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My name is Xu Ying, and my father's name is Xu Wenkang. When I was very young, my mother ran away with other men because my father was fond of gambling.

If you don't give birth to me, simply don't give me a good birth, as that will get other people's different eyes.

Every day on the way to and from school, when my neighbors saw me, they pointed to me and said in a small voice: "yes, it's her. Her mother ran away with other men, but it's very poor."

To tell you the truth, I hate these gossipy women. I think they are salting my wounds. They don't care if other people will feel uncomfortable.

Of course, I hate my father more than these people. He has achieved nothing. He is like a pool of mud. He can't support the wall at all.

Sometimes, I wonder, how good it would be if he died.

It's a crazy idea, but it's the most real idea in my heart. It's like a nightmare that I can't get rid of.

I even thought about suicide, but I didn't have the courage, and I was afraid of death.

Death, can be a hundred, but people can only live a lifetime, there is no future life who can say, I do not want to risk.

I also wanted to play with other children just like those carefree children, but my condition was not allowed, and they were not willing to play with me.

I think they may all dislike me.

When I graduated from high school, I was scared to run away all night when I learned that my father was going to sell me to his creditors.

When I ran away from the place where he was, I finally felt relieved. I felt free and could not see him all my life. It was a good feeling.

When I came to Mingcheng, I helped to wash dishes in a small restaurant. Here, for the first time in my life, I was brought by a fat man.

That day, I was washing dishes in the back kitchen. He came in suddenly and called my sister. He always said so. I didn't care.

Until he squatted down next to me, his eyes were staring at me, and then, he still touched me, and he wanted to eat my tofu.

When I got to the tofu, I also took advantage of the cheap. When someone knocked at the door at the critical moment, I was able to escape.

After that, I was still scared. I quit my job and didn't dare to stay in a small restaurant and change places.

After opening the credit dormitory, I met a beautiful and rich lady named song Yinian. She was a typical Bai Fumei. Her temper was good, and her roommates envied her.

In fact, I also envy her, but I also envy her, because she is so excellent.

Listening to the other two roommates chatting, I learned that this roommate named song Yinian had a lot of money in his family. His father was a famous boss in Mingcheng, and he loved her very much. However, her mother died since she was a child.

Even so, her father did not marry a stepmother, as if he was afraid that she would be bullied, which is far from the plot in the novel.

It's not all about this in the novel. The father goes to the stepmother, and the stepmother, together with her daughter, bullies the female master. Then the female master is pathetic, and the sober woman resists again.

Unfortunately, life is still life. Not everyone has such a good background.

After all, except song Yinian is Bai Fumei, the other two families are better off than me. Other people are the same as ordinary people.

about Qi mushen, I don't know anything about him. It was not until song Yinian went after this boy that I went to understand his information from the forum. Then I found that his experience was similar to his own, and his words were hard to hear, He is a poor boy with nothing.

At first, when I heard the name Qi mushen, I thought he was the second generation of rich people, and he was also handsome. Otherwise, song Yinian could not chase him.

As a result, out of expectation, Qi mushen was not a rich man. What did song Yinian plan on him? Is it just because he looks good?

I really don't understand the world of rich people.

I think that song Yinian's pursuit of Qi mushen must have a playful attitude.

Even more surprising to me is that Qi mushen has agreed to associate with song Yinian. He has always been single before.

I can't help but laugh at him. Song Yinian is so rich and has a father who runs a big company in his family. Qi mushen may be able to be a son-in-law when he climbs up to her. He doesn't have to worry about the rest of his life.

However, I also laugh at Qi Mu's deep stupidity. He is just bewitched by song Yinian. They believe that they will soon be separated. Song Yinian is trying to be fresh. He is really stupid.

However, my prediction, until the end of a semester, the two people are still as good as ever, dating and other things, more.

Am I wrong?

Impossible, I strongly deny.

Yes, I admit, I'm jealous. I can't see song Yinian as good as she and Qi mushen.

Because of this, I designed song Yinian to have a conflict with ledan and broke the intimate relationship with ledan. At this time, I took the opportunity to take the place of ledan.

In this way, I and song Yinian went close, I also saw Qi mushen's kindness to her, his care, and warmth.To be honest, a man who has always been indifferent suddenly shows a warm side, which is really particularly provocative. He is good-looking and really conforms to my ideal partner.

It's a pity that Qi mushen is too poor. I don't want to suffer with him. I suffered too much when I was a child. I was really tired of it, and I was afraid of poverty.

Even if I won't be together with Qi mushen, I won't watch song Yinian and Qi mushen's good, handsome men and beautiful women. It's too enviable.

This kind of jealousy makes me crazy.

Later, even God helped me.

The earthquake in Mingjiang city undoubtedly gave me an opportunity to create opportunities. The misunderstanding between Song Yinian and Qi mushen began here.

After graduation from University, I didn't go to work in Qi mushen's company immediately. At that time, his company had just improved, which was not very powerful.

There are two reasons for not going. First, I'm afraid he will misunderstand him. Second, I want him to speak in person and ask me to go to work in his company.

At least I am his "lifesaver", he should not watch me being bullied.

Once during a meal, I inadvertently said that he listened to my boss's carelessness and didn't say anything else. Then he arranged for someone to inform me to go to work in his company.

As I expected, I pretended to decline at first, saying that people would talk about me going back door.

Qi Mu Shen only said, "with your strength, let them shut up."

I have to say, this sentence from his mouth, I think it is very charming, also very man, how I did not find before, it seems that my vision is not very good.

I know that I am not a man of integrity, but if I have the ability to fight for breath, why should I be so resourceful? Because I have no, I will take this road.

I don't care what other people end up with. I just want to pursue what I want, which is enough.