Chapter 1156

"So it is. I thought Miss Huo Xinyan always cared about me." Sisi is sitting on the hospital bed. I don't know whether it's intentional or subconscious. Her left hand gently touches her abdomen, while her right hand is pinning the broken hair in front of her forehead behind her ears. Huo Xinyan remembers that she once heard that it's the most flattering action of a girl. Maybe it's the action of pinning her hair behind her ears? However, what makes Huo Xinyan even more dazzling is not the action, but the action of Sisi putting her hand on her belly and gently stroking it. Yes, every time, she tells Huo Xinyan that she is pregnant with Li Haiyang's child. How can such a thing make Huo Xinyan feel better? After all, Li Haiyang is Sisi's boyfriend.

Huo Xinyan sneers. She doesn't know why. This time, her attitude to Sisi is not very good: "why am I thinking about Miss Sisi? When I was in China, I had a good relationship with the ocean I just don't want to. There are always some accidents. I have nothing to do. My brother, who is busy, doesn't care about me like this, so... "

The so-called accident is about thinking about the child in his stomach? Ha ha, is it an accident? Yes, it was an accident.

Even for Sisi, it's an accident. Sisi has never, never thought about, let this child.

What comes to this world Yes, he thought about beating the children down and didn't want to disturb Li Haiyang's life any more.

But How to put it? Thinking or reluctant, after all, is the first child in life.

Besides, this child is still a small life. How can I bear to think? Thinking is so kind and gentle.

How can I bear to kill such a lovely child? Especially now when I see Huo Xinyan, I don't want to think any more.

Yes, Sisi didn't hate Huo Xinyan or blame Li Haiyang. Sisi blamed his incompetence for everything.

There is no way for Li Haiyang to like himself. It has nothing to do with others. It's not anyone's fault. It's thinking.

But now, Sisi feels that she has the capital to fight against Huo Xinyan, who has the love of Li Haiyang.

As for Sisi, it's just the children of Li Haiyang. How about this confrontation? It's very interesting?

"Miss Huo Xinyan, I don't know. You come to me deliberately. What's the matter?" Si Si doesn't want to listen to Huo Xinyan's nonsense.

It's like that at the beginning, Sisi asked Huo Xinyan to talk. Although Huo Xinyan persuaded Sisi, she always wanted to think about not being obsessed.

Such nonsense, thinking to listen to more, thinking to listen to no longer want to listen to, also long ago, listening habits, there is no need to listen to.

Huo Xinyan is slightly stunned. She doesn't know what to do. She always thinks that she has changed.

But it's normal to change. After all, there are many experiences that will change. Everyone is the same.

Huo Xinyan took a look at Sisi, and then turned to Jane: "this friend, I have something I want to say to miss Sisi, can you avoid it?"

Jane was stunned. Of course, he didn't want to avoid it. In the British subconscious, he didn't think that two people need to avoid when they talk.

Jane looked at Sisi and seemed to ask for Sisi's advice. Sisi nodded and said to Jane, "it's just a coincidence that we haven't eaten anything today. I want to have porridge. Jane, go down and buy me a share to come back..."

"Oh, well, think, wait for me. I'll go now." Jane's leaving is to buy porridge for Sisi.

"This foreign boy is pure," said Huo

"Now, what does Miss Huo want to say? I'm all ears Miss Huo Xinyan, sit down and talk. " He pointed to the chair beside him.

Huo Xinyan is not polite either. She went to sit down and said, "I haven't seen you for a long time."

"Well?" Think think a Leng, some feel not clear Huo Xinyan's routine.

Huo Xinyan smiled: "the last time we talked, you asked me At that time, you must ask me to leave the ocean, you are willing to give me everything, but now, you have given me nothing, and I am with the ocean. "

"It's been a long time." Think some helplessness: "Miss Huo Xinyan don't mention it again, it can be regarded as my youth, just don't understand."

"Is it? Young, don't understand It can also be said that, after all, times have changed. Now, many things are not the same as before. " Huo Xinyan looks at Sisi, and even Sisi feels like where it is and what has changed.

Although some of them can't be explained or understood, there are definitely some.

Well, it seems that a lot of times, time is the most able to change people. Although Huo Xinyan doesn't know what changes Sisi in the end, it can be clearly felt that the present Sisi is not the past.

"It's different. I also think that many things are different from before." Sisi looked down at his belly.

"It's like at the beginning, I wish I could be with the ocean, otherwise, I can do nothing, even if I'm only with the ocean for a few days, I'm willing to, later, I realized my wish, I think the ocean really Give me a chance to like me, but I'm wrong. It's just my self deception. It's just the combination of ocean and my mother to cheat me. You won't know how sad my heart is when I know these plots. "

Looking at the bitter smile on the corner of Sisi's mouth, Huo Xinyan wanted to tell Sisi how much, in fact, she understood, but in fact, she thought it was too much.

Sisi continued: "at that time, I had a feeling of despair about the world. Right, you won't understand it. The two people you most believe in and closest to in the world, in the end, would do this to you, and you would want to die..."

Maybe, if Huo Xinyan can't empathize with her, she can't jump to conclusions. She can only look at Sisi and wait for the next part of Sisi.

Sisi sighed and continued, "and then you know what? This world has given me a miracle. When I think that everything is useless for me, and I can leave everything behind, God has given me a child. Well, it's the child in my stomach now. Are you ridiculous? Do you think God is teasing me

It's true that Sisi is already very powerful and can accept these things. If we change to other people, I'm afraid it's not possible?

I don't know. If she had been Huo Xinyan, she would have been broken up.

Thought thought some helplessly sipped lips: "I really don't know why God wants to do this to me, he seems to have the same opinion to me, but, these all have no relation, it doesn't matter, for me, nothing is important now."

"You really look at it, put it down? What about the ocean? " Of course, Huo Xinyan would not believe that the deep thought of love at the beginning was just because of a blow, saying that it would be impossible to let go.

It can't be forgotten.

Even Huo Xinyan has fresh memories. How can she forget her thoughts?

Think bitterly smile: "jokingly, how could it be put down? It's just that I can see that no matter how hard I try, it's futile. If I don't like it, I don't like it. If I don't love it, I don't love it. No matter how hard I try, it's useless. I'm very open now and don't want to do anything. I think it's good. "

"I admire you for thinking that." Si Si is not the thought of Huo Xinyan when she first met.

At that time, thinking can't talk like this. If it was thinking at that time, it would certainly say, it's good. With Li Haiyang's children, I can be with the ocean. The ocean will pity me for the children and be with me!

It's not that Huo Xinyan knows Sisi so much, it's just that Sisi's character. It's well known to all.

Sisi smiled at Huo Xinyan: "then tell me, I don't think so. What else can I think? Am I going to make myself suffer? Not enough? I've been imprisoned in Australia. I can't see the sea in my life. What else can I do? "

It's also true that Sisi is also pitiful. She can't see Li Haiyang any more. If she were Huo Xinyan, she would go crazy? I can't hear you. I'll want to die.

Must be

Huo Xinyan looks at this thinking helplessly: "what are you going to do after that? What are you going to do with this child? "

"I don't know. I haven't thought about it yet." Sisi shrugged: "I think about it almost every day, but there is no result. I haven't experienced such a thing, so I'm confused."

Huo Xinyan knows that it's not good to say that, but in addition to that, she doesn't know what else she can say. After sipping her lips, she doesn't know whether she should mention it at this time.

Think seems to see Huo Xinyan's hesitation and turns to Huo Xinyan and says, "if you have anything, just say it. Last time we were talking together, didn't we waste a lot of time?"? This time, don't waste so many perspectives. If you have something to say, just say it. Anyway, we know each other very well, don't we? "

Yes, I know, understand and sympathize with each other.

Huo Xinyan nodded: "well, since you said that, I won't beat around the Bush, I'll just say it."