After YuanLijiang passed from a stunned phase he sneered "a good promise, but what do you own to give him a guarantee?"
GuQingPei quietly said "My company has real estate projects in Beijing, Qingdao, Hangzhou and Sanya, respectively. There is also a large-scale forestry project in the northeast. Although cash is under pressure and these may not be able to cashed out in the next three to five years, The company assets assessment of the total amount can give coverage of YuanYang loan amount of credit, you think I have no strength to give him a guarantee, that's the least of your worry.
YuanLijiang raised an eyebrows, "It seems i have underestimated you."
"I have worked for so many years, some of my own accumulation really should not be a surprising thing to you, not to mention these trivial things in YuanYang eyes are little things .... They gives me no worry."
Yuan-Director said " What would you get out of it. Once YuanYang has the money from the loan, you will be a drop away from bankruptcy, GuQingPei, you are so cautious, are you willing to do such a thing?
GuQingPei looked at him directly, "I have my reasons, the same without your worries."
YuanLijiang took to look at YuanYang and GuQingPei with an exploration and examination look if he was bluffing.
GuQingPei whispered to YuanYang said "Let's go." He turned and walked out.
YuanLijiang voice sounded behind, "I'll see if you can make that money on Monday."
YuanYang closely followed behind GuQingPei , the two said no words all the way until they left the empty box, YuanYang grabbed GuQingPei arm, dragged him into another box, and smoothly locked the door.
He was staring GuQingPei. He had unsteady voice with some red eyes. "Why did you do this? I never asked you to give me a guarantee."
"I am doing it for our project, we have a common interest, I ... ..."
"Bullshit!" YuanYang pressed his shoulder, looking straight into the GuQingPei dodgy eyes, his chest fluctuated, it seems that the chest suppressed a strong emotion,
"GuQingPei, you tell me honestly, why do you do this....you know how much risk it is to give a guarantee, the company is your lifelong possession, it is your total life accumulation, why do you dare to give me a guarantee? Why do you do this? You tell me the truth!"
Shivering, he grabbed GuQingPei's shoulder and gripped GuQingPei's shoulder till he felt pain.
Why do you do this? He wasn't happy because he looked down at YuanLijiang.
He GuQingPei childhood mature than his peers, lived for 36 years, because had no impulsiveness and regret .... He almost can not remember the last time he did things in impulse, he has been calculating step by step, even the footholds are calculated to move forward , How much force for each step, what kind of strength to use.... what may be harvested, what may be lost, he must be clear before and after, dare to go forward, he never dreamed, he will be in a concept of going blindly with all of his own body.
Until now he had not yet regretted that he want to take back what he had said, though he could go back out of guarrantor anytime.
Why did he do this? Anyway, he just wanted to do that. He wanted to see YuanYang win, it was as if YuanYang win, he won.
However, he knew that he would never make such a reckless affair if he was to become anyone in the world. Only for YuanYang .
GuQingPei bowed his head and whispered "I believe you can stil carry on with this project."
YuanYang pinch his chin and force him to look at himself, "I fucking don't want to hear these evasive truth, I want to hear your truth."
YuanYang voice was trembling " why did you do this for me? GuQingPei, before .... didn't you say so that you are the most cautious, why would you make such a decision within a few minutes? You honestly tell me, is it because of me? Do you like me, You fucking tell the truth! We have know each other for three years, I will tell you the truth, you have my heart .....there is no one other than you"
GuQingPei heartache was a little out of breath, he sighed, "Yes, there have been."
YuanYang breathing hitched a lag, he suddenly snapped "Why do you want to leave me! Why go anywhere else? Why didn't you stay to help me instead you left to help WangJing in the end! ..... Why!"
GuQingPei stared and looked at him, "YuanYang do you really think that I separated from you because I wanted to ?..... Because you didn't have the ability to be mature? The fact you could not earn money was not important at all, I GuQingPei as a man, would've stayed with you ..... even if you could not afford to pay for anything, not to mention you are still so good to feed ... ... you still don't understand now, why I could not stay in Beijing."
YuanYang finally knew why his tremor filled voice replied
"It was because of my dad, was it? I know you had scruples with my dad, so I have been working hard for two years, yes, as my dad said that I wanted to be stronger than him, I wanted to let you see that the day you came back, you would know now I am stronger than my dad, he could not push you anymore, you can safely stay with me! "
YuanYang said all in his heart..... at the end, his voice was shaking bad " I have been waiting for you, if not because you, why do I have to do hold shirts with my own relatives everywhere? You don't understand! GuQingPei, why would you not say a word earlier, why could not you tell me, you could've acted with impulsiveness for me, you could've bet on me .... I fucking would have done anything for you ....you have my word, anything ..... I can fight it out for you "
GuQingPei heard the last, he really can not stand it, tears dribbled out of his eyes , he opened his mouth, "YuanYang, we ... ..."
And then he could not go on.
And Yuan Yang from the realization of the present scenes are all in his mind, they may fight, noisily, but it is also sweet, until finally they fell apart and broke away, then a few months of experience, Then his life's love history together came to mend up together but is was also unforgettable.
There will never be a single person in this world for who he may feel dizzy and unforgettable to.... that he will love and hate again, and want to approach and then want to stay away from.
He felt himself stuck with his life planted in Yuan Yang's hands , otherwise, with his usual calm and self-evident, clearly can be clearly analyzed in which the interests, but also how he will remain obsessive towards GuQingPei.
He never thought that in two years he could change a lot. At least he could lay down in front of YuanYang and confess from the bottom of his heart. Unfortunately, he found that nothing changed. After two years of separation, his body was far away and his heart was stuck in place. What was the use of running?
He hung up his shoes in the heart , that it has always been YuanYang, nothing had changed.
YuanYang tightly hugged him, his choked voice saying "you are not allowed to go, wherever you want to go.... you're not allowed to go, no matter what happens I will not let go of you, you know something .... we can carry over anything "
GuQingPei whispered "You put it well, you have a girlfriend, her parents have seen you ."
YuanYang touched his face, "Are you jealous? I asked you and you don't admit that your fucking jealous.... will it suffocate you to be honest ."
GuQingPei face had some recognition, he slightly turned his head, "I am not jealous, I was saying the fact that you really ... ..."
"I only have you." Yuan Yang voice roared, he looked at his eyes earnestly. "Her parents are divorcing. Her dad got two sons and she wanted to grab something from her dad for her mother, So I work with her to secure that for her..... I repeat this is something you shouldn't be jealous about . "
GuQingPei bright eyes looked at him, "so?
"When did I fool you?"
GuQingPei sucked nose, he felt some embarrassed ..... he wanted to wipe tears.
Yuan Yang had seized GuQingPei hand, he lowered his head, his wet soft tongue gently licking GuQingPei cheeks and eyes, GuQingPei even felt panicking, he pushed open Yuan Yang , "don't cause trouble, but also there are a lot of things to do, I have to go to sort out the file, your bank in the end there is no problem? We ... ... "
YuanYang pulled his chin, forcefully blocked his lips, the kiss was warm and full of warm feelings. Nothing is more important to Yuan Yang than to kissing this man now at this moment.
GuQingPei closed his eyes, fingers inserted - into his thick dark hair, intentions to enjoy this warm kiss.
They spent more than three years, experiencing countless sadness and pain, in exchange for this one moment they can make each other have apeace of mind to hug and kiss.
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I feel heartbroken and revitalized..... They're now on the right direction***