He swallowed hard and told himself to calm down! Calm down!
He thought of what his mother had said. It wouldn't be easy for her to let him take care of her.
Furthermore, those misunderstandings were something that a woman could not accept.
"Yanyan, of course I love you this family! But I am the eldest son, and I must return to my parents to be filial, this is my duty! "If you love me, you should think from my perspective, integrate into this city, into this big family, Hai Zhou is a very live-"
"Enough!" Gu Yan stared at him, "I don't want to hear your noble words! In my life, I hate to see the man in the pot while eating in the bowl! "It's just that I didn't expect you to show your ugly face so quickly!"
The scene of Han Yuan hugging that woman and getting on the car, as well as that long hair on the bed, made Gu Yan feel as if she had swallowed a fly! Just thinking about this made her unable to hold back her anger.
"Gu Yan, your words are too harsh! You should know what kind of person I, Han Yuan, am! After all these years, you are the only person in my heart! I've never done anything to let you down! " Han Yuan said.
"Han Yuan, even you don't believe the nonsense you're saying, right?" Gu Yan said coldly.
Han Yuan shook his head. He nearly raised his fist and punched the sky!
What was he going to do to make her believe him? Who could prove his innocence?
"Gu Yan, it's bad for our relationship to always quarrel like this! I don't want to be like you! I just want to live our lives well, just like before — "Han Yuan said again.
"Do we still have feelings? You brought other women into the house, and you say you have feelings for me? If you wanted to live a good life, you wouldn't do that! Don't think that just because I followed you to your hometown, you can do whatever you want! Han Yuan, marrying you is my biggest mistake in this life! If you don't let me off, I will definitely not let you off! "
Finished speaking, Gu Yan turned around and headed to her son's bedroom.
Han Yuan stood there in shock, like a statue. He didn't even have time to react.
Gu Yan's last sentence was like a bomb, causing Han Yuan's heart to bleed!
"Marrying you is the biggest mistake!" This must be the reason why Gu Yan was so picky and cold these days!
That hair was only the last straw that crushed the camel to death.
Ever since he had retired from the army, she had been dissatisfied with him and regretted marrying him!
Han Yuan really did not expect that Gu Yan would completely deny the relationship between them, and completely reject her own choice from the beginning!
He felt a heartache and a chill that he had never felt before.
He loved Gu Yan so much, he loved this family so much, he treated her like a queen and thought about everything for this family. He never thought that in Gu Yan's heart, he would become the biggest "mistake"!
Such a failure!
He had never felt so defeated.
What a proud man he was!
After enrolling in the military through his own hard work, he returned to the army and worked his way through the ranks until he became a team cadre. His youth was dedicated to the military, to the country, and he was proud of his profession!
Even after returning to his hometown, he was still not inferior to others, and was even better than many of his peers. How did Gu Yan see him as a mistake?
Why? Han Yuan could not understand.
Gu Yan was an arrogant woman, her family background was good and she had always been an outstanding student. In her world, it seemed that she was born to be stronger than others, whether it was her career or her marriage, she should be the best.
Han Yuan had also been working hard to be outstanding.
Was it because he was no longer "official" when he returned to Hai Zhou? Was it because Gu Yan was going to restart her work?
Even the incomparably furious and heartbroken Han Yuan could not figure it out.
He clenched his fist and used all his strength to smash into the wall again. He felt a burning pain all of a sudden!
With heavy steps, he arrived at his bedroom and staggered onto his bed.
Swiftly, he sat up again and quickly walked to the door of his son's room. He raised his hand with the intention of knocking on the door, and told Gu Yan to come out! The heck, why did it suddenly turn out to be a 'mistake'? How did laozi become your "mistake"!
However, when he thought of his son, he helplessly let go of him. He couldn't let the conflict between husband and wife affect his son.
His son was his future, his hope, and also the future and hope of the family.
For the sake of his son, just bear with it. I'll talk to you tomorrow.
Han Yuan retreated weakly and closed the door, laying down on the bed in his clothes.
With his eyes closed, Han Yuan's mind was in a mess. Gu Yan's words were like a spell wrapped around his heart, making him unable to let it go.
He got up and went to the bathroom. He washed his face and found that he looked tired, his hair very long, and he looked ten years older.
Only then did he remember that he hadn't gone for a haircut in a long time.
Han Yuan was a signature military man with a buzz cut, and he felt uncomfortable just by being a little longer.
Looking at the time, it was not even ten o'clock. The barber shop downstairs was probably still open.
Han Yuan locked the door and went downstairs.
He came to the "Everyone's Liangliang Hair House" near the residential area. Ever since he came to live in this district, he had been cutting his hair in this barber shop.
There were quite a few luxury beauty salons nearby. Han Yuan never went there, but he could see the shampoo girls and barbers there who didn't know how to cut their hair. They only knew how to touch.
The salon was a small barbershop, with a shopkeeper, two barbers and two shampoo girls.
The owner was a woman of about 30 years of age. She was petite and capable. Han Yuan heard everyone call her Sister Lian, and some of the older customers also called her A-Lian.
There were quite a lot of people at the barber's shop, and both the master and the head washer were busy.
"Big brother, you're here!" A-Lian warmly welcomed him. "Let me wash you first!"
"Ok." Han Yuan came inside and laid on the bed. He couldn't help but sigh.
"Big Brother, are you in a bad mood?" Arlene asked, smiling as she washed him.
"Hur Hur — —" Han Yuan smiled but did not answer.
At this moment, he heard a child's voice beside him, "Mom, I want to eat ice cream — —"
"No, eating ice cream at this late hour will give you a stomachache, and at noon tomorrow Mom will buy it for you," Arlene said.
"No, I want to eat now —" The boy pursed his lips unwillingly.
Han Yuan turned his head and saw that it was a kid who was about the same age as his son. He casually asked, "Your son is already this old?"
"Yeah, in the second half of the year, he's in primary school!" Aaron laughed.
After washing up, Han Yuan sat up straight and smiled at the well-built child. "You're so lucky to have such a young child!"
"Hehe, we were married before we even started school. Right now, we only hope that our children can be better than us and learn more. However, it's really difficult to go to school in this city!" "Without a local hukou, public schools are inaccessible, and private schools are too expensive! "But you're worrying me to death!"
"Choosing a good school for your child is very important —" Han Yuan said. "A private school is a bit expensive, but the teachers and environment are also good. It's better than a public school —"
"But the school fees are too expensive, I don't think I can afford it," A-Lian said helplessly.
"I have a friend who is a manager of a private school. I'll ask around and see if I can give you a discount —" Han Yuan quickly said. His son, Han Hong, was studying at this school.
"Thank you so much, Big Brother!" "Brother, you've been here for more than half a year now, and I still don't know your surname."
"My surname is Han. I'm older than you, right?" Han Yuan laughed. "It's not wrong to call me Big Bro!"
"Haha, big brother looks so young." A-Lian laughed. "He's only in his early thirties."
"Almost four, but my son is about the same age as yours. It's better for us to get married early!" Han Yuan laughed.
Just then, a man in his thirties came in. He was well-built and had a thick gold chain around his neck. He was holding a little girl in his hand. He was about four years old.
When the little girl saw A-Lian, she excitedly shouted, "Mom, dad took me to buy candy, look —"
After saying that, he fished out a few lollipops from his pocket and didn't forget to give one to his brother.
"Your son and daughter are both perfect!" Han Yuan was extremely envious.
"Yes, the first one was a son, and he wanted to give birth to a daughter. Fortunately, that wish came true!" "The two children are under a lot of pressure!"
"Pressure is motivation, children are hope, the two of them really make people jealous!" That cute little girl is really likable.
Han Yuan really liked children, and he really wanted to have another daughter. Her daughter was his father's little cotton-padded jacket, and her son was his father's iron fist. Only with both children could he truly be happy.
Everyone said that his daughter would follow his father. He always thought that if he had a daughter, she would definitely be a great beauty.
Unfortunately, the country's policies didn't allow it. He could only have such a precious son in this lifetime, and wanting his daughter's wish was impossible.
Han Yuan couldn't help but sigh in his heart.
Life was not as good as expected, and now, he couldn't even reconcile his relationship with Gu Yan, so what was there to think about?
Not only did A-Lian not accept Han Yuan's money, she even gave him a haircut for the whole year, which surprised him a little.
He had just casually said a few words. No wonder the business was doing so well, since the Lady Boss would be in trouble.
"I can't accept this." Han Yuan laughed. "I don't know if it will work. Besides, even if it does, I can't accept it. I only have one thing to do, and you have to help me cut my hair this year. That's' first class'. You can't compare —"
Han Yuan insisted on not accepting the money. Furthermore, he gave Han Yuan the money he got from the haircut today. Twenty yuan was only a few hundred yuan per year. To Han Yuan, it was not money at all, but to the store, it was real income.
Han Yuan respected every worker.
This point, Gu Yan was very different from him.
Gu Yan was naturally superior and was unwilling to get close to the low class. She even disliked the low class citizens and felt that they were of poor quality. Han Yuan, on the other hand, liked to get close to these people. He liked to chat with them and listen to their stories about his life.
This was the influence his father had brought him.
His father had come out of the countryside to join the revolution and retired to the hall level. He was very enthusiastic about all the relatives in his hometown, especially those who still lived in the countryside, and his father took special care of them.
Father used to say to him: "Fathers and villagers are our roots, the people at the bottom are our cornerstone, without them we would not be here, so no matter where we live or how high our official positions are, we cannot forget our fellow villagers and must do our best to help them."
Han Yuan firmly remembered these words.