrational. He gripes his teeth, puts down the gun, picks up the steel rope again, and entangles Mu Yao who has not launched the attack with the steel rope. But he knows in his heart that this is just a drop in the bucket.

As expected, Mu Yao, who was bound tightly by circles, roared and broke the rope alive.

This action seems to arouse Mu Yao's anger.

He mercilessly waved a claw to Ning Zheng. Although Ning Zheng tried his best to dodge, he still hurt his left arm. Several bloodstains immediately stained his shirt, and Ning Zheng's kick also hit Mu Yao's abdomen, making him step back under the strong force.

Mu Yao, who was controlled by the medicine, didn't seem to feel any pain. He made an angry voice in his throat and wanted to tear up the person in front of him.

Although Ning Zheng had rich experience in dealing with demons, he was an ordinary man after all. When they met each other, they got the worst of each other.

"Team Ning, if you had been honest with us at the beginning, how could it be like this today?"

Every word of Shi Wei disgusts Ning Zheng. Mu Yao's attack comes so fast that he can't avoid it. His claws force him to the front of his eyes. Ning Zheng holds his wrist, but the power gap between them is too big for him to resist.

I thought I could never get away with it.

To his surprise, Xu Qichen hugged Mu Yao's waist from behind and yelled at him: "take Xiao Cang with you!"

Mu Yao's attention was immediately attracted by Xu Qichen, who controlled his actions. He roared like a wild animal and waved his claws to Xu Qichen's arm.

Severe pain suddenly came, but Xu Qichen seemed to be possessed and would not let go of his hand.

"Mu Yao..."

Shi Wei's laughter was sharp and harsh, as if he was watching the best farce."Do you think he knows who you are? Now you are just a prey in front of him! None of you can escape! Kill! Kill them, ha ha ha

Mu Yao breaks away from Xu Qichen's obstruction, turns around and looks at Xu Qichen with his empty but killing eyes.

But he didn't give up.

"Mu Yao..."

Until that pair of shining claws penetrated his left shoulder.

Xu Qichen bowed his head and took a look.

I just don't believe it.

I just don't want to.

Xu Qichen stubbornly raised the corner of his mouth, held Mu Yao's wrist, and felt his beating hot pulse in his cool finger pulp.

Push, pull his hand out.

"You like mine, don't you?"

The smell of blood, diffuse.

Mu Yao's action slightly stagnated, slightly frowned, scarlet eyes with a trace of confusion.

Xu Qichen took a step closer.

Mu Yao, who has broken through the safe distance, once again gives birth to a sense of killing, but he suddenly hugs him.

"You like me. You won't forget me."

He was not reconciled to anything.

The man could no longer hear what he said.

If only earlier.

A little earlier.

Feel the skin of his arm was cut by his sharp fingertips, warm blood gushed out.

"I am your master."

Xu Qichen's voice was surprisingly firm.

"So I won't give up on you anyway."

The pain of being stabbed also made Xu Qichen's arm shake uncontrollably. He tried to stretch out his fingers curled up subconsciously because of the pain.

Once, once, he felt Mu Yao's back hard and gently.

"Good boy."

Xu Qichen clenched his teeth tightly, and the nearly crazy Mu Yao still didn't give up his desire to break free.

"We'll be home soon."

It hurts.

"When we get home I'll make you something delicious. I'll make you whatever you want. "

His hand slowly went up and gently touched the back of Mu Yao's head.

Look at the eyes that have been swallowed by madness.

"I know that regret is the most useless emotion of human beings, but I always regret, for every unimportant decision, for every imperfect self, but now I know that these are nothing."

He felt his hands pierce the skin of his arms.

The smell of blood is getting stronger and stronger.

"What I regret most is that I didn't tell you."

"How much I like you."

The smell of blood.

The heart vibrated violently again, as if eager to jump out of this unconscious body.

A blur of scarlet in the field of vision began to recover.

"Blood..."

Xu Qichen frowned.

Is it too much blood loss, hallucinations?

Feel the hands holding your arms start shaking for no reason.

"Blood Senior My blood... "

It's not an illusion!

Mu Yao's every word is gnashing his teeth, extremely difficult.

It's under control.

I have no myself.

But still because smell his bloody smell and wake up, like a conditioned reflex.

Xu Qichen struggles and kisses the person in front of him.

Fanaticism and lucidity.

Pain and peace.

Finally meet at this moment.

Do you hear me?

The boiling blood in my body is calling your name.

I hope you remember me.

Looking at the scarlet pupil, a little bit become clear.

Reflect the outline of yourself.

The rigid body slowly becomes soft, and the claws that had no scruples finally degenerate a little bit, leaving their scarred arms.

Are you saved? Finally.

The whole body of the nerve relaxed down the moment, only to find that they really shed too much blood, vision began to blur.

When he was about to lose support, he finally held him in his arms.

"Senior Senior

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Xu Qichen raised his head weakly.

"You are not wrong."

He touched the gradually faded demon mark on Mu Yao's cheek.

"Don't worry, I won't go back on what I said."

I still like you.

No matter what you are.

"No way It's impossible! No monster can resist my medicine, he can't have his own consciousnessNing Zheng left ear's earphone has transmitted the sound.

"Get out of here. The Foreign Affairs Bureau is coming. "

Shi Wei opened the door while he was in disorder, but Ning Zheng kicked it mercilessly on the wall and held it by the neck. "A scum like you can't die ten thousand times."

"But killing you only dirties my own hands." Ning Zheng takes out the handcuffs hanging behind him and handcuffs him on the test bench in Yu Cang's cell.

"No way This is absolutely impossible! How can he have his own consciousness

"Do you know what faith is?"

Can break through all the shackles, engraved in the blood of deep-rooted things.

See each other a face of don't understand, rather Zheng a hand cut up his back neck, let this scum completely shut up. After finishing all this cleanly, he went to the corner and picked up Yu Cang. He yelled to Mu Yao, "mad dog, don't dally, follow me quickly."

Ning Zheng all the way to the people in the headset said instructions, all the way with them to leave this place, went to the factory when they first entered.

"Get in the car."

It was not until he sat in the car that Mu Yao completely regained his consciousness.

Ning Zheng takes out a medicine box from the trunk, "bandage him quickly." Then he put Yu Cang in the co pilot's position, put his hair behind his ears and went to the driver's seat.

Mu Yao lowered his head and looked at his hands covered with blood. An indescribable sense of self disgust, like a pair of invisible hands, pulled him into the mire.

Deeper and deeper, I can't call for help.

Suddenly, a pair of cool hands hold their own.

Subconsciously, get out of the way.

Mu Yao turned his head and saw a gentle smile on Xu Qichen's pale face.

"Do it for me quickly." His voice had a faint breath, and it sounded empty.

Mu Yao frowned, shook his hands, slowly untied the button of Xu Qichen's shirt, tried to suppress his complex emotions, and silently dealt with his wounds.

I don't know if it's a drug sequela.

Every time I saw one, I felt that the wound would be engraved in my heart with tens of times of pain.

Knife after knife, gouged out alive on it.

Until I saw his left shoulder, this pair of shaking hands, finally stopped.

Long suppressed tears broke through the defense line.

Mu Yao hung his head, clenched his teeth tightly, and the green tendons of his forehead beat.

I don't want anyone to see it.

This is the first time that Xu Qichen saw him cry.

To be honest, this kind of work is too much torture for mu Yao.

Xu Qichen reached for a piece of cotton and pressed his left shoulder.

Then he fell into Mu Yao's arms.

I felt his tears fall on my face.

I couldn't help but chuckle.

“…… Is that funny? "

Xu Qichen encircled Mu Yao's body with his right hand.

"Not funny."

"What are you happy about?"

"Nothing."

Mu Yao gave out a voice of discontent, with a nasal sound after crying.

Xu Qichen reminded him very quietly.

"Hold me."

From his arms, Xu Qichen felt the warmth of familiarity. At this moment, he got great satisfaction.

It is said that "false alarm" is the best word in the world.

But now he found that, for the rest of his life, he seemed to be a little happier.

The car braked sharply.

Just now, Mu Yao, a little suckling dog, saw Xu Qichen's painful expression when he was hit by his wound. He suddenly changed his face and held the people around him, "can you drive?"

Ning Zheng calmly opened his mouth, "more than your mad dog can open."

These two are really

Suddenly I heard a soft voice.

"Xiaocang?"

Ning Zheng immediately stops fighting with Mu Yao and looks at Yu Cang.

When Xiao Cang woke up, he became panicked and kept leaning towards the window, muttering to himself, "don't come here, don't come here!"

"Xiaocang, xiaocang, I'm Ning Zheng..."

Hearing the name, Xiao Cang's action stopped slightly, and his eyes began to focus.

It's Ning Zheng's face.

I rubbed my eyes and made a confirmation.

There is no mistake, it is Ning Zheng!

Crying a embrace Ning Zheng's neck, can't stop sobbing.

"All right, all right, it's OK." Ning Zheng gently patted Xiao Cang's back, "see if you dare to run around alone in the future."

Xiaocang cried more and more loudly, "I dare not, I will never dare again."

Xu Qichen covered his left shoulder and couldn't help laughing.

A tear a snot of small Cang, this just found that there are other people in the car, immediately release Ning Zheng, turned to see sitting in the back seat.Mu Yao with red eyes.

There is also Xu Qichen, who is injured all over.

"Ah Yao Senior... "

Xiao Cang's expression was like choking. He rubbed his back and hid in the front seat, pretending that nothing had happened.

Xu Qichen gently said: "xiaocang, are you ok?"

Xiao Cang's legs stepped on the front seat, buried his head in his knees, and replied in a dull voice: "it's ok..."

"That's good."

The sunlight outside the window penetrates into the glass window and reflects the beautiful color. Golden is the color of autumn.

The mood suddenly becomes relaxed.

Xu Qichen held out his hand in silence and grasped Mu Yao's hand.

This time, he didn't dodge.

Ning Zheng will be parked in the car downstairs, fortunately there are not many people around, otherwise they two look embarrassed, I'm afraid it will cause onlookers.

"I'll take him to the hospital." Ning Zheng stood by the door.

Xiao Cang poked out half of his head and stressed, "I want to go to Doctor Zhang."

"I know."

"Be careful, seniors."

Xu Qichen nodded at him and laughed.

The two men walked on their way home in silence.

All the intense heat in summer has been stored on the fallen golden leaves. With the rustling sound, all the warmth is transferred to the body.

The man in front suddenly squatted down.

"I want to carry you."

Xu Qichen subconsciously wanted to ask why, but in the end he didn't ask. He just confirmed his practice with his actions.

His back is wide and warm. With the pace gently shaking, let Xu Qichen have a trace of sleepiness.

Habitually shrink in his neck socket, rub rub, find the most comfortable position.

"Osmanthus is in bloom."

Xu Qichen's voice mixed in the sweet wind, soft, just like the cheek on Mu Yao's neck.

"Sweet, do you smell it?"

“…… Well

When he got home, he finally had the real feeling of being saved. Sitting on the sofa, Xu Qichen was worried about whether he should take a bath, but he was afraid that it would be painful. In his repeated struggle, he was hugged by Mu Yao, who was kneeling on the ground.

Like a child, buried his head in his waist.

His voice hesitated, which made Xu Qichen think of what he had just seen.

A not green not yellow, not willing to fall like this leaves, in the pursuit of the wind circled a lot of circles, how also refused to fall.

"I Did you say something to me when I was under control? "

Xu Qichen was stunned.

Do you mean

"Can you hear me?"

Mu Yao said dully, "intermittently, as if far apart. I know it's your voice, but I'm afraid it's my illusion."

"What did you hear?"

Mu Yao raised his head and didn't speak. There was a trace of pain on his face, which was not easy to detect.

After a while, I chose to answer.

"When I hear it, I regret it, and I like it."

His eyes drooped and his eyelashes flapped.

"You knew I liked you, didn't you?"

Xu Qichen looked at him and nodded.

His voice was dumb, and he had to take a deep breath before he said the next sentence, just like a little suckling dog who knew he was about to be abandoned by his master.

"Do you regret being liked by people like me?"

Suddenly found that sentence making is really an art full of ambiguity.

Regret.

I like it.

Two seemingly unrelated words can be endowed with a very different relationship by the subconscious in the cerebral cortex.

All of a sudden, Xu Qichen chose a positive view because of his bad taste.

"Yes, I regret it."

I felt that the last flame in his eyes was blown out.

"It's not good to be liked by you at all, so I decided."

"It's up to me to like you."

Mu Yao thought that he had heard wrong. He suddenly raised his head and looked stunned.

Xu Qichen raised his mouth and lowered his head.

And he kisses him again.

How to let you know clearly.

You didn't hurt me.

You deserve everything I have.

It's more hopeless than his most difficult math problem. No language can completely dispel the anxiety between lovers. All he can think of is a kiss.

Xu Qichen's kiss is very shallow, very light, soft and touching. It comforts each other like a spark, once again lighting up the whole wilderness.

Kneeling on the ground, Mu Yao stands up without stopping and gently puts Xu Qichen on the sofa.Xu Qichen was caught unprepared by the strategy of opposing the guest as the main force. Mu Yao's scarred palm rubbed his face as gently as possible, and stroked his clavicle along the pulse clues of his side neck.

Deep in it, unconscious.

The gap between the teeth was gently rubbed by his tongue. At a certain moment, he relaxed his vigilance and broke through without warning. Under the entanglement of wetting, the breath and heartbeat were taken away.

The sweet smell of the wound, like a gradually spreading ring of smoke, mingled in the provocative kiss.

I know the worst outcome, in the most dangerous moment, my mind is not how to be saved.

But, if I can die with you, it's no pity.

But now, we can live together, live an ordinary life together, and watch the end of this summer together.

Sleep together, eat together.

You in the cold winter night, can nest in the quilt to give me a warmest habitat.

I can eat green peppers for you that I can't eat in my life.

When I think about it, I feel like it.

It's good to be alive.