On the side of the road in the square outside the Shengling Group, Anhao sat in a taxi, and she turned silent after the phone rang.
Looking down at the phone screen that kept lighting up, looking at Zuo Hancheng's name displayed on it, she didn't answer or hang up, just leaned her head on the car window, silent, silent, or silent.
She doesn't want to do anything willful, and she doesn't want to cry, this is not her character.
Even if for a moment she really wanted to rush in and Shan Rongxue slapped twice before leaving.
Seeing Zuo Hancheng's face, she endured it, but with a knife on her head, she needed to calm down now.
She just wants to find a place to sit quietly for a while, or find a friend to talk to.
Maybe she can divert her attention, and when she comes back to think about these things, she will be more awake.
Zuo Hancheng called her a few times. She didn’t pay attention, but when the screen of the phone finally turned off, she turned off the phone and put it in her bag. In a blink of an eye, she saw the taxi passing by the widest river in City A. , Looking at the river surface that was still shining when the snow fell in winter.
But my mood can't get better.
Can you afford to put it down?
Say well to keep yourself awake at all times. Don't sink too deep?
It is said to keep a proper distance between yourself and your feelings. Don't let yourself fall under that man's trousers easily?
What about trust?
Gu Anhao, what's wrong with you?
Will you really move your heart to the point where you can't pull it out? Could just a hug make you so uncomfortable?
It's more uncomfortable than hearing Yi Zeyang's engagement, more uncomfortable than seeing Yi Zeyang and Qi Weiran together, more uncomfortable than when they were misunderstood and isolated by everyone in the school...
Why is it so uncomfortable...
Anhao sniffed, raised her hand and wiped the corner of her eye.
Fortunately, she did not cry.
My eyes are getting more and more hazy and blurry. Maybe it's the dazzling people under the snow outside the car, or maybe the eyestrain caused by her too much tutoring a while ago, definitely not because of tears.
It wasn't until a drop of warmth fell on her hand that she suddenly lowered her head and looked at the moist place on the back of her hand, and crouched on the car window with a "wow" and started to cry.
The driver was taken aback, and suddenly braked: "Little girl, are you okay?"
The more Anhao cried, the harder he was. She was crying intoxicated. Hearing the driver's voice, he raised his red eyes and looked at him: "Do you see me as if something is going on?"
The driver was embarrassed: "But where are you going, little girl? You haven't spoken since you got in the car. I thought you were going in this direction so you kept driving in this direction, but you were about to cross the river. , You haven't said where exactly are you going?"
Anhao raised his eyes and looked at the river in front of him, wiped his tears and said, "I want to jump into the river!"
The driver was so frightened that the car was completely turned off: "Little girl, don't think about driving. You can't take your own life if you can't think of anything! Or I will send you to the police station, what do you have? I told the police uncle, don’t think about it at a young age, this Jiang can’t jump..."
Anhao twitched and replied, "My father doesn't care about what my mother doesn't love. My mother died of illness a few years ago. She was bullied since she was a child, and she couldn't bully others when she grew up. Now she is married but her husband has been bullied. People are snatched away, what do you think I am still alive for? I didn’t know what I did in my previous life to offend God, and make me suffer so much in this life..."
She continued to whistle and answer while looking at the surface of the river not far away: "Do you have any hope for me to live like this? I was a waste of air when I was alive, and no one would remember if I died, so I just jumped into the river. The way to find death is on social news or something, so that at least my name will be on the newspaper..."
The driver seemed to be crying really sad: "Or little girl, I'd better take you to the police station..."
"If I don't go, I won't go anywhere, I will jump into the river!"
The driver was frightened: "Don't don't, don't think about it, what else do you want to do besides jumping in the river? You said, your uncle driver, although I have no abilities, I can't see you as a little girl just die in vain."
Anhao choked and looked at him tearfully: "Uncle driver, I forgot to bring my wallet..."
The driver was stunned for a moment, then he couldn't laugh or cry: "Okay, I don't need this fare. Just tell me where you want to go. I'll take you there and take you for free, okay?"
Anhao sniffed again, and then took out a tissue from her bag to wipe her tears and nose: "Then you take me to the station."
The driver nodded and quickly started the engine to drive the car away from near the river.
Twenty minutes later-
Anhao stood by the roadside of the station, waved his hand pitifully to say goodbye to the uncle driver, and then continued to whip around and walked into the station.
After the driver sighed and drove away, Anhao stopped and glanced back at the taxi.
Small sample, when people are in a bad mood and don't explain the route, they start to go around.
I even drove to such a far place and kept detouring. I really thought you, Mr. An, when I was in a bad mood, I couldn’t tell that you wanted to detour to get money. After a round, the meter has shown more than 100 yuan. Money.
If she hadn't staged a crying scene just now, she would have been slaughtered by a taxi driver.
Fortunately, her Gu Anhao's routine is deeper than this driver. Not only did she take the sightseeing bus for free but also didn't spend any money.
Anhao raised his hand and wiped his eyes that had just become red from crying, took a deep breath and raised his eyes to the station ahead, and walked in.
*****
Shengling Group President’s Office.
Sitting behind his desk, Zuo Hancheng looked at the soup in the thermos cup on the table and the smile-shaped loving lunch in the lunch box, and he did not speak for a long time.
Rong Xue had already left. Mo Bai stood in the office looking at Zuo Hancheng. He didn't dare to say anything. He just looked at the soup and rice in the thermos cup, thinking that Miss Gu must have seen Miss Rong and Zuo Zong together. What misunderstood.
Suddenly, Zuo Hancheng's cell phone rang, and he answered the call.
At the other end of the call is the security room of Liu Jingyuan: "Mr. Zuo, we have checked it. Miss Gu has not returned to the record of Liu Jingyuan within an hour."
Zuo Hancheng put down the phone, his eyes fell on the thermos cup on the table again, his eyes deep.
Mo Bai couldn't see what Zuo was thinking, but he could clearly feel the low air pressure in this office, and the atmosphere did not dare to breathe.
Until Zuo Hancheng picked up the phone again and dialed Anhao's mobile number, an indifferent female voice came from the phone: "Sorry, the phone you dialed is turned off..."
Mo Bai was wondering where the little girl Anhao would go right now, but suddenly heard the harsh sound of the office chair scratching the ground when it retreated quickly.
Raising his eyes, he was surprised to see that Zuo Hancheng had risen, and walked out of the office quickly with a cold expression...