Chapter 80 "I don't understand, but I still don't want to understand."

In the end, Ye Zi Xuan said something, she did not know what, but the impression she had of Ye Zi Xuan was extremely awkward, so she dryly laughed for a bit, and then the two of them came out of the coffee shop.

Sitting in Ji Hao Chuan's car, Ye Zi Xuan wanted to get off several times.

But when the words were just spoken, looking at the gentle and refined Ji Hao Chuan, Ye Zi Xuan seemed to understand why he did not say it. But what could she do? How could the current her have the right to pursue so-called happiness?

Ji Hao Chuan was very good, and was very gentle to her as well. Furthermore, being used like this by her, he didn't say anything to her.

She had already done what Huo Jing Yan had done … A mistress.

Right? Being together with Huo Jing Yan without a proper name or reason, being forced to carry his child, being polluted by the society of this reality to such an extent, if he did not even know himself, how could he possibly like anyone?

The car drove further and further away, and Ye Zi Xuan's thoughts slowly drifted along with it. Finally, they reached a familiar intersection, and Ye Zi Xuan said, "Mr. Ji, let me off at the intersection in front."

Her voice was clear and clean.

Ji Hao Chuan was thinking that she might not be making any advertisements, but with this voice, he should be able to train for a while, and maybe even become a singer. But in his heart, he didn't like forcing her. He only wanted to see her carefree smile.

Reaching the intersection, Ji Hao Chuan slowly stopped the car. As if he was under heavy burden, just as he was about to open the car door and get out, he was pulled by Ji Hao Chuan.

"Do you know what I mean?"

The gentle voice was as nice to listen to as a piano piece. However, it made Ye Zi Xuan's heart tremble, and she felt extremely guilty and unsettled, as she hurriedly said, "I don't understand."

Then, without caring about the expression on Ji Hao Chuan's face, Ye Zi Xuan turned and left.

Looking at Ye Zi Xuan's figure that was fleeing in panic, Ji Hao Chuan's gentle eyes revealed a hint of gloominess, as though she was sighing and muttering to herself in the wind.

"Do you not understand, or do you not want to understand …"

Ye Zi Xuan walked very quickly, as if she was afraid that Ji Hao Chuan would get off the car and chase up to her.

In fact, she was just flustered, just like a child who suddenly sees an angel in a fairy tale. She was both happy and afraid that it was a dream that she couldn't believe.

However, fairy tales were still just fairy tales. Living in reality, the only thing she could do was pretend as if she couldn't understand Ji Hao Chuan's thoughts.

As she was thinking about a bunch of things, a sudden movement came from her abdomen. She froze. It was the movement of the fetus, the movement of a child.

Ye Zi Xuan stood there in a daze, suddenly realizing that this child had already been here for three months?

Was that a fetal movement?

She didn't know, but she was really going to be a mother.

What should he do?

She was still thinking of how to get rid of this child, but this child had grown up quietly in her stomach, and even had some movements.

Ye Zi Xuan's hand unconsciously rested on her lower abdomen. Even though she had not sensed the changes inside, her heart had become soft and sour, what should she do?

On the way back to the Huo Family, Ye Zi Xuan's mind was preoccupied with this so-called movement of the fetus, thinking about how to remove this child without being discovered by the people of Huo Family.

However, no matter how he thought about it, he realized that he was incapable of such a feat.

When she returned to the Huo Family, the moment she stepped through the door, she saw Huo Jing Yan, who had an unsettled expression, sitting on the sofa in the living room.

Ye Zi Xuan's heart skipped a beat just from looking at it.

"Miss Ye, Young Master has been waiting for you." maid Su Lu did not dare to say much, but she still gave Ye Zi Xuan a reminder.

Ye Zi Xuan was very nervous as she forced herself to walk in front of Huo Jing Yan. She did not know how Huo Jing Yan would deal with him as she hung her head low and was extremely nervous.

"Where did you go?"

"I, I'm going to the maternity exam …" Ye Zi Xuan stuttered, but she could not say that she had secretly ran over to see Ji Hao Chuan. Although she was not very bright, she knew that Huo Jing Yan did not like her contact him.

However, she couldn't think of any other excuse, so she just went silent.

In any case, Huo Jing Yan had been rather busy these past few days, so he shouldn't have had time to notice these things, right?

"Have you had dinner?" His eyes were half closed, and his mood could not be clearly discerned. However, his words revealed a hint of concern.

Ye Zi Xuan's worry was put to rest, she had only drunk a cup of milk at noon, she was really hungry, so she could only obediently reply: "No."

At the same time, Aunt Zhang brought the chicken soup that she had stewed the entire morning to the table and called Ye Zi Xuan over to drink.

Hearing that, Ye Zi Xuan quickly sat in front of her, afraid that Huo Jing Yan would take out his old debts.

Then, he looked at the familiar black chicken soup, Ye Zi Xuan truly felt that this life of his was only a supplement and a tonic!

Helpless, she drank the chicken soup that had an unknown flavor to it, then it was the big fish and the big meat again. Only then did her round belly climb down from the dining table.

Huo Jing Yan's expression became a little calmer. Seeing that she had a full stomach and was acting like a little pig, the corner of his mouth hooked up into a happy smile. "I'll take you for a walk."

Before Ye Zi Xuan could react, she was already dragged out the door and into the car.

"Where to?"

"We'll know when we get there."

Fortunately, the journey wasn't too far. After Ye Zi Xuan got off the car, she found that she had arrived at the baby-raising products store.

"…" She really didn't think that Huo Jing Yan would bring her to this kind of place, but she somehow felt that it was like a normal couple shopping, plain and warm.

"Go in." His hands were so large that he felt wrapped around her.

She was forced to follow along, noticing the envious gazes of the people around her, her face turned red, and tried to pull back her hand a few times, but Huo Jing Yan's strength was too strong, so she could only let him hold her hand.

"Wow, what a love! You can tell at a glance that they're newlyweds."

"The man is so handsome and the woman is so cute. What a perfect match."

Hearing these discussions, Ye Zi Xuan was even more embarrassed. She really wanted to tell them that they were not husband and wife, but how could she explain this kind of place where they held hands and went shopping.

"What kind do you like?"

When Ye Zi Xuan heard this, he raised her head and saw Huo Jing Yan's pair of starry eyes staring at him. In his hands were two different colored bottles, and the corners of his mouth held a smile.

"It's all the same, right?" It's just that the colors are different, so there shouldn't be anything to tangle with, right? Ye Zi Xuan thought silently.

No, why would he buy a bottle?

"I think both of them are pretty good." With that, Huo Jing Yan put all the bottles in his hands into the cart, causing Ye Zi Xuan's face to be filled with black lines.

Then, Huo Jing Yan pushed the shopping cart forward with one hand and led her towards the baby carriage with the other. With a smile on his face, he pointed to one of the pink coloured baby carriage and asked: "Do you think this is pretty?"