The sun in front of the window was warm, Zuo Yue sat on the balcony of the bedroom holding the cat, half asleep and half awake heard someone knock on the door.
She opened her eyes and looked back at the direction of the bedroom door: "Come in."
Xu Yuan pushed the door in, and saw Zuo Yue still holding the cat in her arms and leaning on the sofa all day, she couldn't help but walked over: "You have been back for many days, why are you like this every day? Looks like I don’t care about anyone? And ah, these cats you raise, if you can go out in front of your father, let them appear less often. In the past few days, the old man has been scorning you in front of me and your father. No, knowing that your grandpa has a bad temper, why do you like to be right with him?"
I knew that my mother suddenly came to see herself, and it must have something to do with grandpa.
Zuo Yue leaned on the sofa and did not move, squinted at the sunlight outside the window, and sighed: "Mom, grandpa doesn't like anyone except Chengxin. In our Zuo's house, who has he liked? I seldom get in front of him, and this can be criticized by him. If I ran in front of Grandpa every day like the core, I would have been scolded to the glass heart."
"You also know that Chengxin comes to see your grandfather every day? Whose grandfather is that? Why don't you learn from your grandfather Chengxin? Go to the old man to speak nice things and act like a coquettish, otherwise your granddaughter The status has to be overtaken by others."
Zuo Yue twitched her mouth: "People have a purpose in becoming a core. Mom, you know, where is the granddaughter who wants to be a family? People have persisted for several years to win the favor of grandfather, and they think with all their heart. To be the granddaughter-in-law of the Zuo family."
Seeing Zuo Yue's words so straightforward, Xu Yuan didn't say much, but she obviously understood it in her heart.
Xu Yuan sat on the other solo sofa in front of the window and looked at Zuo Yue's lazy appearance: "After you came back from Boston this time, you seem to have no interest in anything, right?"
Zuo Yue's eyes paused without answering, she just lowered her head and rubbed the cat in her arms against her neck, and then stroked the cat in her arms again, as if she didn't intend to answer.
"Is it a relationship problem?"
"No." Zuo Yue raised his hand and rubbed his nose: "Mom, I've been trying to gain weight from all the meat I lost recently. Didn't I find that I can eat and drink recently and have a rosy complexion? It's just that I'm lazy. , What can you worry about?"
"Before your uncle left, we asked us to take you back. He also said that your relationship was not very good. Let us pay more attention to it. But seeing that you can eat and drink after you come back, I am not too worried. If it weren’t for Wang’s mother, it’s not normal for you to lock yourself in the room every day, and I don’t have the intention to come over and talk to you.” Xu Yuan said softly, “Your grandfather’s deadline is approaching, the Xu family There are so many things in Zuo’s family that I need to deal with. Mom only hopes that you can think about it, whether it’s a relationship issue or any unhappy thing, and don’t get into trouble."
Zuo Yue didn't speak any more after making a "um".
"Have you called your uncle recently?"
"No."
"Did you completely cut off contact after you separated?" Xu Yuan Ruowu raised her eyebrows.
Somehow, there was nothing wrong with her mother's words, but Zuo Yue still vaguely felt that her mother was tentatively trying to ask something.
Was it the last time that the doubts were still not completely eliminated?
Zuo Yue immediately raised his eyes to look at her: "My uncle is so busy who is usually the one who took care of me when I was in Boston. It was all because of my mother and you. Now he is finally liberated. He doesn't even contact the Xu family. I haven't kept in touch with you much, so how could you call me on purpose?"
Xu Yuan paused, then suddenly avoided the topic of the phone, and asked directly: "Zuo Yue, what is your impression of your uncle?"
"What impression?"
"What do you think of your uncle?"
"...It's okay." Zuo Yue really doesn't want to mention that person, but her mother has been mentioning Xu Chengfeng at the moment, which makes Zuo Yue's daily efforts to suppress deliberately calm heart again. It hurts like a needle stick.
One person left when he said he left, and when he said that he was completely disconnected, he was completely disconnected.
Not to mention a phone call, even a text message, he never sent it again.
It was like disappearing from her life, without a trace.
"Your uncle is also at the age to get married. The little girlfriend I saw last time when I went there, I don't know if he went with him." Xu Yuanruo mentioned this matter again.
"Don't ask me about this kind of thing, I don't know." After Zuo Yue answered vaguely, she pulled the blanket on her body directly, and lazily said, "I'm so sleepy, I really want to sleep."
When she said that, she closed her eyes and gestured to sleep for a while.
"Still sleeping? Twenty-four hours a day, you can sleep for sixteen or seven hours almost every day. Are you coming back from vacation to sleep? Grandpa, you don’t bother to act like a baby, you don’t bother to participate in family affairs. You know that holding these cats every day, do you plan to spend a lifetime with the cats?"
Zuo Yue opened her eyes suddenly: "Even if I really live my life with a cat, it's better than finding someone who makes you think you can't be together and then worrying about getting angry."
Xu Yuan's expression was stagnant, and she immediately glanced at her: "What did you say?"
Sure enough, it was still too impulsive.
If it hadn't been for her mother to keep mentioning Xu Chengfeng's affairs just now, she could have calmed down a bit, it was really impetuous and uncomfortable right now.
She didn't say anything, and pulled the blanket over her head as if she refused to communicate.
Xu Yuan looked at her thoughtfully for a while, and then suddenly turned her eyes to look at the row of small dolls in the crystal box on the cupboard next to Zuo Yue's bed. After thinking about it, she didn't want to think about it so complicated.
In any case, she always felt that she might be thinking too much.
Even if Zuo Yue is young and ignorant, Xu Chengfeng must be measured, so the relationship between those simple uncles and nephews should always be that simple, nothing else.
But what did Zuo Yue say about the person she felt could not be together, and who was it?
"Zuo Yue."
"Oh, mom, you can just assume that I accidentally fell in love with a married man. Is this enough explanation? Stop guessing, let me sleep for a while!" Zuo Yue hid in the blanket and said dullly. .
Xu Yuan stopped breathing immediately: "Zuo Yue, you must have a bottom line."
Knowing that her mother was a little bit convinced of her reason for nonsense, Zuo Yue didn't say a word, only buried her face in a piece of cat's hair, but her nose gradually became sore.