Chapter 539 I'm not reconciled
Does Liu Qing have any grievances?
Of course he has.
This resentment is not about breaking up.
The two got along to the back, and Huo Zhenzhen asked him more and more and more and more accusations against him. He would also feel tired living together.
We have only been together for a few years, and we have had a very happy time, and that time was the only time in his life that he could feel happy for more than ten years after he dropped out of school.
I have deep feelings for that woman, and I have a lot of imagination about their future.
paid so much effort to let him give up, he couldn't do it.
However, before the rebirth, Huo Zhenzhen proposed to break up with him. Although she felt pain in her heart, she agreed.
There is no other reason, just one point-everyone has the qualifications to pursue happiness, feels that it is not suitable to be together, and proposes to break up, that is also what it should be.
Own deep love is not a reason to delay the happiness of others.
What he hated at that time was also the injustice of fate, which gave him happiness, but did not give him the ability to keep it.
It wasn't until later that he knew the truth, that Huo Zhenzhen had already had that kind of relationship with her manager before breaking up with him, and in this case, he had sucked blood on him for more than a year, and then he began to resent this woman. .
In his opinion, this woman ruined his life.
At that time, there was even an extreme idea of dying with that woman.
It’s just that they didn’t find each other a few times.
The resentment in my heart has never had the opportunity to vent until it is reborn.
After being reborn, he chose another life.
A choice like also destined him to die with Huo Zhenzhen.
——A person still has a future to look forward to, so he will not have many extreme thoughts.
I still have a bright future, and there is no need to die with a selfish and mean woman.
But that doesn't mean he doesn't have hatred for Huo Zhenzhen.
Hate is still there.
He is not the kind of person who is very forgiving.
It's just that his status is also destined that he can't be the kind of person who cares about everything.
He has been thinking about when he will meet this woman, show his current luxurious life in front of this woman, and let her fall into regret for the rest of his life.
It’s just that it’s okay to meet by chance, and deliberately seeking to meet him is too inconsistent with his status as the president of Tianyuan Group.
——Many times people are bound by their status and cannot pursue some vulgar happiness.
Today, this was a chance encounter that he did not expect, and the other party took the initiative to invite him to chat.
At this time, he finally said what he wanted to say for a long time.
- You can break up, you can go after your happiness, but you shouldn't.
- That's wicked.
When he said this, he still reminded himself that it was not the little security guard who was struggling at the bottom of the society, but the president of Tianyuan Group.
In the face of his ex, he needs to remain as decent as he should be.
He controlled his emotions, lest he get out of control and lose the decency of a big group president.
His expression looked calm and his tone was calm, as if he was evaluating someone else's story.
However, in his calm voice, Huo Zhenzhen heard a very strong hatred.
She lowered her head and was silent for a while, before she said:
"I know, that would be very bad for you, and when I did it myself, I was condemned by my conscience."
Liu Qing smiled: "Oh? Is there still such a thing?"
Huo Zhenzhen looked at him and said, "I said, I don't like that person, I just chose to be with him in order to have a normal life. In my heart, the only person I have liked is you."
Liu Qing had to admire her. At this time, she was still able to say that she liked him.
He smiled and said: "So, the way you express your love is that you have another man, you have to spend my money, you have to be picky about me, you are picky in life, and you degrade me to nothing? Do you think I am a man? Masochist, will you make me feel happy when you act like that?"
"I know that will make you unhappy, and seeing you sad makes me sad too."
Huo Zhenzhen's eyes turned red again and said:
"But I have no other choice. I know that you love me very much, more than yourself. I am afraid that if you break up with you peacefully, you will never forget me, there is no way to break up with the past, and there is no way to hug new life."
"So I can only be that kind of bad guy, spending your money, picking on your thorns, behaving badly in every way, and being very harsh to you. After breaking up like this, you won't think about me anymore, that way. You can start your new life."
said, her tears fell again:
"Liu Qing, you know? I'd rather you hate me than you still love me, and can't let go of me. I'm not a woman worthy of your love, I don't deserve your feelings, I can only do that, I can only choose to be cold and violent to you, and let you take the initiative to give up on me."
"In those days, seeing you in pain made me feel very sad. But in order to make you forget me, I had to do that."
Liu Qingqi laughed: "Then I really want to thank you."
The reason Huo Zhenzhen said could not be completely untenable. He had seen similar statements on the Internet - he didn't want to live with the other party, and he was afraid that breaking up with the other party would hurt the other party, so he used cold violence to the other party and let them go. The other party couldn't stand that kind of life and took the initiative to break up.
Those who say that may feel that they are very kind, and they are sacrificing their own image to protect the other party, and the whole person is full of the aura of the Virgin.
However, such kindness is just a kind of hypocritical kindness.
No one needs such hypocrisy.
What's more, Huo Zhenzhen can't even be considered hypocritical like that.
Love makes people blind, when you like someone, you will have a heavy filter, and you can't see what the other person is doing.
However, without the filter of love, everything can be seen clearly.
At that time, Huo Zhenzhen might really have the idea of making him take the initiative to break up, and he would make unreasonable troubles in some things and behave very badly.
To say that it is for his own good, it is really nonsense.
When asked for money, he really wanted it, and squeezed all the money in his hands to get nothing left.
Here, there is no goodwill at all.
Liu Qing still remembers that after the two broke up, he not only had no money, but also owed thousands of dollars to Huabei.
At that time, there was no room for him at all.
If there is no such greedy operation, he may believe it.
But there is such an operation before, saying that it is for his own good, he can't believe it.
Hearing these words, he didn't hit anyone, he felt that his self-discipline was already very good.
Huo Zhenzhen heard his sarcasm, blushed a bit, still lowered her head and said:
"I know you may not believe it. Actually, I didn't think about spending a penny of your money. I remember how much you spent for me. My money is there and I haven't touched it. I didn't save it for myself. Yes, but for you. My thought at that time was that when we broke up, I would give you back all the money you spent on me. Emotionally, I'm sorry for you, but financially, I don't want to I owe you, and I hope you can live well."
Liu Qing resisted the urge to hit someone.
This nonsense can deceive others, it is impossible to deceive him.
Because he was reborn, until he had a car accident, he never saw Huo Zhenzhen pay him a penny.
Save money for him, go to hell.
He has long seen clearly that money is more important to this woman than her life. He can **** his blood for so long without any emotional foundation for money. How can he still pay back the money after breaking up? give him?
It's just that it's hard to tell about the rebirth. Huo Zhenzhen insisted that he had such a plan, and he couldn't show any evidence to deny it.
"Liu Qing, whether you believe it or not, I have to tell you that from beginning to end, I have only you in my heart." Huo Zhenzhen said.
Liu Qing shook his head and said helplessly: "Everyone is an adult, so don't say such things. I know how you treated me in those years, I know, and you know, there is no need to say that, keep a little adult. Humans are supposed to be decent, don't they?"
Huo Zhenzhen cried: "what I said is true. In fact, after we broke up, I regretted it. When I was with you, I didn't cherish it, and took it for granted that you treated me a lot. Wait until we After the breakup, without you by my side, I realized what exactly I lost."
"What is it?" Liu Qing asked curiously.
"He is someone who truly loves me, someone who will forgive me no matter how unreasonable I make trouble, someone who takes care of me meticulously, someone who cares about me all the time." Huo Zhenzhen said with tears.
Liu Qing thought to himself: "It's all lined up for comparison, it should be a draft, right?"
He believed that Huo Zhenzhen regretted it, but he would not believe that Huo Zhenzhen regretted knowing that she still had feelings for him.
He knew, that's not the case.
Before his rebirth, he watched the short video that Manager Huang and Huo Zhenzhen posted on the Poxyin platform. Some showed their affection, some showed off their children. The screen was full of happiness, but there was no regret.
Of course, this is also impossible to say.
With his rebirth, Huo Zhenzhen's life has also changed. Many things that should have happened did not happen, and he had no way to prove that Huo Zhenzhen was lying.
But he knew it was a lie.
If it wasn't for rebirth, facing Huo Zhenzhen's words, he might still believe it, but it was just her momentary confusion.
With the matter of rebirth, he would not believe even a single punctuation mark in such an explanation.
What's more, even if it's not rebirth, for a woman who has already betrayed him, it is impossible for him to reconcile with the other party.
A normal man can't do that.
"Some things, you don't cherish when you have them, and you only know how precious they are when you lose them. After breaking up, I realized that the few years I spent with you were the happiest time in my life."
Huo Zhenzhen continued her performance,
"I know that I don't deserve to have your feelings anymore. I just hope that you will be happy every day for the rest of my life. No matter which mountain or temple I pass by, I will pray for you, and pray that you will be happy and happy. "
When I said this, tears were streaming down my face.
It seems that at least she was moved by herself.
But in Liu Qing's heart, there is only disgust.
I feel a special shame that I once liked this woman.
- Were you blind at that time?
"Are you finished?" he asked calmly.
Huo Zhenzhen was stunned for a moment, then looked up at him.
There was a hint of despair in his sad expression.
Chu Chu said pitifully: "I know you won't believe me anymore..."
"Since you know, don't say it anymore." Liu Qing said, "Although I don't read much, I'm not that stupid. I may be deceived for a while, but it is impossible to be deceived for a lifetime. I can tell what you do to me. clear."
Huo Zhenzhen fell silent.
Liu Qing stood up: "If there is nothing else, then I will leave."
"Liu Qing," Huo Zhenzhen stopped him, "we have been together for a few years, don't you have any nostalgia for me?"
Liu Qing shook his head: "No, it is impossible."
If it is a normal breakup, there may still be a souvenir.
It is quite normal for men and women to separate and combine. It cannot be said that the people you meet at the beginning will be able to be with you until you grow old.
In a relationship, after all, there are some beautiful things that can be nostalgic.
But they didn't break up normally, he was deceived and betrayed.
It took a long time to realize that the so-called beauty before was just a fake performance.
There is no emotion between them, only one-sided giving, only being used.
All the seemingly beautiful things, in retrospect, are huge ironies.
reminded him how stupid he was back then.
In the face of this woman, Liu Qing didn't mind speaking so bluntly.
Huo Zhenzhen was silent for a while, picked up the sadness on her face, sighed, smiled bitterly, and said:
"You won't believe anything I say, will you?"
Liu Qing smiled: "What do you think?"
Huo Zhenzhen said mockingly: "Yes, you shouldn't believe it anymore, after all, I'm such a selfish woman. In your opinion, I'm telling you all this because you're rich, right?"
"Otherwise?" Liu Qing asked rhetorically.
"It should be," Huo Zhenzhen smiled, "if you don't have money, maybe I've already married that manager Huang and have children, and I'll be glad that I made the right choice, and I was able to stop the loss in time and choose to break up with you. "
After talking for so long, she finally told the truth.
Liu Qing can conclude this.
Because, before the rebirth, he saw the truth like this.
"Aren't you married yet?" he asked again.
means nothing but curiosity.
Huo Zhenzhen shook her head and said, "I can't pass my own level without getting married."
"Which level?" Liu Qing asked.
"Obviously I had the opportunity to be a billionaire's wife, but I gave up." Huo Zhenzhen said.
At this time, a regretful expression appeared on her face.
This time, she really regretted it:
"I can not be reconciled!"
(end of this chapter)