When Huo Yiheng wanted to recover, he didn't choose to put down all the burdens and return to the past. Instead, he hesitated and resisted some inner desire and refused rationally.
She knew how the habits she had developed over the years could be changed overnight? Although the promise didn't deliberately think about that aspect, the deepest thought in my heart is that it's impossible to take off all the precautions and pay all my heart regardless of what I did.
It's really painful to get hurt like that, and it's been promised more than once. Since her mother IDA, she has felt the deep malice of the world.
But it's good that the promised fate is not so bad. After having such a bad experience, God has arranged for her some luck.
For example, she met Ye Zixuan and then the Huo family. If not, who knows what happened when Yan Youlei lost his father and his mother refused to accept the promise and returned to the orphanage.
Maybe we will meet a good family who can claim the promise, regard her as her own and love her more, but who can guarantee it?
However, the last promise is to come to the Huo family, where ye Zixuan is always caring about her. At the same time, she meets uncle Jiang, the kind-hearted housekeeper of the Huo family. Finally, he adopted the promise and brought her up with all his heart. Their love for the promise can be really felt by Xu Nuo.
In addition, she also met Huo Yiheng here. She has to admit that Huo Yiheng still plays an important role in the promised childhood. Because of his relationship, the promised childhood experience is not so pale and boring, because it is Huo Yiheng who has many interesting experiences and memories with the promise.
Later things happened, Huo Yiheng was unwilling to play with the promise, eat with her, even go out and go to school together.
All of these, the promise that the heart and nature are mature earlier than Huo Yiheng is known, and it is not to blame Huo Yiheng, but his life suddenly becomes quite different from the past, and this gap makes the promise a little uncomfortable.
So that later, perhaps in the case of the promise of their own unconscious, the promise of the heart gradually closed up, will not easily reveal to others.
Her heart is wrapped in a cold shell. It's not a flaw in her mind that promises to experience misfortune when she grows up, but a way for her to protect herself. She doesn't know how to do it, but she doesn't want to be hurt any more, so she can only wrap herself in a cold shell at last.
It's the best way to protect themselves by keeping them away from the outside world.
So when Huo Yiheng began to alienate and reject the promise, the promise heart began to have this idea imperceptibly, and at the same time, she also paid the action.
Even from junior high school, she promised that she was famous for her indifference in class. She didn't have any special good friends, and no one had ever seen her have any close contact with any other students during her regular recess life. There were also those collective activities in the class. She promised that she could avoid them, and no one had ever seen her initiative.
But the promise is very smart, plus in the school will not go to more contacts with students, naturally there will not be many students back to approach her, so instead, the promise has a lot of free time for their own control, and then promise to use this time to complete their studies, and then like reading.
It can be said that at that time, the promised favorite extracurricular life was to read books without being disturbed.
It is precisely because of this, from the beginning of junior high school, the promised academic performance has always been particularly excellent, always in the forefront of the class.
In addition, she is usually quiet and never causes trouble for teachers. She also listens carefully in class. This is the type that teachers like. The unpopular promises among students are favored by teachers.
After becoming a teacher's assistant, she and her classmates are more and more far away from each other. Because she was not good at communication before, and had no good relationship with her classmates, now it will be trouble to help the teacher.
But it's just that, because the promise started as a person when she was very young, and later had Huo Yiheng to play with her, so reading and writing by herself, eating and doing exercises by herself is not an unacceptable thing for the promise at all, on the contrary, for her, it seems to be more comfortable.
This kind of situation continues to high school, no one cares, no one cares.
I do what I love to do by myself. I eat by myself and go to exercise by myself. When the teacher has something to do, I will do it. It is in this kind of life that I promise to bury myself deeper and deeper gradually, as if I am far away from the outside of my classmates.
At that time, Huo didn't expect the position of promise in his heart. He didn't have any contact with other students in school, let alone good friends. Huo didn't care at all.
As he grew older, Huo became a little more mature and didn't over promise. Although he kept a distance from her in school, he would occasionally say a word or two when he came back home.
Promise has no special expression for Huo Yiheng's performance. It seems that it is a common thing. It seems that it is not very important for Huo Yiheng to ignore her. When Huo Yiheng talks to her, she will also say it, and when she does not talk to her, she will not take the initiative to find it.
It's like a tacit agreement. No one cares.
But now, he promises to find that his life is changing at one point one, and the reason for the change is the appearance of a man named Qi Yi.
At first, Qi Yi just appeared as the counterpart of Huo Yiheng. No matter what he did, he always liked to fight with Huo Yiheng. When fighting over the past, he naturally found the special existence of promise, and she became Qi Yi's various tools to find Huo Yiheng.
At that time, two people will begin to fight because of her. Of course, there seems to be no emotion for her. It's just because doing so can make their opponents uncomfortable, and the enemy's sadness is their happy psychology, which makes the promise become a tool for fighting between two people.