At night, Bo Yan sat down on the edge of the bed and said, "I'm wrong. I shouldn't skate. "
"Is that hand skating?" Don't think Xia Siyu is usually stupid, just think she is a fool. Xia Siyu's intuition is accurate. She can tell whether Bo Yan's hand is slippery or intentionally.
Bo Yan glanced at her and said, "I shouldn't throw your cell phone into the hot pot."
Xia Siyu is so angry: "why did you throw my cell phone?"
Bo Yan how dare to say is angry Qin Baizhou sent, he had to say: "I envy."
"You're jealous, you're jealous! Tell me, why are you jealous of cell phones? "
Bo Yan said: "you don't want to have a baby with me, but you like other people's babies so much. You also take pictures to show off. You also say that you may have a baby with other men in the future."
Xia Siyu rushed over and pulled out a handful of his hair. He rubbed his black hair and said, "are you sick! Don't you know what we're doing? I'm 27 now. My goal is acting. How can I have children? I don't want to give up my career. My career comes first in my eyes. Only when I succeed in my career and have nothing to worry about, will I consider leaving the circle and having children! "
"I know that I'm not in a hurry. I just hope you can give me a chance. Whether it's five years, ten years or fifteen years, I'm willing to wait. "
Xia Siyu said directly: "Bo Yan, I know you like me now, but I didn't make up my mind to be with you. We're just allies now. There are common goals and common enemies. Of course, I have to admit that we are all in tune, so I don't mind maintaining this relationship with you. However, I don't even think about the children's affairs. They are not included in the plan at all. Even in the future, I will consider it carefully. You like me now, five years, ten years, fifteen years. Will you like me then? Don't rush to show your determination. I know you like me today, and you may like others tomorrow. You like me now because I'm good-looking, right? But when I'm not young? Although I said that even when I was 80 years old, I was the most beautiful old lady. But not necessarily in your eyes. "
Love is fluid, hormone, dopamine, not immutable. There are peaks and troughs in love, which will gradually change with time and constant quarrels.
She can't guarantee that others like her, but the only thing she can guarantee is that she will always love herself the most.
Even if others look down on her, she will not look down on herself.
She can't even guarantee that even if Bo Yan still loves her after five, ten or fifteen years, will she still like him as much as she does now?
Now they have wine, now they are drunk, now they are very happy together, isn't it OK? Why think about the future so far, and a child?
She likes to tease the baby, that's because it's someone else's baby, she just teases. But if it's her own, it can't just be happy, it's a responsibility.
Xia Siyu's pessimism towards family and children is also due to the shadow of childhood.
What if parents love each other? In the end, her mother's life was a tragedy, wasn't it? She and Xia Youbiao's father daughter love, is not also unable to reconcile?
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