Chapter 92

Xu Qichen's fingers were held in the palm of his hand, and the originally cool fingertips were all hot.

Of course, he would like to live with Xia Zhixu, but he has been damaged, and now he wants to tease him.

"No Xu Qichen's eyes turned, and there was no expression on his face. "I'm still used to living alone. It's very troublesome for two people to live in different habits."

Look at him, Xia Zhixu's face looks forward to a little less.

Xu Qichen glanced at Xia Zhixu. He was a little happy, so he shook his hand and asked tentatively, "what's the matter, not happy?"

Xia Zhixu shook his head, "no, I'm psychologically prepared."

What he said is also true. Xia Zhixu has the lowest psychological expectation for what happened with Xu Qichen. All this is as good as a dream, so he always plans for the worst.

He bowed his head, pulled out a smile arc from the corner of his mouth, but the emotion in his eyes was very complex and hard to say, but he still squeezed Xu Qichen's finger, "I was too worried."

I don't know why. Xia Zhixu is still very afraid. He always feels that he is too eager to step forward and scare Xu Qichen away.

Xu Qichen raised his head and saw the slight change of his expression. His heart gave out a little pain.

He suddenly sat up, two legs straddled Xia Zhixu's body, arm around his neck, began to panic, "I just teased you, I want to live with you, really." He tilted his head to see Xia Zhixu's expression, "don't be sad, I really lied to you."

Both of them were silent for a while. Then Xia Zhixu picked his eyebrows, his forehead against him, and the tip of his nose rubbed, "does that move?"

Xu Qichen nodded, "move."

His hand gently rubbed the thin soft skin on Xu Qichen's hip, "when?"

"Today." Xu Qichen smiles and kisses Xia Zhixu's lips.

Xia Zhixu grabs his hip bone for no reason. His hands begin to shake slightly, but Xu Qichen soon finds out. He looks down, but Xia Zhixu starts to cough again.

"What's the matter with you?" Xu Qichen touched his face, "sick? I don't look well either

Xia Zhixu shook his head and hugged him.

"What's wrong with you? Let's go to the doctor first. " Xu Qichen followed his back for him and was very worried.

"It's OK. I'm addicted to smoking." Xia Zhixu buried his head in Xu Qichen's side neck and kissed his skin. "It's good to survive."

"When did it start?" Xu Qichen held him in a placatory way, "just now?"

"For a while."

When writing the article, Xu Qichen checked the relevant information, and knew that smoking addiction can be large or small. When the attack occurs, chest tightness, palpitations, emotional instability, and even more serious physiological reactions will appear.

He touched Xia Zhixu's back neck, held his shoulder away and looked at him face to face.

"Zhixu, shall we stop smoking?" Xu Qichen's voice is very gentle, just like the gentle wind that can't blow the curtain higher, "don't smoke in the future."

Two people close at hand, Xia Zhixu deep black eyes looking at him, long and dense eyelashes flashing twice, silent drooping eyes, like a wrong child.

This kind of Xia Zhixu reminds Xu Qichen of his classmates at the party. His heart is held tightly by a pair of invisible hands. He is very sad.

"Didn't you say you smoked because you were empty?" Xu Qichen touched his chest, his heart beat very fast, like a palpitation reaction, "I'm going to live in now, you can't smoke any more, it will smoke me."

Xia Zhixu was finally amused. Although he still lowered his head, Xiao Hu's teeth showed up. "The heart and lung are not connected."

"What I say is what I say."

I've learned to be a rascal, and I've made a lot of progress. Xia knew Xu hugged his back, "OK, the little ancestor has the final say."

"In a word, don't smoke. Smoking is chronic suicide." Xu Qichen's tone is very serious, "you smoke because of me, so I will be responsible for helping you quit smoking."

Xia Zhixu patted his forehead and said with a smile, "you think it's so simple."

Xu Qichen's eyes slanted upward. Every time he thought about something, he would make such small movements, "I heard that When you're addicted to smoking, you can do something else to distract your attention, so you don't want to smoke so much, such as watching movies and listening to songs. "

Xia Zhixu shook his head directly, "I tried, it's useless."

It's a tough job.

"Well How about this? " Xu Qichen suddenly held his chin, put it on his lips, and gently kissed him. His hand unconsciously moved from his chin to his back neck, and he side his face, kissing deeper. With his eyes closed, he could not see Xia Zhixu's pupil, which was slightly enlarged and startled. He only felt that his broad palm was gradually moving up along his spine in the deep kiss.At the moment before the initiative was taken away, Xu Qichen released him, his lips were red, and he panted slightly.

Once again, he reached out and stroked Xia Zhixu's left chest. Thoughtfully, he murmured to himself, "it seems that he can jump faster..."

That's not true

Xia Zhixu didn't quite understand Xu Qichen's brain circuit. The symptom of panic was that he pressed down a little, but he got up a little bit of other desire, and urgently needed to be satisfied.

He pressed Xu Qichen on the sofa with his hand. Xu Qichen's body bounced slightly on the soft sofa. His dark brown hair rose gently and fell back to his forehead. He looked at Xia Zhixu with beautiful transparent pupils.

"I think your method is very effective. I'm much better."

The first is to affirm him.

"But I don't think the effect is enough."

It's easier to succeed if you go further.

"What about that?" Xu Qichen's eyes are clear and clean, full of concern.

Sure enough.

"I think..." Xia Zhixu leaned up to Xu Qichen's ear and whispered, "you should do something more distracting."

More words bite very heavy, let Xu Qichen inexplicably feel heart.

The warm air sprayed on his ears made him itch, and his body trembled slightly. He felt like an ice cream in the sun, which could only be irreversibly melted in his arms.

Xia Zhixu kisses Xu Qichen one by one, holding his lower lip every time. When he releases it, he pulls it slightly, and then lowers his head to kiss Xu Qichen several times. It's like a hook on Xu Qichen, which makes him subconsciously hook his hand on Xia Zhixu's back neck, and unconsciously lift his waist slightly to reach him.

Xu Qichen has learned to take off his guard automatically, which makes Xia Zhixu feel the happiness of being trusted and needed.

The sweetness of Candy spreads slowly and remains between the lips and teeth. It seems to be catalysed by the heat released by the blended lips and tongue, becoming more and more sticky and binding to their hearts. Xu Qichen likes to be kissed by him. He always has the illusion of giving him all his breath.

At the end of a long kiss, Xia Zhixu transferred it to his side neck, with the crimson kiss mark left last night.

He gently kisses the scar. This piece of skin is very thin. He can feel the pulse beating when his lips stick to it. The slight vibration makes his lips crisp and numb. If he sucks hard, he seems to be able to touch the warm blood surging under the skin.

Xu Qichen couldn't hold his breath. He reached down and grabbed Xia Zhixu's hair. "This That is How do you quit smoking? "

"Only this can completely distract me." Xia Zhixu raised his head and said, "you said you wanted to help me. I'll ask you to stop smoking."

What? Please

So even coax with cheat, Xu Qichen fell into his trap. Although he forbeared again and again, he still lost himself in the war.

Xia Zhixu thinks it's amazing, because Xu Qichen is totally different when he is drunk and sober.

One is naive temptation, people can not refuse.

The other is restrained and stubborn, which makes people want to occupy.

The space of sofa is a little small. Xia Zhixu hugs Xu Qichen tightly, and the two of them stick together intimately. Xu Qichen was so tired that he was about to fall asleep that he heard Xia Zhixu whisper in his ear, "it's more difficult for you to quit than nicotine. This way of quitting smoking is to fight drugs with drugs."

Xu Qichen thought of the brokeback mountain he had seen before, and said the most classic dialogue in the book.

"I wish I can quit you."

Xia Zhixu kisses his forehead, "no, I don't want to quit you at all."

At four o'clock in the afternoon, the two men went out and drove back to the place where Xu Qichen lived, ready to pack their luggage together.

It's such a close relationship. Xia Zhixu was still a little nervous when he took the elevator to go upstairs, just like when he went to his home on the new year's Eve many years ago.

He suddenly remembered, "by the way, is your aunt still living in the previous community?"

"Well." Xu Qichen was wearing Xia Zhixu's shirt with some long sleeves. He bowed his head and rolled his cuffs. Xia Zhixu looked at him and grabbed his arm to roll it for him. "Then your aunt and Miss Zhang..."

"You remember that." Xu Qichen looked at his serious expression, "they were together again when I was a senior. I've always thought about my mood before. I'm afraid I'll think of something unpleasant. "

Ding, the elevator door opened.

"In fact, I don't mind for a long time. Speaking of it, Mr. Zhang was the most innocent one at the beginning, but they didn't see each other all the time for me. They obviously like each other very much." Xu Qichen laughed, "isn't it stupid?"

Xia Zhixu touched his neck, "you shouldn't be treated like that. You are innocent."Xu Qichen grasped his hand, walked backward two steps face to face, and said with a smile, "I'm not innocent."

Then he suddenly stopped his backward steps, and Xia Zhixu was caught off guard because of his inertia and bumped into him on the ground.

"I did like a boy at the beginning." Xu Qichen kisses Xia Zhixu's lips. "I was very guilty at that time."

Two people quickly went to the door of Xu Qichen's apartment, Xu Qichen turned to open the door, "so you know why I couldn't fight back and scold back then?"

With a click, the door opened. Standing at the door, Xu Qichen turned his head and looked at him.

"It's all because of you."

Xia Zhixu took Xu Qichen's hand, "yes, it's all because of me." He took Xu Qichen's shoulder and looked around the house he lived alone. "It feels like our family. It seems that I know your preferences very well."

Xu Qichen patted the hand on his shoulder, "what is our family."

Xu Qichen's house is not big, but it has a good layout and is full of sunshine. Compared with the bedroom, the study is the largest, with two rows of large cabinets full of Xu Qichen's books.

He is a strange person. Although the technology of this society is so advanced, he still likes paper books very much. Whenever the sun is very good and the sun shines on the floor through the large glass window, he will spread some of his favorite books on the ground to bask in them. He also sits on the ground and reads them casually.

"Oh, by the way, the empty room next to our bedroom is the one I'm going to make for you." Xia Zhixu looked at the study and said.

"What about your studio?"

"Next door." Xia Zhi said with a smile, "just across a wall, I'm going to empty the middle and insert a glass, so that I can see each other when I work. Of course, if you don't want to see me, you can close the curtain. "

Xu Qichen also laughed, "I don't want to see you. I don't think the curtain will work

"No," he said Xia Zhixu twisted his cheek, "for my work efficiency, I'd better pull it occasionally."

Looking at the serious discussion between him and himself, Xu Qichen couldn't help laughing, "we are still here, and we are still discussing the decoration of the new house with such enthusiasm. It looks like..."

His words stopped abruptly, and his face suddenly parted.

Xia Zhixu some doubts, naturally asked, "like what?"

Like a newlywed couple.

As soon as his brain was hot, he came up with such a strange metaphor, which made him feel embarrassed, let alone say it.

He laughed. "Like two little idiots."

Don't tell him all about it.

It's not too early. After discussing, they decided to spend the night in this house and collect things by the way. Tomorrow morning, they will ask the moving company to help move. Xia Zhixu helped Xu Qichen clean up the books on the shelf. His arm was long enough and his strength was good enough that he hardly needed Xu Qichen to do it.

Xu Qichen tidied up his desk. He opened the drawer and saw that Xia Zhixu had emptied a whole bookshelf. Worried that he would be tired, he asked, "do you want to drink water?"

"Good." Xia Zhixu took down the last stack of books and put them in the box. He watched Xu Qichen walk out of the room.

Xia Zhi Xu Gan was bored standing there. He saw that the drawer of his desk had been opened on one side of his face. He was curious and went over.

When Xu Qichen came in with two glasses of water, he found Xia Zhixu standing in front of his desk with his back to him, as if he was looking at something.

What's in the desk?

He suddenly thought of a thing, quickly put the glass on the shelf, "don't look at my drawer!"

Xia Zhixu turned around, holding a gray hair band in his hand, and his face showed a little puzzled expression.

Xu Qichen didn't care about anything else at all. He grabbed the hairband from his hand and began to stammer. "How can you look at my drawer?"

"I'm sorry, just now this drawer is so open, I just..." Xia Zhixu frowned suspiciously, "is that hairband yours?"

"Yes, yes."

Xia Zhixu stepped forward, "but you don't play? Isn't your body unfit for strenuous exercise? Why... "

Xu Qichen tucked his hair band into his coat and half turned around to get out of the way. "Well, I'm hungry. I just ordered a pizza. I'll be there soon..."

"It's for me, isn't it?" Xia Zhixu held his hand, his tone was not very firm, half asked and half tested.

Xu Qichen wanted to say no, and wanted to deny it. The reason was that he was too naive and ignorant. He was angry with him and even alienated him for this hair band. Although this was not his original intention, now in retrospect, he just liked Xia Zhixu.

Failed to deliver his injured gift, should have no value.

But when he went to the store again and wanted to return the hairband, he felt reluctant.It was the first time he tried to give away.

Even he could not explain the specific reason, so he carefully preserved this hair band for ten years.

Put it in the drawer of your desk, you can see it every day, just like you can see the bright young man in a white shirt when you close your eyes.

"Is it for me?"

Xia Zhixu's tone was a little weak, and the certainty was reduced again and again.

Forget it, there's no need to hide it.

Xu Qichen took out the hair band from his pocket, handed it to Xia Zhixu, and nodded, "well."

Although he seems a little self righteous when he asks, Xia Zhixu always thinks that he is familiar with this hair band as soon as he sees it, which reminds him of the hair band that his brother left at home when he was a freshman in high school. He only wore it several times, but he abandoned it because of "bad luck" and never used it again.

"Is this really for me? Why... " He didn't finish what he said next. There were too many thoughts in his mind.

Why didn't you give it to him? Why did you hide?

"At that time, when I saw you bring your brother's hair band, I thought I bought it for nothing, and I didn't give it to you." Xu Qichen truthfully explained the situation at that time, "in fact, it's nothing. Originally, I should have told you in advance when I bought this, i..." Before he finished, Xu Qichen was tightly held in his arms by Xia Zhixu.

Xia Zhixu didn't speak, so he held him.

There are so many regrets between them that they can't simply use words like coincidence to describe them. They always feel that the script arranged for them by God is the setting of fate.

"Why do you want to send me a hairband?"

Xu Qichen relieved to smile, "but also why, like you Bai."

"Then why did you ignore me?"

He rubbed against Xia Zhixu's neck again. "I like you, so I'm angry."

At the beginning of so many unclear emotions, so many thoughts that I can't guess, in fact, are just the natural camouflage for children who are new to love.

After picking up the clouds and seeing the fog, I found that it was love that was causing trouble.

"I'm pathetic." Xia Zhixu put his hand down, supported Xu Qichen's thigh, picked him up with the posture of koala, and bumped him up. "When I was young, I was eaten to death by you. When you were angry, I didn't dare to ask why. I tried my best to please you and coax you. The result is because of this, alas."

Xu Qichen tightly hugged his neck, "are you afraid that I will be angry?"

"I'm afraid." Xia Zhixu put him on the table and put his hands on his knees. "I'm going to offer you on the incense table every day. I'll offer you good food and drink. I'll kowtow to you every day. Little ancestor, as long as you are happy every day, I will be very happy. "

Xu Qichen's heart was warm, as if he fell on a fluffy quilt which was exposed to the sun. He stretched out a hand and gently touched Xia Zhixu's face.

He burst out laughing.

"What are you laughing at?" Xu Qichen asked.

Xia Zhixu shook his head. "I just think it's a pity that there is no cat in the zodiac." He seized the hand Xu Qichen had just used to touch himself and pinched his finger. "You are so like a kitten."

When indifference will be isolated from the world, when coquetry and lovely to death.

As long as you give him a lot of tenderness and love, no matter how lonely the stray cat is, it will become docile and willing to follow you home. It will also gently stretch out its claws and touch you, with its beautiful eyes open, as if to say to you.

Be nice to me, I'll be better. ]