Chapter 72

Su Lin thinks that the really bad person should be himself.

He spent every day in patience, and the word patience has almost become his norm.

Who could have imagined that between them, it was Xu Qichen who could not bear it first?

In fact, Xu Qichen still has a little sense in his heart, but these senses are too small compared with those who are about to burn him. He lowers his head and kisses Su Lin out of order. The tip of his tongue eagerly wants to go deep into the moist and cold mouth to relieve his scalding. As soon as the tip of his tongue touches Su Lin's wet and soft tongue, his whole body seems to turn into a pool of water. His arms can't support his body. He presses firmly on Su Lin's body. His dry and hot hands rub Su Lin's short black hair, It tickled the palm of his hand.

Never seen Xu Qichen make such an extraordinary behavior. Su Lin feels that his concentration has reached the limit. He subconsciously pushes the person on his body with his palm, but he hugs him around the neck and asks him vaguely, "don't push me away Su Lin.... "

His voice is extremely soft. The hoarseness caused by high fever makes his voice become extremely sexy. He twisted into Su Lin's ear and hooked his heart.

Feeling that Su Lin no longer wanted to push him away, Xu Qichen licked his lips in a flattering way, and then devoutly kisses him down to his pale neck. Looking at Su Lin's slightly rolling Adam's apple, he can't help but take a bite.

It's too reckless.

Su Lin's legs bent up, arms around Xu Qichen's people, turned him over under his own body, kissing his lips, Xu Qichen did not set any limits, let his flexible tongue drive straight in, wrapped around the tip of his tongue, just a kiss he would almost give up, all his strength lost. Although he just nibbled lightly, Su Lin's neck was still bitten by him and a little blood oozed out. The smell of blood was so sweet that he could not breathe.

Alcohol is the best combustion supporting agent. Mixed with the temptation of blood brought by the bond, it makes the burning of adult fever more and more painful. It can not be suppressed by reason, and can only yield to the demands of instinct. Dizzy, every bone in the body is burning in the collision. The consciousness is thrown far away, the whole process is half awake and half comatose, and the soul is almost pulled away.

A group of fire from burning, to spread, to wantonly start a prairie fire, flames towering, and finally reduced in Su Lin extremely gentle rain.

He didn't remember when he fell asleep. When he woke up, it was the middle of the night. His throat was very dry. He reached for the switch of the lamp on the bedside table. The warm yellow light diffused all of a sudden and woke up the room immersed in the night.

Xu Qichen wanted to get up and pour water for himself, but found a glass of water on the bedside table.

It seems that the light also diffused to my heart, illuminating the half dreamy and half awake chest.

He reached for the glass of water and took a few mouthfuls. The dry itch in his throat was finally relieved. He gently put down the cup, the whole person bit by bit back into the quilt, afraid to wake up the people around him.

Xu Qichen lies on the pillow and quietly looks at the sleeping Su Lin. He sleeps very deeply. The warm yellow light is like a soft filter, which softens his indifferent facial features.

In fact, he is a very gentle person. Although he always refuses people thousands of miles away and is not good at expressing his feelings, in his heart, he always leaves the softest side to himself.

Thinking about this, Xu Qichen suddenly found that Su Lin's role seemed more like his own.

It's like a snail, hiding in a hard shell and not seeing the sun, pretending that it doesn't need anything and can't see anything.

Can really meet their own sun, but also willing to take risks, carefully extend their soft tentacles.

Even if it's a touch and then retract.

Having plenty of time, gazing at the lover in his sleep in the middle of the night is a very ordinary but romantic thing in Xu Qichen's eyes.

He still remembers that before the last monthly exam of the junior high school term, he stayed at school for lunch break in order to make time for review. A person reading in the classroom, tired for a while. Then one day, after eating in the canteen, I went back to the classroom and was surprised to find that the man in the back seat didn't go home either.

As soon as he saw himself, he laughed, "don't you go back to bed at noon?"

Xu Qichen shook his head, "I'll read for a while."

After a few words, Xu Qichen sat down. The books he had been able to read a few days before, and the formulas he could recite, now he seems to be deliberately against himself, flying around on the paper, dazzling him and unable to read a word.

A heart almost out of his chest, rushed to the back seat.

The sound of cicadas outside the window was long and noisy, which made him flustered.

Muddleheaded, I heard the people behind me snap the cap on, close the book and lie on the table.

The world suddenly became very quiet. Xu Qichen didn't want to turn a page of the book again. He was afraid that he would disturb the people behind him. Even if he knew that the other party was making a terrible noise, he could sleep soundly after ten minutes of class.I don't know how long it took to hear his gentle breathing. After suffering in his heart for a long time, Xu Qichen finally couldn't help looking back quietly and looking at him sleeping in the deserted classroom.

The early summer sun shines through the glass windows and makes everything bright.

Xu Qichen found that his lips were slightly upturned when he was asleep. Under the clean school uniform shirt, slightly raised shoulder blades, with breathing slightly undulating.

Even in the past ten years, the images at that time can reproduce every vivid detail like movie playback.

Xu Qichen's thoughts gradually receded and looked at the people in front of him.

Su Linping was lying with his chin slightly tilted towards him. There were two obvious wounds on his neck, one in the side neck and the other in the Adam's apple, which had formed a dark red scab. Xu Qichen felt that his mouth was too heavy. He couldn't help stretching out his index finger and wanted to touch it gently.

His fingertips were a little closer to his Adam's apple, a few millimeters away. Suddenly, he heard Su Lin's voice in his sleep. It was very light and fuzzy, but Xu Qichen was startled. He quickly took back his hand, thinking that he had awakened him.

Eyes still staring at Su Lin, see he don't know why, frown up, as if had a bad dream, Xu Qichen to his side together, gently kiss his eyebrow.

I heard Su Lin's vague voice again.

It should be a nightmare. Do you want to wake him up? Xu Qichen hesitated, put his hand on Su Lin's cheek, and whispered his name in his ear, "Su Lin, Su Lin..."

Su Lin's lips opened slightly, as if to say something, but could not make a clear voice. Xu Qichen felt strange, staring at his lips, trying to understand what he was saying.

Lip language is a simple and complex language. It's an adventurous way to gaze at the change of lip shape and interpret his inner thoughts.

If it wasn't for repeated confirmation, Xu Qichen couldn't believe that the three words he repeatedly whispered were really what he thought.

This accidental somniloquy made him unable to calm down any more.

After waking up, from 4:30 a.m. to 7:00 a.m., Xu Qichen, who was lying on his back, looked at the little light gap under the curtain and didn't close his eyes for a second.

Until he felt that the people around him seemed to wake up, put on his back and hugged himself. He pretended that nothing had happened and closed his eyes.

In these quiet hours, he little by little searched for the abnormal details that every world once had, but he inadvertently ignored.

Lin ran in the first world is a person who controls the rhythm in his feelings. He didn't like Ji Mengze until he got along with him. He gradually fell in love with him. He has always been the active and confident one.

However, Lin ran, who was his real strategist, although he was very similar to the image he created in the original, when he looked back, he was unusual at the first sight, and even helped him and protected him in his own way.

But Lin ran was not confident. When he didn't respond, he even retreated. Now think about what he said when he confessed. The broken lamp is not what Lin ran in the novel would say.

It's just that at the beginning, I was fascinated by myself and didn't find it.

In the second world, Mu Yao is the same. He is obviously sought after by everyone, but he seems to be less confident. When he knew that he had hurt himself unconsciously, he would reflexively want to avoid.

Is that Bayes theorem really Mu Yao?

Xu Qichen's brain is a bit confused. When those clips are played back in his mind, they always bring too many emotions, which makes him unable to think calmly.

In the original text, ye Han's fear of dogs is far more serious than that of the world, but in the later stage, he almost forgot the existence of this setting.

It's like the dizziness of the world.

In the third world, song yuanyan is clearly a young master who has no insight into his feelings. He always thought that he was just a friend with Sun Lin, but now it seems that his practice is full of all kinds of hints, such as chocolate, theater and piano music.

He put his arm around him and touched Xu Qichen's side neck.

Hearing that, the people behind him breathed a sigh of relief and buried his head in Xu Qichen's back neck.

Feeling the skin of his cheek close to him, Xu Qichen didn't know why, and suddenly felt sad.

He once felt guilty for taking these roles as substitutes for someone, but now, he found that it was a game in the middle. He didn't want to see everything he had experienced as a conspiracy, but he was really in the dark.

Lin ran, Mu Yao, song yuanyan.

And Su Lin, who is holding himself now.

Behind them

"Wake up?"

Su Lin's voice interrupted his thoughts.

Xu Qichen was stunned, took a breath and pretended to be just waking upSu Lin gently kisses his back neck and hugs him tightly from behind, "is there anything uncomfortable?"

Xu Qichen shook his head silently.

"Today is the weekend. I don't go to work. Let's get some sleep."

Xu Qichen gave a hum.

Su Lin thought of what happened yesterday. He was still a little bit scared when he came home and didn't see Xu Qichen. "Next time you want to go out, you must call me and let me know." He gently rubbed Xu Qichen's back neck, "I was very worried yesterday. I thought you..."

"What do you think happened to me?"

Su Lin shook his head, "nothing. You've just been transformed. It's not safe."

But Xu Qichen said meaningfully, "I always feel that you seem to know what will happen to me. Do you have the ability to foretell?"

Su Lin did not speak, and Xu Qichen could not guess what he was thinking.

Both of them had something to say, but they didn't dare to expose it easily.

Xu Qichen was silent for a moment. He slowly turned around in the quilt, facing Su Lin and staring into his eyes.

"What's the matter?"

He didn't speak, just looked at the people in front of him in silence.

He has a lot of problems to be verified and a lot of doubts to be solved.

I want to see whose soul is hidden behind these eyes.

Su Lin felt Xu Qichen's abnormality, but he didn't say anything, just gently touched his forehead, "uncomfortable?"

Xu Qichen opened his mouth, but he stopped again.

"No, I just want to see you." The line of sight dropped down and hugged the person in front of him. At the moment of

's eye contact, there was a possibility in his brain. If I now open my mouth and poke this fragile bubble, will everything be over?

His first reaction was to give up.

The first love in life, only a little flickering Mars, was pinched out by himself, but the ashes left after burning were saved in his heart, and he did not dare to discard them for ten years.

I don't know why, entering these virtual worlds is like fulfilling one's own dream. Every one I meet is like his shadow, replacing him to fill the ten years' regret.

But virtual is virtual after all, it can never become reality.

He still has to take off the mask.

Xu Qichen took a deep breath, shrunk down and buried himself in the quilt. His face was close to Su Lin's chest. He could not hear his heartbeat. He said quietly, "you had a nightmare last night."

Su Lin did not answer, but his arm holding Xu Qichen was slightly shaking.

"You are in a dream, calling a person's name." Xu Qichen couldn't make a loud voice. He asked in a hoarse voice, "who is it?"

Su Lin suddenly let him go, slowly sat up from the bed, silent for a moment, left the room.

Xu Qichen shrank in the quilt and his chest was tight. He was only one step away from the truth, but he was unwilling to take that step.

He still has no courage to touch the sugar with his eyes closed.

All he could do was close his eyes and ask carefully.

Are you the sugar.

If so, would you like to come out?

He didn't prepare for this. He even regretted it. If he didn't wake up in the middle of last night, could he continue to pretend to be Lu Xuan and stay with him in this world for a while? Maybe there is the next world, the next world

"0901, are you there?"

"I'm here, Mr. Xu." 0901 voice soon appeared, "do you need to count points, we are..."

"No, I have something else to ask you." Xu Qichen looked at the ceiling and said, "the people who are being attacked in the world, like me, are someone in real life, right?"

0901 was silent for a while, "Mr. Xu, I have no authority to answer your question."

"Why don't you have permission? It's because he gave you all the authority, right? "

"Why don't you talk. Those who are attacked in the world are the administrators of this system, right? "

0901 is still the only sentence in the end, "sorry, I have no authority to answer your question."

Even an AI has learned the law of escape.

"I'll take it as your default."

Xu Qichen gave up questioning.

He didn't know how long he had been in bed. He always felt that it was impossible for him to go on like this. Pick up a good mood to sit up, went to the living room, saw Su Lin sitting on the sofa, in the moment he came out, put out the smoke in his hand.

"When did you know that?"

After all, it was Su Lin who spoke first.

Xu Qichen looked at the extinguished cigarette end from a distance and replied in a hoarse voice, "I I found something wrong in the last world. There have been a lot of doubts, but I can't guess who you are. I don't even know whether you are a real-life person or a created consciousness. "Xu Qichen barefoot, step by step to the living room, walked to the wool carpet that Su Lin specially bought for him.

Su Lin bowed his head and said nothing.

"You're very well disguised. I had little doubt in the first two worlds. I just wanted to finish the task. But just a few days ago, I suddenly found a loophole that was obviously ignored by me. "

Xu Qichen couldn't help but smile, "you know, you never called my name."

"No matter I'm Ji Mengze, I'm Ye Han, I'm Sun Lin, or I'm Lu Xuan, no matter what role I play in which world, you never call my name." He looked at Su Lin's face and said, "I can't figure out why you made such a mistake, though I don't know who you are."

He took a deep breath. "I didn't understand until last night."

"I called your name in my dream yesterday." Su Lin has been drooping face up, misty eyes looked at him, "right, Xu Qichen."

Hearing his name from the virtual character, Xu Qichen felt strange and familiar, as if he had been waiting for this moment for a long time.

"I didn't name those characters because I know the person standing in front of me. His name is Xu Qichen." Su Lin's voice is also a little hoarse, his tone is very calm, "I don't want to use any other name to replace these three words."

Su Lin lowered his head again and looked at the window which was pulled by the curtain. The color of the curtain was very dark, like a deep night.

"I know, you have guessed." Su Lin wiped his face and sighed with relief, "I heard your conversation with 0901 just now. You guessed right. I am the administrator or developer of this system. "

Xu Qichen's fingers slightly moved and his voice was hoarse and flustered. "Why did I enter this system? Am I dead or alive now? I... "

"I sampled your consciousness and let you into this virtual system. You can see it as an extension of some immersive game. Now you are not dead, or I lied to you. The time you spend in your consciousness is not synchronized with your physiological time. It seems that you have spent several worlds in this system for a long time. In real life, only a dozen minutes have passed. "

He explained everything in a clear and orderly way, which made Xu Qichen even more helpless.

Consciousness sampling

He suddenly remembered that on the afternoon of the day he mistakenly thought that he died suddenly, he received new glasses on the Internet. Strangely enough, the store also presented a headset. He thought it was a gift at that time, but didn't care much about it, so he put them on at night.

Did he do it?

"I didn't mean to hurt you. Just make a few worlds according to your works, borrow your ten minutes, no matter what the result is, the system will let you return to reality, and even can choose to erase the memory in the system, everything will respect your wishes. "

Xu Qichen frowned. His mind was in a mess. His emotion and thinking were mixed together, which made him unable to think calmly and vent his feelings. He could only ask the question he wanted to ask most, "I don't understand Why do you know my name, and who are you? "

Su Lin looked up at him, "don't you really know who I am?"

He completely tore off Su Lin's supposed disguise. His eyes were sad, unwilling, and all kinds of complex emotions.

Xu Qichen did not answer.

He was afraid to answer.

On the contrary, the voice of 0901 appears again.

"Mr. Xu, I've just got a permission. I have something to tell you." 0901 pause, "my complete number is 201509010739."

What does this string of numbers mean

Su Lin explained with a smile, "at 7:39 on September 1, 2015."

In a flash, all the surrounding scenes, sofa, carpet, dark living room, all turned into dust like light spots in the sight.

In the next moment, he gathered together again, and became a familiar picture of Xu Qichen.

The gray bus stop, the green bus slowly coming, the clear blue sky, and the students in school uniforms coming and going.

Xu Qichen looked down at himself.

Black school uniform pants, white short sleeve shirt, left chest dark blue school badge.

Naturally, he looked not far away. The man in the same summer uniform on the bus station bench turned his face. Every detail of his facial features coincided with his memory.

The answer at the bottom of my heart was finally verified at this moment. He has told himself countless times that it can't be him, there's no reason to be him, it's just his own delusion.

But now, he can't find any excuse to persuade himself.

It's really him.

Xu Qichen opened his mouth difficultly, and his voice was so weak that almost only he could hear it.

"Xia Zhixu..."

I saw him pursed his mouth and smile, grabbed the bag on one side, stood up and walked towards him step by step."I haven't heard you call my name for a long time. I miss it."

Xu Qichen was at a loss. "I don't understand Why are you doing this? "

Xia Zhixu showed a bitter smile and looked into his eyes.

"If I said, I just want to feel what it's like to be liked by you, would you believe it?"