Hua Mian couldn't get out of bed yet, but she was completely awake.
She lay on the bed staring at the ceiling in a daze, unable to think of anything.
It's inexplicable, she seems to be subconsciously unwilling to recall those memories, she likes to keep her head empty, which is very comfortable.
"Hua Mian." Xia Jinmian pushed the door open and walked in.
Hua Mian immediately smiled.
"Sister, you are here."
"Well, does it still hurt?"
Xia Jinmian approached and checked her wound.
"It doesn't hurt anymore, Nangongyue took good care of me."
Xia Jinmian saw that there was nothing wrong with those wounds, so she pulled a chair and sat beside her.
She stretched out her hand and pinned her slightly messy hair behind her ear, her eyes filled with distress.
"Sister, I'm fine now." Hua Mian said with a smile, she didn't want her sister to love her so much.
Xia Jinmian pursed her lower lip slightly, feeling a little heavy in her heart.
The tragedy of Hua Mian was the last thing she wanted to see.
Under the impulse of anger, she insisted on letting Hua Mian get rid of the creed and those pains by means of amnesia...
But... She never considered Hua Mian's wishes.
"Hua Mian, actually...it was my own initiative that caused you to lose your memory. If, if you really want to restore your memory...I can help you restore it."
Xia Jinmian finally said it out.
Hua Mian looked surprised, and after a while, she stretched out her hand from under the quilt and grabbed Xia Jinmian's hand.
Xia Jinmian immediately raised her drooping head to look at her.
"Sister, I can feel that you want to protect me, you won't harm me, did I...did a lot of bad things before?"
Xia Jinmian's expression tightened slightly.
Hua Mian continued with a pale smile, "Last night I had a lot of dreams. In the dream, I killed many people. Someone knelt at my feet and begged me to let him go, but I was like a murderer without emotion." , cut off that person's head with one knife, they are so pitiful...but why would I kill them?"
Hua Mian continued with red eyes: "My head was not injured, so I know that someone must have intentionally caused my amnesia. I was haunted by nightmares last night. After waking up this morning, I am very grateful for letting me forget those things. It’s fine if it’s just a dream, but if it’s something I’ve really done… I won’t be able to accept it.”
"It's a dream!" Xia Jinmian said immediately, with a firm tone.
"Really?" Hua Mian slowly smiled, "If it's a dream, I don't have to be afraid. In fact... Sister, I'm very afraid of death, and I'm even more afraid of killing people. Those dreams oppressed me so much last night. I’m afraid I’ve really killed so many people.”
Xia Jinmian held her hand tightly, shook her head, "No, you are fine."
"I also dreamed of a man. He was tall and mighty. I couldn't see his face clearly, but he was very fierce to me. He slapped me, kicked my stomach, and whipped me with an iron chain..." Hua Mian Looking at the injuries all over her body, "Did that man do it too?"
"Um……"
Xia Jinmian's throat was slightly tighter, and his hand holding Huamian was tighter.
She regrets not helping Hua Mian out of the sea of suffering sooner.
The first half of her life must have been extremely painful!
"I wonder, if a man did this to me, why didn't I kill him?"
After finishing speaking, Hua Mian was stunned for a moment. How could she subconsciously think of killing people?
Xia Jinmian pursed her lips tightly, and did not explain that she succumbed to Simba because of the killer's creed!
"Okay, don't think about it anymore, since we have forgotten it, let's move on."
"Um."
Hua Mian looked at Xia Jinmian with a warm smile.