After each of us received a stick of incense, we knelt down. After kneeling down, under the guidance of the staff, we put a stick of incense on Lin Jing's coffin and kowtowed three times.
After the three knocks, none of us wanted to stand up from the ground. We all knelt there for a long time, as if Lin Jing's leaving gave us a heavy blow, and felt that the sky seemed to have stepped on.
Finally, it was Lin Jing's father who came to persuade us. We just stood up, then moved to Lin Jing's coffin and sobbed there.
About half an hour later, after almost all the funeral guests arrived, they began to eat. The whole funeral procession ate there.
Although we got up so early, we couldn't eat this banquet at all. After two mouthfuls, we didn't eat any more. Instead, we wanted to have a last look at Lin Jing.
Finally, after the banquet was finished, we began to prepare to go up the mountain. After the funeral rituals were ready, we started to follow the funeral procession and lift it all the way to the hill of their village. Then we arrived at the hillside and got to the pit prepared in advance. Then we buried the coffin in it.
After that, I saw Lin Jing's parents crying there in a mess, especially Lin Jing's mother, who was the saddest to cry there. I didn't hear what she was crying very clearly. But after listening to a sentence, it made my heart feel very sad and sad.
I only heard her say: "daughter, this place was originally the place where your father and I were going to be buried when we died, but I didn't expect you to go ahead and turn into a white haired man and send the black haired man away..."
Hearing this, all of us couldn't help kneeling there and crying loudly. At last, after the burial teams buried all Lin Jing's coffins in the ground, our funeral team began to leave slowly.
With the help of relatives and friends, Lin Jing's parents began to go back. When they came back, everyone's heart was very heavy and uncomfortable.
As I came back, I casually looked at the mountains and water along the way. The most important thing is the people here. I remember that when I was with Lin Jing before, Lin Jing once promised me that when we graduated, she would take me to her hometown to have a look and have a look. What I never thought was that I came to Lin Jing's hometown for the first time. It was because of this That's how it comes.
Looking at the flowers and grass here, the country roads here, the simple people here before, and the kind faces of Lin Jing's parents, I really don't know what it's like.
After we returned to Lin Jing's home, Lin Jing's parents expressed their deep gratitude for our coming.
After that, we sat down in their house and chatted with Lin Jing's parents there. Originally, we were going to go back immediately, but at this time, Lin Jing's parents insisted that we stay for lunch. Later, we didn't insist and decided to go after lunch.
After that, Lin Jing's parents talked with us about a lot of things when Lin Jing was a child. When I heard that, I felt miserable.
When I was about to have lunch, I went into the kitchen to help. I overheard Lin Jing's distant cousin say, "ah, I don't know how long my cousin will live after she leaves. I don't think my uncle will live for several days."
I listened, immediately surprised to ask: "how do you say that?"
Later, I learned that his uncle was Lin Jing's father. The reason why he said that was because of an important thing, that is, Lin Jing's father was in the advanced stage of gastric cancer. In order to help his father cure, Lin Jing suffered a lot.
After hearing this news, I was even more shocked. If Lin Jing was gone, what would they do? You know, Lin Jing died just to save me. What should they do in the future?
At this time, I really want to kneel down in front of Lin Jing's parents and say to them, mom and Dad, my son will provide for you in the future!
But at present, I can only think about these things in my heart, and I can't tell them directly, because there are too many reasons. After all, Lin Jing has just left. I don't want his parents to bear more trouble and pressure. In fact, I still have some selfishness. I don't want others to know that Lin Jing died to save me, at least I haven't Have the courage to tell them the truth.
After that, we began to eat lunch, because I didn't have any appetite for lunch, and more importantly, because of the incident just now, so my mood was very irritable. I wanted to tell them what I really wanted to do, but I was afraid that they were really sad, so I was very tangled and uncomfortable.
At this time, Lin Jing's mother came over, and then pulled me to the side, and then whispered: "Yang Yang, you used to go to school with my daughter, right?"
Lin Jing's mother asked, at this time I was naturally embarrassed to hide, nodded and said: "en!"As soon as I finished, Lin Jing's mother shook her head and sighed: "I'm so sorry, my daughter is sorry for you!"
When Lin Jing's mother said this, I was immediately surprised. I was very puzzled and said, "Auntie, don't say that. There's nothing I'm sorry about. I'm sorry..."
Lin Jing's mother sighed and said, "in fact, the person Lin Jing really likes is you. He always likes you, but later Oh, I'm really sorry. In fact, we all know that you are a very good young man! "
When Lin Jing's mother said this, I was confused. I didn't understand why she said this, and I didn't understand whether she wanted to tell me what she said or what Lin Jing wanted to tell me when she was alive. But I didn't quite understand. Was it because she abandoned me and married Lu Jun that she wanted to say sorry to me?
In order to comfort Lin Jing's mother, I said, "Auntie, don't say that. Lin Jing didn't really feel sorry for me. This emotional thing is what you love and I wish!"
Lin Jing's mother listened to me and said with a smile: "I know you are a good young man, but it's a pity that our daughter Lin Jing is not so lucky..."
After Lin Jing's mother finished this sentence, the corner of her eyes became moist again, as if she thought of the heavy blow Lin Jing's sudden departure brought to her.