Chapter - 111 It Hurts Being Useless

GuQingPei said "YuanYang....why are you crying?" He can feel YuanYang body trembling, he even felt a slight wetness on his shoulder , he doesn't know if that is not his illusion.

GuQingPei hesitated to raise his hand and touched YuanYang hair, he struggled for a long time before spitting out three words "YuanYang ....I'm fine."

YuanYang didn't speak, he gently rubbed his nose on GuQingPei's neck, still holding tightly to GuQingPei's body in position, he refused to let go.

GuQingPei whispered "What happened to that guy?"

"He is wasted," YuanYang succinctly said.

"don't be a real ..."

"You don't have to control this." YuanYang closed his eyes and deeply breathed the taste of GuQingPei's smell, that smell gradually made him come out from that violent state of his mind and slowly he calmed down,

"I will handle this well, you don't have to be worried. "

He inhaled his nose, and finally sat up his body, red eyes looked GuQingPei wisps holding the head sorrounded by gauze, as well as the bruises on his face.

He urged the driver, "Go quickly, how long is it to go to the hospital."

"45 kilometers."

"Hurry."

YuanYang can not touch GuQingPei puffy face, he dare not touch GuQingPei bloodied head to form a clot of hair, hand stretched out but he doesn't know where to touch, his face had the expression of unparalleled pain.

GuQingPei grabbed his hand, "its OK, I'm fine, that is, the head is a bit dizzy."

YuanYang dumbly replied "You now know why I have to look out for you."

Since Liu Qiang broke into his home, took away his laptop, he took GuQingPei safety issues to heart, a man if he can not protect his own goods, he is a waste, and now he looked GuQingPei head wrapped in a gauze, swollen face, there are tired look, he wanted to fiercely hit himself.

He will not let anyone dare to hurt GuQingPei. But he should not let go is his own, everything was caused by that video, without that video, nothing would've happen, GuQingPei would not be insulted, would not have left those two years ago and for themselves, there will not have been this scene today .

He no longer hated GuQingPei for abandoning him, he can find an excuse for himself, actually the most person he hated is himself, before now he was that reckless man...he was so disappointed in himself.

GuQingPei frowned "That is not your reason to monitor me, no one is willing to be monitored."

YuanYang hand slithered to GuQingPei's back of the head to prevent him from bumping into his head onto the seat because of the vehicle's bumps. "I don't want to argue about anything with you now, I will wait for your injury to be handled."

GuQingPei sighed, he didn't want to say anything anymore.

The car arrived at the hospital soon. YuanYang and the doctor held GuQingPei into the emergency room.

GuQingPei wound treatment is very rough, and now the blood sticks into a block of blood, clutter the wound.......to deal with that wound piece of hair it must be shaved, which made GuQingPei feel so depressed.

He is a very personal image-oriented people, letting him go out with a bald scoop, he simply was going crazy. But he had no other solution but to nurse himself out of his hair, and looked at his falling hair. GuQingPei's expression was very ugly.

YuanYang eye is always staring at GuQingPei's back of the head, until the half-finger wound shows a slightly shabby full-length picture of the wound, his eyes a dark, his hands tightened into a fist.

When the two people first met, he hated GuQingPei..... hated his teeth, he didn't hit GuQingPei because of his looks, not because of anything else, but he thought GuQingPei who had social grace, it is not suitable for people. He was even more impossible to hurt GuQingPei, the fist he used to hurt people, then what kind of man is he? He never thought that under his control, GuQingPei would be getting into such a state wounded and scared, he just could not wait to tear that security guard meat piece by piece.

As the wound pasted with bloody scab and hair, nurses scrubbed with alcohol for a long time, pained GuQingPei face was crumpled into a ball, he was embarrassed, the amount of sweat flowing along the cheeks had a mad flow.

YuanYang held his hand, he didn't know how to deal with distress well..

YuanYang thought of what he had just asked from the security guard mouth, the look has become extremely cold, he must make that mastermind person pay the price.

After finishing treating the wounds on the head, GuQingPei touched his head from his own mockery. "You don't have to go out and let people see you ."

YuanYang whispered "You are not a woman, if you have no hair what are you mocking yourself for?."

"Men have to save face ah." GuQingPei was feeling a little irritable, these two days he had experienced so many things which made his heart flustered, and now he was safe, he was tired..... he felt sleepy his eyes finally closed back.

YuanYang pulled him out of his chair and "I'm taking you home to sleep."

GuQingPei was dragged by him onto the car, he began to fight the eyelids closure but unwittingly he fell asleep on YuanYang body.

GuQingPei woke up in the second day. He was too lazy to pick the place, and fell to bed before falling asleep in a faint dark.

After the next day .....he woke up, he took a shower and started to analyze the whole matter clearly.

"That security is absolutely human-oriented and can be analyzed in many details."

YuanYang was sending text messages, his head down saying "ah" .

GuQingPei knocked on the table, "you didn't know that."

YuanYang looked up at him.

GuQingPei also looked at him carefully. "If someone directed him, then it prove that some of my photos are still being used, so I should know whatever you know.

YuanYang looked at a him and sighed "Do you know DianSheng venture capital company?"

"I know it."

"Do you know who their boss is?"

"Haven't met him ."

"Last time at the auction, he was sitting next to someone named Wang Xue, WangJing called him President Xue."

"Him?" GuQingPei remembered that person, when YuanYang came, he heard the whispered sneer that President Xue, very rude, when he was introduced to that person by WangJing, said he is in the financial cooperation in the Asia Pacific Association president, this name of the world, Asia, China, the mess of the organization , the name was ringing a memory..... few formal, most companies are not fools to avoid tax, and at that time That Xue president obviously didn't deal with YuanYang, so he instinctively disgusted, even the business card he didn't give.

***Y'all remember the company which sent those hooligans to harm Gu and YuanYang way back then...during that court case which had its verdict tied to the court...this is that boss of that company.... So now you understand the grudge he had for GuQingPei***

"Yes, he is the largest shareholder of the Code wins, this would likely to be Yunnan Branch of a mineral resources into shares of workers and peasants credit cooperatives, he wanted 15% of the shares at the cooperative bank, because I found the mine was undocumented for Mining by the government they were were punished, the process of mining permit is now stuck in the EIA hands , but also a dispute over the lawsuit is a mess project, and later the Secretary-General decided suppress his shares to 5% "

GuQingPei pondered for a moment, "I am afraid this thing will be endless."

"There will be and end." YuanYang said "I spoke to him this morning, I have a solution."

"How..... do you want to use the YuanYang method? don't tell me that I don't need to control this ...I am also my own person, not to mention, letting you solve it....you really solved it? If you really had solved it....i wouldnt have a head bandage and crop of hair lost. "

YuanYang was biting his teeth, he looked GuQingPei, softly asked "You will hate me for a video thing forever."

He had been trying to erase the influence of the incident from GuQingPei's heart, but he knew it would never have completely disappeared....... those photos. He thought that if he was powerful enough, he would be able to prop up and umbrella on GuQingPei to shield him from the backlash of those goddamn photos, but he always had thought that He could not get through the rain without few splash of water.

GuQingPei was stunned, he bowed his head, "The past thing, if none mentions it, nothing should have happened."

If no one mention it ... but he came back only three or four months go, so out of those 4 months so many things have happened.

YuanYang was wiping his face, "with the video and anything else, I will be responsible for the clean up, no matter what price to pay, GuQingPei, even if ... ... because of this you will blame me forever, I will not ignore you."

GuQingPei exclaimed "I am not that idle man who leisurely go through life, if there is a problem, I just want to find a solution, not to conclude the cause, now tell me how do you want to deal with that President Xue.?"

"I have something in my hand that he wants, and I will give it to him."

YuanYang statement, GuQingPei felt that the stakes in it, must be high... He said " it will not be a credit union's shares?"

"No, that must absolutely not be given to him." That was the chip he has over his dad.

GuQingPei sighed, "You don't want to say it.....no problem, Itvwill increasingly be difficult for you to communicate with me, I will go back first, lets sign a contract on Monday, see you later."

YuanYang stood up and stopped him behind him. "I have a problem."

GuQingPei didn't look back, but his head was down wearing shoes, "what is it."

"Have you ever thought of me in these two years?"

GuQingPei stature slightly slowed down, then frankly said " thought.?"

"What do you want from me...with me?"

"Think you moron... good things." Gu Qing-pei indifferently looked at YuanYang, "no other meaning, just think of good things, make yourself feel better."

Good one .....no other meaning, YuanYang exposed a hard smile. Why did he not want to hold this man in his arms at the very moment when the two met again, telling him how much he thought of him, but he could predict what he would get. He will get the same apathy and rejection as he did two years ago, because GuQingPei had no other meaning for him.

And he is still doing what he thinks useful, regardless of the outcome, he never intended to give up his own thing.

He looked at GuQingPei, his chest suppressed countless crazy desire, how much he loved Gu Qing, also how much hate he had for his indifference

GuQingPei whispered "I'm going."

From the moment when he came out of YuanYang house , GuQingPei felt that he could finally breathe smoothly, just as if a hand, which had strangled his throat, was released.

He felt asphyxiated every minute he spent in there and he felt the two went into an inexplicable cul-de-sac (dead end) where no one could be relieved. YuanYang attitude was unpredictable which made him unpredictable, sometimes scornfully teasing, and sometimes he was as if he was feeling unfulfilled, while pulling Gu into his hold, while with his girlfriend was goint to expand social circles, he was all these recursive attitudes which made him more cautious alert, lest this is YuanYang deep down in his heart maybe he was playing with him.

He suffered the pain in YuanYang temple, enough for him to remember his whole life, he must not be confused at every step in order to not fall for his rogue ways, in YuanYang attitude that ambiguous ignorance, kept him awake.

He is this age, if he lose face again because of his entanglement with his a man ten years old his junior whose emotional problems are not clear, he would not only lose face but also lose the job, how else was he going to survive?

Silly thing to do, this life can be too much at a time.

Two people, the bodies separated by a door, the heart is being blocked by an entire wall.

***I hate it when I can't connect two sentence and deleting one will make the other loose its meaning....sorry if my trans is a bit wonky...a thousands apologies***