Volume 6 - CH 110.2

The viewers of the stream are having an uproar.

“they’re both the owners? both?? are you serious?!”

“its not exactly impossible… this is a nightmare, so perhaps, the owner… is dreaming as both of them?”

“like I can get normal nightmares, but then… who is the actor outside the nightmare? how do you even control two characters at once?”

“im confused, i dont get what kinda… state the owner is in?”

“schizophrenic state (literal)”

“no, but i mean… is there really ke zhu and xie ji in the world, or are they actually the same person but just different personalities?”

“if they’re actually the same person, I think I get why the nightmare has all the conflicts”

“but… still, if theyre already the same person, then how did the nightmare even come about?

it makes sense if one of them died while engaged and the other one is traumatised and has ptsd in nightmares, but if not… it makes no sense”

“clinical narcissism?”

“not that it looks like that from how they’ve been acting so far…”

“another possibility is that they both exist, but one died in the hellfire, that’s why the one left behind, in his or her pain, decided to act like they’re the one they loved, and then acts out this drama in their nightmare forever, as if everything is stopped just before the apocalypse;

it restarts as soon as the hellfire strikes, because thats what the nightmare owner wants to see”

“it’s just a nightmare though, isn’t that lying to their own selves?”

“so maybe the owner is KZ and XJ is who he fantasised himself to be in the nightmares from extreme pain and regret, and he’s reliving everything…?”

“hmm… i think i understand now”

“but confirmation will depend on who dies in the hellfire; we have no idea who it was in the last two runs”

Of course, it’s not just the stream’s viewers who are completely stunned, but so are the Missiontakers.

Especially Buzzcut, who is looking at Wu Jian and Ke Zhu like they have just told him ‘the piece of chocolate you just ate is one of those piles of shit with a chocolate flavour.

It’s quite the disgusting metaphor, but it does convey about the same amount of shock factor.

He murmurs, “so this Nightmare really has two Nightmare owners?” Then he immediately backtracks on the thought, “or possibly, a simple split personality? The subconscious of his self has been reflected in the Nightmare?

This means that one of them did die, and the other person had a Nightmare because of that.”

Fei thinks about it and analyses it deeply, before bitterly chuckling to say, “although it’s equally likely to be either of them…”

Ding Yi ponders about it, before proposing, “if it’s uncertain, then why don’t we simply put it aside to think about the Ending instead?”

The other Missiontakers seem to snap awake, and immediately agree.

If this path of thought is a complete dead-end, then they might as well think outside the box to figure out an Ending for this Nightmare.

Then they stumble onto that question – to live or to die?

Would Ke Zhu and Xie Ji, want to survive together, or to die together?

The Missiontakers are now looking at the engaged couple.

As the Missiontakers had their epiphany, the couple has been looking at each other with this complicated gaze, of both longing, and of anxiety.

They both have a lot they want to say, but neither can produce a word. They hold irreconcilable opinions, but they still deeply love each other.

The Missiontakers fall into thought.

Lin Qin is looking at the couple, and then tilts his head to ask Xü Beijin quietly, “is this how people who like each other behave?”

Xü Beijin was watching the Nightmare’s progress along, and feels the mood has taken a left turn at Fifth and Bananas when he hears that out of nowhere.

After a brief, awkward silence, he answers, “no, not normally,” he explains, “at least, an Apocalypse isn’t something that should be expected to befall anyone’s life.”

“But it has befallen us, rather than not,” Lin Qin responds, “that’s what all the other Missiontakers are saying.”

The corner of Xü Beijin’s mouth twitches.

He knows what Lin Qin is getting at – he wants to say, since they have met it already, then in the future, they will not have to argue about it again in the future.

Oh goodness, why is he able to follow Lin Qin’s strange brain logic now?

Then Lin Qin adds, “but even if another Apocalypse happens to us, we will definitely not argue.”

Here, Xü Beijin’s interest has been piqued, “how do you see the Apocalypse, then?”

Lin Qin, though, asks, “what do you mean how I see it?”

“Uh, for example, if I told you, the Apocalypse is coming, and you are going to die…”

Xü Beijin finds himself less and less sure about what he’s saying, but he keeps going, “and something like that, what would you think?”

“Think?”

Lin Qin falls silent, thinking about it for a while, and answers, “I think I’d want to know, who caused me to die.”

Xü Beijin is surprised.

Lin Qin says, “if only the Apocalypse can simply be punched away…”

Xü Beijin “…”

What in the name of all that is good and holy is the little apple going on about?!