Chapter 59

At the moment of eye contact, Xu Qichen's heart seemed to be hit heavily by something, frozen in place and unable to move.

It's like being fed the soup by this person.

Song yuanyan half pressed on him, gently kissing his eyebrows and cheeks, and holding his cold earlobe in his mouth. His lips were very hot, and he burned them everywhere. One elbow of song yuanyan was supporting the bed, the palm of his hand was close to Xu Qichen's side face, and the other hand untied the button on his long shirt.

"Cold..." A small piece of skin exposed to the cold air, let Xu Qichen unconsciously snort.

Song yuanyan pulls over the folded quilt, covers him and kisses him on the cheek. Xu Qichen resists and tries to push song yuanyan away. "Don't You're still sick... "

"People with fever will get better if they sweat a little." Song yuanyan grabs his hand and kisses it.

"Will you help me, sir?" After that, he bit Xu Qichen's lips and watched him frown and open his mouth slightly. Song yuanyan immediately took advantage of the situation. The tip of his tongue stirred in his wet mouth and explored his wet and soft tongue. It was like two snakes intertwined. The sound of TUT tut reverberated in his ears, making Xu Qichen's brain warm, Passively feeling seems to have been unable to meet the complete release of the sensory system, Xu Qichen's hand unconsciously put his arm around Song yuanyan's neck.

Feeling Xu Qichen's active response, song yuanyan felt that he had the upper hand, and the kiss he had been kissing suddenly withdrew. He raised his head and watched him gasp.

Xu Qichen's eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of water vapor and fog. He was confused by the sudden retreat. He was driven by his instinct to look up and get close to song yuanyan's face, "still want to kiss..."

This sentence almost hit the heart. Song yuanyan tried hard to suppress his inner agitation, pinched his chin, and half threatened to ask, "do you want to be my accomplice?"

Hearing this sentence, Xu Qichen suddenly laughed lazily and turned back to the bed with a lazy voice, like a cat swimming on the steel wire.

"I'm an accomplice at most..."

The remaining reason was completely defeated by him in this second. The cold and hot moment, like the tsunami, everything is submerged in the pleasure. The suffocation of drowning and the scorching heat of roasting devour Xu Qichen's bursting senses at the same time, and the feeling of paralysis permeates into his limbs, forcing him to find a comfort.

In this way, biting on song yuanyan's side neck is like a small beast that can only rely on instinct.

"Call me, sir."

Song yuanyan's voice reverberated in his ears, like the snake in the garden of Eden, slowly approaching, a little bit out of the bottom of his heart, interwoven into the most primitive sin.

"Mu ru Mu ru... "

His voice mixed with crying, these two simple words became the last strike of the siege, and everything ended in his praying cry.

Perhaps after seeing the wind, song yuanyan coughed twice. Xu Qichen, who was almost absent-minded, subconsciously stretched out his hand, pulled the quilt up and told him, "you I have to... "

Song yuanyan stopped coughing and kissed Xu Qichen's hot cheek. "My husband has been infected by me. I can't teach from tomorrow on."

"You..."

Before Xu Qichen refuted, song yuanyan blocked his mouth and reached out to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes.

"I love you, Mr. accomplice."

Tired and attached, he soon fell into the net of sleep in Song yuanyan's arms.

Dream is endless black and white.

Black sky, white crowd, at a glance, is to see the end of the dark.

There is a fragile silk thread between people, which is in danger when the wind blows. They speak a language that he doesn't understand. It's noisy, harsh and vague, so he can only choose silence.

He looked down at himself, and there was little silk left.

It's better to live in a box if there are no barriers.

Why do I have to survive?

Would it be better to die together?

At the moment when I was about to completely close myself, I suddenly saw a tiny line extending from the left atrium, which was faint red, just like a living life.

Looking up, at the end of the silk thread is a tall figure.

He turned, and his voice broke away all the chatter of thorns, and came straight to his ear.

"Classmate, what's the matter with you?"

The world instantly returned to its original color, white school uniform shirt, just left the green bus, unreal blue sky, and his dark black pupil.

You saved me.

Stopping here may be called a dream.

But in the end, he stretched out his hand and broke the red line which was fragile enough.

Wake up in a flash, cold sweat.

All you can see is a warm chest. Xu Qichen raised his head and saw song yuanyan's sleeping face. His heart beat back to its original frequency. The other side seemed to be awakened by his own movement. His eyes were still narrowed, but his arm held him tightly in his arms. His cheek was close to his forehead, and he said vaguely: "Why are you sweating so much..."Xu Qichen stretched out his hand and touched his forehead. It seemed that it was no longer burning. Then he looked outside, "it's all daybreak. Don't you go back?"

When I opened my mouth, I found myself hoarse.

"If you don't go back, I won't go back."

Really enough rogue, Xu Qichen suddenly remembered something, "was Xiao Fang driving you yesterday?"

Song yuanyan shook his head. "I gave Xiao Fang a half day off and drove here by myself."

Xu Qichen was relieved. He broke free from Song yuanyan's arms and forced himself to put on his clothes.

His throat was about to boil. Xu Qichen was about to pour himself a glass of water when he heard a knock on the door.

"Mr. Sun."

No, it's Lin Nianzhi.

Xu Qichen put down the cup, pulled the quilt on song yuanyan's head and tried to hide him. If Lin Nianzhi doesn't come in, he won't be able to see it.

"Mr. Sun, Sun Lin! I don't think I'm still sleeping... "

Xu Qichen straightened his clothes, coughed twice and opened the door.

"You just woke up? How long has it been, do you know? "

Xu Qichen clenched his fist and coughed falsely. "Sorry, I have a cold."

The voice is all dumb, Lin Nian one listens to, concern ground asks a way, "is all right, is the illness serious?" Seeing Xu Qichen waving his hand all the time, Lin Nianzhi joked, "it's strange that song yuanyan has been ill for so many days. I don't know if he's well. You've been ill from such a long distance. Is that what makes you feel good?"

Xu Qichen laughed a few times, suddenly heard behind him full of complaints.

"Who It's so noisy... "

Lin Nian suddenly became energetic and his eyes were shining. "There's someone in your room! Still a man! I'll go in and have a look! " Then he pushed away Xu Qichen and went in.

A young lady, how can she work so hard.

Xu Qichen couldn't stop him. Seeing Lin Nianzhi enter the door, he went to the bedside and was about to lift the quilt when he was caught by Xu Qichen, "I advise you not to..."

Lin Nianzhi picked the delicate willow eyebrow, "why?"

Xu Qichen coughed twice, "if you are not polite, Miss Lin."

Lin Nian blushed, "you! You! You're not talking to song yuanyan Is it difficult for you to carry him behind your back I'm really wrong about you! Although song yuanyan is not a good thing, how can you do it? "

Song yuanyan was completely woken up. He was suffocated in the quilt, so he stretched out his hand to open his face and said, "what's the noise..."

When Lin Nianzhi saw song yuanyan's face, he took back his hand and retreated a long way, "song, song, song..."

Xu Qichen sighed, tugged Lin Nianzhi's arm and pulled her out. "I've told you, you don't listen."

"You Lin Nianzhi blushed to death, "you last night..."

"Talking about the Bible under the covers." Xu Qichen told a lie without changing his face. "Miss Lin, you'd better care more about doctor he."

Lin Nian one listen more urgent, "what doctor he, you don't talk nonsense."

Xu Qichen also amused enough, asked before closing the door, "what you said yesterday still counts? I'm going to ask for leave today. Mr. Lin will take some classes for me. "

Regardless of Lin Nianzhi's shouting, Xu Qichen closed the door, and song yuanyan was still in a daze. "That was..."

"Leave it alone." Xu Qichen urged him to get up, but song yuanyan dragged him into his arms, "not enough sleep." Xu Qichen glared at him and threw his yesterday's shirt on his head, "get dressed quickly."

Song yuanyan gave a lazy hum. When he got up, he pulled his neck and took a cold breath.

"It hurts..."

Xu Qichen raised his eyes and saw that there was a deep tooth mark on his side neck. He was a little embarrassed and said, "you can put on my scarf and cover it later."

Song yuanyan came closer and said with a smile, "how many scarves do you have?"

"One."

"That's not enough."

As soon as the voice fell, song yuanyan hugged Xu Qichen and gave him a sharp smack on the neck before he could react, leaving a bright red kiss mark.

"Well, I can't bite you." Song yuanyan let go of Xu Qichen, pretending to be sad, "what should I do, sir, is my scarf for me, or do I keep it for myself?"

Xu Qichen pushed a handful of song yuanyan, took a scarf and wrapped it around his neck. "If someone asks, you can make up your own speech."

"I'll tell you what to say." Song yuanyan put on his clothes and said with a smile, "the man in my family is a little bit tough. I can't help it for a moment, so..."

Before he finished, a book hit him. Song yuanyan was still smiling and looked at Xu Qichen, who was a little impatient. He thought it was very interesting. "You see, what I said is true. I have a strong temperament. I grew up eating spicy food."

Tease already put on good clothes, out of bed will still be angry Xu Qichen embrace in his arms, "well, I don't make." With a kiss on Xu Qichen's forehead, "did you find that your temper is more and more exposed?"Xu Qichen was about to retort when he stopped.

Vaguely, I always feel that something is wrong.

Sun Lin's personality was originally introverted and quiet. Now I'm angry with him. There's nothing wrong with what he said

"You're buttoning up." Song yuanyan didn't notice Xu Qichen's change, "I'll give you a new deduction." After that, untie his disordered buttons one by one, and then bend down and buckle them carefully.

It's because he's oversensitive.

After a while, song yuanyan took Xu Qichen to the church door and opened the door. As soon as the car was not far away, song yuanyan held the steering wheel in his hand and said, "this time I'm going to have a showdown with my brother."

Xu Qichen a Leng, sideways look to him, "what do you say?"

He didn't expect that song yuanyan, who has always been talking in a zigzag and zigzag way, should tell himself his plan so frankly.

Song yuanyan looked ahead and said, "I know that over the years in the Song family, he has spent a lot of time on me, thinking about brotherhood, and I'm not willing to expose these things." He took a look at Xu Qichen, "I always felt sorry for the car accident that year. If it wasn't for my playfulness, changing clothes with you and escaping from school, the person I hit would not have been you."

Song yuanyan's voice trembled slightly. Xu Qichen didn't speak much. He just covered his knee with his palm.

"Over the years, whenever I saw your leg, I always wanted to use the most vicious means to fight against him, rob him of everything, make him disgraced and regret for life." Said, song yuanyan self mockery smile, "but I dare not, not because I am afraid of him, but I do not want to become the same person with him."

He turned his face and gave Xu Qichen a smile. "After all, you are so good, so kind and gentle."

I don't want to be someone who can't match you.

Xu Qichen bowed his head and laughed, "so now, don't you want to bear it?"

He thought of song yuanyan's original ending. After Xu Qichen was poisoned, he left Jiangqu in despair, and no one found him again.

"Well." Song yuanyan took a deep breath, "I don't want to fight with him. Give him everything he wants. I just need you."

He released a hand to hold Xu Qichen's hand. "Mr. Steven made an invitation to me before. He recognized my ability very much and hoped that I could go to England for development. I've thought about it for a long time, and I think it's a feasible way. "

"I want to get rid of this family, get rid of so many years of bondage, and really be myself."

Song yuanyan embedded his fingers in Xu Qichen's fingers.

"Would you like to go abroad with me? Maybe at the beginning, I will suffer a lot, and I can't live such a carefree life, but I will try my best to make you live well and give you a warm home. "

His promise lingered in Xu Qichen's ears.

This is the first time he has been given such a solemn commitment.

Give him a home.

Xu Qichen's other hand pinches his own tiger mouth, so that he can be sober at this moment. He repeatedly reminded himself that this is a task, here is a fictional world, the person around is just a virtual role.

This kind of commitment seems to have exceeded the weight of his heart.

"You Don't you want to? "

There was hesitation in Song yuanyan's words. He took a deep breath again and tried to smile It doesn't matter. I know. It's too hasty. I just think our relationship has It's OK. You can think about it for a few days. You don't have to reply to me so quickly. "

Looking at his disappointment, Xu Qichen subconsciously grasped his hand.

"I will."

Song yuanyan was stunned for a moment, so that he accidentally stepped on the brake, and the car suddenly stopped, "you, you say Is that true? "

Xu Qichen once again said, "take me away."

When he saw song yuanyan at a loss, he was almost overjoyed. He drove the car again in a panic, but he couldn't think of the right words for a moment.

Xu Qichen fell into a kind of confusion. He didn't know whether the answer he gave was to successfully complete the task, or whether he really wanted to fly away with this man and stay together for a lifetime.

This kind of confusion has never existed in the previous world. Perhaps in both worlds, he has never considered the issue of destination, and never received such a prudent promise.

The word home is too difficult for him.

Commitment is really a terrible thing, he let you in ecstasy, aware of their own in this pair of skin under the heart.

He's not the one you want.

You're not what he wants.

It's misplaced.

The brain was in a mess, and all kinds of thoughts came in. At this moment, he loved song yuanyan, but he didn't know whether he loved him or the shadow behind him.

So he got out of the car and followed him back to the magnificent song mansion.When he saw song yuanyan's serious look and endless tenderness in his eyes. Xu Qichen decided to put everything aside and stop thinking about the problem of tormenting himself.

No matter what the original intention is, at this moment I really hope to be with song yuanyan forever, that's enough.

"Back?" Before entering the front door, Mrs. song's voice changed.

Song yuanyan is still a little strange, why today's mother did not ask him to spend the night outside.

"Ah Lin is back, too?" Mrs. song stood up and said, "just in time, come here."

Xu Qichen came in and saw Mrs. song with a warm face and Mr. Song sitting on one side. The scene seemed too grand.

Until he saw another person sitting on the sofa.

"Come on, Lin, I've met master Xie."

Plans will never keep up with changes.

This is really a truth.