Chapter 542： farther and farther away

Chapter 542 Farther and farther is once

Everyone has their own dreams and their own calamities.

Many times, that disaster in life comes from your own dreams.

Huo Zhenzhen's dream is to become a city dweller, to have his own house in this city, to have a stable job, and to have a secure future life.

Never again become homeless.

This was her biggest wish when she was living on the street, and it became her heart robbery.

Achieving this dream is the biggest pursuit in her life.

Liu Qing was kind to her, of course she knew, and it was not without her gratitude.

I also once thought about improving myself, being able to find a more stable job, and relying on my own ability to realize that dream.

However, after working hard for a long time, from a small security guard to a company clerk, I also took a junior accounting certificate. After spending a few years in the workplace, I gradually understood the upper limit of my ability.

She has almost reached the upper limit of her career, and it is impossible to achieve such a goal with her own abilities.

——She doesn't even have the qualifications to take the intermediate accounting certificate, and she can only reach that level in the workplace.

Unless you can start your own business.

However, starting a business has the possibility of making money and losing money.

She who once made herself penniless and lived on the street, thought that she might lose her entire life, so she gave up the idea of ​​starting a business.

I once thought about letting Liu Qing improve herself and find a better job.

But after trying hard, I gave up.

Neither of them is that.

By their own efforts, there is really no way to achieve her dream.

She came out after falling out with her family. Liu Qing is a person who has no family and has no conditions to return to the countryside.

She also didn’t want to run out after falling out with her family, and finally returned to the countryside.

That would be too much of a failure.

Without a house, if they marry Liu Qing and have children, they can only rent a house for the rest of their lives, and they can only afford to rent a very small house, and their children cannot get a good education.

She shuddered at the thought of such a future.

That was not the life she wanted.

In this case, she began to have other ideas-whether or not to get married and have children.

There will always be some temptations in life, especially for a young girl like her.

As long as he is not ugly, someone will come after him.

When she could not see the way forward, Manager Huang became an option for her.

She can't get through this disaster in her life by herself, but Manager Huang can help her get through it.

The house and the stable life in the future are more tempting to her than Liu Qing's kindness to her.

In the end, Manager Huang was chosen.

It's not that she has no feelings for Liu Qing, and she is not a grass. Knowing how good Liu Qing is to her, the two also had a very sweet time.

It’s just that love can’t match reality.

House and money have a much longer shelf life than love.

As for why it is so bad to face Liu Qing later...

When a person can ask for anything and his conditions are not so good, it is difficult to control his hands.

She was never a person of high morals.

There are not many people with high morals in this world.

In addition, some businesses put some soft articles in the media in order to encourage women to consume, so that many women think that it is only right for men to spend money on themselves.

In such a cultural atmosphere, many women think that men who are unwilling to spend money on women are bad men, and men who are unable to spend money on women are useless men.

Men must use money to prove their love.

The    atmosphere was like this, and the guilt in her heart gradually disappeared, and she felt that after being with this man for a few years, what she got was what she should get.

Even gradually, I will feel that I have gained too little.

Those who are loved are fearless, those who are deeply loved are riddled with holes.

poor person must have something mean.

Hateful people must also be pitiful.

If it wasn't for Liu Qing's sudden wealth after breaking up, she wouldn't think she did anything wrong.

Liu Qing suddenly became rich after breaking up. She felt that what she did was wrong was not that she had failed Liu Qing's goodness to her, but that she had given up an opportunity to live a prosperous life.

Now, Liu Qing's attitude has been very clear and will not give her a chance to stay by her side.

Even if you do it yourself, you can't do it yourself.

and Manager Huang are no longer possible.

During this period of time, the fantasy has failed, and in the future, I can only rely on myself to achieve my life goals.

On her own, there is no possibility of achieving that goal at all.

Betrayed that sincere relationship and let down a person who was the best to him, but ended up like this in the end.

At this time, she finally collapsed, and in front of Liu Qing, she burst into tears.

The crying this time, without any element of performance, is the expression of her true inner feelings.

After saying that, he squatted there hugging his head and crying.

It looked as if he had been wronged by the sky, making Liu Qing who was standing on the side a little embarrassed.

The current business of this Hunan restaurant is not very good. Most of the time, it chooses to eat on the first floor, and there are not many customers on the second floor.

Huo Zhenzhen burst into tears this time, which caught the attention of the guests and turned their attention.

However, they just looked over, not over.

There are also waiters on the second floor. They witnessed the conversation between Liu Qing and Huo Zhenzhen throughout the whole process.

This is not a violent incident, and they are not good at doing anything.

Just when Huo Zhenzhen was crying, a waiter came over.

Liu Qing was a little embarrassed, and she deliberately stayed away from Huo Zhenzhen, saying that she did not hit anyone.

The waiter asked Liu Qing in a low voice, "Sir, what's going on?"

Liu Qing shrugged: "Someone who I knew before talked about some old things, I don't know where it touched her, she couldn't hold it anymore."

The waiter asked Huo Zhenzhen again: "Hello, is there anything I can help you with?"

Huo Zhenzhen shook her head and said "I'm fine", then buried her head on her knees and cried again.

As long as there is no dispute between the guests, there is no big problem.

The waiter glanced at the two and said, "You can call me if you have anything."

and then backed away.

In such a situation, he was not sure what to do, so he was ready to retire and report the matter to the manager, so that the manager could see how to deal with it.

Huo Zhenzhen squatted there crying, crying very sadly.

She was crying because of her grievances, because of the difficulty of her life.

The choice made by    betrays morality, and in the end it was a wrong choice.

She just wants to have a stable life, why can't she do it?

Do people who live at the bottom only struggle at the bottom all their lives?

She has a lot of grievances and a lot of unwillingness.

These grievances and unwillingness were vented in her cry.

Liu Qing can feel her emotions.

The words Huo Zhenzhen said just now also touched him a little.

They are all people who have been struggling at the bottom of society for a long time. He also thought about his future life and found that there was no light at all. He was also desperate and complained about the injustice of God.

Therefore, he can understand Huo Zhenzhen's grievances and unwillingness.

This woman is also not easy.

She doesn't have much desire either, she just wants to have a home and a stable life in this city.

This is not such a luxury wish.

But for her, it was a distant dream.

For the former Liu Qing, it was also a distant dream.

For most people in this society, the same is a distant dream.

Even if he couldn't forgive what this woman did in the first place, thinking of this, Liu Qing felt that this woman was quite pitiful.

The pitiful among the hateful.

Originally wanted to stimulate this woman fiercely and enjoy the thrill of revenge.

Now, Liu Qing has no such mood.

stood next to her, and when she cried a little less, she said:

"I have lived a hard life before, even harder than you. It's not that I don't understand what you said."

"But I still think that there should be a bottom line in being a person. You can pursue your happy life, that's your freedom. But you shouldn't treat me like that."

"I will not forgive, never will."

"However, if you want to say that I want to take revenge on you and keep you by my side to take revenge, then I have to tell you that I have no such interest."

"For me, you are a person who has left, a story from the past. Your life, whether it is joy or sorrow, pain or joy, has nothing to do with me."

"We broke up a year ago, and we were strangers at that time."

"Actually, since you chose to live with others, we should be strangers and should not have any involvement."

"I won't take revenge on you, and you don't pester me either."

"In the future, even if we meet again, as adults, I hope everyone can maintain the dignity of an adult and don't recognize each other again."

"We have long been strangers."

"I won't say goodbye to you anymore."

"I'm leaving."

"You live your life well."

Liu Qing said this, turned around and left.

When he was talking, Huo Zhenzhen's crying stopped, she just sobbed from time to time, it was because she couldn't control her situation.

She squatted there, buried her face on her knees, held her head and listened to Liu Qing's words, feeling very sad in her heart.

But she didn't raise her head to say anything.

The    words have already been said for that sake, and what kind of means have been used, but still nothing can be recovered, which proves that there is no possibility between the two people.

That man didn't even hate her anymore.

What else is possible?

Hearing Liu Qing's footsteps getting farther and farther, and finally disappearing on this floor, she couldn't help the sadness in her heart, and burst into tears again.

That wrong choice made her lose too much.

At this time, she really hoped that God would give her a chance to come back and let her be reborn to the beginning of meeting Liu Qing.

If there is such a chance, she will treat that man well and treat him with all her tenderness.

If there is a chance to be reborn, she hopes to be a kind woman and a virtuous woman.

Just guard the man who treats him well, never betray him.

Go through those ups and downs with him.

also welcomes a happy life with him.

Liu Qing came downstairs, not very happy.

seems to have fulfilled his long-cherished wish, seeing how regretful and pitiful the woman who betrayed him was.

That was the long awaited thing.

However, the woman's last cry echoed in his mind, making him unhappy.

Such a victory seems quite meaningless.

What I never forget at the beginning is just that.

There is no thrill of revenge, just seeing the pitiful part of a hateful woman.

When they got downstairs, Ye Mo and Feng Zhixuan had already finished eating, sitting at the dining table waiting for his arrival.

The two of them didn't communicate much, and in order to avoid embarrassment, they were playing with their mobile phones.

Seeing them, Liu Qing realized how long it took him to go to the toilet this time.

When    walked over, both of them had stopped playing with their mobile phones and looked at him as if they were waiting for an explanation from him.

Liu Qing coughed and said, "I'm sorry for making you wait for a long time. I've been a little angry recently, constipated, and it's been a while."

In fact, this is purely due to his carelessness.

The two people looked at him, it was a normal reaction, and there was no other thought.

Liu Qing's time up was not particularly long. Although the two of them had not communicated, they each had their own judgments and felt that the boss must be constipated, so it took a little longer.

However, Liu Qing came to explain this inexplicably, which made them suspicious:

"Why does it sound like he's covering up? Did he do something shady upstairs?"

Liu Qing is their boss, so the two of them can only be suspicious, not easy to ask.

They all snorted and said nothing, they all got up and prepared to leave.

Liu Qing secretly rejoiced, thinking: "Thanks to my wit, I used this reason to cover up."

Although he has nothing to do with Huo Zhenzhen, he is still his predecessor no matter what.

The two people in front of them, one is his wife's confidant, and the other is his mistress's younger brother. If you let them know that they met their ex upstairs and stayed there for so long, then spread the matter to Su Qi and Ye In Wanrong's ears, it was not a good thing after all.

Su Qi may not say anything, Ye Wanrong's mouth will definitely not stop.

is better to cover up.

After getting in the car, he looked back at the Hunan restaurant, thinking that on the second floor of the Hunan restaurant, there was a woman crouching on the ground crying bitterly, Liu Qing couldn't help sighing again.

The woman who has nothing to do with him now is the woman who has been with him for several years.

At that time, he was very poor.

At that time, he still believed in love.

The car was driving, getting further and further away from the Hunan restaurant, and also away from the crying woman on the second floor of the Hunan restaurant.

In Liu Qing's mind, there are still those years in the distance.

The one who is very poor, but still believes in love.

(end of this chapter)