A sleepless night.
The sleepless night, every minute is so hard to bear, the night is as long as a century.
Han Yuan woke up as soon as the sky brightened.
He didn't have to go to work anymore. He wanted to serve his son breakfast, then send him to calligraphy class and take him swimming in the afternoon.
His mother's words were right, he couldn't let Gu Yan control the child. He had to try hard to stay with his son and give all of his time to his son, so that his son could grow healthy under his influence.
Thus, Han Yuan went downstairs to buy food.
Then he came back and made some vegetable and egg noodles for his son and cut some fruit for him and waited for him to get up and eat.
At seven-thirty, Hong'er got up to pee.
When he saw his father, there was actually a hint of fear in his eyes. He weakly looked at his father, but when he passed by his father, he didn't have any expression, nor did he call out to him.
In the past, the first thing Han Hong did after he got up was to find his father and call for him.
Han Yuan picked him up and kissed him on the cheek, saying in pain, "Darling, go brush your teeth and wash your face. Daddy made you delicious egg noodles, and your favorite kiwi fruit."
Han Hong looked at him in a strange way, but he didn't say anything. There was a kind of silent resistance in his eyes.
"What's wrong? "Darling?" Han Yuan asked.
"You're a bad guy …" Han Hong was silent for a long time. Finally, he said with his mouth closed and tears streaming down his face.
"No, son, father is not a bad man! "No!" Han Yuan said heartbroken, "Your mom said that because she was angry. Dad never does bad things, Daddy loves Su'er the most, Daddy is a good person —"
"You're a bad person," Hong'er cried. "You hit Mom, you're going to get a divorce, you don't need Mom and me anymore."
Han Yuan closed his eyes in heartache!
Gu Yan's words had taken root in his son's heart! His son really thought that he was a bad guy so quickly! I really won't tell him to ignore me! This was too scary!
"No, honey, Daddy didn't hit Mom, never! "Daddy won't reject you, you will always be Daddy's most beloved and treasured child. No matter what, Daddy will always be with you!" Han Yuan said in heartache.
"But, you have to divorce your mother!" Han Hong cried and said, "My friend Little Min, just dad and mom divorced. She has no dad, so I don't want to have no dad!"
"No, Daddy will always be there. Daddy won't leave you, baby! I will never leave you! " Han Yuan hugged Hong'er tightly.
His son's words shattered his heart into countless pieces. Gu Yan had poisoned her son like this, she was truly a venomous woman!
"Don't divorce mama," Han Hong cried. "I don't want to be without mama. I want mama and mama to be together —"
Han Yuan's eyes instantly became wet!
A son is a good son, he really is a good son! He was so sensible, so clever, so understanding. But his little heart was so sensitive, and he saw it all as it really was.
It was his fault, his bad father! His mother was right. He wasn't worthy of being a father. If he didn't give his son a happy, warm and healthy home, then he would be a father in vain!
But could he agree to his son's request? Are you sure you don't want to get divorced? If so, he would spend the rest of his life in a family that was as cold as a tomb. He would rather die than live!
For the sake of his son, could he do this? In the end, no matter how cold Gu Yan was when she attacked him and abandoned him, he would accept it, just for his son, okay?
No! He couldn't do it! The voice in his heart told him that he couldn't do it!
Han Yuan struggled painfully in his heart. He could not defy the voice in his heart. He did not want to live like this anymore. He no longer wanted to live together with Gu Yan! He had to leave this place and start a new life for himself!
But what about his son? Give it to Gu Yan? He couldn't bear it, nor was he willing to accept it.
What should he do?
"Darling, you won't be without a father, I will always be your father! Dad and Mom, Dad and Mom will discuss the matter, because we all love Su! If Dad and Mom divorced, would you like to divorce Mom or Dad? " Han Yuan thought about it and decided to ask his son directly.
"I don't want — I don't want my father to divorce my mother — I want my father — I want my mother too — I don't want to have no father —" Han Hong could no longer hold back his tears.
His son's sad crying made Han Yuan unable to control his tears!
What a sin to hurt such a small child! He cursed himself a thousand times in his heart, unable to forgive himself.
When Gu Yan heard the crying, she immediately walked out of the room. Her hair was in disarray and her face was as black as a man's.
She walked to Han Yuan's side, and without a word, she carried Han Hong and angrily rebuked him, "Han Yuan, let me tell you again, you want a divorce, you're dreaming! If you want a son, dream about it! "
Han Yuan gritted his teeth and looked at Gu Yan.
At this moment, he truly had the impulse to give up all hope. He wanted to rush up and strangle this woman to death! He wanted to strangle this wicked woman who had no humanity or motherhood! That would be the end of it!
However, he still controlled his emotions, and his mother's words rang in his ears: You must be calm, you must think things through, you must not be impulsive!
His clenched fists relaxed again.
For the sake of his son, he had to endure! They could not quarrel in front of their son. This would only increase their fear and hurt them more. He couldn't ruin his son.
He finished his breakfast alone and took his bag out.
He had nowhere to go, but he had to go in order to get some fresh air. Otherwise, his grave-like home would suffocate him to death.
After the typhoon had left, the rain in Haizhou was exceptionally cool.
Han Yuan was driving the car to the outskirts of the city, aimlessly driving along the road.
Unknowingly, they left the city and the scenery before their eyes widened.
Suddenly, he slowed down as he saw a huge expanse of blue in front of him.
This blue factory took up at least ten acres of land. Apart from two five-storey office buildings, the rest were all blue-colored buildings. The color of the ocean blue was especially refreshing and eye-catching in this factory.
When the car arrived not far from the door, Han Yuan shockingly discovered three large blue words embedded on it: Blue Flavor!
Then look at the copper plate hanging at the gate: Haizhou Blue Flavor Food Co., Ltd.
This was A Lan's business!
Han Yuan was shocked! So big!
Right at this moment, Han Yuan saw A Lan's white BMW drive over from the opposite side. The door slowly opened and the white BMW drove in.
Han Yuan discovered that there were four boxes of seafood trucks parked in the huge courtyard. It seemed like they were all ready to go.
Lan got out of the car. She was wearing a khaki business suit and her hair was tied up.
She spoke a few words to the lead driver, then opened the rear door of each truck and checked the products inside. After making sure there were no problems, she nodded and the eight drivers got into the driver's seat.
Han Yuan quickly backed the car up to a corner. Luckily he wasn't discovered by A Lan just now.
Where do the four cars go? Han Yuan did not know.
He knew very little about A Lan's business, only a little about it from the material that Lin Tian had written last time. It seemed to be destined for the central provinces, with more than two convoys a day, as well as large cities such as Beijing and Shanghai, where seafood was flown by air.
Looking at such a big factory and such a big business, Han Yuan suddenly felt that he was overestimating himself!
Before, he didn't know much about A Lan's business. He only knew that she was a rich woman and didn't know that she had such a big business.
Looking at it now, he really felt that the difference between him and A'Lan was too great!
A successful woman, a woman with so much money, why should she fall in love with an old man who has nothing to offer?
How can you love such an excellent, beautiful, intelligent woman when you are a scumbag with no career and no hope of getting divorced?
Han Yuan, calling you a toad wanting to eat swan meat is too fitting!
Stop dreaming! She's not yours, not before, not now, not in the future! You should just give up on that thought!
However …
Han Yuan also felt that A'Lan's love for him was so sincere, so passionate, and so overwhelming!
She said she loved him, from the first moment she saw him!
What did she love about him?
He really did not understand! [I don't think there is anything I can take out except this stinky little bag!] Was she in love with him? But, for a woman as beautiful and successful as her, what kind of man did she want?
It would not be difficult to get a strong and powerful man; it would not be a problem to get a simple and handsome little piece of fresh meat. It would also be very easy to get close to an influential man!
Why did she fall in love with him?
Han Yuan laughed at himself. Impossible, she was just empty and lonely and needed someone to accompany her. She needed a man, and it just so happened that he appeared, so it was him.
You, Han Yuan, are just a tool for me to warm my bed!
What love and emotion, they were all lies! Liar! At what age, do you still believe in love? You still believe in feelings? What a joke!
Han Yuan started the car and left the smell of blue in desolation.
Where to? I don't know.
It was still early, so he was in no hurry to go home and cook for his son.
Now, he seemed to have no other use for anything other than cooking for his son. He was a cook, an unwelcome cook who begged to be made.
The whole world was busy except for him. He had no job, no money, but he had plenty of time! He was just an idle person! An idle idler!
Haha! Han Yuan suddenly laughed out loud! He could not control his laughter!
How good! He had lived for nearly forty years, but he had lived to such an extent! To be a poor worm with nothing to do! He had become a notorious villain! He had become a joke in the eyes of many in the Haizhou newspaper industry!
Haha! Haha! Haha!
Han Yuan laughed as he drove. He could not control his laughter. Tears were streaming down his face! The large stone fell onto the steering wheel.
A black Mondeo sped along the cold road outside the city, and the man in the car laughed and cried.
This was a century-long shot. It was Han Yuan's most tragic shot of his life. It was a scene he would never forget for the rest of his life!
The car stopped. Han Yuan's laughter also stopped, but his tears were still flowing.
His cell phone rang. He picked it up and saw that it was Lan's.
Han Yuan felt a stab of pain in his heart and threw his phone onto the back seat.