GuQingPei's parents during the banquet have been asking on YuanYang background, how old are you? Where are you from,
how many siblings do you have at your house,
what is your job? Although it is not enough, They still asked the embarrassing questions.
GuQingPei also wanted to stop the questions from the beginning but he couldn't later found himself simply unable to insert words, simply he decided to no longer speak, just quietly eating, watching YuanYang chat with his parents.
It's like they were originally a family.
GuQingPei looked at this picture, he felt sad.
After dinner, GuQingPei took advantage of their parents cleaning up the table and chopsticks, and finally he had a chance to get along with YuanYang, he dropped his eyes and whispered:
"We go out and walk now"
YuanYang was still sitting at the table and he looked up at him. His eyes contained some suspicion.
"If I go out, will you let me in again?"
"This is my parent's home, you should not have come."
"Why should I not have come?.....can Zhao Yuan come? If yes then why she can come and I can't."
GuQingPei sighed "get up, we are go out and talk."
The amount of aggravating on YuanYang seem a little bit aggravated, it seems that Gu had utmost restraint in the mood .....that he was going explode, YuanYang stood up stiffly.
Gu mother just came out of the kitchen with fruit, "what happened?
YuanYang didn't speak, GuQingPei said: "Mom, we have some things to talk about, I'll be back later."
"How can I just sit back and sit for a while?" Her mother reluctantly dropped the fruit plate and looked at YuanYang "I still have something to say."
GuQingPei deadpanned, his tone is a bit tough, "Mom, stop it."
Her mother lowered her head in disappointment. "You put on the sweater I put out for you."
GuQingPei put on clothes and jackets, led YuanYang out.
He originally wanted to go with YuanYang downstairs, but today the weather is warm, time is not too late, people are downstairs everywhere, there is no suitable place to speak, he is afraid of YuanYang freaking the fuck and his temper flaring.
So he simply took YuanYang to the rooftop of the building
The breeze above, only the moonlight to provide thin light, and empty space.
GuQingPei wrapped his hands tightly in the coat, eyes empty looking at the lights of the distance, "I really didn't expect you to come to my house."
"You leave this kind of thing then you ran, do you think I will be waiting for you to go back in Beijing?"
YuanYang threw the note to GuQingPei body, it was some unsteady atmosphere.
"YuanYang , what i wrote on the note , is what I want to say.We don't fit , different characters, experience, ideas, everything are different, you are young, sooner or later you will know and be done with the temporary passion, It is indefinable. "
"I don't want to hear you talking about these tricks, I didn't care for anyone in my life, I am looking for you, and I won't let you back out this time .
I have put my house on sale and it was sold, a real estate project where my friend and I worked in Tianjin has already raised funds and it will start next month. I will work hard. You say I am naive. I will change. I will change every fucking thing, but you ... ... "
YuanYang held Gu chin, fierce eyes revealing embarrassment
" you can't tell me. don't tell me what is fit ....what a load of inappropriate shit, you are high in Lao Tzu - tide .....you didn't say why we are inappropriate? You obviously like me, do you dare to admit it? Even your parents accept me, the why the fuck can't you? Why can't you!
GuQingPei face felt bruised, he bite his teeth: "Why? My parents are honest people, they have lived their lives upright, most afraid of being poked backbone, so that they accept their son is gay, do you know how difficult it is for them?
They had no choice but accepted it, but this doesn't mean that they can calmly face the eyes of all relatives and friends, If i am with you, your parents will let me go? Will my parents have peace? I have no intention to continue with you ....
I was in Beijing because there was no place for me here, and I struggled for 15 years in that place. Now I have to give up anything. Do you know what I feel? worked hard enough to support my parents, but I can only tolerate so much. "
GuQingPei trembled
" YuanYang prince, you live so superior, so you can't see the difficulties of others, you think I can't let go of those things It's all too mundane, it's because you don't have to work hard to pay for it, it's at your fingertips, I am not the same with you, YuanYang, we are too different, and we should have said long ago, it should be said that The relationship between us should not have developed at all, and we will finish it here, and both of us can continue our lives without. "
"You fucking asshole!" YuanYang roared, his eyes flushed.
"peace of mind? You are worried about me fuck that? GuQingPei, you motherfucker are really cruel, we have been together for such a long time, right For you, what is not? I'm not good to you where you dare to say no. "
YuanYang held GuQingPei shoulders, eyes full of anger and sad, distorted expression, seems to be anxious to kill GuQingPei.
GuQingPei bowed his head, with the same lost soul look he repeated.
"We are not suitable, really very inappropriate".
A smaller than his 10-year-old, youre overbearing, and in your own way a young and energetic little boy, doing things in wierd only rampage, full of likes and dislikes, and he has almost no common ground, how to see, are not a good margin.
These he should have known, but still he indulged in YuanYang passion and excitement - love .......now they can't extricate themselves in YuanYang matter, he made a lot of wrong decisions, the most wrong thing is that should not be such an unrealistic The object of his temptation.
Now reality forced him to be awake, it should make him decide a wise decision. He is now lost, all he has accumulated in the capital for many years, if he continue to struggle with YuanYang, still don't know what else he will lose.
He is GuQingPei, how could he be impulsive for unrealistic feelings?
That is not him at all.
YuanYang heart only felt like the heart of a basin of ice water poured through, and his life has never experienced such a defeat, almost all the grievances, sad, ashamed feelings he had ever felt are GuQingPei gave him.
Only this man can make him feel so embarrassed. But he was only so big, but only he can tempt Soo much ....just this person, he simply could not imagine GuQingPei after leaving him that he will be with any one of the other people, he had already identified GuQingPei as his.
YuanYang was angry and stood like a pole, but GuQingPei felt helpless, he pinched GuQingPei fingers unconsciously tightened, seeing GuQingPei pain face are white, but silent, YuanYang heart actually had kind of distorted pleasure .
He looked at GuQingPei ferociously, his voice hoarse. "If you don't go back to Beijing, I will stay here with you. I am a fucker, I like you, and I will never be separated from you!
GuQingPei stared at him stupidly looking at YuanYang with frank and persistent eyes, he actually felt like he knew what to do.
YuanYang had always lived more than he is, more than he is, and even if he was a teenager, he would not have it.
just now......
YuanYang loosened his chin, hand hugged him, whispered
"I miss you, only a day or two I didn't see, I miss you, how do you say? You dare to leave so me and ran, I went to see your home, I really wanted to kill you ... ... GuQingPei, do you think I am not normal? I was so damn angry, I warned you early, don't provoke me, and now it's Late, you and I are late, I can't be separate from you, I saw you and WangJing stood together for a while and I had a headache for a week, let alone you and others well, you are my man, from that night I will work hard to earn money, I will eliminate your concerns, I don't care about your problems, I will change, who told me the fuck I like you....You don't say that you be be separated from me, don't say something inappropriate, if you dare to say no, I don't guarantee that I can still keep my cool."
GuQingPei closed his eyes , sighed
"YuanYang, you don't force me ."
"If you don't want me to force you.... I will go for your leg and i won't want to go anywhere."
GuQingPei watched the beating flame in his eyes, refused to say .....he can't say it. He knew YuanYang temper, but also its better to understand that YuanYang can't do the same thing, otherwise run into such unreasonable, loss affirmation in his own, if he really didn't say anything, he didn't know what will be happening in the future .
He really didn't know what to do.
No matter how far back he retreated, YuanYang will take a larger step, followed by him.
Perhaps YuanLijiang is right. Only when he goes abroad can he be severed from YuanYang.
But he can't go abroad. How can he leave his elderly parents to go abroad? He would have not see them several times in a year, and would not come back in two years. It is simply not realistic.
He was caught in an unprecedented dilemma.
YuanYang is forcing him, the YuanLijiang is also forcing him, he and the YuanYang can not be broken, and also they can not comfortably go on, not knowing what else to do was a torture, it made him more painful than the immediate dilemma.
YuanYang phone suddenly rang when he took out a cell phone to look, his face sank.
Gu Qing Pei took a glance, saw the YuanLijiang called, he took the opportunity he turned started to go downstairs.
YuanYang grabbed his wrist, a backhand twist, put his wrists twisted behind YuanYang buckled his wrist to his arms to push, forcing Gu Qing Pei's chest close to his chest. YuanYang great effort paid off ...... GuQingPei couldn't move with such a one-meter-eight adult man twisting him.....even a few people are unable to move in this hold.
YuanYang used one one hand to hold GuQingPei, and another hand he picked up the phone, "Dad."
"where did you go?"
Two people close to the voice of the other side Gu Qing Pei can hear clearly.
"Where did I go, you must know perfectly well, why are you asking."
YuanLijiang: "You went to GuQingPei."
"Yes, I was at his house and met his parents."
"Have you met his parents?"
YuanLiJiang breathed a few times then he snapped "What did you get out of this?."
YuanYang replied "Dad, his parents are more open than you."
"Yes, because they do not have a Yuan surname" YuanLijiang cold replied.
"You now come back to Beijing, Gu Qingpei's attitude has been clearly stated, you are still entangled, is this not too shameful?"
Gu Qing Pei desperately want to push the YuanYang away, but did not dare to make a move, the two secretly were hand in hand, are flushed, the scene a bit funny, but no one is laughing out loud.
"Dad, I'm not afraid of being shameful," Gu Yuan looked at Gu Pei and satirically said: "I'm not leaving him."
"You are not too shameful I am too shameful for you.... YuanYang, you are not lost crazy in love are you? Gu QingPei is more than ten years older than you.... how did you get lost like this?"
"I do not know, Dad, why did you give me to him?"
YuanLijiang was angrily....he said: "I let you learn from him management, learning business, not let you engage in homosexuality acts with him."
YuanYang smiled with a tooth smile
"Too late, Dad, if he does not intend to return to Beijing, I have to stay with him, I never intended to be separated from him, no matter how much you oppose."
YuanLijiang wad silent, finally coldly said: "Do not come to regret it." Finished he calmly hung up the phone.
YuanYang holding the phone looked at GuQingPei, exposing a mocking smile
"my dad does not want me, if you do not want me, where would i go?"
Gu Qing-heart was trembling, YuanYang.... his dedication, so he can not be shunned, he was shown by many people from childhood to adulthood, but no one can be like YuanYang this man brings him such a shock.
YuanYang is like one of the most ferocious but also the most simple beast, initially showing his fangs, but now only shows him his soft belly, with all the real side of his face without reservation, dare to love..... Dare to hate, Gu Qing Pei looked at YuanYang brow frowning look, the heart can not suppress the pain.
He did not want to see YuanYang face like that.
Gu Qing Pei turned his head and dumb said: "You didn't any good, let me go.
YuanYang bowed his head and severely bite GuQingPei's neck.
"the benefits? You will measure everything with the benefits? Also, I tell you, the only thing I think is you, If i get you its the greatest benefit."
Gu Qing Pei said:
"You foolish boy ... ... I really can not get you, you are ... ..."
YuanYang still held tightly to GuQingPei in his arms, deep eyes staring into the distance, his eyes very determined.
"You heard, I did not retreat, you do not have to, so I don't want to be separated .....tomorrow I will bring You go to Tianjin, we are going to visit the project, China is so big, where to do business , it doesn't have to be in Beijing, we set up our own company, I will be your an assistant or the driver , whatever the line, as long as I can see you every day, and I do not believe we can starve to death."
Gu Qing Pei sighed: "Do you think its so easy to do business, you think that as long as you have the input it will certainly be able to generate money?"
"So I'll take you to the project.You did not want to teach me a lot of things, I have to learn, I have to make a lot of money for you, let you travel everywhere beautiful."
YuanYang kissed his neck
"I will be even better than what WangJing, so you only look at me all the time."
GuQingPei revealed a crying look, heart soreness was endless
"can you let go of me!!!....my arm is almost broken."
YuanYang loosened his hand, he looked at GuQingPei, his eyes slightly drooping .
"I want to go to your house tonight."
"Do not be funny."
"I'm going.... your parents really liked me, I can see them if I want ."
"They just want me to settle for a while and that is why they like you."
"Feel."
YuanYang dragged his arm and said, "If you take me down you'll see it, you can not live without me ."
GuQingPei did not want YuanYang to have too much contact with his parents and pride, he was afraid of such a happy family atmosphere, he will let him lose his judgment.
YuanYang looked reluctantly , so he must go home with him.
Gu QingPei also catch the rush to go home..... it is no solution, he had to take him back again.
Mother was very surprised, simply asked, "you and him are OK?"
GuQingPei some embarrassment, "Mom, its so late to find the hotel can you put one of your room clean up, YuanYang should stay here for one night."
"Oh that's fine."
Gu father narrowed his eyes and smiled, said to the YuanYang
" son....you can play chess."
"so so"
"Come, you come to play with me two sets, these two days QingPei refused to accompany me, he is always inferior to me in playing ."
Father rubbed his hand, looked as in high spirits.
GuQingPei moved a chair to sit next to them, quietly watching the two play chess.
Gu Mother came with ginger tea came over, put them next to the coffee table, hand on GuQingPei shoulders, while gently rubbing down his hair, while people seem to busy in chess, but also from time to time they shares gestures .
GuQingPei quietly watched the YuanYang focus on the side of the face, watching his father and mother's peaceful smile, the heart drifted through a warm current.
At that moment, GuQingPei again clearly realized that this was what he wanted.
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