Hospital garden.
Ye Zi Xuan pushed Ji Hao Chuan, feeling all sorts of emotions in his heart. Even after so many days had passed, Ji Hao Chuan still didn't seem to remember anything.
She pushed Ji Hao Chuan as she walked slowly, the sunlight evenly shining on the two of them.
Ji Hao Chuan's face carried a warm and calm expression from beginning to end, and his voice was calm and warm as he asked: "How have you been these past few days?"
His sudden words of concern stunned Ye Zi Xuan for a moment. After she came back to her senses, she said, "It's not good, but I feel like it's a good thing that you've forgotten something. At the very least, you don't have to be so bored everyday."
Ji Hao Chuan had lost his memories, so he couldn't really understand the meaning behind Ye Zi Xuan's words, and he didn't have any special feelings towards her. He only listened to her tone, and felt a faint pain in the depths of his heart.
He slightly moved his finger and said with a slight smile, "In the world of adults, there are a lot of sweet and sour feelings. You have to learn to digest them slowly yourself."
This sentence sounded so familiar. She remembered that Ji Hao Chuan had said the same thing to her three years ago. It was exactly the same.
She pushed her way to the front of a bench, steadied her wheelchair, and sat down on the bench. When Ji Hao Chuan faced her, a pair of pitch black eyes looked at him very seriously.
"If you're unhappy, then find something you like to do. Just relax for a bit and you'll be fine." He was a good man, and even unfamiliar people cared about him.
Hearing that, an unknown feeling spread out from Ye Zi Xuan's heart, carrying an unknown bitterness.
She looked up, trying to hold back her tears, and smiled. "You know what? "Three years ago, when we just got to know each other, I was in a bad mood. After that, I took you guys to drift, bungee jumping, and rock climbing …"
As she spoke, she couldn't help but choke. "You've done so many things to comfort me. You've brought me out of my sorrow step by step …"
Halfway through her sentence, she stopped.
Because he didn't know how to continue.
But now, she was feeling the same pain as before, while Ji Hao Chuan was no longer the Ji Hao Chuan of before.
Tears flowed uncontrollably from the corners of her eyes as she turned her face away.
Later on, she mentioned a lot of things about the past to Ji Hao Chuan, but never mentioned about the issue of his being entangled with him.
She felt that it might be a good thing for Ji Hao Chuan to forget the past between them.
Once he was completely recovered, he would have a new life, at least he would no longer have to struggle with pain over his own matters.
Maybe the two of them were too incompatible, maybe Ji Hao Chuan had given up too much, to the point where the heavens ached for him and wanted to interject.
As he listened to her unceasing narration, Ji Hao Chuan listened quietly throughout. He had a faint feeling that there were many things going on between him and this woman.
However, Ye Zi Xuan always said some very happy things, like those things that only good, very good old friends would do.
What had happened between them?
He didn't dare to think about it, because whenever he tried to recall the past, his head would hurt violently.
Before leaving, Ye Zi Xuan sent Ji Hao Chuan back to the sickroom, then went to the garden to look for Ji Ke Xin.
She felt that Ji Ke Xin had matured quite a bit in this period of time, and was very gratified.
"What did you say to my brother just now?" Ji Ke Xin turned his back to her, his expression not looking too good.
Ye Zi Xuan took a deep breath: "It's nothing much, I just told you a few happy things in the past, and didn't mention anything about us being entangled, don't worry."
Seemingly knowing what she was worried about, Ji Ke Xin laughed lightly and turned his head back. "This is for the best, my brother won't be able to remember anything else, so you can live a happy life with Huo Jing Yan and your son."
Ji Ke Xin was ridiculing her, she knew.
At this moment, Ye Zi Xuan couldn't help but become excited, and her tears rolled down her eyes.
"Huo Jing Yan and I are not like what the news says. I have always wanted to break off all ties with him, but... "But that child, I …"
She tried to explain, but when it came to children, there was a sharp pain in her heart.
She faced Ji Ke Xin who didn't understand, and said with tears streaming down her face: "That is my biological son. I know that I have let Hao Chuan down, but I have always felt guilty in my heart."
"Guilt? Hmph, you're telling me you feel guilty? " However, when he thought of his brother, his tone became heavy. "My brother has been in the hospital for so many days, I take care of him day and night, your guilt is just on your lips, right?"
"I... Ke Xin, I really don't have one. "
"My father passed away. My heart hurts more than anyone. I feel like my heart is dead. It's as if my entire body is drained. When I stand there, I feel like a zombie."
"And just two days ago, the person who put my father in jail told me that I was not my father's biological daughter. Do you know how I felt at that time? I wish I could kill myself! "
She looked at Ji Ke Xin with reddened eyes, and shook her head: "But I can't, because I know Hao Chuan is still waiting for me, and you're still waiting for me to give you an explanation."
She frowned and bit her lower lip, "That's why I kept myself locked up at home these past few days. I didn't see anyone and didn't say a word. It's not that I forgot about you, it's because I remember you."
The dazzling sunlight hurt a little when it hit her eyes. In the end, she couldn't help but cry; she had never done this before.
This time, in front of Ji Ke Xin, in the garden of the hospital, she spoke out all of her emotions and feelings for the past few days.
Seeing Ji Ke Xin's slowly convincing expression, she walked forward and grabbed her hand, "Don't worry, I won't do anything to hurt Hao Chuan anymore, because I've already finished with Huo Jing Yan."
No one could understand the pain in her heart; Huo Yi Heng was her biological son.
"Really?" Seeing her cry, Ji Ke Xin also couldn't bear it anymore. He embraced her frail body: "Big Sister Xuan Xuan, I really didn't know that you had endured so much alone. I'm sorry, I was wrong about you."
"No, no. I didn't explain it to you. It's my fault that you misunderstood."
They apologized to each other and felt sorry for each other.
If there were more days to talk, perhaps many contradictions would not arise.
Ye Zi Xuan took this opportunity to vent all the emotions she had in her heart. She pulled Ji Ke Xin to sit down and told her about her recent experiences and state of mind.
At the end, she suddenly let out a sigh of relief, as if the heavy burden in her heart had already been lifted by half. At least, she didn't need to suppress it so tightly.